Destiny's forbidden desire - Seqel to Deseos del corazon

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Destiny's forbidden desire - Seqel to Deseos del corazon

Destiny's forbidden desire

By Suz

Watching from a distance Chico and Gilberto quietly kept an eye on Mando and Suzanne.

Chico struggled as he thought it was best to be away from her, "God, I want to be with her as she breathes her final breath but I don't want to impose upon Mando's time alone with her".

Keeping an eye on her, Chico watched as Mando sadly gently brushed her hair back hoping for any chance that she could pull through this, "Suzanne, pido mi vida para ser una parte el tuyo" (I request my life to be a part of yours)

Mando sadly grasped her hand gently kissing as he cried. "There has to be some hope in that you don't leave me!"

Sadly, Chico and Gilberto walked up to Mando. "Please Mando, she is at peace. They need her to be taken to the nearest hospital."

Embracing between Chico and Gilberto Mando cried, trying to accept her dying.

Looking back, Mando witnessed her for the last time. "Mi deseos del corazon"

Sadly Chico walked out the cave with him as Mando broke down on his shoulder. "Chico, I just can't believe it, she is out of my life, our lives!" Stepping through the thick terrain, Chico didn't want to believe it either. " Mando, I do apologize for taking you away from her, but I believe it was for the best. I just couldn't bear to see her take her final breath and leave from us." Mando wiped his eyes, "I understand Chico, I want to remember her the way she was, full of life. She will live on with her children."

Mando stopped his footing as he pulled Chico back stopping him also. "Chico, I swear to God. I will do my best to raise our son Francisco as I know you will with her daughter." Mando broke down upon Chico's shoulder, "I wish she could have seen her children grow up." Sighing Chico looked up towards the evening sky. "Suzanne, I will do my best to raise our daughter Edina Louise. You will not be disappointed!"

Gilberto quickly followed behind as members of the staff helped carry Suzanne out of the cave.

"Mando!" Gilberto rushed over to him as they placed Suzanne in the vehicle taking her to the hospital.

Turning around Mando sadly faced Gilberto, "Please forgive me Mr. Rodriguez, I just couldn't. We, Chico and I just couldn't bear to see her die before us". Struggling to accept her absence Gilberto placed his hand upon his shoulder, "I'm sorry mi amigo they have indicated to me that she is gone". Sadly Gilberto embraced Mando as he cried on his shoulder. Struggling to face the present as well as his future without her, Chico tearfully comforted Mando from their sorrow of losing her.

"Please let me see her..." pulling away Mando pleaded with Gilberto. Gilberto watched his staff rush her to the hospital. "Mando, there is nothing we can do....I'm sorry".

Members of Gilberto's medical staff tried any way possible to revive her. "Her pulse has weakened.... She is not breathing" Another assistant looked at his watch, "The time of death is..."

Sighing as the staff wrote the information down, he asked what might have caused her severe fever as well as her sudden passing. "She was so young, what could of caused it to happen so quickly?" Reaching the blanket over to cover her, the other staff member remembered working with her. "I remember working with her gathering Hazelnuts. She had always mentioned the aroma had always reminded her of her two guapo hombres. One of them was Gilberto's son Francisco." Writing the information down, "Oh Chico? I heard about him and his troubles he and his girl had caused with Gilberto's family." Concerned, the staff member continued to write information of her possible cause of death, "Do you think she had consumed anything poisonous?" The other staff worker agreed, "You know it could be the factor". Reaching over to retrieve a serum he tried to inject it in her for any possible recovery. "Let's keep her covered in case she is revived and goes into shock...."

Suzanne drifted away from the darkness approaching a blinding silhouette before her. "Where am I? What is happening with me?" Suzanne's spirit stood beside a figure. "Why have I been taken away from my loved ones?" Fearing as she shielded her eyes from the brightness before her, the silhouette eased it's way forward. Suzanne turned her head, as she feared what was happening. "Please I must go back and be with my husband Mando, my children they need me!" The spirit surrounded her as she then felt comfort knowing that her children were ok. Sadden Suzanne begged for mercy amongst the spirit, "I know I have caused so much turmoil between my children's fathers, please take me back! I miss them terribly" Suzanne was guided forward as she struggled to comprehend where she was. Desperately pulling back from the force that continued to push her forward, Suzanne continued to fight her way back to her physical self. "If you return, your life Suzanne will continue to struggle with the men whom love you dearly".

Suzanne fought against the spirit, "Who ever you are I must tell you, I have followed my destiny, I know that I have. My destiny is to be with Mando. I have accepted it and so has Chico". The spirit stopped her path. "Right now your destiny has been destroyed as you still have strong feelings over your daughter's father". Suzanne became frightened over the spirit "What? How can that be? That my destiny has been destroyed over a love between two men? Both who have loved me endlessly." Taking a hold of her, the spirit spoke of her true death, "Suzanne, you died of a broken heart." Desperately trying to pull away, Suzanne struggled with her loved ones around her "Broken heart?" "Yes, your heart and soul were in between two men who wanted you wholeheartedly. Love between two men so strong that, your heart was lost without the other". Suzanne pulled away from the spirit, "I beg you to send me back! Please!" Suzanne released her hands off of the spirit as she was then let go suddenly slipping away.......

Staff workers arrived at the hospital rushing Suzanne to emergency. "Someone help us please! We've come from Rodriguez Orchards!" Doctors and Nurses were aware of the badly damaged area as well. "Is she injured from the storm?" a nurse questioned. "No! She was feeling ill with a sudden high fever!" The doctors checked her over. She seemed to have a pulse barely. "Do you have any knowledge what could of caused the fever. "We know that she worked in the hazelnut fields. She and her husband hid in the caves as the storm hit the island". The doctors concerned questioned Gilberto's staff members, "Hid in the caves? Was she with anyone else?" Staff members looked through the information they received from Gilberto, "Suzanne was with her husband throughout the storm. Later Gilberto and his son Francisco Rodriguez found them there in the cave. Why?" Noticing Suzanne taking in the fluids he couldn't help wonder about her husband as well as Gilberto and his son. "Just pray that no one else in that cave got infected with the virus".

"Are you saying something in the cave could have infected them?" Doctors scurried around prepping Suzanne up for possible testing. "Sir, it is very likely that what was in that cave could of caused a high fever along with the virus. Someone needs to investigate the cave and surrounding areas for any poisonous bacteria". Gilberto's assistant rushed out of the emergency room heading back to the vehicle. Stepping on the gas he barreled out of the parking lot onto the dirt road leading back to the orchards. Clouds of dirt lead the way back to the orchard as the assistant made his way back to the orchard farms. Quickly stopping as he jumped out of the vehicle he ran into one of the buildings looking for him. Stopping to catch his breath, as for Gilberto, " Have you seen him?..... Gilberto?"

"He's in the office"

"Gracias!" the assistant rushed over towards Gilberto's office.

The door slammed against the wall as he quickly opened it.

"Gilberto! Where are Mando and Chico! I must speak with them it's an emergency!" Gilberto rushed over towards the worker, "What's wrong? Chico, Mando and myself are aware of her passing. They headed back to the states, for her to be buried there. I have sent a messenger to have the body shipped back to East L A."

Gilberto's assistant had to get his composer as he told him the news of Suzanne's recovery.

"Gilberto.... Mr. Rodriguez, sir. Suzanne was given a serum that one of the assistants had in result of the possibility of what caused her fever and sudden death........ "

Gilberto curiously looked on at his assistant. "Go on..."

"Sir there is a chance that she may survive". Gilberto shocked sat down at his desk. " She's going to make it? I hope to God for the sake of her children she pulls through this".

Gilberto grabbed his phone and dialed western union. "Yes, I'd like to place a telegram please. To a Chico Rodriguez..."

Chico and Mando arrived back to L A saddened to now have to confront Ed and her children of her death.

Mando pulled into the garage helping Chico with his belongings.

After hearing Mando's car pull in Ed rushed down the stairs. "Chico! Welcome back!"

Ed smiled as he shook there hands becamed concerned then looked around after noticing just Mando and Chico. " Where's Suzanne?"

Ed looked around then towards the apartment. "Mando is she at the apartment already?"

Sadly Mando confronted him as Chico began to cry, "Ed. Suzanne became ill, she's....."

Chico, saddened, covered his eyes.

Ed felt concerned "She's what...Mando?"

Mando placed his hand on Ed's arm. "Ed, Suzanne passed away. She died last night of a fever."

Mando embraced Ed as he broke down crying.

Ed continued to embrace him, "Mando. I'm so sorry to hear of this," concerned for Mando's feelings.

Chico explained to him what happened, "Ed, after their wedding, there was a horrible storm that did a lot of damage to the island as well as my fathers business"

Ed concerned yet confused looked over towards Chico, "Their wedding?"

Mando saddened released from Ed as he explained what had happened after Chico's supposed wedding. "Ed I'm so sorry you have to hear this, especially from me".

Ed, concerned, grasped Mando's arm, "Mando, what happened?" Saddened from the loss of Suzanne, Mando had to confess to him, "Ed, the wedding of Suzanne and Chico, was a hoax. I paid an ex-inmate I knew from jail to pretend he was a minister, which resulted in a bogus marriage between them."

Ed sighed, "Why Mando? What caused you to do such a thing?"

Mando, saddened, lowered his head, as he couldn't bear to see Ed's disappointment.

"Ed, I approached her after she had time in the chapel with one of the local priests and I told him that I had to be with her, for we were destined for one another. Suzanne accepted her destiny as we then were married by the local priest in the village".

Ed sighed, "Mando, if it was meant to be. There's no denying it."

Ed looked over to Chico. "Ed, I was there along with my father, we witnessed the whole thing. Suzanne even told me she spoke with the priest. She told me that he helped her proclaim her destiny."

Chico sadly walked away. "As much as I couldn't accept it, I had too".

Ed sighed as he tried to accept Suzanne's death, "Where is she going to be buried?"

Ed saddened leaned against the work bench as he lowered his head, "Mando, I, I don't know what to say? First you lose your daughter Francine then to lose Suzanne."

Ed turned around facing him. "Mando if there's anything I can do.... Please me know".

Chico walked over to Mando, "Please Mando let me drive you home..." Mando graciously embraced him, "Gracias Chico, but I would like to walk home." Saddened Mando patted Chico's back then walked over to Ed's residence to take his son home.

Chico sighed, "Ed, I just can't believe she is gone. According to Mando, Suzanne and him were intimate when the storm came. He had mentioned that she had become chilled, he offered her his shirt then she just got so sick?"

Ed sighed as he watched Edina come out of the apartment. "Chico, do you want me to talk to Edina about Suzanne?" Chico saddened began to get upset as he looked over towards Edina, "Thank you Ed, but I better try to take care of this" Rising off his seat Chico placed his hand on Ed's. "Thank you for your concern".

Chico walked into the apartment. The first thing that caught his eye was a picture of Suzanne and Edina. Picking up the frame he stared at the photo, "I just can't believe you have died. I will always love you Suzanne". Placing the photo down on the shelf Chico walked over towards Edina.

Edina looked up smiling at him, "Daddy!" Reaching her hands up for him, Chico picked her up. "Edina, mi hija!" Chico hugged her, as tears ran down his cheeks.

"You cry daddy? Where's mommy?" Chico released from her as he wiped his eyes, "Edina, mi hija, your mommy has gone to heaven to be with your sister Francine"

Edina didn't understand, "Is mommy coming back?"

Chico embraced her, "Edina, mommy is in heaven. We will see when her when it is our time to go to heaven".

Edina started to become sad, "Mommy, I want my mommy!!" Edina saddened, then became angry as she continued to scream "Mommy! Mommy!"

Chico tried to comfort her as he tried to embrace her through her as she tried to push her father away, "Edina, mommy isn't coming back!"

Emotionally Chico couldn't take it anymore. With tears in his eyes he embraced her while Edina kept pushed him away. "I want mommy!"

Hearing Edina scream from outside of the apartment, Ed quickly knocked on the door and came inside. "Chico is she ok?"

Chico continued to embrace Edina as he rose up, " Edina is very upset, she wants her mommy. Edina either doesn't understand or doesn't want to accept it". Chico embraced Edina as she continued to fight her father wanting her mother. "Edina, please. Please listen...." Chico held her as Edina finally settled down.

Ed held her back as Chico quietly rocked her as he held her." Chico, I have a bad feeling Edina is going to go through a rough time dealing with this. She has had to deal with living with two different fathers. Now she is going to have to adjust without a mother or another one in her future".

Sadly Chico agreed as he remembered how it was like not having her around when Mando kidnapped her.

Chico embraced Edina, as she quietly cried, "Momma, Momma" Ed leaned down towards Chico and her, "Edina, honey. I know you miss your mommy. We all miss her". Chico lost in emotion from seeing his own daughter cry over the loss of her mother. He held her as he cried on her shoulder, " Edina Louise you are apart of your mother. Her spirit will live on in you. Please don't ever forget her".

Mando walked home as he carried his son Francisco.

Desperately trying to keep from crying he stopped to sit down on a park bench. Sitting down he rocked Francisco to sleep thinking of how life will be now without Suzanne. Struggling he began to piece the events together. "Was I to blame for all of this?" Mando remembered their wedding ceremony with the Priest in Puerto Rico. "I know we were destined to be together. Suzanne even agreed to it to in front of the Holy Priest".

Mando sighed, " I know she loved me as well as Chico" Mando concerned stood up, "God I hope the arguing that Chico and I did over her had nothing to do with it. After all she was blessed with two children".

Mando struggled with his feelings, "if I hadn't had Chico shipped to Puerto Rico none of this would of happened".

Looking up Mando desperately pleaded, "Oh God I am so sorry. I just wanted Suzanne and I to be together as a family. Is this the result of my greediness?" Mando sadly lowered his head and cried from Suzanne's loss.

Wiping his eyes, Mando sighed as he then slowly walked back to his apartment.

Arriving to his apartment Mando opened his door holding Francisco, he walked inside. "Well Francisco. We are home for good".

Sitting down on his couch Mando couldn't help but watch his son fall asleep in his arms. "Francisco mi hijo, I pray that you have your mothers spirit. She is a good wife and mother. As God as my witness, I will keep her memory alive so you will always remember her."

Mando saddened looked at Francisco as he gently rocked him while he slept. Sighing Mando just couldn't accept the fact that Suzanne was gone as he began to call her name. "Suzanne, Suzanne. I know you are still here with me. We will be together again". Rising off the couch Mando placed Francisco in his bed. Kissing him good night he wished him well.

"Beunos noches mi Francisco, Your mother will be back with us soon" Mando left Francisco's room heading back into the living room. Slowly walking back to the couch Mando looked down, as he couldn't get Suzanne out of his mind. Covering his eyes with his hands he tried to relive the past that he had with her. "Suzanne I know you are still here with me. It's like I can still feel you."

As he moved his hands he looked over towards the couch visioning her there. "Suzanne!"

Mando rushed to the couch smiling in response to seeing her. "Oh Suzanne. I'm so glad you're here. I've missed you.... I, I thought I was never going to see you again!"

Mando looking towards the opposite end of the couch envisioned Suzanne with him. Raising his hand towards her direction he placed his hand and moved it in the shape of her body

"I want to take you Suzanne along with our son and your daughter to our favorite place." Mando smiled as he envisioned the four of them together on the beaches of Cocoa Beach.

Nurses check on Suzanne's vitals as she clung to life, "Suzanne is still unconscious doctor. Her body is steadily taking in the antibiotic."

A doctor checked her pupils for any response to light. " She is responding. Now only if she becomes conscious. We could hopefully find out how this all started". The nurse assisted the doctor as she adjusted her fluids. " She is so young doctor. If only we could get the answer right away."

Sighing, the doctor agreed.

Suzanne struggled as her spirit incorporated into her own body. Feeling her spirit become one with her physical body, Suzanne began to stir. Nurses continued to monitor her vitals as they noticed a sudden change in the monitor.

"Doctor! The patient is coming out of it! "

Suzanne looked up finding a nurse and doctor recording her vitals. "Where am I?"

Adjusting her fluids the nurse spoke to her, "Ma'am, you are in the hospital. You've been through a serious high fever. We lost you. With the help of the staff at Rodriguez's orchards you were able to be revived by members of there."

Suzanne looked up, "What? I remember feeling chilled and very tired, then that is all I remember my husband, Gilberto Rodriguez and his son Chico were surrounding me, speaking in Spanish".

"Did they know that I was dying?" Suzanne thought about how Chico and Mando were embracing her, crying. "Oh God they think I'm dead!"

Feeling upset she worried how Edina was going to take the news. "My daughter has been through so much lately and now to have her own father tell her that her mother is dead".

Suzanne rose up as she then felt dizzy. The nurse quickly held her back, "I'm sorry ma'am, you're too weak to be moving around and especially be discharged out of the hospital"

Suzanne struggled, "Please, I must be with my family!" Struggling Suzanne fought with the nurse, as she became dizzy. Crawling out of bed Suzanne stood up she tried to focus as the room spun around her. "Please I have to go find my family!" Suzanne pushed her way out of the room running out heading towards the hallway.

Suzanne barely kept her balance as she tried to focus around her. Looking around the hallway a door was next to her slightly ajar, opening it up Suzanne snuck in there as she heard staff members run down the hall way looking for Suzanne.

"Where could she be?" Said a nurse.

Nurses hurried over to the other rooms as she heard the doors shut. Suzanne opened the door slightly as she then snuck out towards the stair well. Carefully Suzanne walked down the stairs leading to the main floor. Finding several doctors heading to a Women's locker room Suzanne decided to follow them in there quietly.

Carefully opening the door she witnessed shower stalls and several surgical outfits. Grabbing a top and bottom, Suzanne then hid in the shower as she quickly freshened up then changed her clothes. Feeling a bit dizzy Suzanne leaned against the changing wall, waiting for her to get herself together.

As she was feeling better Suzanne took off carefully out of the locker room. Making her way out of the hospital. Suzanne located a phone booth then looked up Rodriguez orchards, "Hola, Rodriguez Orchards" Suzanne disguised her voice, "I need to speak with Chico Rodriguez". The person on the other end sighed, "Sorry, Francisco left along with Mando to go back to the states for a personal family matter'". Suzanne wondered when they had left the island. "Sir, when did they leave?" Silence filled the air. "Francisco and Mando left yesterday". Suzanne feared the news Chico and Mando had to tell Ed. "Oh dear, Ed must be crushed. He has gone through so much lately and now this" Suzanne looked at watch as she then decided to make her way back home and face everyone her reality." Gracias!" Finding a cab, Suzanne arrived at the airport trying to make arrangements to head back to the states.

Hospital staff tried desperately to get in touch with someone at Rodriguez orchards. "This is the hospital that Suzanne Mando's wife was sent to. She was revived by your medical personal. She was admitted, administered medication for her condition and now has left the hospital without doctors approval". The staff wrote all the information down then left to look for Gilberto. Spotting Gilberto his staff member rush to him." Gilberto! Gilberto!!" Stopping he turned around to see who was calling him, "Yes, yes. What is it?" His assistant gave him the information he had just received. Reading the information he feared Chico and Mando's reaction. "It will be too late to send them a message of her arrival there. I just hope that their heart can take the shock once they see her again".

Suzanne sighed as her flight began it's descend to Los Angeles. Feeling weak from her recovery she continually thought of everyone she so missed since she had fallen ill. "God, please give us the strength to accept what we all be a part of very soon". Feeling ill Suzanne fell back into a light-headedness, feeling the effects of the dizziness she began to drift away unconsciously, "What's happening with me?" Suzanne struggled to fight her feeling of unawareness, as she closed her eyes witnessing brightness come close to her again. Approaching the light Suzanne blinded covered her eyes to shield herself of the effect. "You must not go through with this Suzanne. Your children's fathers are suffering from your loss. Your presence will only cause more grief with your children and their fathers". Suzanne physically began to stir as she fought against the spirit again. "No! I will not leave my children, and my loved ones. They are what I desire!" Suzanne continued to struggle as she fought against the spirit trying to take her away. Suddenly Suzanne physically felt someone nudge her, "Ma'am, Ma'am, We've landed in Los Angeles. Are you ok?" Suzanne frightened woke up as she then felt the spirit that tried to take her away release upon her. " Yes, Yes!" Suzanne sighed. "I've just been through so much lately. Please just give me a few minutes to get myself together". The attendant agreed as she then insisted letting someone know Suzanne was on the plane, " Thank you ma'am, but I'm not meeting anyone here". A few minutes went by as Suzanne settled down. Trying to focus on her present. Suzanne now had to figure out her future. "What will I do now?" Suzanne struggled as she made her way out of the aircraft. " I want so badly to see my children and their fathers. Yet I just can't knock on their door. Especially if they already believe that I am dead...."

Continually trying to face his future Mando couldn't bear with the thought of raising his son alone. Fidgeting around Mando could not think straight. Memories of Suzanne and her children were constantly on his mind. Sadly Mando finally accepted her death. "Suzanne, Conozo a mi dios tomare el cuidado de usted. My corazon esta siempre con usted y mi dios" (I know my God will take the care from you. My heart is always with you and my God). Sighing Mando quietly accepted the fact that somehow Suzanne was still around him. "Suzanne you are always with me. We will be with our children as they grow up."

Suzanne struggled with her feelings as she walked into the building where Mando lived. "My spirit wants me to hold back but physically my body wants me to go on." Frightened Suzanne began to fear that her next step could be her last as she carefully began walking up towards her destination. Placing her hand lightly on the door she felt as if a ghostly presence had draped over her as it touched upon her. "Oh God what could this mean?" Suzanne noticed a transparent glow to her as then realize maybe she was dreaming. "Please just let me get through this, is all I ask."

Mando heard a knock on his door. "Chico? Hold on, I'll be right there." Mando rose up walking up to the door. Opening the door Mando for the first time realize something, "Hello..." Mando speechless couldn't believe what he had witnessed, leaning against the door frame he couldn't comprehend what was before him.

"Suzanne? What? I can't believe my eyes! Suzanne! Oh My God! You're alive? Your Alive!!!" Shocked Mando smiled, as he tried to embrace her. Holding her he noticed something different about her but couldn't place it.

"Mando, things right now are not what they seem." Suzanne barely spoke

Emotionally Mando was relieved to see her. " You here with me and your Children." Mando graciously embraced her again.

A knock was heard on his door, "Now that must be Chico. He will be so excited to see you!" Eagerly Mando hurried over to the door as Suzanne began to fade away.

"Hi Mando," Chico walked in and embraced him. "Chico you're not going to believe this!" Mando smiled eagerly guiding Chico to the other room in his apartment.

"What, what Mando?" Smiling Mando looked at Chico, "She's here, she's here!"

Chico confused looked all over his apartment. "Who's here?" Mando dragged Chico into the kitchen, "Suzanne! She is in the apartment!" Mando grinned. Chico turned his back all around looking, "Mando, are you sure your feeling alright. The only people here in this apartment are you, me and your son Francisco." Mando confused motioned to Chico. "Come on, come on, I'll show you! " Mando happily dragged Mando over to the living room. "See she's right there!" Chico looked at the direction Mando was pointing at. "Mando.... All I see is an empty couch". Mando quickly walked forward, "She is right there. Beautiful as ever. Honest Chico! I swear!"

Chico didn't know what to make of Mando seeing Suzanne. "Mando, I stopped by to see how you were doing? From what I'm seeing in you, I'm glad I did". Chico sat down on the couch, "Mando, Reverend Bemis wants the two of us to get together and prepare for Suzanne's funeral service." Mando rubbed his face as he tried to make out his vision of Suzanne and her actual death. "Chico, please don't think I'm loco en la cabeza, but....". Chico rose off the couch heading in the kitchen for something for Mando and him to drink. Head back in he confronted Mando, "But what Mando?" Mando, sighing he spoke to Chico of his vision, "Chico, I know that what I seen was Suzanne. It was like she was here then she wasn't. She spoke to me." Frightened, Mando covered his face as he began to shake.

Chico concerned embraced him. "Mando, how did she look? What did she say". Mando wiped his eyes, "Chico, Suzanne said, Mando, things right now are not what they seem". Concerned yet frightened he backed away from Chico. Mando looked around noticing a light shine in from the window. Seeing a silhouette, he pointed to the direction facing the window. "Look Chico!" Chico turned around finding Suzanne stands before him, "Oh My God!" Eagerly Chico jogged to her wanting to embrace her. "Suzanne, our daughter misses you terribly!" Suzanne embraced Chico as she began to cry, "Chico I've come back as a result not being able to be a part from you, Mando or our children." Suzanne wiped her eyes. Please Chico, Mando, please what I have to tell you will effect the three of us for the rest of our lives". Mando sat closer to her. "What is it Suzanne? Please tell us" Suzanne sighed as she then had to declare her final destiny. Closing her eyes she tried to fight the feeling of being s wept away again. "Mando, Chico, I did die as you have been told to by the doctors. I recall by being lifted out of my body as I was approached by a spirit. The spirit continually tried to fight against me to take me to my final destination". Suzanne lightly embraced both of them, "Mando, Chico, the spirit had indicated that I died of a broken heart". Suzanne began to cry, "Yes Mando, I have declared to the spirit that I have followed my destiny to be with you. How ever the spirit spoke and declared that I was still torn with Chico which resulted in my broken heart." Chico placed his hand on hers. "Suzanne I have accepted your decision you know that as well as Mando". Mando held her hand too. "I know how you feel Suzanne as well as Chico". Suzanne struggled with her next comment. " Please understand that I have to keep the destiny that I have proclaimed. If I don't I know for sure I will be sent back for eternity". Chico sighed as he still had feelings for her. "So Suzanne if you follow your destiny you will be alive?" Suzanne as she not only had to fight her feelings to keep from leaving her loved ones but her feelings for Chico as well. Suzanne lightly placed her hand on top of his, "Yes Chico as indicated by the Priest and the spirit before me. I can be here upon this earth if I follow and complete my destiny". Mando felt relieved, "Suz, if the priest in Puerto Rico as well as this spirit you mentioned that spoke to you is saying that you and I are destined for one another. Since we are still married then couldn't that complete this destiny?

Destiny's forbidden desire

Chapter 2

by Suzanne Magoon

Suzanne struggled as she then had to fight her feelings of Chico as she remained alive by fulfilling her destiny with Mando.

"Mando knows how much I love him as well as Chico".

Struggling to face her emotional and spiritual battle she focused on her lover who she was with as her destiny was proclaimed.

Mando held Suzanne he couldn't let go of her, crying he confessed his feelings for her, "Suzanne you know I love you. I will be by your side for eternity".

Suzanne embraced Mando feeling comfort from him as she began to struggle with her emotional battle between him and Chico.

Feeling her shake Mando began to worry over her, "Suzanne, oh God are you going to be alright?"

Suzanne held on to Mando as she dreadfully confessed her never ending feelings for Chico, "Mando, you know I love you as I know how much you love me." Suzanne desperately tried to fight her mixed feelings, "Mando, I have a strong battle against a love for you as well as Chico. My spirit has been declared by our destiny yet my heart still yearns for Chico."

Suzanne cried on Mando's shoulder, " Damnit Mando, my feelings for Chico are keeping me from fulfilling my destiny!" Mando released from her still holding her. "So what you're saying is, that you're not fully in love with me?"

Chico came between them trying to understand also. "Please, I can't lose you. If you must, stay with Mando, I'll understand. I'm sure some day when your children are older they will understand also".

Suzanne struggled with her emotions between the two men she loved. Collapsing on the couch Suzanne began to fear her time here on earth was over. "Oh God! Please help me understand my destiny before me!"

Suzanne reached out her arms for Mando as he rushed over to embrace her. " We will get through this Suzanne. Love has always conquered all. If you truly love me as much as I love you. Then lets continue as we will be together as one again".

Chico knelt down beside Suzanne and Mando, sighing he agreed, "Suzanne whatever it takes to keep you here with us. I will accept the consequences of not being a part of your life".

Looking over, Suzanne realized how much she and Chico meant to each other, "Chico, you will always be with me no matter what".

Suzanne began to drift away unconsciously when Chico leaned over closer to her, "We're losing her. Mando do something!!"

Mando held her hand lightly squeezing it he then embraced her. "Suzy! Come on! We need you! Your children need you!"

Cries from the background were heard as Francisco woke up from his nap. Hearing the cry of her only son, Suzanne began to stir as she regained her physical self, "my son! Francisco!"

Mando leaned towards her brushing her hair back, "yes, yes your son Francisco!" Mando quickly rose running back to Francisco's bed to bring their son to her. Coming back into the living room Mando carried their son towards her.

Looking over Suzanne witnessed her son, "Francisco! Mi hijo!" Suzanne carefully held her son as Mando and Chico looked on.

Walking over between the three of them. Chico was glad to see her back in there lives again. Chico had an idea, "I'll be right back, I'm going to get Edina". Mando smiled as he agreed that would be great to have her see Edina. "Here Chico!" Mando tossed his keys over to him, "just come on in, in case anything drastic happens you'll always be able to come in amigo!"

Chico rushed out of Mando's apartment as Suzanne held on to her son Francisco, "Mi hijo, I thought I'd ever see you gain". Suzanne kissed Francisco as Mando gently embraced her.

Feeling her again gave Mando a sense of reality that she was back in his life. "I can't believe you here, here with me and our son Suzanne".

Reaching over she held his hand, "Mando, I don't know how long I will be here. I pray that we will be together for a long time Mando". Mando leaned down to embrace her, " I can't let you get away from me again Suzanne."

Suzanne held her son, "Mando, I'm scared with what will happen to me!' "Placing his hand upon her shoulder as the two of them spent time together with their son Francisco. "Mando, You have to help me! I don't know exactly if I am truly coming back to stay?"

Mando lightly embraced her, "Suz, With all my help. I'll see to it you will never leave us".

Mando looked back as he heard the sound of his keys open the door. "Edina is here!" Mando smiled as he kissed her, rising up Mando opened the door finding Chico carrying Edina. " Edina! Someone special is here to see you?"

Suzanne smiled as she saw her daughter for the first time since she came back to life. "Mi hija Edina!!" Suzanne emotional cried as she held her daughter.

Edina looked at her mother as she was embraced by her. "Mommy?" Suzanne cried as she held her daughter, "Yes mi hija! It's your Mommy!" Edina looked at her mother, "Daddy told me you went away"

Crying as he witnessed Suzanne with their daughter Chico placed his hands on both Edina and Suzanne, "yes. Edina, mommy did go away but she is with you and your brother now".

Suzanne felt the love from Edina come over her as she did with Chico. Frightened Suzanne began to feel faint as she looked at her daughter and her daughter's father. "Mommy? Are you sick?"

Mando and Chico rushed over closer to her, " Suz, what's wrong?" Chico asked. Mando started to panic as he held her gently rocked her. "Please Suzanne, oh God not now. We need you. I need you!"

Suzanne drifted into an unconscious state.

Slipping away from her loved ones Suzanne once again appeared before a bright silhouette. Covering her face, Suzanne shielded herself from the blinding light in front of her. "Please take me back! I want to be with my children".

The spirit approached her. " You need to face your real feelings that still linger inside you!" Suzanne struggled to accept the spirits decision, "my baby girls father!" Suzanne dropped to her knees and cried, "how can I be apart from him if Edina is a part of Chico?" The spirit lead her away, "you will find your answer and then you must follow it..."

Frightened Mando looked at Suzanne, crying he laid his head on her shoulder, "Please Suzanne, come back, if not for me. Please for your children"

Sadly Chico realized why she was fading out of his life and Mando's. "Please, Mando, I need to speak with you privately." Sadly Mando spoke as he gently touched her cheek

"Alright Chico".

Chico extended his hand out for Mando. "Here let's speak in the kitchen not in front of her children. " Sadden Mando rose off the couch, "ok, Chico!" Mando and Chico approached the kitchen, "Mando, as much as this hurts me. I have to back off of this." Mando concerned questioned Chico, "Back off?" Chico sadly paced around him wiping his eyes. "Mando, I am keeping her from following her destiny!" Chico sadly shook his head. "God, why can't this change?" Mando crossed his arms concerned realized his remark, " Chico, are you saying, You are still in love with her?" Chico sighed, "Mando, she loves you dearly. I know that! She also loves me. I can feel it." Sadly yet angrily Chico explained it to Mando.

"She needs to fully love the one she is destined to be with. You Mando! You are her destiny. Not me!" Chico angrily said. Tears streaming down his face as he looked over towards Suzanne. Chico sadly shook Mando's hand, "Mando, with me here, it will only ruin things for her." Mando struggled to accept it as he walked over to Suzanne. Watching her made it hard from him to accept that they were destined for one another if she still had feelings for Chico. "As much as I do love her Chico, how will I know if she truly loves me?"

Looking over in a distance Chico struggled to realize that he couldn't be around her as Mando continued to embrace her hand, crying he prayed for her to pull through this.

Suzanne began to stir as Mando felt her embrace upon his. "She's coming back!" Chico looked over towards them as he witnessed her moving. Arriving to her closer Suzanne abruptly stopped him. "Wait! Before you speak I must speak to the both of you first"

With Mando's help Suzanne sat up as he sat beside her. Saddened Suzanne looked down as she then confessed to Chico and Mando. Holding Mando's hand she gently rubbed it. "Chico, my destiny is with Mando. If I do not follow my destiny, I will surely be gone forever."

Saddened Suzanne said goodbye to Chico, "Adios mi amore!"

Chico struggled to accept it as he then mentioned his daughter, "Surely you will get to see your daughter Edina, she misses you terribly Suzanne". Suzanne covered her face as she wished for any other way." Chico, I can no longer be a part of our daughters life"

Chico scooted forward closer then stopped," What? How can you not be part of Edina's life?" Suzanne looked up at him, "Chico, Edina's spirit is a part of you and me. The spirit told me that since Edina is a part of you, I can no longer be a part of her". Sighing Chico then had to accept her statement according to what the spirit told her, "Suz, if means that much in order for you to be here then I have no choice but allow your destiny to continue"

Suzanne saddened of the proposed destiny that has now separated her and Chico felt her body drift back as she met upon the spirit. Feeling herself become one with her body Suzanne sadly watch as her then one true love walked out of her life.

Mando leaned over to comfort her, "Suz, you're going to be ok?" Looking back to Mando Suzanne embraced him, "Yes Mando, I have to realize that our love was meant to be just as what you and the Priest proclaimed".

Chico left Mando's apartment worried on how he was going to tell his daughter Edina she could no longer see her.

Suzanne seemed to feel better as she now realized she was fulfilling her destiny. Walking thought the apartment she felt the need to see Ed. "I wonder how Ed is taking the news regarding me?" Suzanne sighed as she looked out of the apartment window. "I would really like to see him"

Facing Mando she confronted him with his feelings, "Mando, please if it will be ok. I would like to see Ed." Mando walked up to her wrapping his arms around her, "Do you think that is ok for you to do?" "Suzanne sighed as she agreed with him. "After all Suzanne, Chico will be there as well as Edina. I don't want nothing to happen to you".

Fearing the possibility, Suzanne still had to see him." Please Mando, I just want to visit with Ed." Mando sighed as he then agreed. "Ok Suz, I'm sure Ed will be happy to see you". Mando dialed the garage.

"Hello Ed Browns Garage" Ed said tiredly. Mando sighed as he began to talk, "Ed, I would like to come over for a few minutes I have something to tell you".

Ed curiously answered, "Mando are you ok?" Trying to find the right words Mando hesitated "Ed it's hard for me to explain over the phone" I'll be over in a few minutes" Mando hung up the phone. "Are you sure your up to this Suz?" helping her out of his apartment." Yes Mando, If I feel weak I'll sit down and rest a bit"

Mando and Suzanne left for the garage.

Arriving at the garage Mando pulled in sounding his horn, Ed walked out of his office greeting Mando, "How are you doing? I know it has to be hard on you as well as Francisco," Mando nudged Ed to move over away from his car. "Ed I have something to tell you." Ed concerned asked Mando as Suzanne quietly got out of the car. "Ed, She's alive! Suzanne is here with us again"

Ed seemed confused yet concerned for his well being, "I understand Mando that everyone has taken her death pretty hard. But Mando please... How can you possibly say you she is alive..."

Ed turned around as he witnessed Suzanne standing at the other side of the car.

"Suzanne? Suzanne!" Ed rushed over towards Suzanne embracing her. "I. I can't believe it! Suzanne when did this all happen?"

Suzanne tearfully embraced Ed as she noticed no change her physical body. Crying she just couldn't understand why it was only happening with Chico.

"I can't believe your back with us Suzanne. When Mando said that you had passed away. I was devastated. Your daughter Edina is taking this very hard".

Chico's apartment door opened up as Edina walked out holding her daddy's hand. "Momma!"

Chico looked down at her, as he bent down to hug her, "Edina mi hija your Mommy is not here". Releasing from her he rose up.

Chico turned around finding Suzanne embracing Ed as Mando fearfully looked over noticing Chico witness Suzanne. Fearing Suzannes feelings for him Mando panicked "No! I can't let this happen!"

Chico turned around as Edina pointed to her mommy. "Suzanne? Oh Suzy!"

Chico ran to her as he wrapped his arms around her. "What are you doing? " Chico smiled, "I mean I'm glad to see you and everything. But with me here with you. Your destiny will not continue".

Tears ran down her eyes, "I know Chico. I just had to see Ed. Chico... I'm afraid it's not affecting him"

Ed looked over to Suzanne and Chico, "Not affecting who?"

Suzanne sighed, as she tried to explain to him, " Ed, please bear with as I try to explain why I'm here. As I died my spirit was lead to a higher place. The spirit informed me I had died of a broken heart. I followed my destiny yet I still have a love so strong for mi deseos del corazon Chico". Suzanne wiped her eyes, "Ed if I don't follow my destiny I am surely not going to be here!"

Looking over to Chico then to Ed, Suzanne confessed her journey, "Ed I can no longer be involved with Chico and Edina". Ed concerned questioned Suzanne, "What does your daughter Edina have to do with this?"

Chico sadly put his arm around Ed, "Since Edina is a part of me. She can no longer be with Suzanne or her destiny will not be fulfilled"

Ed couldn't believe it," That's ridiculous!"

Wiping his eyes Chico agreed as Mando looked on. Walking up to Suzanne Mando embraced her as she began to cry. "Why? Why can't Edina or Chico be a part of my life?" Suzanne continued to cry on Mando's shoulder as she embraced him not wanting to let go.

"My destiny knows I will always be with you Mando but why can't I be apart of Chico's and my daughter's life?"

Watching her mommy cry Edina took hold of her daddys hand wanting him near her mother. Looking up to her daddy Edina pleaded with him, "Mommy is sad!"

Looking down at Edina Chico emotionally tried to explain to her as she tugged him over to her Mother. Bumping into Suzanne, Chico gave into his daughter and his own feelings as he embraced her. "God, Suzanne, Edina is taking this so hard". Suzanne cried as she rested her head upon his chest.

Edina walked up to hug the both of them. "Suzanne felt her body shake as her spirit fought to leave her. Struggling she tried to keep her spirit upon her. "If I can still acknowledge that Mando is my destiny maybe somehow that can keep me from leaving." Suzanne fought against her spirit as she felt Chico's embrace upon her. Steadily she remained as one. "Chico, I feel I'm still here? Oh God!"

Ed looked on as Suzanne shook into Chico's embrace. "Suzanne are you alright? Chico what is happening with her?"

Frightened Suzanne pleaded against her spirit, "please let me stay..." Suzanne slumped over Chicos arms passing out.

Mando quickly rushed to Chico helping him guide Suzanne to the couch near by. Chico carried her over as Mando quickly followed without knowing he had dropped something out of his pocket.

Ed followed them then reached down picking up what Mando dropped out of his pocket, "huh? What's this all about?" Carefully placing in his sweater pocket he continued to catch up to Mando and Chico. "Is she going to be alright?" Ed asked as he leaned over Mando and Chico looking on.

Nervously Chico fussed with her to get her comfortable. Mando gently rocked her lightly brushing her hand. Chico carefully watched Suzanne lay motionless as Mando quietly rocked her. Tears forming in his eyes Chico feared his presence caused her to pass out.

Ed concerned for Chicos feelings embraced him. "Why don't we leave Mando and Suzanne alone for a few minutes. Come on Chico you can take a moment with me in the office. I would like to talk to you".

Chico wiped his eyes looking at Suzanne motionless," Ok Ed" Together they walked over to Ed's office. Opening the door Ed motioned to Chico to sit down," I know this is very difficult on everyones part Chico..." Ed placed his hand on his shoulder. Chico covered his face gently rubbing his eyes." I just can't understand why she gets so ill when I'm around."

Ed sighed as he sat on his desk, "Chico when Mando helped you with Suzanne carry her to the couch this fell out of his pocket. Do you happen to know what it is?" Ed handed the small bag unto Chico's palm of his hand.

Looking at the small bag Chico was shocked to see what Ed had given him. "Ay caray! This fell out of Mando's pocket?"

Ed looked over to the contents of the bag, "Yeah what is he doing with a bag full of odd looking vegetables?" Chico opened up the bag handing one to him, "Ed these are no ordinary vegetables. This is what is very well known on the street as magic mushrooms!"

Ed looked at Chico confused, "magic mushrooms?"

Ed grabbed one out of his hand taking a closer look at one. "What do they do? Do they perform tricks?"

Chico placed the bag on the desk, "This kind of mushroom can play tricks in your head Ed. They make you hallucinate." Chico sighed, "So this is what Mando is doing to her. Making her believe she is having some sort of supernatural vision".

Chico sighed as he covered his head. "Ed, I know that Mando loves her, and I know that he knows how she feels about me. I just never would of thought he would go this far as to do this to her." Ed concerned looked at the mushrooms. "She isn't going to be addicted to these things Chico? Isn't she?" Chico took the contents dropping them back into the bag. "No Ed, she can't get addicted to this". "However she could easily die from these if Mando isn't careful"

Chico sighed as he had to approach Mando about this to him, "Ed, would you mind having Mando come in here?"

Ed opened the door, "Ok Chico, I'll stay with Suzanne". Ed walked over seeing Mando carefully rock Suzanne. " Mando, Chico needs you in my office. I'll watch Suzanne for you ok?"

Mando sadly left Suzanne looking up, "God I hope she pulls through this".

Mando opened the door to Ed's office, "Hey Amigo!" Chico slightly smiled as he sighed disappointedly at him "Mando, Ed gave me something of yours that he said that fell out of your pocket". Mando nervously padded his pockets, sighing in disappointment.

Chico threw the bag on Eds desk "Why Mando, How could you do such a thing?"

Mando inhaled then exhaled slowly, "Chico, if I didn't do something. I know Suzanne would have divorced me again". Chico angrily shook his head in disagreement, " Mando, she admitted to both of us that she loves you!" Mando raised his head looking at Chico, "yes I know that Chico, but I know in her heart she still can't get over you". Chico shook his head, "Jesus, Mando you could of really killed her!"

Disagreeing Chico tried not to get upset while he became angrily confused in front of Mando, "You weren't trying to end her life so you could actually say she was yours till she died were you?"

Looking up at Chico he pleaded with him, "NO Chico! I love her too much to do such a thing like that! How could I go as far as finally marrying her after she claimed me as her destiny then have her suddenly out of my life!!"

Mando stood up pacing the office,

"Chico, please do not turn me in to the cops! If they find out about this, I'll be in the slammer for life!" Listening to Mando Chico nervously messed with his hair. "Damn it Mando, how am I supposed to trust you again?" Chico stood up fearing Mando's next move. "How do you think Suzanne is going to take this?" Mando nervously fidgeted, "I'm afraid she may never want any part of me again Chico!" Chico walked over to the door.

"Well you better pray to God she has an understanding" Opening the door Chico left as he waited for Mando to head on out of the office.

Chico and Mando walked over to Ed with Suzanne, "Ed how is she doing?" Mando asked. Looking up towards them Ed lightly brushed her hair back as he quietly spoke to Mando and Chico," She's coming around she seems to be more alert now". Kneeling down beside Suzanne, Chico and Mando gently embraced her as she began to stir. Looking over Suzanne smiled, "Chico! Mando!" Gently embracing her Mando spoke, "Suzanne I need to speak with you alone. If that is ok with Chico?" Chico looked over to Suzanne and Mando then rose up nodding yes. Walking away motioning to Ed to follow him.

Concerned Suzanne held Mando's hand. Letting go of her hand Mando tearfully spoke, "Suz, What I'm about to tell you. I'm afraid will cause us to be apart again, this time for good"

Suzanne carefully yet dizzy rose up a little. "Mando what's wrong? Am I going to be alright?"

Tears streaming down Mando's face he then confessed to her, "Suzanne... Mi deseos del corazon..... I am the cause of what made you think you were dying and speaking to this spirit you claimed to have spoken to..."

Confused Suzanne confronted him, "What do you mean Mando?"

Sighing Mando cried as he continued to confess, "Suz, I have been slipping Psilocybin mushrooms into your food through out your meals since your stay in Puerto Rico."

Struggling to make Mandos confession out Suzanne looked directly at Mando.

Ed's office door open as Chico walked out to check on Suzanne and Mando.

"Chico did you know about this?" Frightened Suzanne looked over towards him.

Sadly Chico nodded," Yes Suzanne Mando just told me after Ed just a few minutes ago confronted me about this".

Tears swelled up in Suzanne's eyes as she realized the unthinkable, "Mando I thought you love me! I had openly confessed my love for you then you pull this on me. Why!"

Sadden Mando held her hand as he tried to speak through his tears, "Suz, I am aware that you love me. Yet somewhere in my heart it was telling me you still had strong feelings for Chico. If you were able to vision what I had hoped you did. You would have declared your love for me regardless of Chico or your children".

Suzanne frightened back away, "Mando, I can't believe you could do such a thing!"

Crying she had to accept her emotional pain, "Damn it Mando. I don't want you near me or MY children ever again!"

Mando was not surprised to hear this from her as he began to plea with her, "por favor Suzanne por favor! I beg for your forgiveness!"

Mando approached her trying to embrace her. Angrily Suzanne pushed Mando away. "Leave me alone Mando please!"

Trying to embrace her Mando struggled as Suzanne tried to slug him through his now embrace. Crying so hard her tears blurred her vision as she tried to understand Mando. " Oh God Mando I thought you really loved me!" Pulling away from him Suzanne covered her eyes trying to figure out why.

Chico stood beside her, embracing her, frightened Suzanne shivered in Chicos arms.

Upset Suzanne couldn't bear to look at Mando. Turning her head facing him she questioned Mando, "Is that why you didn't even want me to be a part of Edina? Just because she was Chico's own flesh and blood?" Suzanne wiped her eyes as she angrily yelled at Mando, "You claimed to have loved her as your own daughter Mando. I know you still seemed distant towards her all because she looked like her father!" Suzanne pulled away from Chico, rising up facing Mando. "How dare you treat her like that!" Suzanne angrily slapped Mando's face, spitting on him. Mando rubbed his face as he stood up facing her and Chico, "I love you Suzanne, can't you realize that?" Chico pulled Suzanne back guarding her from Mando, "That's a fine way to show someone you love them by almost trying to kill them!"

Mando went between the two of them, "Damnit it Chico, I had no intentions on trying to kill her. I just wanted to make her realized we were truly destined for one another!"

Chico extended his arm pushing Mando away from her; "That's bullshit Mando and you know it! Wasn't your wedding with her enough to prove it to all of us?" Chico tired to keep from getting emotional in front of Mando and Suzanne as he confronted him; "Mando it saddens me to think you wanted her out of our lives so you could claim you had her for your very own for life!" Mando pushed Chico, Suzanne couldn't believe what Chico was saying, "What? Mando is this true?" Suzanne saddened cover her mouth shocked began to cry.

Mando fearfully embraced her hand, "Suzanne, I knew you were still in love with Chico, even after we were married. I couldn't bear to have someone else be apart of your life"

Suzanne covered her face as she struggled to make sense of all of this. Releasing as she viewed Mando she couldn't bear what she had discovered "so it is true? You.... You wanted me... dead!"

Suzanne sadly embraced Chico crying so hard of realizing Mando's motives towards her. Chico carefully embraced Suzanne quietly calming her down by telling her it was all right.

Looking over towards Mando, Chico indicated to him to leave. Sadly Mando watched Suzanne cry upon Chico's shoulder. Walking over towards Suzanne Mando desperately wanted to embrace her before he left Ed's office. Walking towards her Mando hesitated as he witnessed how much he had hurt her. Upset Mando sadly pleaded with her one last time. "Por favor mi deseos corazon! Por favor!" Mando desperately begged her to not remove him out of her life and of his son's. Looking at her, Mando couldn't stop his emotions as he continued crying. Suzanne tried not to give into Mando's plea of forgiveness yet her soul wanted to embrace his heart-felt sincerity. Chico looked on he couldn't believe he was watching Suzanne embrace Mando.

Sighing Chico thought, "God, I can't believe she's actually taking him back!" Sighing Chico hoped Mando was serious this time and not up to any more of his tricks. Suzanne embraced him, "Mando.... I'll forgive you but I want to make something perfectly clear with you regarding us..." Embracing Mando she cried on his shoulder. Her destiny desired Mando regardless of his attempts to keep her away from Chico. Suzanne began to struggle with her heart, "Mando, would of wanted us to be together for a reason. Why if I love him can't I accept that?"

Destiny's forbidden desire 2 - 4

Now that Suzanne was back with her children, she now had to decide what was best for her spiritually. finding some change in her pocket, she decided to call Reverend Bemis to meet with him.

"Hello Reverend Bemis speaking.."

Suzanne was relieved to hear his familiar voice again, "Reverend Bemis, this is Suzanne... If I may not be of any trouble I would like to speak with you"

Smiling as he heard her voice his cheerfull tone turned then to concern, "Yes my child! I would be more delighted to speak with you. I have this afternoon free if you like to stop by at the church...."

Suzanne agreed then changed her mind, "Yes Reverend I would like that. Although I would feel better if possible if you could stop by Chico's apartment. Seeing the last time I was supposed to see you, I ended up getting kidnapped by Mando". Reverend cringed as he remembered what happened with her twice with Mando here at there church. "I absolutely agree Suzanne, I'll see you shortly then". Reverend Bemis hung up the phone leaving for the garage.

Suzanne picked up around the apartment as she waited for Reverend Bemis's arrival. Chico noticed she was feeling nervous, "Suz, honey are you alright?" Fluffing up the pillows on the couch Suzanne nervously aswered Chico, "yes! Yes Chico, I'm fine. Thank you for having me spend time Reverend Bemis Chico." Concerned for her feelings he hugged her, "Well let's hope Reverend Bemis can be of any asisitance to you. " Releasing from his embrace Chico slowly kissed her, "Suz, the Rev was very supportive with me during your kidnapping on the day we were supposed to be married. I 'm sure he will help you on what ever you are in need of spiritually". Suzane wrapped her arms around Chicos neck kissing his cheek, "thank you Chico, thank you for understanding".

Chico left the apartment as he spotted Reverend Bemis pushing his skooter inside the garage. "Ah Chico my son, how about giving me a push, poor old gal is on her last lap again I believe" Chico quickly jogged over helping Reverend Bemis push in his skooter, "ok Rev, " Reverend Bemis removed his gloves, "Say Chico, Suzanne wanted to talk to me about her visions she was having. Do know anything about them? "

Chico sighed thinking of Mando tricking her. "Rev", Chico leaned against Reverend Bemis's skooter, "Mando, tricked Suzanne into thinking she was having some sort of supernatural vision when all he was doing was slipping mushrooms into her food and beverage". Reverend Bemis looked at Chico confused as he placed his hands on hips . " Chico, what does a vegtable have to do with Suzanne having supernatural visions?" Chico shook his head realizing Reverend Bemis lack of current street happenings with the community,"Rev I mean magic Mushrooms, they make you hallusinate". Reverend Bemis, looked curious, "gee Chico, I didn't know a mushroom could preform such magic? Maybe something like that could spark up the congregation!" Chico put his arm around him. "Rev, this mushroom will not only put you into another world put it can also put you out!' Reverend Bemis looked up at Chico, "put you out? Put you out! Ohhh!" Reverend Bemis cringed, 'well we don't need that now Chico, My flock is already experiencing dreamland through my sermons!" Reverernd Bemis walked over towards Chico's apartment, knocking on there door,"Hello Suzanne?" Opening the door Suzanne was happy to see him, "Come on in Reverend. Please have a seat" Suzanne sat beside Reverend Bemis, "Please understand, that what I have to tell you Rev has some what frightened me." Reverend Bemis placed his hand upon hers,"What was it that frightened you Suzanne? I understand you were under the influence of what Chico has refered me as a magic mushroom?" Suzanne began to get upset as she recalled Mando telling her what was the cause her visions. "Reverend, I can't believe Mando did this to me. I really thought I was experiencing death and meeting with a spirt!" Rising off the couch Suzanne turned facing him "Reverend I'm fearing a false sence of spirituality now, I mean. I don't know what to believe anymore! If I do start to believe again. How am I supposed to believe that it is real and not another hoax from Mando?" Suzanne fell back on the couch covering her face crying,. " My Child, what did this spirit tell you? Did you at any time while you were with this spirit feel threatend?" Wiping her eyes Suzanne sighed as she rememberd what was told to her, "the spirit insisted since I proclaimed my destiny I have to honor it and stay with Mando or ...." Tears ran down her eyes as Suzanne began to get upset"....Or I will die! " Concerned Reverend Bemis looked at her, "Well Suzanne your here now and healthy with Chico from what I see". Suzanne looked down as she realized Mandos motives, "Reverend, Mando practically tried to kill me to claim me as his own till death do us part.!" Reverend Bemis was shocked,"What?" Why that's so unlike Mando!" Suzanne wiped her eyes,"Reverend, Mando couldn't bear the fact that I was still in love with Chico while I was still married to him" Reverend Bemis sighed as then rememberd there wedding interuption, "oh my dear child I am so sorry" Suzanne quietly pacing around Reverend Bemis crying, "Oh God, why can't my heart accept whom I desire. I love both Chico and Mando. Edina and Francisco I love them dearly.They both have given me beautiful children. Yet everything that has happened badly between the three of us has been caused by me! Me, Reverend Bemis! "

Sadly Suzanne raised her head up as tears streamed down her face pleading to God, "If I have caused so much pain to those who love me, then why didn't you just let me die in Peurto Rico!" Suzanne lowerd her head covering her eyes crying as Reverend Bemis concerned came to comfort her. "Dear child do not blame yourself for this." Reverend Bemis tried to reason with her as she started to realize something. Sadly Suzanne questioned Reverend Bemis, "What if God is punuishing me for all the trouble I have cause between the two men that I love?" Reverend Bemis looked on as she continued to speak. "If this is why God is punishing me then I don't want no part of a God that will not allow me to adore the men I love!"

Deseos Del Corazon 4

Shocked Reverend Bemis didn't know what to make of Suzanne's statement grasping her arms he tried to understand yet help keep her faith in God, "Please, Suzanne. You mustn't loose faith all because of Mando's actions!" Struggling with her hurt caused by Mando and what Suzanne claimed to have been caused by God, pulling herself away from Reverend Bemis, "I don't need you or God! If God was so powerful and mighty why did he allow this to happen to me?" Suzanne sat on the sofa crouched over turning her head she questioned Reverend Bemis, "What if that vision was real? And I don't follow this so called destiny? What will happen to me?" Frightened Suzanne feared feeling she needed to be with Mando again to fullfill it . "Oh God what the hell am I supposed to do?" Thinking of Chico she then remembered about Mando's past attempts with her.Suzanne angrily rose off the couch facing Reverend Bemis, "I've had it up to hear with Mando and his obsession with me!" Reverend Bemis concerned wanted to pray for Suzanne with her, "Please let's pray about this Suzanne..........." Backing away Suzanne opened the door, " Please Rev, save your prayers for someone else. I desire only one true love, Chico." Suzanne struggled with her feelings for both Mando and Chico as memories circled her mind. Trying to accept her feelings for Chico, Suzanne had to face her feelings that she felt for Mando, " If God can not accept that, then let that be my punishment then" Concerned Reverend Bemis, looked at her confused, "loving Chico is your punishment?" Suzanne sighed as she then faced her challenge yet, "no Reverend. Death".

Leaving her apartment Reverend Bemis looked around for Chico wondering if his skooter was ready. "Chico!" Coming around the corner Chico pushed his skooter towards him, "Here you go Rev, she was badly in need of a tune up!" Wiping his hands Chico questioned him, "How did it go with Suzanne Rev?" Lowering his head Reverend Bemis was lost for words regarding her situation, "Chico I am saddned over her. Suzanne has completely lost faith in God because of the visions that she thought were really coming from her spirit." Chico looked over towards the apartment. "She admitted to me Chico her love for you". Placing his hand on his arm, Reverend Bemis spoke to him, "Chico Suzanne said she would rather risk her destiny and be with you then follow something she didn't think excisted . " Chico sighed as Reverend Bemis continued. "She also said that since she only desired you Chico, if God wouldn't accept that then she would accept death as her pushiment?" Shocked Chico confronted Reverend Bemis, "So what your saying is that if all this visionary stuff is really true, she would prefer to be with me and possibily die?" Resting upon the workbench Chico's hands were tightly grasping the table top as he became emotional. Reverend Bemis noticed him as he stood beside him, "Chico, I'm afraid Suzanne is falling spiritually. Wheather this vision she is experiencing is true or not Suzanne stills needs to keep her faith", Frustrated he turned around questioning Reverend Bemis, "how can someone like me help her?" Reverend Bemis confronted Chico, "If the love that you have for her Chico is genuine and real, you must show it to her. If this is God's will then, Chico. Suzanne will have no need to worry about her relationship with you. If then it wasn't meant to be, then my son, I'm sorry there is nothing I can do". Pondering what Reverend Bemis had told him Chico still couldn't understand, "Rev, Suzanne already knows I love her and I already know how she feels about me?"

Reverend Bemis sighed, "Chico, there is more to love then just the physical part. You and Suzanne need to have a love that is pure. to each other from your heart and soul." Reverend Bemis placed his hand upon Chico's chest, "my son, listen to what your heart is telling you. Are you really truely in love with her as you have publically claimed? Or is there something stirring in your soul keeping you Chico from following your heart?" Reverend Bemis questioned him, "Chico, I am sensing Suzanne has a desire yet for Mando. She doesn't want to admit to it. I'm afraid this will cause her spiritual journey more harm then good".Curious Chico listened to Reverend Bemis as he fearfully looked at him, "Oh God what are you trying to tell me?" Reverend Bemis placed his hand on Chico's wrist, "Are you really in love with Suzanne or are you really in love with someone else?" Chico nervously laughed as he shyly backed away from him, "In love with someone else?" Comforting Chico he reminded him of another girl, "Son, I was aware of your addiction from your stay in the hospital . Has this girl that has helped throughout your recovery caused you to still have feelings for her?" Chico looked at him shocked, "Rev, I love Suzanne that's all there is too it!" Reverend Bemis sitting on a stool moved one over towards him, "Sit down Chico, there is talk around the street that you've been in touch with Ed's daughter Sharon since you've came back from Peurto Rico". Chico feared the news that Reverend Bemis just told him, "Rev, I just spoke to her about what happened in Perto Rico and that Suzanne had passed away" Chico stepped out of his seat, "Please Reverend. Please don't tell Ed." Reverend didn't seem all that concerned, "Son, visiting someone who is a dear friend is quite common after such a tradgic loss such as yours". Chico nervously smiled, as he thought of what he said,"Well Rev, it was more of a visit. It was more like a stay at the Holiday Inn If you know what I mean." Reverend Bemis looked curiously at Chico then realized what he meant. " Oh for the love of God Chico, you didn't do what I think you did. Did you?"

Sitting down Chico confessed to him, "Rev, I swear I didn't know where else to turn?" Chico feared Ed's reaction again regarding the two of them. Reverend Bemis concerned paced around Chico, " So Ed has no clue about this?" Chico rose following him, " No Rev, once he finds out this is for real. I'm sure Ed is going to be disapointed. After Suzanne's supposed death, I was heart broken".

" Rev, Sharon was there when I was struggling with my addiction, I thought she would be willing to help get through my sorrow of losing Suzanne". Curiously Reverend Bemis asked him, "Well did she ? " Rubbing his hands together Chico eagerly smiled, "oh boy did she ever Rev !" Reverend Bemis disapointed confronted him, "Chico now you have to face the facts here. Your child, and her mother are here together. She loves you and as much as your daughter does also". Reverend Bemis sternly questioned him," Chico it's time to make a decision on who you really love and go on with your life! You and Suzanne need to make a decision on what is best for the both of you and her children". "You've got to get your prioerites straight and take start taking some action"

Chico looked up at Reverend Bemis," Any action I get Rev, I take it" Chico winked.

Suzanne left the apartment with her daughter Edina. Reverend Bemis and Chico looked on as she was heading out to the door. Opening the door from outside Sharon walked in finding Suzanne, "Oh I can't believe it. My dad called me and told me what happened! It's good to see you again!" Sharon embraced her. "Thank you so much I think, sometimes I wish I was never brought back to life..." Releasing from Sharon Suzanne walked out of the garage. Confused from Suzanne's repsonce Sharon walked over to Chico. Spotting Reverend Bemis Sharon snuck up behind Chico, " Hello Mi amante!" Smiling she hugged in front of the Reverend. "Chico I saw Suzanne leave the garage. I couldn't believe it till I seen her alive" Sharon sat next to Chico, "Are you having feelings for her again Chico?" Looking over towards the garage entrance he watched her leave. " No No Sharon, I am happy she is alive although I have to face reality and realize now that She is still married to Mando." Chico sighed" They are destined for one another from what I hear". Reaching over Chico embraced Sharon wanting to face the fact that Suzanne was not apart of his life anymore. Glancing over Chico tried not to get his emotions stirred up as he watched her leave the garage. Releasing Chico sighed as he smiled at Sharon. Lightly brushing against her he felt the need to be with her. Chico held her hand as he then decided to lead her away from the work bench,"where are we going? " Sharon smiled. Looking at her Chico spoke,"Sharon, you know I love you right" Shyly smiling to him she embraced him,"yeah Chico, I've senced a change in you since arrived back from Peutro Rico".

Chico lead Sharon in the Van. Helping her up inside Chico then closed the doors for more privacy. Chico smiled as he embraced her."Sharon, I've missed you". Sharon welcomed Chicos embrace. leaning her head upon his shoulder they held each other for several minutes.

"Chico, is there something wrong?" Sharon whisperd .Sighing Chico released from her, "Sharon you know how I feel about you......." Sharon concerned questioned Chico," Yes Chico, I know how you feel about me as well as Suzanne...."

Chico placed his hand over Sharons mouth, "Shh enough about Suzanne. Sharon I am over her now" .....".Honest" Chico leaned over and kissed her.

Chico gazed upon Sharons eyes," Sharon please..let's make this legal"

Sharon surprised to hear Chico ,"Leagal. You mean married?" Sharon sighed wondered what her father would think."Chico I know my father cares about you.... But"

Chico gazed into her eyes then began to kiss her. "But what Sharon,...Don't you want too?....With me?"

Sighing she felt Chico's affection come over her. Sharon gave into him. " Yes Chico but........"

Chico leaned forward kissing her more heavily.

Ed walked down the stairs grumpy as usual hearing quiet voices coming from inside the van. Shaking his head, "I don't know about you Chico. "I wonder what poor soul is dealing with his latin charm this morning" Ed walked over to the work bench messing with his tools.

The van doors swung open as Chico hopped out of the van ." Morning Ed!" Chico smiled.

Ed casually looked up. "Morning Chico"

Looking at his parts Ed continued to work,

"Morning Dad!" Sharon smiled.

Ed looked up shocked to see his daughter come out of the van." What is blazes are you doing in that van" Ed pointed towards Chico." And with him this early in the morning?"

Sharon walked up to her father as Chico followed.

"Ed we have something we'd like to tell you"

"What is it Chico?" Ed sighed as he putz with a tool.
"Are you moving out again?"

Chico smiled as he embraced Sharon," No Ed, better then that! I'm getting married!"

Ed still engrossed on his work quetioned Chico. "Getting married ? To whom?"

Silence filled the air as Chico and Sharon smiled at Ed.

Ed looked over at Sharon and Chico after not hearing a response from the two of them." Like hell you will!"

Shocked Chico confronted him," Sure we are! Why can't you accept it !"

Ed shook his head towards them." Because I don't believe it! That's why!"

Ed pulled Sharon aside"Did you get knocked up by Chico?"

Sharon feared her fathers angrily concerned eyes, " No, No dad honest!"

Ed let go of Sharons arm. " Good! I can't bear to see Chico and Mando fertilizing the population again!"

"What is that supposed to mean Ed!" Chico followed Ed as he aimlessly walked around the garage. "I raised Edina well and you know that!"

"Yeah! then look who is claiming rights as her daddy!" Ed crossed his arms agrily at Chico. "Ed I'm aware of there situation. I can't afford to lose my daughter if Suzanne is really having her visions".

"Visions?" Sharon asked.

"Sharon, Mando was giving her some Magic mushrooms to make her halluciante. She claimed a spirit from above had spoke to her about us and that now she can't be me." Chico sighed now struggling with feelings for Suzanne.

Suzanne and Mando helped settle in her children for there nap as Suzanne was feeling a bit tire herself.

"Mando If you don't mind I'm going to lie down and rest. I'm not feeling like my self all of a sudden."Mando helped her to bed as she then fell fast asleep.

Drifting into a deep sleep Suzanne felt lifted out of her body as she approached a bright sillohette before her.

"Your spirit has been condemed as you remain faithful with your daughters father."

Suzanne struggled to make the figure in front of her," What? She needs her father.as Well as I"

"Destiny has been declared by you and your husband. You must follow it or you will be forever distant from your children!"

"If I can't be without my loved ones, then i have to accept the alternative . Death!" Suzanne drifted away from the spirit to her phyisicall self.

While Suzanne lay in bed Edina walked in looking for her mother when she noticed her shaking." Mommy! Mommy!" Mando over hearing Edina getting her mothers attention rushed in to the room so she wouldn't disturb her anymore."

"Edina, let's leave your mother alone...................." Mando rushed in seeing Suzanne continually shake.
"Suzanne!" Mando leaned over to embrace her" What's happening !"

Calling the doctor Mando rushed to the phone "hello. Something is wrong with my wife, She is shaking violently" Mando recieved word upon the docters to bring her in the hospital. Gathering her children, Mando placed them in there car seats then rushed over to get Suzanne.

Minutes later Mando arrived at the hospital emergency enterence.

"Help me! Some one help me please!" Mando rushed in the emergency room getting the attention of doctors and nurses carrying

" What is the problem sir." Nurses and Doctors asked.

"She has been shaking violently. I am worried over her." Mando guided them all towards his car as an attendant wheeled over a gerny. The nurse placed Suzanne on a gurney and had her rushed to the next available examination room."Please wait here! Someone will be with you shortly".

Mando paced the waiting room as he inpatiently waited for a doctor to inform him of Suzanne's condition.

" I can't take much more of this waiting! I have to talk to someone" Hurriying over to the nearest payphone Mando dialed the garage.

"Ed browns garage." Chico answered

"Chico, oh God please come to the hospital."

" Suzanne...." Mando upset couldn't speak

"Suzanne? What the hell happened Mando!"

"Suzanne was experiencing shakes while she was sleeping".Mando nervously said

"I was afraid that was going to happen Mando. I bet she probably had a bad reaction to those damn psilocybin mushrooms"

"Oh God Chico, I swear I had no intentions to hurt her!"

"Mando I find that hard to believe . I'm leaving right now to the hospital."

Chico arrived at the emergency room just as two police officers followed him inside. Approaching the front desk the officers spoke to the head nurse.

"He is over in room 3" The nurses pointed to the direction of the examination room.

Officers followed the nurses as they eagerlly came in to make an arrest.

" What ! What are you doing?!" Said the voice being restrained.

Rustlng noises where heard as a scuffle started with the officers and the accused suspect.

Quickly the officers took up a fight as they tired to restrain there suspect dragging him out of the room.

'What's going on?" Chico was shocked to see all the commotion coming in and out of the examination room.

Shortly after Officers desperately tried to drag there suspect out of the examination room.

Confused Chico watched the officers finally drag there suspect out of the room.

"Mando?"

"Oh God she's not dead is she?" Trying to keep up with the fast pace of the situation. Chico didn't want to believe what he was feeling inside.

Handcuffed Mando eagerly tried to put up a fight with the police. "I had no intentions to kill her!" Looking back towards her examination room, Mando tried to see her as he yelled over to her.

"Suzanne! Oh God No!"

Chico feared what happened . Nervously He looked around for any doctor. "What the hell happened ?"

Chico began to panic as he started to think of the worse. Tears running down his cheeks Chico began to cry thinking he lost her. "Oh God, no please Jesus no!" Covering his eyes Chico leaned against the admissions desk trying not to accept it.

Chico felt a hand embrace him. Crying he felt the embrace of comfort rising his head off his hands finding Ed sadned.

"How did you find out Ed?"

"They called my office number Chico. Is she ....?"

Chico turned toward Ed embracing him. " Ed I don't know. Mando called me frantically asking me to get to the hospital quickly. As I arrived a couple of cops followed me in and were lead to were Suzanne and Mando were".

"Do they think Mando had something to do with this?" Ed concerned looked around for any asistance.

"I don't know. All I heard was Mando asking what they were doing to him along with hearing a struggle from the cops trying to hand cuff him".

Chico leaned against the desk covering his face trying to recollect it all. Rising up he had to tell Ed what he thought what happened to her.

"Ed, I seen Mando struggle as they took him out of the room looking back at her direction screaming .'I had no intentions to kill her!"

Frightened Ed's heart began to race with fear. " You mean to tell me she's dead?"

Chico sadly looked at him."Ed.I don't know. I haven't heard from any doctors yet. They have been rushing around because of her condition and Mando's arrest".

Two doctors rushed out of the room as Chico rushed over to catch up with them. Ed followed.

"Hey Doc. Is she ok?"

The doctor sighed as he looked over towards her examining room. "Who are you in referrence to Suzanne?"

"Doc, I was her finacee and the father of her daughter" Chico held his arm from keeping him from leaving him. "Is she alright?"

"I'm afraid your friend Suzanne has so much in her system. When you get that high. there is a fifty - fifty chance it will kill you"

"What?"

" High? Are you saying she's going to die?" Chico feared as he tried to look over to her room.

"Son, She is clinging to life right now. She was lucky her husband brought her in when he did. Any while longer we would of lost her".

The doctor took off his glasses placing them in his coat pocket. "To think her husband had something to do with this, is outragious!".

"What happen Doc. What caused this?" Ed asked as Chico held back having a feeling what was the cause.

"Suzanne sufferd from a severe over dose of Psilocybin" Doctor asnswerd

Ed questioned the doctor as Chico feared the reality. " Psilocybin?"

"Ed that is what is in those Mushrooms I showed you earlier".

Listening in The doctor questioned Chico." Sir are you involved in that too?"

Ed interupted." Doc, I had found them when Mando came over to visit. They apparently fell out of his pocket and I cornered Chico about them".

"Well at least Mando is no longer going to be slipping those into her anymore. especially after he gets charged" The doctor disapointed began to leave.

"Can I see her Doc?" Chico asked.

"Yes, but make it brief she is not in a good state right now".

Chico and Ed walked into the emergency room that was assigned to Suzanne. Looking all around him Chico was worried over her as he rushed to see her.

Suzanne lie still as an IV was hooked up to her arm. Frightened Chico wasn't sure how to approach her. Gently brushing the hair off her Chico kissed her forehead. Tears swelled up in his eyes. "Please don't leave me Suzanne. I need you in my life"

Ed walked in as he spoke. Chico looked up at Ed." I'm afraid I'm going to lose her this time for real Ed".

Ed sadly placed his hand upon Chico's. " I know Chico. this doesn't look good at all. If she dies you and Sharon will have Edina and Francisco to raise".

Chico looked on gazing at Suzanne's pale body. "Sharon. How will she take the news now. I mean, Ed. I love your daugher dearly but with Suzanne clinging to life like this. This too much for me right now"

"I understand Chico. I'm Sharon will too once she hears about this".

Sharon rushed into the emergency room looking for Chico. "Chico!" Looking over to the voice that called him He rose when he seen Sharon.

Embracing each other Sharon felt the affection from Chico come over her. "I heard the news on the radio Chico. Is she alright?"

Ed rose up embracing her and Chico." Sharon. It doesn't look good. There is a chance she could die."

Sadned Sharon placed her hand upon Chicos tear stained cheek. "How could anyone do this? What posessed Mando to trick her like that?"

Chico was so upset he clung on to Sharon as he wept. Feeling her embrace Chico felt his desire for her. "Let's take a walk Sharon".

Sharon continued to comfort Chico as she then agreed. Rising up Sharon extended her hand for Chico as he accepted hers. Ed looked on wondering what they were up too.

Chico led Sharon walking out from the vistors area walking eagerly away. "Where are we going?" Sharon asked.

Chico looked both ways as he quickly opened up a door to a near by closet." Quick in here!"
"Chico" Sharon giggled. "This is a odd time to be frisky"

Chico quickly closed the door then went up to Sharon. "I missed you Sharon." Chico kissed her.

"I missed you too Chico. I'm just shock at your sudden urge to you know...."

"Make out?" Chico smiled,

"Yeah"Sharon embraced him

"Im sorry Sharon. I am toren between you and now Suzannes condition". Chico began to kiss her. " I really love you Sharon. I guess I'm just feeling voulnerable right now".

Suzanne began to stir as she felt her spirit stir within her body. Leaving her body she drifted away to her higher place . Approaching a light to bright for her to bear. Suzanne covered her eyes. " Why am I here. Suzanne shouted in her mind.

"You destiny is damaged now that you have been seperated by your husband.

"Seperated by my husband? He tried to harm me. For reasons I just don't understand!!"

"Your husband is afraid of losing you to another man".

Suzanne lowered her head, " Afraid! Mando knows I love him as well as Chico. Is it wrong to be in love with two men ?"

"I love the one I'm destined to be with. Why can't you accept this!"

"Because you are more devoted to another man and not the one whom you are destined to be with."

Suzanne became frightened as she struggled with her emotions for Chico and Mando"

"If you do not follow your destiny Suzanne. You will have no choice but to die a broken hearted death "

Suzanne feared what could happen to her children if she then spent the rest of her life with Chico. " My children. I can not bear to be with out them".

Sighing Suzanne accepted her destiny once more." If it is the desire to be with my son's father. So be it. I love him as well as my daughters father.Yet if I am required to be with the one who claims to be my destiny then I must follow it"

Suzanne closed her eyes then drifted back to her physical self.

Doctors monitored Suzannes vitals as she began to stir. " She's coming around"

Suzanne squinted as she tried to focus all aroound her. " Where is my husband?" nurses adjusted her iv as they noticed her alertness.

"Ma'am, your husband was taken away to jail." The nurse said.

"What? Why? I . I need to see him!"

Doctors walked in noticing Suzannes alertness Chico began to come inside. Sadly Suzanne looked over to Chico "Oh God Chico. How am I going to tell you that you are no longer a part of my life?"

Chico sat down next to Suzanne on her bed. " Hey there. I am so glad to see you" He smiled leaning over to hug her.

"Chico please" Suzanne pulled away.

"What's wrong?" concerned Chico ran his fingers through her hair.

"Chico I had another vision. this one in particular seemed so real. I" Suzanne began to get upset.

" I can't see you anymore. If we are together. I will be no longer with my children".

"Are you sure Suzanne?" Chico held her hand tightly Suzanne struggled to pulled away from his grip but failed. "You might be experiencing another after effect from those drugs Mando gave you"

Suzanne sighed as she began to fear the spirit again. " Chico, i don't know what to believe anymore". Wiping her eyes Suzanne struggled with what She had spoke with Reverend Bemis about. "Chico if this is true then I have to follow this." Tears streamed down her cheek as she also faced her alternative. "if not Chico, then I will have no more desire to ever believe in this spirirt formed by God".

"You mean to tell me if this is not the case you will give up your faith completely?" Chico held her hand, "Suzanne don't think like that. You have been so supportive with me spiritually. I hate to see you lose faith over something like this".

Suzanne had to decide wheather now to follow her destiny and be with Mando or be with Chico and challenge her faith with God.

Looking up Suzanne pleaded to God.

"I know that Chico and I were meant to be together why can't you accept that?"

Closing her eyes. Suzanne feared what was going to happen to Mando.

Crying She couldn't handle the fact that Mando, Someone who she loved who she thought loved her, actually tried to have her killed. "God, Mando why..." Tears streaming down her face Suzanne realized she may never see him again know that he was taken away by the cops.

"We were becoming a family again. Our son Francisco has inproved much better since his surgery". Suzanne sighed as she became emotional. "Chico, please get out my wallet. There is a picture of all of us together." Chico opened up her bag reaching in for her wallet. "Is this the one Suzanne?"

Reaching over Suzanne grasped the photo out of Chico's hand. "Yes"

Wiping her eyes Suzanne looked at the photo of Mando, Chico, and her Children Edina and Francisco together with them.

Sadned Suzanne cried as she looked at Mando and Francisco together. "I thought you loved me!" Suzanne shouted. Chico concerned took the picture away from her and embraced her. "Shhh, there now. It will be alright."

Slightly rocking in Chico's arms she continued to cry." Why. Why did you lie to me. I thought you loved me!" Clinging on to Chico Suzanne couldn't realize why Mando wanted to hurt her.

Chico contiued to embrace her,"Shh, Suz, it's over. Mando can't hurt you no more" Chico lightly brushed her hair away from her eyes."Mando is going to be locked up for a very long time"

Chico sighed fearing what Mando was going to have to go through next. "God Mando, You could get the death penalty for this. if not I'm sure life in the slammer is the other option". Chico leaned over kissing Suzanne after realizing he almost lost her and now the possiblity of Mando spending life in prison or worse the death penalty. Watching Suzanne lie still Chico leaned forward breaking down as he cried. " I almost lost you Suzanne. now I've lost my good friend Mando over a treasured loved we have both adored coming from you".

Suzanne stirred as she felt Chicos hand rub against her forehead. Leaning over towards her. Chico kissed her forehead.

"Chico.I can't take much more of this. I love you!" Suzanne said through her tears. Sighing Chico tired not to get emotional from her confession. Thinking of there love for each other. Chico. sighed as he now couldn't get Suzanne out of his mind.

"Damn it! Why can't I just accept my feelings for her." Chico looked into her eyes as memories of Sharon appeared in his mind. Squinting his eyes he held Suzanne. Chico tried to get Sharon of his mind. Thinking of his desires now for two women Chico decided to leave the room.

Pacing back and forth by Suzannes room Chico now had to struggle with his emotions for Suzanne and Sharon. " I love Suzanne. She is of mi hija Edina's mother." Chico paced the floor casually gazing by Suzannes room. "Sharon. God I love her,. she is an outta sight girl ". Chico stopped pacing as he leaned against the door of Suzannes room. "God. I gotta stop this screwing around. Ed wouldn't accept the fact of me leaving his daughter after we announced are engagment together to him.

Chico stood there angry thinking about Mando. "I"m gonna get that hijo de puta and kick his ass" Chico angrily left the hospital in search for Mando.

Chico arrived back at the garage angrily wanting to get in touch with Mando. Pacing the garage he thought about how he was going to approach Mando. Thinking of Suzanne in the hospital Chico became enraged from what Mando did to her.

Pacing the garage, Chico agitated opened the door to a car that was left in the garage for a repair. Messing with the wires Chico began to hot wire it. gunning the engine Chico quickly backed out of the garage then squealed his tires.

Hearing the sound of sqealing tires Ed ran out of the office wondering where Chico went with the costumers car. "Oh Lord. Please let him bring it back in one piece".

Gripping the sterring wheel, Eyes fixed to his detination Chico stepped on the gas pedal speeding through out the freeway heading towards the county jail.

Pulling up to the front entrence Chico shut off the engine as he was getting out of the car. Chico slammed the door as he stared at the jail that held Mando captive from his actions toward Suzanne.

"Ok you hijo de puta. Your ass is mine!" Chico smacked his fist against his hand then headed towards the lock up area in the court house.

Eagerly Chico walked up to the court house looking for Mando. Arriving to the lock up area Chico walked towards two officers. " I want to see Mando!".

Officers escorted Chico to the area where inmates and visitors met. Chico anxiously waited while the guards left to get Mando.

Chico anxiously sat down gripping his chair keeping him from showing his anger. Guards walked side by side as Mando entered the room.

Mando casually walked in looking over to Chico side of the room. Chico angerily looked back.

"Mando...."

Diqusted Mando looked back at Chico. Mando snarled at him." Que carajo quieres?"

Chico stood up pacing along the side of his chair. " I still can't believe it Mando. Why?" Chico leaned his head back. covering his eyes trying to keep himself in control.

"Suzanne es a cuera Chico. I had to have her all to myself. Mando sarcastically smiled.

Anger built up inside Chico as he desperately tried to restrain himself from slugging Mando in front of the gards. "Chingate!

Chico couldn't believe Mandos behavior towards him and Suzanne.

Chico angrily walked over to the door waving the guard to get him out of there. Just as Chico left he turned towards Mando. gratefully giving him the finger. "Vete al carajo Mando!"

Chico eagerly left the jail and started up his car. Gunning then engine Chico excelarated down the street. Thinking of what to do next Chico then decided to pull over. "Well sometime today they have to let them out for recreational period." Chico looked over his rearaview mirror keeping a watch over at the excercise area by the jail.

Later that day several inmate including Mando walked out to the exercise area.

Chico hid by the bushes waiting for Mando.

Mando and several others were shooting hoops when Mando jogged over towards the basket jumping up and down. "Over here! Over here! I'm open!"

the inmate tossed the ball over Mando's head missing his reach. Mando rushed over towards the bushes to retrieve the ball when He was yanked through the bushes.

"Ow! Que carajo quie res?" Mando stunned from being yanked out of the bushed shouted in surprise to see Chico.

"Your going for a ride Mando!" Chico sarcastically said as he grabbed Mando behind his collar dragging him inside his car. Mando's shirt collar was clentched tightly in Chicos fist.

Shoving Mando inside the car. Chico closed the door then started the car. Before Mando even got the chance to sit up Chico stepped on the gas pedal accelerating fast pushing Mando back further in the back seat.

" What the hell are you doing?" Confused Mando asked trying to sit up while Chico drove recklessly.

Giving no response towards Mando Chico continued to concentrate while driving further and further away from the jail. Angrily Chico continued to drive as he kept his mind on his plans on what he wanted to do with Mando.

Driving into a secluded area Chico pulled over stopping by the side of the road.

" Get out! Now!"

Mando relunctantly got out of the car not sure what to make of Chico's anger and actions. "Chico what are you up too?"

Chico eagerly grabbed Mando by the back of his shirt, slugging him till he fell on the ground.

Squinting Mando clentched over holding his sore ribs from Chicos fist. Looking up at Chico, Mando dazed tried to focus on Chico's fist as he held it back ready to slug him more.

"Oh God what's with you Chico" Mando leaned forward grasping his sore ribs.

"What's the matter Mando? Not enough?" Chico picked him up slugging him more. Mando dazed fell back on the ground. trying to skoot back away from Chico.

"Oh no you don't! Your not getting away from me!" Chico eagerly grabbed Mando Slugging him more and more. Mando dropped to the ground passed out.

Enraged Chico angrily kicked him on his side as Mando layed there helpless. "Why did you have to try to kill her!"

Chico was furious. Stomping back and forth by Mando's side.

"God damn it Mando"

Chico bent down towards Mandos face yelling at him.

"Now you know how it feels to almost die!"

Exhausted from his emotional battle along with beating up Mando . Chico stood there looking down at Mando catching his breath pointing to his direction.

"So help me God Mando If she dies. I'll kill you!"

Car lights appeared approaching them. "Que mierda!" Chico hid in the bushes as the cars dove by noticing Mando lie helpless on the ground. Chico quickly ran back towards his car opened the door starting up the engine heading the oppisite direction.

Speeding through the highway Chico cruised out the area as fast as he could without getting caught.

An hour later a motorist drove passed a lifeless body.

Pulling over the motorist checked on the lifeless body. "Hey wake up!" knudging on his shoulder. the motorist check on the battered body.

"Oh my God!" The motorist carefully picked up the badly beaten body placing him in the back seat of the car"

Rushing over to a near by hospital. The motorist quickly arrived at the emergency entrance. "Help! I have an injured male that needs medical attention!"

Doctors and nurses rushed over towards the man and the injured male victim.

Placing a gurney by him they placed Mando upon it as he laied helpless the doctors check his lifeless body. Sighing in disapointment the doctors placed Mando's hands over his chest .

"He has no pulse"

"I'm afraid we are too late!"

The doctors pulled the sheet over the male lifeless body and pronounced him dead on arrival.

"Is there any identification on him?"

Nurses checked the pockets finding his wallet. " Here it is Doctor, a Mando....."

"Mando?" The nurse asked.

Pulling the sheet away to view him. Sharon could hardly reconize him through out the bruises and swollen face.

Checking over his wallet Sharon checked for more indentification." Oh God, Chico is going to be upset."

Sharon saddned then thought of Suzanne." If Suzanne finds out about this, this will deffinately put her in a state of depression for sure."

Officers walked in after finding out that Mando was dead. " Is the victim deceased?"

Doctors knodded yes to there answer.

"We have the make and model of the car that hit him. Someone had seen a young latino drive quickly away from the victim"

Sharon listened in, "a young latino?" Sharon cringed wondering if Chico had something to do with this." Oh God no, please let this person not be Chico".

Chico continued to drive as he looked into his rear aview mirror. "Well it looks like I've made it pass the cops. Now I know what Mando went through wiith the kidnapping"

Chico drove in slowly into the garage trying not to disturb Ed.

Chico walked into the apartment trying to get himself together. climbing into bed Chico tossed and turned over the events involving mando.

"I gave Mando what he deserved. I know it. He tried to kill Suzanne. he deserves every right to lie in the dirt helpless",.

The morning came.

Chico rose out of bed. sore and irritable still over Mandos actions towards Suzanne.

Ed casually walked down stairs then found himself a seat by the table. Chico came out of the apartment .

"Morning Chico" Ed waved at Chico as he went to get the paper by the garage entrence.

Picking up the paper Chico didn't see the headlines as he folded it up placing it under his arm opening the garage door.

Ed turned on the radio as music played on. Chico nervously danced to the beat.

"What are you so happy about Chico?"

"Ah Ed this is going to be a great day.Nothing can get in my way. The sun is shining................"

The radio broke into a news bulletin interupting the music being played.

" Mando a convict at the Los Angeles County jail was found dead by high way 42 near the East L.A."

Ed was about to sip his coffee when heard the news. "Chico, did you hear that! Mandos dead!".....

Chico motioned Ed to be quiet as he listened in to the full news report. " Mando convicted of kidnapping Chico Rodriguez's ex fianc'ee and daughter. Was found dead by high way 42 . Death by several blows to the head and body.........."

Ed shook his head." I thought he was in jail? How did he get out?"

Chico nervously backed away from Ed. "... I have no idea Ed"

Ed looked at Chico concerned.as he pointed to the car Chico drove back in"Chico did you have something to do with this? I heard you hot wiring this car earlier! "

"Yeah Ed so I hot wired a car. I needed some wheels".

"Well they better not have traced the licences plates to you.............." Ed looked over as a police car pulled into the garage.

Two police officers came out of there squad car. Fearing the cops Ed wonderd why they were here.

" Mr. Rodriguez? We would like a word with you".

Chico looked back trying to remain calm as he quietly whisperd. "que mierda. I'm screwed!"

"Mr. Rodriguez. Chico isn't it?" The officer asked.

"Yes offficer,. what can I do for you?"

"We have witnesses stating you were driving away around the time Mando was found dead"

"Witnesses?"

"Yes Rodriguez. You fit the description, that was given. tall thin mustache. long hair. blue jean jacket".

"That' ridiculous. it could of been anyone! It could of been my sister for all I know officer" Chico kidded.

"Sister?" Ed asked.

The officers came up behind Chico. " Mr. Rodriguez . You are being placed under arrest for the assault and murder of Mando".

Ed approached the officers as well as Chico." What? Murder? You can't be serious!"

"Chico....tell me this isn't true!"

Chico looked at Ed then lowered his head in disapointment.Being dragged into the squad car. Chico ducked his head as they helped him in the back seat.

Ed watched as the sqad car pulled out of the drive way." God. Help Suzanne get through this when she finds this out"

Suzanne quietly tossed and turned as she couldn't get Mando's attempts to have her out of her mind. "Why can't I just accept that you love me".

Turning on the TV Suzanne stumbled upon a local channel breaking into a news bulletin..

"Mando former convict of the kidnapping of Chico Rodriguez's fianc'ee Suzanne and there daughter Edina Louise Rodriguez was found dead near hight way 42.......Police have a Francisco Rodriguez in costudy in connection to the assault and death of Mando........"

"...........Police are investigating how and why Mando was found outside of the jail grounds......."

Suzanne stared at the TV as she tears showed her love for someone she had long for but was now dead."Oh my God, oh my God!"

"Mando!" Suzanne cried. " I can't believe this is happening" Suzanne cried as she couldn't believe that Mando was murderd and Chico was a part of it. " Please let this be a bad dream"

Suzanne sighed not believing what happened to Mando." I just can't believe your gone. Just when your son was improving so well and then this happened." Crying Suzanne coverd her eyes as she wiped her tears.

" I know Chico had a problem with me loving Mando but why. Why did he have to kill you!"

Wiping her eyes Suzanne tried to face reality regarding Mando's death. Rising up she looked around the ICU area. " I gotta get out of here".

Carefully watching the other nurses scurry around. Suzanne decided to find away out of the hospital. Thinking of Mando she sat back on the bed. "God, I just can't believe he's dead. Why Mando?" Suzanne coverd her eyes trying to make sense of it all.

looking over the area Suzanne noticed a quiet atmosphere around her. "i've done this before and gotten away with it. I can do it again".

Suzanne carefully snuck out as she made her way out of the ICU ward. Heading out the door someone behind her held her arm. "Were are you going miss?"

Looking back Suzanne spoke to the nurse. "I'm checking out. I'm not needed here!"

"Not without Doctors approval your not!" The nurse held her back.

"Im fine. My husband is dead. I have to get out of here!" Suzanne pulled away from the nurse and took off running.

Dodging nurses and ordelies Suzanne made her way out of the hospital. Running out of the front entrance Suzanne looked over to the direction towards her and Mando's apartment.

Looking back a couple of securtiy guards headed her direction. "Uh oh!" Suzanne ran towards the aprtment dodging the security guards.

Stopping by the side of the apartment building Suzanne catched her breath looking back to see if they were still chasing her.

"Good that was close" Suzanne opened the front door to the building leading to Mandos apartment. Finding there apartment. Suzanne rest her hand against the door. " I can't believe once I open this door. You, Mando won't be here to greet me." Suzanne rested her head upon the door as she began to cry.

Raising her head off the door Suzanne wiped her eyes then unlocked the door to there apartment. Closing her eyes She was almost afraid to look inside . Sighing Suzanne let out a deep breath then walked inside.

" Oh my God !"

"What are you doing here!" Suzanne feared.

Grabbing her away from the door then quickly closing it. Chico then covered her mouth having her to keep quiet. " I escaped from jail Suzanne."

Suzanne feared seeing Chico here in Mando's apartment.

Crying Suzanne couldn't understand what he did to Mando.

"Chico. Why?"

"How could you do such a thing?" Upset couldn't look at Chico.

"Do what? Have you be a part of my life?"

Chico held her close."Damn't Suzanne I love you!"

"But why Mando? You didn't have to go as far as to try to kill him ?"

Chico let go of her." Suzanne I never meant to kill him. Yeah I admit I was angry enough at him to do it for trying to harm you"

Suzanne in tears went up to Chico slapping her hands againt his chest. "Then why is he dead Chico?"

Suzanne covered her eyes crying hysterically. " Chico. You have no idea how much he meant to me" Calasping on the floor Suzanne buried her head and cried .

Chico looked down at her. " Suzanne I was troubled yet understood that you loved us both. I just had to get even with him becaused he almost tried to kill you".

"I couldn't believe it when he called me and said he had to take you to the hospital and then to find out it was all because of an overdose of those damn mushrooms"

Suzanne tried to remember anything of what Chico was talking about. "I just remember not feeling well wanting to lie down and having a wierd vision about me and Mando".

Chico looked at her," Suz, your visions are all caused by those drugs that are found in those particular mushrooms Mando promised me he wouldn't give you no more of".

"Suz, seening you in the hospital like that and all because Mando fearing he'd lose you again. Just pissed me off more. I had to do something about it".

Tears streamed down her face, Suzanne looked up at Chico. "Why Chico, Why did you have to kill him......"

Chico released from her. "I never meant to kill him Suz. Honest. I just wanted to beat the living day lights out of Mando. Have him think what is was like to almost die".

Suzanne disapointed in Chico's comfession sat down on the couch. Looking around there were memories of Mando and her children together.

Crying all she could think about was when Mando and her first met. " Chico, some how I can't believe you."

Standing up she confronted him. "You have had a problem with me loving Mando ever since I had his child. You just couldn't accept the fact that Francisco and Francine were Mando's and not yours".

Suzanne couldn't believe it. "I bet after leaving Peutro Rico thinking I had died the first thing you did was run to Sharon".

Chico grabbed Suzannes arm looking angrily at her. " Leave Sharon out of this! What happened between us after I came back from the island. Is none of your buisness!"

"So it is true!" Suzanne feared. " Chico I had a feeling something was up but wasn't sure".

Suzanne sadly sat on the couch then turned on the tv. "Police are on the look out for missing inmate Chico Rodriguez..."

"Caray!" Chico shouted. " They knew I escaped!"

Chico hurried over by the window of Mando's apartment. "We gotta get out of here!"

Suzanne concerned looked at Chico. " We?"

"Yes, your coming with me! Now that you and the cops know that I have escaped. We're going on the run!"

Chico eagerly grasped Suzanne lifting her off the chair." hurry and gather your children, We are leaving as soon as we can!"

Suzanne quickly gathered Edinas and Francisco's things. "Where are you planning on going?"

Chico paced the floor desperately thinking of a plan. "I don't know but I'll think of something!"

"Come on Suz!"

Suzanne held back. "Chico, I must plan a funeral for Mando. I want to say good bye to him".

Chico tugged on Suzanne's arm wanting her to get going then backed off. "Suz, I am so sorry I have been putting you through so much hell lately".

Chico embraced her and kissing her neck. "Please stay here and plan Mando's funeral with Reverend Bemis. I will get in touch with you on where you can reach me".

Suzanne embraced Chico, Crying she didn't want him to leave."Are you sure you wont stay here? At least till tomorrow morning. I just can't bear the fact of being alone tonight".

Chico held her close, Leaning his head upon her shoulder he gave into Suzanne's invitaion." Alright, But I have to leave before sunrise. They might want to start searching the area for any sign of me".

Suzanne took hold of Chicos hand and guided him into the bed room. "Thank you Chico, I would feel better if you were here with me".

Looking at Suzanne's sadness Chico couldn't bear the thought of Mando actually dying before him. Squinting his eyes he tried to forget the memory by gently caressing her. Suzanne gave into Chico's touch as she wrapped her arms around Chico's neck kissing him. Releasing Suzanne had second thoughts about what she was about to do with Chico.

"I , I can't do this Chico. I feel I am betraying Mando"

"Shh, Suzanne" Chico lifted her chin and kissed her slowly and passionately.

Giving into Chico's invitation Suzanne left her fears behind her as Chico gently guided her towards the bed as he still kissed her.

Chico layed her down upon her bed gently kissing her in a need of wanting her. Suzanne was wanting it yet pulled back. "Chico!' Suzanne nervously cried, "Please. I can't This wouldn't be fair for Mando"

Chico leaned forward kissing her badly wanting her, "Come on bebe please". Suzanne struggled pulling away from Chico slapping his face.

"I can't . Atleast not right now!" Suzanne covered her eyes crying of her lose of Mando.

Chico watched as he witnessed Suzanne cry helplessly over losing Mando.

Sadly placing his arm around he Chico tried to calm her down. "Shhh, Suz, Please understand that I never wanted him dead. It was an accident."

Suzanne covered her eyes trying to accept Chico's confession yet still wished Mando was back in her life.

Suzanne rose of the couch walking towards the window. Looking over towards the view to the hospital where they both had there children. Suzanne sighed as she remembered when Mando and her first got the news of the twins paternal father. " Enjoy our hija Mando. Please take care of her till we meet again". Suzanne her head against the window crying over the loss of her son and now her sons father.

Chico couldn't take how heart broken Suzanne was coming towards her he placed his hand upon her shoulder.

Crying Chico confessed to her,"Suzanne, if I only had known how you truely felt about him. I swear I wouldn't of been so rough on him".

Suzanne turned around and faced the man that killed her husband. "Damn't it Chico, You have no idea what I am going through!"

" I actually lost someone I loved. That I will never get to embrace again!" Suzanne turned away from him facing the window. "Sometimes I wished I had died during the times I was about to"

Chico pulled her away from the window facing him, " Ah come on . You don't mean that!" Frightened by the tone in her voice,

Chico backed away knowing he messed up big time with Suzanne.

"I'm sorry Suzanne..... I gotta get out of here!" Chico rushed towards the door opening it then whispered good bye.

"Where are you going!" Suzanne ran to him trying catch to Chico.

Chico quickly went into his car started the engine taking off Sqealing his tires.

Suzanne ran outside watching Chico speed down the street. " Oh God Chico, please don't do anything you'll regret".

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Suzanne walked over to the Chapel hoping Reverend Bemis was there.

Knocking on the door to his office she waited for a response.

"Come in"

Suzanne slowly opened the door to Reverend Bemis's office in tears.

Looking towards Suzanne he felt compassion and sorrow over the loss of her husband and father of her son Francisco.

"Suzanne my child you have my deepest sympathy!"

Reverend Bemis's compassion over whelmed her as she broke down crying.

"I have schedualed Mando's funeral for tomorrow morning."

Suzanne cried. " Reverend. So soon."

"Yes I know the congregation has been more then gratefull over the loss of Mando. They have offered to help out any way they can Suzanne"

"Ed has offered to hold a reception in his garage in honor of Mando's memory".

Suzanne looked up at Reverend Bemis knodding in agreement. " Thank you Reverend".

Walking over towards her Reverend Bemis became concerned. " I understand that Chico had something to do with this?"

Tears streamed down her face as she looked at Reverend Bemis . " Reverend, Chico claims he was trying to harm him just enough to make him feel what it was like to almost die. Apparently he didn't know he had gone to far".

" Reverend Bemis, Chico is so sorry about Mando's death. He now realizes how much Mando meant to me"

Placing a tissue on Suzannes hand, he was then concerned for Chico, " Yes it is too bad he had to realize it under these circumstances. Suzanne I heard on the news that Chico escaped the county jail and is on the run".

"Do you happen to know where he is?"

Upset Suzanne thought of finding Chico in Mando's apartment hiding. "Rev, he has been hiding in Mando's apartment since his escaped from jail. "

Wiping her eyes she visioned Chico leaving her earlier. "He realizes how upset I was over Mando's death ... He left the apartment in a hurry. I have no idea what he is doing or where he went"

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Chico drove recklessly through out the streets heading towards the free way.

"Damn it! Damn it!" Chico upset smacked his fist against the stering wheel.

Crying, Chico tried to focus on the road as he carelessly drove fast through the free way. " Suzanne, I swear to God. I didn't mean to kill him!"

Wiping his eyes Chico tried to stay focused on the road. " if only I could say good bye to you Mando".

The morning of the funeral came.

Suzanne got dressed and gathered her children to arrive at Ed's garage. Walking into the garage Suzanne wheeled in her children in her strooler Mando had in his apartment.

Over looking the garage. the entrence was lined up with wreaths of flowers from friends and family. Stopping to read all the condolences Suzanne began to get emotional. Shaking her head in disbelief, Suzanne sighed as she watched her children touch the flowers.

"Momma, Where is Uncle Mando?" Edina asked

Suzanne croutched down and hugged Edina ." Uncle Mando is in heaven wih your step sister Francine"

Continuing to hug Edina, She heard Francisco speak," Da da!"

Suzanne looked over as she emotionaly cried upon hearing Francisco speak of his father." Oh Francisco if only your father could have seen you grow up to a hombre guapo such as your father".

Ed walked up behind Suzanne," Are you ready to go?" Looking at his watch he indicated the service was going start soon.

"Yes Ed thank you"

Ed, Louie, Suzanne and her children walked over to the chapel where the service of Mandos funeral was held.

Arriving at the chapel Suzanne couldn't get over the response from the congregation on the preperation of the funeral.

"May God be with you!" Reverend Bemis greeted Suzanne and her children as he indictated where to go for the service.

Suzanne walked in finding people gathering in there seats before the service started. taking in a deep breath Suzanne began her walk up to Mando's casket.

"Suz, are you going to be ok?" Ed kindly placed his hand on her arm. Crying Suzanne couldn't hold it in any longer in front of her children.

"Oh God, I don't know."

Ed leaned down picking up Edina as Suzanne carrying Francisco. walking up towards Mando's cakset Suzanne couldn't image Mando not being a part of her life again.

"Ah mi deaseos corazon" Crying Suzanne rest her hands upon the side of the coffin. "I can't believe this is good bye". Wiping her eyes. She looked at Mandos tatterd body. "If I have to Mando I will do everything in my power to get what Chico deserves".

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Chico's mind raced as he continued driving. " I can't take this no more. I've screwed up my life, my God! Suzanne is a wreck all because I killed the man that she loved!"

Chico excelerated as he thought of his words he spoke. " I KILLED THE MAN THAT SHE LOVED!"

Slamming the breaks, Chico slid as he skidded across the main road. turning the car around he had to go back to see her.

" I have to face the fact that Suzanne is a part of my life now. The mother of my own daughter".

Chico excellerated heading back to East Los Angeles.

Speeding along the highway Chico rushed to get back home. "What will Ed think now of me. He is probably aware that I'm on the run"

Chico thought of how he had disapointed Ed by his actions against Mando. "God what is Ed thinking about me . What will Sharon think of me now."

"Sharon! Ah geesh" Ed thinks we are still engaged. He'll want nothing to do with me when I get back".

"Me a fricken murderer!"

Chico enterd the on ramp to East LA locating the Garage from the free way exit.

"The garage looks like it is closed."

Driving around, Chico noticed the Church that Reverend Bemiss was Pastor there busy with people. Watching from a distance. Chico noticed several people slowly walked out of the chapel.

Following the crowd was a group of people including Ed, Louie and Reverend Bemis carrying a coffin.

Chico suddenly had chills all over him from what he had realized.

"Oh God It must be Mando's funeral"

Chico watched from a distance as they carried Mando's coffin out of the chapel then towards the cemetary grounds.

Crying he couldn't get Mando's memory out of his mind. Chico leaned forward as he rest his head against the stering wheel. "Please forgive me for my jealousy and greediness!"

Chico lost in emotion began to cry over the death of his friend Mando.

Looking up Chico wiped his eyes, as he realized his life would be different now without Mando.

Chico watched as he witnessed the crowd of people say there final good byes. Over looking the cemetary, he decided it was ok to go by Mando's grave site.

Walking slowly towards Mandos freshly dug grave Chico was lost for words as he witness his casket lay upon his plot ready to be lowered.

"Oh God Mando! We have been amigos forever. Yet because of my stubborness and greed ............" Chico broke down crying dropping to his knees.

"Amigo. All I ask of you is forgiveness"

Chico leaned forward placing his hand and upon Mando's casket Upset he covered his eyes as he cried.

Walking up towards Mando's grave a hand was placed upon Chico's back.

Nervously Chico pulled away looking behind his shoulder.

Chico gasped as he witnessed the hand that embraced him

Rising up Chico was sadned and shock to see her.

Upset Chico had to embrace her. "Suzanne, Please forgive me."

Suzanne sadned yet glad to see Chico, couldn't forgive him.

Pulling away from Chico. she looked into his eyes.

"Please Chico, I'm very hurt of what has become of Mando over your jealously. Forgiveness can not bring him back"

Suzanne placed her hand upon his, then sadly walked away.

Chico lowered his head as he grieved for his friend then feeling his loss from her. "Suzanne it was for your own good. I had to do something".

Looking over towards her direction. he watched her walk away with her children. Chico couldn't bear the fact that she could just up and leave his life again as he began to catch up with her.

"Hey wait up!" Chico jogged quickly towards her direction. Grasping her arm he stopped her pace.

" Suzanne please. I beg you to at least give me a chance"

Looking at Chico Suzanne couldn't understand.

"Chance? You had your chance Chico. You may think you've won this stupid battle that you and Mando have been going through ever since I've met you both. But let me tell you something Chico. Loving you will not bring back...........my husband!"

Suzanne began to cry as she looked over towards Mando's grave.

Chico tried to get her attention. Grasping her arms he pleaded with her. "Damn it Suzanne. Mando tried to have you killed" Chico said through his emotion as tears streamed down his face. " I love you". Chico embraced her tightly trying for her to accept him again.

Suzanne tried to pull back but struggled with her emtional battle with Chico. "I just can't believe Mando would want to do that. He loves me to much to go that far."

"Oh God Chico, Now with Mando out of my life I don't know what to do?"

Chico continued to embrace her as he brushed his hand over her hair. " We'll get through this together Suz."

Suzanne seemed to calm down in Chicos embrace.Struggling with her emotional battle she pleaded to Mando. "Please forgive me Mando for what I'm about to do"

Looking up to Chico she thanked him by kissing his cheek.

Hearing a scuffle Chico looked over as he noticed Police officers approaching them. "Over there!" the cops shouted.

"Oh God they've found me" Chico looked at the cops heading there way.

"Come on Suz! Come take your children and go with me

Suzanne looked over to the cops then to her children and Chico.

Grasping her children she quickly followed Chico to the car.

Chico rushed in the car quickly hot wiring it.

"Come on! " Chico yelled as he reved up the engine . Suzanne quickly strapped her children in the back seats then inside then opened the front passenger door.

No sooner did Suzanne close her door Chico stepped on the gas pedal causing dust and dirt to fly every where.

"Oh God Chico where are we going?"

Chico looked over his side and rearaview mirror. "Suz, I don't have an idea!"

"Do you think they'll catch us?" Suzanne nervously kept looking back at the rear window.

Chico looked back at his rearaview mirror.

"Not a chance Suzanne!"

"Not a chance!"

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Suzanne turned her head looking over towards her children then at the back window watching the cops chase after them.

Croutching over Suzanne couldn't take it anymore. "I can't believe this Chico!" Suzanne cried. "The cops are going to catch you and take you away to jail for good!"

Chico looked on at his reara view mirror. "Come on Suz, have some hope that we don't get caught!"

Suzanne struggled to think what could happen with her and Chico if the cops ever caught up with them. " I can't!"

"I've lost all hope all because of the both of you!"

"first Mando playing with my mind then you ...... You killed him all because he tried to show his love for me!"

Chico angrily looked at her confused." His love you? Can't you realize that he tried to really hurt you all because you loved me?"

Suzanne wiped her eyes, tears streamed down her eyes. "Chico why couldn't you've been loyal enough to Mando to ascept that he loved me?"

"Oh so your saying it was ok to have him try to harm you?" Chico shook his head in disbelief.

Suzanne thought about her time together with Mando. She longed for his embrace. "God Mando why did it have to come to this?"

Chico speeding farther and farther away from the cops . "Get over it Suzanne, He's dead!"

Crying Suzanne didn't want to accept the fact that Mando was dead as she started to slug Chico, " No I can't, I won't. You took away someone I loved dearly!" Slapping his arm Chico tried to concentrate on the road when suddenly two cop cars baracadeded the road up ahead.

"Que Mirida!" Chico quickly slammed on the breaks As he witnessed Cops drawing there guns towards them.

Chico punched on the breaks as dust and dirt blew every where.

Cops surrounded the vehicle as Chico still had his hands gripped upon the wheel.

"PUT YOUR HANDS OUT WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!" yelled the police officer from a distance.

Suzanne frightened embraced Chico as he slowly raised his hands in the air. Chico feared to look at Suzanne knowing he was going to be locked up for good now that Mando was dead.

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Crawling out of the shrubbery looking out for any sign of life he strugggled to make it to the side of the road. His head leaned over as he desperatelty tried to sit up. Sighing from the experience only made it harder for him as he tried to focus on the road before him.

"I remember seeing his angry eyes and his fist constantly beating me up. Carefully rising up Mando steadily stood still as he came familiar with his suroundings. "Geesh How did I get over here? In the middle of no where?" Sighing he remembered Chico yanking him away from the excercise area at the jail grounds and then into his car.

Staggering as he walked Mando kept up the pace till he seen familar places approaching his view. Darkness began to appear to siginfy night fall was coming soon.

"I got to find a place to crash" Mando thought as he looked around. "There's a hotel down the road.I'll stay the night and leave early tomorrow morning before sunrise.

The morning came.

Mando woke up, his head pounding still from his injuries and from lack of food . Rising out of bed he then went to the bathroom to splash water upon his face. Looking into the mirror he realized he needed a change of appearence if he was going to venture out in public especially after his arrest.

"Hmm," Mando looked at each side of himself in the mirror as he thought about his ideas on how to present himself. Mando walked over to the dresser drawer and found a pair of grooming scissors. Cutting each long stand of hair, Mando then got a razor shaving off his beard.

Smiling at his accomplishment Mando combed through his short hair styling it to perfection.

"Well what do you know" Mando smiled in satisfaction. "Now to think of a new name for my new look?"

Mando walked around his hotel room trying to think of a clever yet unreconisable name. Looking over towards a newpaper that layed upon a table he began to pick it up and page through it.

Spotting a ad for a travel agency Mando looked over the add. "Reno?" Mando knodded his head in consideration, "Reno.... Reno Styles!"

Mando smiled, "That's it!!" Smiling glancing at his appearance in the mirror. " I will now be known as Reno Styles" Mando tugged on his shirt collar smiling in satifaction. Speaking in a thick spanish accent he spoke of his looks, " I got style!"

"Ah Suzanne my dear deseos del corazon. Now to have you back in my life again, This time for good!"

Mando sighed as he prepared himself know as Reno Styles."I think I'll take a trip over to the garage. Start getting reaquainted with old follks again, Or shall I say Dear Ole Ed Brown".

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Chico stood there shocked now that the cops had found him after his jail break. Suzanne embraced him as she began to cry over what Chico will now have to face. " Chico, Oh God I can't believe this, I've lost Mando now I'm going to lose you when they lock you up again." Suzanne looked at Chico's eyes. "What if they convict you and put you in prison?"

Chico held her closer to him, gently brushing her hair back away from her eyes, he feared what lied ahead for him and for Suzanne. "What ever happens to me Suzanne, please keep Edina and Francisco in good spirits. If I get the death penalty for this. God help me get through this till that day comes".

Cops walked forward carefully aiming there guns at Chico, "Rodriguez! Your under arrest for breaking out of jail."

Two cops came up from behind Chico pulling his arms back behind to handcuff him. Suzanne stood there as she watched the cops drag Chico into the police cruiser. Closing his door Chico sadly looked at Suzanne in disapointment.

Looking over towards the other officers filling out there report. Suzanne conforted them. "What is gong to happen to Chico?" As one officer finished filing the report One approached Suzanne. "I'm afraid he will be locked in jail untill further notice Ma'am"

"Further notice?" Suzanne asked.

"Well, Miss with a possible trial,. he will be confined in the county jail unless the jury decides to have spend the rest of his life in prison for Mando's murder".

Shocked Suzanne became frightened now realizing she will neither have Mando and Chico to be with her to raise there children. " God, why is this happening. I've lost my husband and now I've lost Chico possibly for good".

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Chico sat back in the police cruiser as he tried to piece it all together. Flash backs of Slugging Mando till he passed out went over and over in his mind. Sighing Chico began to wish he could turn back time . " It's no use. I just wanted to teach Mando a lesson on how it felt to almost die. I had no intentions to have him dead. Honest"

Arriving at the police station Chico was assisted out of the police cruiser as he then was escorted to into the police station to be booked and then back in the jail cell.

Police officers scurried all through the booking area escorting people in and out of the lock up area. Officers gathered Chico's information in preparing his stay in jail.

"Rodriguez, I see you decided to take a little road trip". Chico carelessly looked at the cop making the remark. Cops took hold of Chico's arm escorting to his jail cell. "Welcome home Rodriguez. " Guards opened the door as the other unlocked his hand cuffs. Closing the door Guards locked the gated door as Chico griped upon the iron rails. "I wouldn't plan any more jail breaks Rodriguez, You be watched closer from now on".

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Struggling to realize her life now without Chico and Mando, Suzanne decided to walk over to the cematery to visit her daughter Francine and her now deceased husband . Walking over she held Edina's hand and carried her son Francisco.

Looking over to the grave site Suzanne struggled to believe that Mando was permanently out of her life. Tears streamed down her face as she looked at the tombstone with Mando's inscription on it. Wiping her eyes Suzanne then placed her hand upon the tombstone. feeling the coolness of the stone Suzanne placed a red rose laying on top of it. Edina and Francisco sat beside there mother as they witnessed there mother cry. Edina climbed on to her mothers lap as she didn't understand why her mother was so sad. Francisco crawled around wanting his mother. Together they sat there spending time together.

Reno drove around East LA heading towards Ed Browns Garage. Looking around for any sense of his former self Reno carefully looked around the old neighborhood. Driving past the garage Reno noticed the garage was still closed as he glanced at his watch," Huh, old folks...Ed must be either running late or not working at all today". Curiously Reno pulled over debating on what to do next. " I'll drive back on a half in hour maybe he'll open then. Driving around Reno sped passed a park like surounding as he then realized it was a cemetary. Getting out of the car Reno decided to take a walk through out the cemetary. "I need to think of a good plan to get Suzanne back into my life this time for good. I need to have her realize we were really destined for one another". Reno remembered his days when he as Mando tried to do anything and everything to achieve his desire to have her. "This time Reno. I must be slick but smooth. No more aggressive behavior. Just be yourself and sweep her off your feet with your latin charm" Reno agreed with his thoughts as he continued to walk throught out the cemetery; Walking over towards the other side of the grounds Reno noticed a lady get up with her two children. " She looks familar. Hey wait a minute that's Suzanne!" Reno picked up the pace as he realized then she might not be aware of Mando's abduction from jail. Carefully Reno walked over quietly behind her so he wouldn't disturb her.

Suzanne took hold of her children as she then decided to go on home till she bumped into someone.'

"Oh excuse me sir,"Suzanne said grasping ahold of Francisco.

"Pardon me senorita" Reno tipped his hat as he then realized it was Suzanne. Keeping calm Reno looked over to the grave site. "Are you ok. Senorita?"

Suzanne wiped her eyes, " I was visiting my husband."

Reno confused and then wondered." su marido?"

Suzanne looked over towards the grave site as her rose lay upon the tombstone.

"Yes my husband was murdered by a jealous friend of mine. Now my daughters father sits in jail over such a senseless act".

Reno feeling pity over her realized Suzanne was talking about him and Chico. Looking over towards the tomb stone Reno read the inscription closer as he read his former self written in stone. " Mi corazon, I am saddened."

Suzanne embraced Reno out of sadness of the loss of her husband Mando. Looking over towards the grave site Reno now realized he was someout out of trouble now that everyone thought Mando had died.

"Ah mi corazon is there anything I can do?" Reno concerned smiled shyly. Suzanne leaned her head upon his shoulder. "Please tell me everything will be alright" Gently sqeezing her Reno indicated to Suzanne that everything would l be alright. "Bien, bien". Reno lightly brushed her back as he then kissed her cheek. Feeling a sense of comfort from Reno Suzanne embraced his hand. "Would you like to come to our...I mean my apartment ? I'm staying there till I figure out what I plan on wanting to do". Hearing that from Suzanne only made it harder for Mando to try keep his new personality as Reno Styles towrds her and to everyone else. "Gracias senorita, gracias!"

Reno opened the door for Suzanne as she released Francisco off her . Francisco began to crawl around as Reno sat on the couch. "I'm sorry miss, I never formally introduced myself, forgive my lack of respect towards a una senora buena.

Suzanne sat next to Reno as she settled in her children. Extending his hand he awaited hers. " My name is Reno.... Reno Styles"

Accepting his hand Suzanne gently grasped it as he slightly raised towards his lips gently kissed the top of her hand. Feeling his affection was making it hard for her as Suzanne was recalling Mando's towards her.

Sighing Suzanne tried to keep her emotions from showing in front of Reno.

"My name is Suzanne, Reno it is nice to meet you" Suzanne embraced him feeling a familiar sense of comfort she just couldn't recall.

Reno's fingers ran through Suzanne's hair as he remembered how he used to feel about her. Sighing he knew he had to pull back. Releasing from her Reno looked into her eyes, "Suzanne don't ever feel you are alone. I am here with you now. I will be here for you in any way I can".

Feeling Reno's reassurance Suzanne seemed be relaxed now that he was here to comfort her. Releasing she lightly touch his lower lip with her fingers wondering about her future. " Thank you Reno, for being here for me. I often just think if I didn't have no one to be with me right now. I don't think I could have go on". Feeling her sadness Reno embraced her holding her closer to him. Sighing Reno thought about a future together with her. "Could this be possible again?" Could I possibly pull this off?"

Deseos del corazon 8-9

Chico sat in his jail cell as the days seemed to go by.

Covering his face he just couldn't realize he actually had killed Mando. Looking up he thought about his time with Suzanne again. Reminiscing of her and her children seemed to help him pass through the time alone in his jail cell. "God, If only I could get in touch with her somehow". Rubbing his eyes Chico tried to think of some way to see her again. Covering his eyes he began to feel there was no hope. Chico rose off his bunk walking over to the gated door. Grasping a hold of the iron railing Chico leaned his head against the gated door. Leaning against it, Chico tried to keep his hope up as he leaned against the cool bars of the jail cell, visioning Suzanne and her children with him again.

Officers scurried in a hurry as talk was spreading throughout the facility. Chico struggling to keep his thoughts together concentrated on the noise happening outside of his cell.

"What's going on?" Chico asked trying to get someones attention. Finally grabbing one of the guards arms aside as he hurried passed him. Chico eagerly questioned the guard on what he had heard.

"What the hell is going on?" Chico asked looking all around him.

"Apparently Mando is back from the dead and has been surfacing around this part of town". The guard answered as he pulled himself away from Chico's grip.

"What?" Chico was shocked realizing that Mando was alive.. Alive!" Chico seemed relieved then began to show fear as he started to pace around his jail cell.

"What if he gets in touch with Suzanne?" Chico began to get edgy as he thought of what kind of trouble he was going to start with her and her children again.

" I got to find a way out of here"

Suzanne thought it over as she felt that Reno could possibly stay with her till she got her life back in order. "Reno, I promised a dear friend of mine that I would take my husbands car and see if he could sell it for me"

Stunned Reno turned around realizing she was talking about his own wheels, "Man, I got to stop her. I worked hard on rebuilding it to what it is now" Reno thought it over as he then thought it might be a good way to see if Ed would recognize him also.

"Ok miss Suzanne, I'll go with you and make sure this Ed fella takes good care of this car for you. I hate to see a pretty lady such as yourself get ripped off".

"Ed rip me off, he is too sweet yet too stubborn to have me get ripped off" Suzanne grabbed Mando's car keys and opened the door. "I won't be to long if you would to stay here and watch the kids."

"Here Suzanne, I'll help you get your children ready and go with you. You can never be to careful on what kind of price old folks, I mean this Ed fella will want to sell it as". Reno stopped his footing as Suzanne looked at him.

Shaking her head she shrugged it off.

"Are you ok mi corazon?" Reno asked.

"Yes, yes, I just had a eerie thought that's all" Suzanne picked up Francisco as Edina followed her mother. "Come on kids let's go visit Papa Ed"

Suzanne locked the door and headed out as Reno followed.

Reno got himself together after almost slipping from his comment regarding Ed. "Just relax!" Reno thought. "Be cool, be smooth. Nothing can get in your way if your under control".

Driving to the Garage Suzanne honked her horn as she pulled inside.

Ed stuck his head out of the garage as he heard a car drive in. "Suzanne is here with her children"

Getting out of the car Suzanne then helped get her children out one by one.

"Hello Ed" Suzanne smiled.

"Hello Suzanne. Ed hugged her as he looked over towards her children. "Hey Edina, how is my little girl today".

Edina smiled big her long black wavy hair blew against a breeze as Ed lifted her up to hug her. "Looking Good Papa Ed!"

Smiling back at her Ed lowered her to the ground.

Holding Francisco Suzanne then introduced Reno to Ed.

" Ed this is Reno, Reno Styles..."

Reno reached over towards Ed shaking his hand.

"I understand you are helping Suzanne sell her late husbands car?"

"Yes, it is the least I can do for her Reno, She has been so upset since her husband was murdered especially with whom the police believe who did it".

Ed walked over towards the engine opening up the hood. Glancing at the engine Ed had a unusual feeling over come him as he carefully looked back at Reno "Naw, it can't be. Mando is dead. Although the resemblance is remarkable though"

Reno walked over towards the engine as Ed continued to do adjustments on it. " How about I make an offer with you Mr. Brown."

"An offer?" Ed asked as he checked the oil on the stick.

"Yeah, I'll make an offer on this vehicle" Reno smiled looking over his old car. Kicking the tires he casually walked around the car scooping the vehicle.

"Well what would you like to pay ?" Ed asked as crossed his arms.

Reno dug his hand into his pocket.,

"Here will this do?" Reno handed Ed a roll of bills.

Ed's eyes lit up. "Yeah, Are you sure this is what you want to pay for this car?"

Reno smiled as he looked over the car. "Yeah, I believe I can enjoy this car and make some memories of my own, if not just with me, me and Suzanne" Reno said with a wink as he laughed.

Ed smiled as he shook his head. " Just please go easy on her, losing her husband then having her daughters father go to jail. She is in a fragile state whether she seems like it to you or not".

"Thank you Mister Brown. I'll a perfect gentlemen with her". Shaking Ed's hand Reno gripped Ed's firmly.

Ed handed Reno the keys to his very own car.

Suzanne and her children came out of Ed's office as she saw Ed and Reno shake hands.

"What's going on?" Suzanne asked.

"Miss Suzanne, I just purchased your late husbands car" Reno smiled.

"You did ?" Suzanne asked.

"is that ok?" Reno asked.

"Y, yeah" Suzanne smiled in relief to get it out of Ed's hands yet felt odd to still be riding in Mando's very own low rider.

"Here mi corazon, let me open your door". Reno assisted Suzanne inside as he then walked over to his side of the car.

Pulling out of the garage Reno backed out as Louie walked in. "Hey Ed!" Louie smiled.

"What is Suzanne and that fella doing with Mando's cruiser?" Louie questioned Ed.

"Louie. Suzanne asked me to help sell it for her and the guy she was with just flat out bought from me as she drove in".

"That guy she was with?" Louie asked.

"Yeah, his name is Reno, Reno Styles . You know he kind of reminds me of someone?"

"Yeah Ed I thought so too, Do you supposed that someone could be Mando, could it?" Louie leaned over whispering to Ed.

"You know Louie that is what I thought?" Ed surprised with Louie's observance.

"Yeah but Mando is dead. they said so on the news not to long ago?"

Reno arrived back at the apartment feeling a sense of security now that he was able to pull off his new identity to Ed and Louie .

Gathering her children Suzanne followed Reno towards the apartment. "It's good to be home" Suzanne was relieved to have Mando's car out of her hands even though Reno had purchased it from her through Ed.

Edina climbed up upon Mando's monstrous couch as Suzanne followed leaning against her mother Edina began to fall asleep.

"Come here you. I believe you have passed your nap time. " Suzanne carried Edina as she carefully picked up Francisco as well for a nap.

Coming back into the living room Suzanne relaxed on the couch as Reno sat next to her. Leaning her head back Suzanne closed her eyes to relax. Reno sitting next to her gently held her hand as he lightly rubbed it. Feeling the gentle strokes of Reno's touch Suzanne began to imagine she was with Mando.

Suzanne leaned over closer towards Reno as she leaned her head against his shoulder. Reno continued to lightly stroke her as she seemed to be relaxed in his arms. Suzanne put her arm around Reno's shoulder as he began to lightly nozzle her.

Feeling the warmth of Reno's exhaling Suzanne began to stir upon a desire she was feeling.

"Please forgive me Mando for what I'm about to do". Moving closer towards Reno Suzanne welcomed him with a kiss. Releasing Suzanne looked into Reno's eyes. "There is something about you.....I. just can't put my finger on it".

Reno gazed into Suzanne's eyes

"Do I make you feel uncomfortable Miss Suzanne?" Reno looked into her eyes trying to control his own feelings for her.

"No Reno. Not at the least" Smiling, Suzanne ran her fingers through Reno's hair.

Thinking it over Reno's desires for her excelled as he stood up.

"What can it hurt?" Reno extended his hand towards hers.

Rising off the couch Suzanne held his hand as she lead there way towards the bed room.

"Miss Suzanne, are you sure you want to? I mean as much as I adore you. I'm willing to wait till you feel more comfortable with me".

Suzanne placed her hand over his mouth. Smiling she gratefully answered him. "Shh, we'll wake up the children."

Taking a hold of his hand Suzanne lead Reno towards the bed room. "I feel comfortable with you Reno. Please understand I need to be with someone right now".

Placing her arms around Renos neck Suzanne began to kiss him. "I don't know what it is about you Reno. But I feel I can be just as free to you just as I was with my husband".

Smiling Reno looked at her his hands began to lightly gaze upon her body. "Here Suzanne. Let me express my love for you, like no other man would"

Taking a hold of her hand Reno's approach quietly guided her towards the bed.

Chico struggled to look around as the up roar continued regarding Mando being alive and on the lose.

Chico desperately tried to think of a way out of the jail. Looking around Chico spotted two guards talking about Mando's last

whereabouts. Deciding on a plan Chico pretended to have stomach cramps as he lowered to the ground pretending to be in pain. "OOOWW!" Chico yelled.

The guards looked over towards Chico wondering what all the commotion was all about.

"What's the matter Rodriguez!" The guards rushed over towards his cell.

"I'm in pain man, I think it's my appendix"

The guards hurried over trying to see to Chico's aid.

Opening the gated doors Chico snuck a look as the guards came over to help him.

Carefully rising up Chico looked over towards the other guard leaving the door wide open.

Turning around Chico swiftly slugged the guard then took off running. Getting lost in the crowd Chico rushed his way throughout the jail looking for anyway out.

Running as fast as he could Chico leaped over the fence swinging his arms with ever last once of energy he had to get out of the facilities.

Chico looked back as he watched several guards try to catch up with him. Chico tried to remain under control as he tried to think where he could hide.

"Mando's old apartment!" Chico thought as he ran like hell through the alleyways heading towards Mandos' apartment.

Chico rushed into the apartment building entry door. Stopping to catch his breath Chico dug into his pockets to see if he still had Mando's key.

Reno was heavily involved with Suzanne as she lay beside him accepting his move. There arms wrapped around each as Reno expressed his love for her. Passionate kisses welcomed each other as they felt the movement that each of them made.

Suzanne gazed into Reno's eyes.

"This is so unusual Reno. We seem so made for each other. It is like we've met before"

Reno smiled as he continued to kiss her.

"Miss Suzanne. Some things are meant to be. I believe we are one of them"

Reno leaned towards Suzanne closer as he began to arouse her to accept him more.

Gasping at his touch Suzanne was lost in her now desire to have him.

" Reno!" Suzanne pulling back for Reno to accept her invitation as he entered upon her.

Accepting the moment Reno and Suzanne embraced each other as each kiss lasted an eternity. With each embrace there emotions grew stronger towards one another.

Chico stood by Mando's apartment digging into is pockets retrieving Mando's apartment keys. "Man! After all I've went through, I still can't believe I have Mando's apartment keys"

Chico placed Mando's key in his apartment door. Turning the key he then stopped." No I'm sure I'll be ok. With Suzanne thinking Mando now dead I'm sure Suzanne wouldn't want to stay here. It would be too much for her right now"

Turning the key, Chico slowly opened the door. Looking around Chico felt odd being in Mando's apartment. "God Mando. I swear. It wasn't supposed to happen this way".

Chico sat on Mando's couch thinking of his last moments with him together. Reliving the night he dragged him out of jail exercise area. I can't help it Suzanne. I felt I had to do something about it"

Chico leaned his head back. Closing his eyes he tried to block out that moment of beating up Mando excessively.

Silence filled the room as he tried to find away to bring Suzanne back into his life. "Was she right? Was this all about jealously?"

Chico leaned over covering his eyes with his hands. "Why couldn't I just accept the fact that Mando loved Suzanne as much as she loved him?"

Chico struggled to accept his jealousy over towards Mando and Suzanne as he began to hear a noise coming from another room.

Chico listened in as he tried to make out what he was hearing. Rising up he became concerned that someone else was in Mando's apartment.

Quietly walking over towards the sound he was hearing. Chico then realized that he was hearing a familiar sound.

"That sounds like .....no that can't be. Suzanne?"

Chico quietly crept up hearing the familiar voice clearer. Looking over the door way Chico couldn't believe what he was seeing.

"Suzanne?" Chico thought . "Who is she with? How could she be doing this behind my back? Worse yetMandos?

Looking over Chico carefully looked on to see who she was involved with. Suzanne who's bare back was facing Chico lowered herself towards her partner as she turned over exposing who was with her.

"Who in the hell is that. That she is with?" Chico thought.

Getting a closer look Chico couldn't believe his eyes. "Mando?"

Reno turned his head to look at Chico," Que carajo quie res?"

Chico rushed over towards Reno and Suzanne. "What is this all about Suzanne?"

"Chico!?" Suzanne was shocked to see him.

"What is what all about?" Suzanne rose up quickly covering herself. "How did you get in to Mando's apartment?"

Chico looked at Suzanne then at Reno disgusted. "Suzanne, Mando gave me the keys to his apartment when you were experiencing your hallucinations"

Chico walked over towards Reno. "So Mando. I see you decided to come back to the dead?"

Reno began to panic. "Por favor, por favor senorita. Pay no attention to this hombre"

Looking over towards Reno, Suzanne held Reno's hand as she looked at Chico.

"Chico, you know as well as I know that Mando is dead" Suzanne started to cry in remembrance of Mando.

"Suzanne, Mando is alive. He is back surfacing the area". Chico walked over towards Reno. looking very close to him. "Mando I know that is you. Why can't you admit it!"

Suzanne rose out of bed then threw on a robe as she cried from Mando's death. "Chico, You know that I love Mando. I loved you too then you murdered my husband out of jealously!"

Suzanne grabbed hold of Chico's arm dragging him out of the apartment. "How can you say that Mando is alive and here in this apartment when he is dead!"

Looking at Chico then at Reno she came to a conclusion." I know there is something about you Reno. I just can't figure it out. Sadly Suzanne cried. I know that Reno can't replace my husband".

Suzanne began to close the apartment door till Chico stopped him. "Please Suzanne. Please be careful. For your childrens sake.

Reno over heard the conversation as he got out of bed. "God that was close. Thank God Suzanne can at least trust me".

Chico leaned against Mando's apartment door now realizing that this Reno character that Ed sold the car to was actually Mando. " Damn it Mando, what are you up too. What are your plans with Suzanne?"

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Ed worked on some paper work when he heard a rustling noise coming form Chico's apartment. Leaning out of the office Ed carefully looked over towards the apartment.

"What is the apartment door doing open?" Ed rushed over to see if anyone was there. Carefully sneaking in Ed was surprised. "Chico?"

Chico rushed over towards the door grabbing a hold of Ed's arm pulling him inside. "Shh Ed"

Chico snuck his head out of the door looking around to see if he was spotted.

Quickly closing the door. Chico had Ed sit down. " Ed I have reason to believe that Mando is alive and in the area.

Ed looked at Chico concerned and confused. "Are you sure?" Ed scratched his mustache. " I mean Louie and I were thinking the same thing when Reno was with Suzanne here earlier"

"They were here together?" Chico asked

"Yeah, Chico' Suzanne asked me to sell Mando's car and this Reno fella just flat out bought it from me"

Concerned Chico wondered what that was all about. "Ed , I know how much Mando loved that car. He worked so hard rebuilding it. I can imagine him stressing over the fact that Suzanne wanted to sell the car."

Louie walked into the garage singing. "Stick out your can . cause here comes the garbage man!"

"Hello Louie!" Chico said.

"Hello Ed. Hello Chico....." Louie smiled then was shocked to see Chico

" Hey Chico I thought you got locked up in the cop shop?"

Chico pulled Louie aside, "Shh"

"Listen Louie. Ed tells me that this Reno fella happens to be Mando?"

" Chico I never said happens to be" Ed interrupted Chico.

"He's right Chico. He walked by me the other day and the resemblance was unreal" Louie took off his cap scratching his head. " I wonder how Suzanne feels about it?'

Chico started to pace around Ed and Louie. "Well when I went over to Mando's apartment to lay low for awhile. I kind of found them together".

Ed looked over towards Chico. "What do you mean Chico. kinda found them together?"

Chico looked directly towards Ed. " I mean I caught them in the sack together"

What? Louie surprised looked at Chico." You mean what I think you mean?"

Ed leaned over towards Louie. "He already mounted Suzanne?" Louie nodded in agreement. Chico disagreed." No fellas. It was more like Suzanne mounting on top of him"

Chico became worried over her." Suzanne is in denial. About Mando being Reno and still thinks that Mando is dead".

Ed sighed as he thought about Suzanne and her children. " I just hope when Suzanne realizes that Reno is Mando. She will take this well. Mando's death really hit her hard".

Suzanne leaned against Mando's door struggling to accept Chico's plea that Mando was alive after all.

Covering her face she cried from losing Mando over Chico's jealousy. "Why Chico . Why did you have to kill my husband".

A hand rested upon her arm as Suzanne wiped her eyes some how wishing who had embraced her.

"Mando" Suzanne whispered as she quickly embraced Reno feeling the need for his comfort.

" Reno, please forgive me for being so upset. Mando was a very dear husband to me and wonderful father to his son and my daughter Edina who I had through a dear friend of ours named Chico. We were all good friends till there jealously towards each other regarding me caused my husband to die"

Suzanne released as she then spoke of how it happened.

"Reno. Chico who is the father of my daughter Edina. Apparently Chico took my husband away from where he was staying . Mando was arrested and put in jail. Regarding something he had done towards me."

Suzanne cried. "God, Reno, What Mando did to me, I shouldn't even have no part of him. but I love him so much I just can't let him go".

Reno remembered what all he did towards her and Chico when he was his former self as Mando. "Por favor. por favor. senorita that is all in the past. Let us rely now in the present"

Reno embraced Suzanne as she then felt more relaxed in his arms. "Miss Suzanne. If this is not too personal, may I ask you something?"

Feeling Reno's embrace Suzanne felt reassured enough to have Reno ask her anything. "What is it Reno?'

Reno's hands gently brushed her back as he continued to comfort her. "Are you over him Suzanne?" Reno whispered in her ear. "Are you over this Chico?"

Suzanne struggled with his question about Chico. Knowing she still had feelings for him as well yet was caught in Reno's affection as she gave into his approach. "Yes Reno I do believe I am over him."

Releasing from Reno Suzanne looked into his eyes. "as much as he is my daughters father. I have to face the fact , What he did harm to my husband was out of pure jealousy".

Reno looked at Suzanne out of pity as he reached out his hands for her embrace. Accepting him Suzanne placed her head upon his shoulder. Reno held her feeling a great deal of relief come over him as he then realized he was back into Suzannes life possibly for good.

Deseos Del Corazon 9

Struggling now that Mando was surfacing the area Chico wanted so badly to make sure Suzanne was going to be ok.

Pacing the floor Chico held Edina as he started to fear he was going to lose her now that Suzanne had a new companion. " Mi dear Edina" Chico sighed.

Chico sat on the stool holding his daughter fearing he would lose her. "What if Mando really is trying to make a name for himself as this Reno person?"

"Could there relationship possibly work out?" Chico struggled to accept it. " If Mando in anyway, still alive. Then I have to back off since they are still legally married" Chico lowered his head realizing that his chances again with Suzanne was now over.

"As much as I want her back into my life. I regretfully have too." Chico sighed at his decision based on Mando's return from the dead. " I must back off now." Chico struck with emotion had to face the fact.

It's not right to take another man's girl away from him. It's practically forbidden." Chico stood up as he wondered what to make of his life now that he had to give up his relationship with Suzanne now that her and Reno were meant to be together.

Walking towards the dresser Chico decided from then on to remove Suzanne out of his life as he looked at each framed picture of the two of them together of his dresser. Handling each framed picture he quietly whispered "Adios mi amore!" Chico kissed each framed picture then placed them inside his dresser drawer.

Ed knocked on the door checking on Chico. "Say Chico I brought you something that I hoped would cheer you up. I mean with this Reno character in town and all".

Ed handed Chico a photo of Suzanne and her children together. Thanks Ed" Chico took the photo in hand as he glanced at the picture of the two of them. Sighing Chico shoved it in his drawer along with the other photos.

Ed confused looked at Chico curiously. What that all about Chico?

"Why did you do that?" Ed looked at Chico concerned.

"Ed I have to finally realize that Suzanne and Reno are meant to be together" Chico tightly kept his hand on the closed dresser drawer to keep from opening it,

"What? What do you mean they were meant to be together?" Ed asked.

"Suzanne seems so at ease now with Mando or Reno as he is now being called. For all I know Maybe Mando pretending to be this Reno is his way of trying to make a fresh start with Suzanne all over again".

Chico lowered his head thought his decision .

"You see Ed. Living in the Barrio. Once you've set your heart, soul, and mind on someone you love . If you even think of going towards another man's women your asking for trouble." Chico shook his head in disappointment.

"I mean look at all that has happened between Mando and I since Suzanne has entered our lives"

"Every time I was one step closer with Suzanne. Mando would find away to get her back into his life and I would be two steps back".

Chico became saddened as he realized he lost her now for good.

" I don't want to cause anymore trouble in Suzanne's life and harm myself or anyone elses because of it" Ed saddened looked at him. "You mean your backing out Chico?"

Chico sadly looked at Ed as his eyes tried to hide his feelings for her. "Yes Ed. I'm afraid this time, I must back out on this and go on with my life".

Destinys forbidden desire 10 - 12

Suzanne rose out of bed thinking of her deceased husband.

Sitting on the edge of the bed thoughts of Mando appeared in her mind. Remembering the night that she discovered her true feelings for Mando Suzanne began to cry.

Wiping her eyes Suzanne kept her sorrow of her husband quiet so she wouldn't disturb Reno who was still sound a sleep.

Rising out of bed Suzanne decided to spend some time alone at the cemetery. Quietly grabbing a change of clothes Suzanne quietly got ready to go.

Gathering her children Edina and Francisco stirred as Suzanne put them in there stroller ready to go.

Reno woke up hearing the scuffle of Edina and Francisco's feet thought out the apartment.

Rolling over Reno spoke quietly "Suzanne?" Reno said tiredly. "Are you ok?"

Approaching Reno Suzanne answered him with an embrace. "I'm sorry Reno if my children woke you up. We are going to the cemetery to visit my late husband"

Releasing from Suzannes embrace Reno rose out of bed as he quickly covered himself for her children as he embraced her. "Please be careful mi tamal caliente. I will come over to the cemetery to be with you in a while to make sure you and your children are ok". Reno embraced Suzanne then kissed her on the cheek. Responding back Suzanne embraced him also.

Checking on her children, Suzanne then wheeled her children out of the apartment towards the cemetery grounds.

Arriving at the cemetery Suzanne sat on the bench beside Mando's burial plot. "Mando , you are in my thoughts always. Some how mi corazon, it's like your still here with me." Suzanne leaned forward as she began to cry. "I just don't know how to survive without you" wiping her eyes she then thought about Reno. "Mando, mi corazon. Please forgive me for my involvement with Reno".

Suzanne feeling guilty for loving Reno began to confessed her feelings for him to Mando. " Please forgive me Mando. I have met someone, a lot like you actually" Suzanne saddened began to chuckled of the thought of Reno's and Mando's similarities".

Quietly thinking of her memories of Mando Edina began to nudge her mother. Coming out of her thoughts of Mando .Suzanne realized Edina's attention. Suzanne wondered why she was nudging her. "What is it Edina?"

Edina pointed to the opposite direction as police officers and a bulldozer headed there way. "Huh, I wonder what is going on?"

Approaching Suzanne the police officers confronted her." I'm sorry ma'am this area is going to be blocked off."

Suzanne held on to her children as the frightfully clung on to there mother." Blocked off?"

"The county coroner and the investigation committee are requesting that Mando's body be exhumed ". The officer said as he guided the bulldozer closer to the plot.

"Exhumed ? But Why? I don't understand?" Suzanne fearful asked.

"Maam we have reason to believe that this person buried here is not Mando but someone else".

Suzanne looked straight at the officer that spoke to her . Trying to make sense through the shock of his words . " You mean that is not my husband? Pointing to the grave site Suzanne questioned the officer. Is Mando possibly alive?"

The officer placed his hand upon hers. "Ma'am are you related to Mando?"

Suzanne emotionally took in the thought that Mando might be alive as she began to cry. " Yes I am Mando's wife these children with me are his son and step daughter."

"Ma'am, your husband was misidentified and has been seen throughout the area"

Covering her mouth in shock Suzanne cried out of relief that Mando was actually alive" Feeling her emotions the police officer held her hand.

"If we have more information regarding Mando's whereabouts we will get in touch with you" the officer said.

Reno walked over towards the cemetery grounds noticing Suzanne with a police officer. " Que merida" Reno stayed his distance away as he watched the police officer console Suzanne then left the area as the coffin was removed from the earth it was laid on.

"What's going on?" Reno panicked as the officers and hearse drove away with the coffin. Rushing over towards Suzanne Reno comforted her.

"Miss Suzanne, miss Suzanne, What is going on?"

Suzanne looked over finding Reno gaze towards the hearse driving away.

"Reno thank God youre here. A police officer was here along with a bulldozer exhuming what I thought was my husbands body" Suzanne relieved to see Reno along with now knowing that Mando was alive embraced Reno out of comfort.

"The police officer said that my husband was scene in the area and the body that they claimed was isn't him after all "

Fearing the news of his appearance would have Suzanne realize Reno was not who he really was . Mando began to panic. "Senorita, how soon will you know?"

Suzanne embraced Reno. "They said in a matter of weeks once they get the results back"

Reno started to fidget then decided on a idea.. Senorita, I know you must be hurting inside" Reno placed his hand over her heart . " Let me take you and your children to a place you most enjoy so you feel relieved from all you've been going through".

Suzanne began to stir with mixed emotions wanting to go yet wanting to stay around if Mando had tried to come back to see her again.

"I mean Suzanne. Waiting here for your tests results will only make it hard on you and your children. Allow me to take you on a trip to celebrate your news of your husband's appearance"

"But my husband is in town... I must see him" Suzanne cried.

"Miss Suzanne if he is in any trouble then he will probably want to lay low for quite a while".

Suzanne sighed in agreement. "ok Reno" embracing him Suzanne felt comfortable in his embraced though thought of Mando back in her life again.

Reno desperately tried to think of a place that he could take her and her children far away." Miss Suzanne. Let's go a place we've always thought of going".

"You mean Cocoa Beach?" Suzanne questioned Reno.

"Yeah that would be the perfect place to get away" Reno smiled thinking that he would be much far away from the police if they had thought of trying to contact him as his former self as Mando.

Reno called the airport reserving seats for the four of them. Suzanne finished packing there needs for the trip.

Arriving at the airport they each entered the required gate to Orlando Florida then to drive to Cocoa Beach.

Suzanne tried to relax as she approached her assigned seat. Thinking now that Mando was somewhat alive according to the police yet feeling comfort here with Reno.

Sitting beside her Edina sat between her mother and Reno. Looking up she asked her mother. "Momma , where are we and Uncle Mando going?"

Suzanne frightened looked at her," Edina, this is not your Uncle Mando! His name is Reno" Edina looked at her mother then towards Reno. "You look like my brothers daddy"

The plane began it's decent towards the skies heading to Orlando. Suzanne struggled with Edina's remark as she carefully looked at him as Reno fell asleep beside Edina.

Not making out what Edina kept insisting to her mother Suzanne then dozed off while they waited for there arrival to Orlando.

A while later the captain made the announcement that there arrival to Orlando was approaching soon. Reno woke up after hearing the announcement. Stretching his arms Reno then leaned over towards Suzanne kissing her waking her up. Reno felt the embrace of Suzanne's hand as he continued to kiss her. Edina went in between them motioning that a stewardess was informing them of there arrival.

Edina kept nudging on her mothers arm. "Momma, Momma"

Suzanne finally released from Reno as she wondered what Edina wanted. Edina pointed to the stewardess waiting for them to leave the air craft.

Reno looked over Smiling. "Sorry about that Ma'am as he rose to retrieve his carry on bag above there seats.

Suzanne carried a sleepy Francisco as Reno held on to Edina's hand. Looking up towards Reno Edina kept her eyes on Reno curiously.

Walking out through the terminal Suzanne carried her son as Reno and Edina walked along side her. Smiling Reno felt at ease now that he was far away from Chico and the police.

Waving a cab over Reno quickly approached the cab as he immediately stopped by. "Where to Sir?" Reno handed the driver several bills telling him where to go.

Driving through the highway towards there hotel Reno and Suzanne sat between her children. Gazing at each other they tried not to make a scene in front of her children. "Something special will happen with us here Suzanne. I just know it".

Smiling as she lightly brushed his hair Suzanne lightly embraced his chin as he kissed her hand. Looking over as the cab finally reached there destination. Reno opened the door as helped with Suzanne's children out of the car.

checking into the hotel a desk clerk indicated to Suzanne and Reno where there room was located. "Top floor over looking the ocean sir".

Reno gratefully accepted the keys to there room then followed the bellhop with Suzanne and her children to there reserved hotel room.

Arriving to there room. Suzanne was amazed at the decor and surroundings over looking the ocean front from the balcony.

As night began to fall Suzanne put her children in bed as Reno stood out on the patio overlooking the dim lit ocean.

Suzanne quietly stepped out on the patio over looking the view as the night air blew against them. Reno spotted Suzanne gazing over the view as he approached her from behind.

"Ah mi tamal caliente." Reno embraced her as he began to kiss her. Feeling the emotions she had felt before with Mando, along with the night air, Suzanne began to accept Reno's invitation.

Turning over facing Reno she responded with a kiss as she accepted his touch. Feelings overwhelmed her as Reno guided her towards the patio floor for his next move.

"Suzanne what could be more special then this moment" Reno began to arouse her as she then relaxed upon his movement.

Gasping from his touch Suzanne gave into her desire and emotions as she slowly followed the rhythm of his body . "Reno," Suzanne gasped as she felt the flood of emotions upon her from Reno.

Suzanne began to struggle with her feelings as she was then thinking of Mando. "Mando I will always love you, but there is something about Reno that reminds me so much about you". Giving into her now desire for Reno and her treasured love of Mando. She again accepted his movement as she felt himself upon her.

Gripping upon Reno's back Suzanne was lost with emotion as each kiss rekindled a love for Mando and a stronger desire now for Reno.

Both of Reno and Suzanne expressed themselves as there voices quietly told each other how aroused they had been with each others touch.

Feeling the height of there pleasure Suzanne and Reno released there emotions as they relaxed after there achieved desire.

Reno rolled over to his side gently brushing Suzanne's hair back. Just like it was in Vegas." Reno thought

"... Incredible!"

Smiling Reno kissed Suzanne as she gazed into his eyes. "Suzanne your children are sound asleep. Let's head on out towards the beach"

Embracing Reno Suzanne accepted his offer as he extended his hand for hers to rise up off the balcony. Carefully , quietly Reno and Suzanne each grabbed a beach towel then quietly left the hotel room.

Holding Suzanne's hand Reno quickly guided her towards the elevator leading to the beach. Pressing for the elevator Reno smiled as he eagerly showed his desire for Suzanne again. "This is too easy Suzanne." Reno thought, " If only I could reveal my true identity to you".

Opening doors indicated there awaiting adventure on the beach ahead. Walking inside the elevator Reno gave her a clue on what

was going to happen on the beach as he embraced her.

Suzanne sighed as she began to breath heavy from Reno's embrace. A sound indicated that there elevator had reached there destination. Reno released from Suzanne eagerly showing her his inpatient desire for her.

"Come on! " Reno holding her hand waved to her the direction he was heading . Leading her out towards the wooden dock leading to the beach Reno gratefully escorted Suzanne closer towards the ocean front.

"Let's make this a memorable evening shall we?" Suzanne followed Reno onto the sand as they walked closer towards the current of the ocean.

Reno embraced her as she responded by kissing him. Suzanne embraced him feeling secure with him around.

"Thank you Reno. Thank you for making this a reality".

lightly grasping her chin Reno welcomed her with a kiss releasing Reno began carefully ease her down on the sand.

Side by side Reno and Suzanne embraced each other. Waves increased as the end of the current gently touch upon there bodies .

Feeling relieved as he was now alone with Suzanne, Reno expressed his desire for her as she did with him. There bodies were close together as the waves continued to roll upon them.

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Chico and Ed worked in the garage. Ed walked over towards Chico noticing his lack of concentration. "What's the matter Chico. Something bothering you?"

Sighing Chico didn't know how to approach this with Ed. " Ed, I have very strong feeling that Mando is alive." Chico rose up off his stool looking at Ed. " I mean a very strong feeling Ed".

"Well , you know Chico, Louie and I were going through the same thing when Reno came by to purchase Mando's vehicle".

"Yeah Ed I remember you telling me that. It's just that when I caught Suzanne and this Reno character, he had this frightened look on him like he realized I knew who he was?"

Ed turned towards him stopping his work, " well, did he?"

"Ed, he kept telling Suzanne not to listen to me" Chico struggled with his feelings again. "Ed, I have accepted there love for each other. If he is really Mando. Why can't he just confess?"

"Chico, if that is really Mando, he is probably trying to change his identity for the sake of being caught from the police"

Sighing Chico had to believe him as he too was hiding from the cops from his stunt with Mando. "But If Mando is alive then I can possibly be in the clear. Could I?"

Ed sighed thinking of Chicos and Mando's stays in the jail lately. Possibly Chico, but if you get caught. you could still get in serious trouble for assault and battery and on top of it, breaking out of Jail".

Chico's hopes of Mando coming back sank after hearing Ed of possibly his own time in the slammer again.

"Ed what If I try to confess to cops about what happened? Chico tried to reassure himself of the possibility of talking to the police so he and Mando could get a lesser charge.

Gee Chico, I dont know. Now with Mandos drug possession and your assault and battery charge. I hate to see the both of you in Jail leaving Suzanne alone raising two kids.

Reno held Suzanne as they walked back to there hotel room. Gazing upon Reno she was awe struck over what had become of her, feeling a sense of guilt Suzanne silently prayed that Mando would forgive her and allow her to move on with her life.

Suzanne began to stumble as she began to feel ill. Reno caught her just in time as he began to worry over her. I hope to God its not another reaction Reno thought as he embraced her. Its got to be out of her system by now

Por favor, por favor Miss Suzanne, here let me help you. Reno embraced her around her waist guiding her to there hotel. Suzanne felt dizzy as she asked to stop for a moment. Please Reno, I would to rest for a minute.

Concerned Reno held her forehead. You dont feel warm Senorita. Reno felt relieved remembering her high fever in Puerto Rico. Suzanne leaned against the wooden dock. Im sure its nothingreally.

As Suzanne was feeling better Reno then guided her back to there hotel room to rest.

Arriving to there room they quietly walked in not disturbing the children. Reno helped Suzanne to bed as he then slept beside her. Kissing him goodnight they both then fell asleep.

The sun rose as the brightness of the morning signified there . Suzanne woke up rising she then felt dizzy, ugh, I must be getting the flu.

Reno stirred after noticing Suzanne sit up on the bed. Mi amore, are you ok?

Suzanne rubbed her forehead. I feel miserable Reno, I think Im going to throw up! Suzanne suddenly ran to the bathroom.

Suzanne began to fear what she was feeling, Oh no! Troubled Suzanne leaned her head on her hands as she leaned against the sink.

Reno rushed over towards Suzanne after hearing her remark. mi corazon. Are you ok?

Washing up Suzanne then looked at Reno in fear.

Suzanne began to get upset dreading his reaction, Reno. Tears streaming down her face, Suzanne held his hand leading him to the end of the bed.

Concerned Reno embraced her as they sat down, Whats wrong, Suzanne?

Holding back her tears she then confessed to him, Reno, I think I be pregnant

Stunned Reno looked at her shocked, Pregnant? Really?

Suzanne embraced him. Reno. Im so sorry. Please dont think Im trying to trap you into anything

Embracing her Reno lightly rubbed her back, Suzanne, Im not thinking of such a thing! Smiling Reno kissed her cheek. I am honored to have you carry my child Miss Suzanne.

Relieved Suzanne embrace Reno. Thoughts of Ed appeared in her mind now on how he was going to feel about her now. Pulling back she began to fear Eds as well as Chicos reaction.

Reno concerned wondered what was wrong. What else is bothering you Miss Suzanne?

Suzanne began to confess to Reno about her past. You see,. I had a daughter from a former lover that works for Ed, along with a son from my deceased husband. Once Ed finds out that Im pregnant again with someone elses child..

Suzanne leaned forward covering her eyes upset crying.

Im afraid Ed will think Im the neighborhood tramp or something.

Reno felt compassion over her. Im sure Ed wont think that. What we have done together Suz, is through an act of love. Not a one night stand

Hearing the reassurance from Reno seemed to calm Suzanne down. What will Chico think of me now? He was furious thinking Edina was Mandos. How will he react to this?

Destinys forbidden desire 11

Arriving back from there short trip from Coco Beach Suzanne and Reno settled themselves back in to L A.

Suzanne felt Ill as she also struggled with her future. Looking out of the patio door Suzanne silently pleaded Mando, please forgive me

Needing the peace from Mando Suzanne decided to talk to Ed about her pregnancy before it around in the streets. Suzanne prepared on how she was going to approach Ed as she got Edina and Francisco ready. Mi amore, Where are you going? Reno asked as he then helped Suzanne with her children.

Reno, I have to talk to Ed about my Suzanne shrugged away.

You have to talk to Ed about your pregnancy? Reno concerned embraced Suzanne. Suz, is there something I should know?

Are you upset with me?

Suzanne held Reno as she lightly touched his hair through her fingers. No Reno, I must talk to Ed about this and break it to him gently. I have no idea how he will take the news.

Please Suz. Please let me drive you over. Im sure you must not be feeling well on top of it.

Suzanne agreed as both of them put her children in the car them left for Eds.

Arriving to the garage Suzanne spotted Ed coming out of the storage room.

Pulling inside Reno then stopped the car then helped with Suzannes children. Come on out Edina help your brother for me please

Ed, Suzanne watched him head on over to his office.

Turning around Ed smiled as he watched Suzanne, Reno and her Children follow him to his office.

Hello Suzanne. Reno. Ed casually waved to them as he sat down.

Ed I would like to talk to you about a personal matter before you hear it from all the locals here.

Ed concerned looked at Suzanne. Locals?

Troubled Ed confronted her Is there something wrong Suzanne?

Suzanne crouched down holding Eds withered hand. Looking up at him she became emotional. Ed, Im

Tears began to fall as she feared Eds response leaning her head upon Eds arm Suzanne began to cry.

Oh God Suz, Are you what I think you are? Disappointed

Ed shook his head in disbelief .

You have two children. One with Chico and one with Mando, Who else could the father be?

Ed thought it over as he then started to nervously fear. Dear sweet Jesus, Suz. Your not claiming that this baby is mine? I am not capable to produce that kind of a hoodlum

Suzanne cried from hearing Eds words.

Ed, Im pregnant. Reno and I are having a child together.

Shocked Ed shook his head in disappointment as he looked at Suzanne then at Reno sighing. Reno. Could I have a few minutes alone with Suzanne please?

Reno wondered what Ed was going to talk to Suzanne about as he opened the door. Kissing Suzanne goodbye he then stepped out of the office shutting the door.

Suzanne sighed fearing how Ed was taking the news of her pregnancy.

Suz, how can you get pregnant at a time like this? Ed reached over retrieving a bottle taking a shot as he swallowed

Ed, You dont understand Reno has been so good to me since Mandos untimely death. Its almost like Mando is a part of him.

Reno stood by his car keeping an eye at the office waiting for Suzanne to come out. Chico opened up his apartment door not expecting to see Reno.

Huh, Chico thought Mandos car is here.

Reno turned as he started to walk around his car. Not realizing Chico was near by. Ay carray Reno thought as he feared looking at Chico. Settle down Mando. Remember remain cool

Chico sighed as he then spotted him. Using his index finger to motion Reno into his apartment.

Quickly going inside Chico followed him then shut the door.

Mando How in the hell can you have the cajonas to be here! Chico spoke quietly.

Reno interrupted him pointing to his chest. I am Reno Reno Styles.. Not Mando!

Chico shook his head, maybe not anymore , but you used to be

How can you go around pretending to be someone else? Chico asked.

Everyone suspects who you really are Mando, or am supposed to call you Reno. Chico eagerly spoke.

Everyone maybe Chico except for Suzanne Reno smiling in satisfaction. Suz and I are very much in love with each other.

Chico disagreed. Bull Shit Mando I find that hard to believe , Reno or whatever the hell you are calling yourself now!

Suzanne loves me so much that we are having a child together again! Reno smiled in satisfaction

Chico stopped as he thought about what Reno said to him turning his head he curiously looked at him, You two are what?

You mean to tell me she is pregnant?..With your Child? Stunned Chico then remembered making love to her when he first escaped from the jail also. Mando, there is something you should know. Chico concerned approached him.

What Chico Reno sighed wondering what he had to say about her pregnancy through him.

When you supposedly died and after my arrest. I had escaped from jail hiding in your apartment thinking no one would be there.

Yeah So. Reno answered.

Suzanne showed up one day at your apartment not expecting me to be in your apartment.

Well, Suzanne was so hurt from your supposed death and me being apart of it, that I kind of talked her into . Chico cautiously

looked at Reno.

Having sex?! Shocked at what Chico had said Reno angrily said as he tried so hard to keep from slugging Chico. Oh no you didnt Chico. Tell me this isnt true!

You mean to tell me that you could be the father? Reno disgusted couldnt believe it. Oh no you dont Chico. Your not going to pull that crap on me believing that this child she is carrying is yours and not mine!

Reno tried to keep his cool in front of Chico yet angrily making his point. Damn it Chico I love her! I know Suzanne loves me!

That Child she is carrying has got to be mine!

Destinys forbidden desire 12

Suzanne struggled now fearing Mandos reaction to her pregnancy.

Mando if this is true that you are alive. All I ask is forgiveness regarding Renos baby Im carrying. What Reno and I had together was an act of love.

Reno walked in noticing Suzanne quiet. Knowing that she was hurting he wanted to help her but feared her reaction to his true identity. Mi Corazon, please may I be of some assistance

Suzanne smiled yet concerned knowing that Reno was here with her. Reno, Im afraid I have let Ed down.

Lightly brushing against her hair back Reno tried to comfort her. Suzanne troubled tried to control her emotions I feel I have let everyone down.

Por favor, por favor Suzanne. Embracing her Reno gently kissed her. You have not let anyone down Reno gently rubbed her back as he continued to embrace her.

Struggling as she thought of her pregnancy with him and Eds disappointment . maybe I should go away for a while

Reno feared what Suzanne had in mind, Go away? Miss Suzanne Why? Up and leaving Suzanne is not the answer

Suzanne thought about what Reno said. Looking into Renos eyes She agreed, Your right Reno, Im sorry, I didnt realize what I was thinking Suzanne rose up I almost left Los Angeles then my daughters father proposed to me shortly after he was sent to Puerto Rico by his father through my diseased husband Looking over towards Reno she again confessed her love for him, Reno you cant understand what Im going through. Ive lost someone I have loved dearly by a jealous man

Reno rose up embracing Suzanne. Mi amore Ive lost someone very dear to me also Reno tried to keep his cool as he then thought about his daughter Francine that passed away after she was born. Tears streaming down his face he tried to keep from showing his emotions. Yes Suzanne Reno thought, I miss our daughter Francine terribly.

Reno looked at Suzanne as he then began to weep before her, Suzanne I cant take it anymore.

Suzanne showing compassion embraced Reno out of concern. Reno desperately wanted to tell Suzanne his true identity. Suz, If you only could understand why

Suzanne was overwhelmed with compassion as Reno expressed his feelings over his lost loved one. Embracing him as she ran her fingers through his hair she then had a desire for him. Why if I love Reno do I still struggle so much? Suzanne thought, wanting him she began to fear for her feelings for Reno as her most treasured memories of Mando appeared in her mind again.

Reno lead her to the bed room, Follow me mi tamal caliente.

Suzanne gratefully accepted then pulled back, Please Reno. I I dont think I should......I cant

Reno reached out to her curiously. mi tamal caliente

Suzanne, I love you. If you are struggling over your pregnancy my dear there is nothing to worry about .

Suzanne cried as she thought about Eds feelings towards her, Ed, he is very disappointed in me Suzanne cried silently. Maybe I shouldnt even have this baby!

Reno stopped as he held her hand, What? What are you saying Suzanne?

Crying Suzanne looked at him, Reno, I love you, you know that. But with this pregnancy I feel I have betrayed everyone Wiping her eyes she confessed. Although I love them dearly its bad enough I have two children from two different fathers. My children will someday realize that Im some kind of.. Suzanne dropped to floor on her knees as she cried.

Reno saddened knelt down beside her. Suzanne, por favor . I love you with all my heart. I always have.

Suzanne looked at Reno as he spoke to her..

I always will

Shock came upon her as Suzanne then realized the unthinkable, Staring at him she began to realize something.

Mando?

Reaching up Suzanne embraced him, Oh dear God Mando!

Releasing she couldnt realize what she had seen, Why? Why Mando?

Mando continued to embrace her as she released her feelings for him. Mando, why couldnt of you told me. I would of understood.

Mando continued to embrace her as he was relieved to be himself once again.

Please forgive me Suzanne. After Chico beat me up. I had to reinvent myself so I could get away from the cops.

Suzanne leaned her head upon Mandos shoulder. We have to do something! Embracing Mando Suzanne was concerned for her next move. We need to let Chico and Ed know about this.

Mando looked into her eyes and held her,. Im afraid they already know Suz. Well at least Chico is very much aware of it.

Suzanne feared Chicos reaction. Oh God he must be furious!

Mando pulled back away. Suz, he is very upset that I was hiding all this time along with finding something else out you might be aware of.

Suzanne curiously looked at Mando. Aware of what Mando?

Mando motioned to her to towards the chair, Here Suz, please sit down Suzanne concerned looked at Mando, Is there something wrong?

Sighing Mando was leery about approaching the news of her pregnancy to her Chico mentioned to me that after my supposed death he talked you into

Listening to Mando Suzanne realized what Mando was talking about. Oh God no Mando! Is he trying to say that Im carrying his baby?

Holding her stomach Suzanne upset shook nervously over her pregnancy.

Mando, Chico was on the run along with you being dead . I was frightened not only for him but was scared of being alone again.

I felt alone. Suzanne placed her hand upon Mandos .

Mando looked at her. Suz, you cant tell anyone who I really am ok?

Looking at Mando she couldnt understand, But Mando .. Why?

Mando held her trying to comfort her, Suz, I am so sorry to put you through this. I have a feeling the cops might know where I am if I stick around here

Frightened Suzanne feared being alone again , Mando, what are you saying? Are you leaving Leaving me .. Leaving our baby? Crying she held her head in shame.

Please Suzanne, I have to realize now that this baby could not be mine? Rising up Mando eagerly gathered a few items.

Mando what are you doing? Suzanne watched as Mando stuffed clothes in a duffle bag.

Im going away for a while till this blows over Mando quickly zipped up his duffle bag.

Rising up Suzanne embraced Mando. Please Mando before you goCould we?

Mando held her hand as he smiled indicating her answer.

Say no more

Quietly Mando lead her to the bed room .

Chico couldnt it take anymore that Suzanne was unaware of Mandos other identity.

She needs to at least now the truth Chico quickly finished his work then decided to see her to discuss his inquiry. if I could just reason with her just might understand why

Arriving to Mandos apartment Chico knocked on the door. Waiting for a response Chico leaned against the door to hear if anyone was home. Grasping a hold of the door Chico then realized it was unlocked.

Someone has to be home if the door is open Chico quietly opened the door looking around the apartment. Not noticing any breaking in Chico quietly looked further into the apartment.

Chico walked over looking over towards one of the bedrooms. Ah geez, I should of known. He would sweet talk her into that again and shed fall for it

Mando looked over Suzannes shoulder after having an odd feeling that someone was in his apartment.

Jesus. I see I need to change the lock on the door .

Suzanne involved with Mando turned around noticing Chico leaning on the door way. Stunned to see Chico. Suzanne quickly covered herself.

Disgusted Chico questioned her Whats the matter Suz? Am I not good enough for you anymore?

Suzanne released from Mando then put on a robe. I wanted to spend time with Mando Chico.

Chico approached Mando Oh so you finally confessed huh?

Mando rose out of bed as grabbed a pair of slacks he had near by the bed, Chico I just felt I had too. Ive put her through so much lately. We wanted to spend some time together before I split

Chico couldnt make Mando out. Split? Where are you going?

Chico now that the cops know Im alive youll possibly have a lesser charge. If the cops find me they will keep me in jail for life!

Chico listened to Mandos reasons. But if the cops find you on the run. Youll be in more trouble. Possibly the death penalty after trying to kill her Chico disagreed

Mando saddened realized his past , understand perfectly Chico

Suzanne watched as the two men she loved argued over there future and there freedom.

Chico, Im leaving with Mando. With the baby coming I cant bear to be alone with my other two children

Shocked Chico approached her.

Suzanne I have a part in my daughters life too remember? Chico walked up closer grasping her arms. What if this child your carrying is mine?

Crying Suzanne closed her eyes , remembering Chicos anger awaiting Edinas paternity test.

Suzanne pulled away releasing from Chicos grip. I wish I was never pregnant with this damn baby!

Looking over towards Mando Suzanne placed her hand upon his chin, I wish Mando you were really Reno, Then I could of actually started a new life with someone new possibly somewhere else too

Mando embraced her, Remember Suz, With me being on the run now that the cops know that I am alive, we can still do that. I can always remain Reno, for the sake of all of us

Suzanne shied away, I dont know anymore. Placing her hand on Mandos chin she embraced him, Mando what we had together in Cocoa Beach was out-a -sight.

Overhearing there conversation Chico questioned her.

Cocoa Beach? Chico said as he angrily looked at her, Suzanne. When did this all take place?

Chico angrily approached her grasping her arms tightly, When Suzanne. When did you go away without telling me?

Chico. please Fearing Chicos anger Suzanne shied away.

Suzanne, I thought you loved me? Chico said as he angrily looked at her.

Chico I do love you as well as Mando. You have to understand. I thought Mando was dead. You even thought he was dead.

After your arrest and realizing you had a part of Mandos supposed murder I was hurt, I wanted absolutely nothing to do with you.

When Mando came back as Reno. I was in need of someone. Reno, Mando was here. He fulfilled my needs

Oh.. I see huh? Chico sarcastically answered. Like you needed to get pregnant again!

Chico, this pregnancy. I did not plan this

Que mireda! Chico angrily said. Youve had it all planned ever since youve set foot on this damn city

Concerned Mando approached Suzanne wondering if Chicos accusations towards her were true. Suz. I love you and everything, but is what Chico trying to say about you. true?

Stunned Suzanne looked at Mando. Oh my God Mando No!

I love each of you! Suzanne wiped her eyes, You two are beginning to sound like Ed

Chico as well as Mando confused questioned her, What? What did Ed say to you?

Chico, I talked to Ed about the baby and it possibly being who I thought was Renos. He was very upset with me. Very disappointed in fact Suzanne cried.

Well can you blame him? Ed has been like a father to you Suzanne. He has been through so much lately all because of you.

Suzanne rose up. I wish I was never pregnant with this damn baby! Upset Suzanne ran out of the room crying as she struggled with her current situation.

Worried Mando looked over towards Suzanne as well as Chico concerned, You dont think she meant that do you?

Chico sighed. God Mando, I dont know what to believe anymore. I mean She has a child by both of us. Go figure

Yeah I know that Chico, but she seems so upset Mando began to fear Suzannes feelings.

Chico thought about his own feelings towards Suzanne.

Mando, I hate to say this but, I believe she just wanted to trap you or this Reno character you were going by.

Are you saying shes not pregnant? Mando struggled to make out Chicos reaction .

You know she loves Edina and Francisco. If she was really pregnant. I dont think she would have said that she now doesnt want the baby

Mando thought it over as he tried to realize what Suzanne was trying to do. Mando concerned looked over towards her direction, So she did try to trap me

Man Chico. I just dont think she would try to do something like this?

Chico agreed. I know Mando, Maybe she was so upset with losing you and then my jail sentence she was scared of raising her children all by herself.

Mando understood.

With you being such a sweet talker Mando, I bet with you laying in that Latin charm on her she would of done anything you wanted

I just hope she doesnt up and leave when she

realizes we know that she might not even be pregnant

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Destiny's forbidden desire 13

Suzanne headed towards the garage upset Looking for Ed and her children.

Ed? Edina? Suzanne hurriedly looked throughout the garage. As Ed came out of his office holding Francisco and Edina.

Thank you Ed for watching my children. Suzanne took hold of Francisco from Ed.

Suzanne holding Francisco became dizzy. Oh dear Suzanne struggled to stand still. Ed worried over her as he grasped hold her son.

Suzanne are you ok? Ed concerned

Yeah Ed. I think its the pregnancy really Ill be fine thank you. Ed motioned to her to sit down as Mando and Chico walked out of the office noticing Suzanne.

Whats wrong? Chico asked as Mando followed concerned sat next to Suzanne embracing her. Suz, are you ok?

Rubbing her eyes Suzanne looked at Mando then Chico, Its morning sickness . Really Ill be ok

Maybe we should make an appointment for you to be sure Mando gently brushed her hair back as Chico gently embraced her hand.

Rising off the couch Chico quickly ran to the payphone calling for a doctor.

Please Chico, that wont be necessary , your making a big deal out of nothing

Hurrying back Chico sat next to her. You can get in this afternoon at the clinic Chico concerned.

Suzanne became frightened. My baby Chico and Mando concerned became worried now realizing her pregnancy was real.

Forget the clinicChico lets head to the hospital Mando looked over towards Chico as he embraced Suzanne.

Come on Suz. Ill drive you to the hospital. Mando helped her up as Chico followed.

Suzanne Chico and Mando arrived at the hospital. Checking In Suzanne was taken in at a room for observation and a physical.

Chico and Mando watched as Suzanne was wheeled into the examination room.

Mando walked closer towards her room trying to see what was going on with Suzanne. Is she ok? Chico concerned try to see over to the room she was in.

Nurses came back in her room wheeling in a tray of instruments.

Mando watched as he nudged Chico to there direction. What the hell is going on?

Fearing the worst Chico rushed over towards Suzannes examination room as Mando followed..

Two nurse rushed over towards them. You cant come in there The patient and Doctor has requested that you do not come inside.

Chico and Mando looked at each other then towards the examination room. What?

Why cant we see her? Mando questioned the nurse.

What is happening with her that we can not be a part of it or any assistance to her? Chico questioned the nurse.

Sighing The nurse lead Chico and Mando just outside of Suzannes examination room. Suzanne has requested that she does not want this baby

What? They both said trying to push themselves forward as nurse held them back.

You mean she is having an abortion? Chico panicked as he paced back and forth beside her room. Que merida .

Mando struggled with Suzannes decision Please. Please, Can I see her before she has this procedure? Mandos emotions got the best of him as he continued to speak. Por favor

The nurse leaned inside the room motioning to the physician to come out of the room. Doctor I need to see you please.

The doctor looked at the nurse just as he was going to perform the surgery.

One moment Suzanne, Then Ill be right with you The doctor left the room.

Chico and Mando rushed inside towards Suzanne. Que merida Suzanne.

Suzanne looked up seeing Chico and Mando rushed to her.

What the hell are you two doing here? I told the Doctor and the nurse I didnt want either of you in here! Leaning up towards them closer Suzanne said through her tears trying to push them away.

Mando concerned held her back as Suzanne leaned forward closer trying to push them away from her. What is the meaning of this Suzanne?

How could you think of wanting to stop this pregnancy? Mando angrily said. You know I would do anything for this child!

Suzanne cried as Mando confronted her. What are you going to do if this damn baby is Chicos? Wiping her tears she questioned him. Are you going to harm the baby like you tried to do with me with those damn drugs?

Mando tightly gripped her arms not wanting to let go. Damn it Suz, I love you I care for you as well as Francisco! Mando grasped upon the gurney trying to reason with her.

Chico sighed as he heard them argue. Come on Suz, that was all in the past. You needWe all need you to think about the babys future right now.

Suzanne wiped her eyes crying looked up at the both of them.

Screw you all! Suzanne shouted. if you loved me, you, Mando could of found a better way to show it then try to drug me and think I was hallucinating. Mando shyly backed away as Suzanne reminded him of his actions towards her.

Chico looked at Mando in disgust then disappointment.

And you Chico Suzanne grabbed his arm to get his attention. I cant believe you actually tried to really hurt Mando enough

to try to kill him!

Chico looked straight into her eyes, But Suzanne

Suzanne continued to cry. God damn it Chico. I loved you.

Chico stared at Suzanne as her emotions began to sink inside him.

You mean.. we, arent .. Chico desperately tried to control his anger .You dont love me anymore? Sighing Chico tried to not get upset in front of her and Mando.

Chico at one time I did love you. In my heart there is a place that still yearns for you. But you have to realize. Mando and I are still married. I know how deeply hurt you were when Mando and I were married in Puerto Rico.

Suzanneplease. Remembering there wedding Chico backed away. I realize you two were meant to be together. Chico quietly said.

Suzanne confused looked at Chico. If Mando and I were meant to be together then why did you make a move on me at Mandos apartment?

Suzanne Im sorry. Seeing you after my escape from jail just made it all worth the effort of wanting to make love to you.

Inhaling deeply Suzanne remembered there intimacy together.

But Chico. I had just lost.. Or I thought I had just lost Mando.. You noticed how his death effected me. You knew how much he meant to me! Suzanne cried.

Chico went up to embrace her as Mando stopped him. Please Chico.. Let me comfort her. She is under so much stress right now Upset Suzanne embraced Mando as she cried on his shoulder.

Chico began to worry over her as he watched Suzanne embrace Mando.

Suzanne Im so sorry Chico said through his tears.

Suzanne looked over Mandos shoulder. Arent you supposed to be engaged to Sharon?

Looking at Suzanne Chico then sighed as a reality check set in regarding his relationship with Sharon.

Chico backed away Im leaving Im going to find Sharon..

Disappointed as he struggled with his mixed emotions with Suzanne and now Sharon. Chico left to go find her.

Chico hurried back to the garage. Dialing the number to the Sharon He waited for her to answer.

Ed casually walked down stairs. Whats up Chico? You seem edgy?

Chico paced around the pay phone waiting for Sharon to pick up. Covering the receiver he answered him. Ed, Im calling Sharon I have to talk to her. I fear she is thinking Im going back to Suzanne

Ed rushed over to the payphone quickly disconnecting his call.

Ed! Chico angrily slammed the receiver to the phone. What are you doing?

Dragging Chico into his office Ed quickly closed the door behind him. We need to talk about this Rodriguez! Sit down! Ed pointed to the chair next to his desk. Chico looked at him confused as he casually sat down on the chair.

Reaching over towards the calendar he lifted it up as he leaned over retrieving a bottle hidden inside the wall.

Listen Chico. Sharon tells me that she thinks that you and her are no more of an item since Suzannes stay at the hospital.

I will not let anyone hurt her like that Rodriguez, especially you. Youve made a commitment to her and suggest that you stick to it!

Chico lowered his head in agreeing with Ed regarding Sharon yet still struggled for Suzanne.

Ed took a shot thinking of his relationship with Chico. I never thought Id live to see the day that I would now be related to you people

What am I not good enough for you ? Cmon Ed Ive shown you how responsible I am.

Yeah, yeah , yeah Chico weve been through this before.. ..I know. You got Suzanne pregnant you have a daughter

Do I have to remind you again who is raising her? Ed took a shot.

Yes Ed I realize that. Damnt Ed if I could Id take her to court for full custody of Edina

Full custody? Where are you going to get that kind of Money? Ed questioned him..

Chico thought it over as he thought about his finances. ay carray

Looking up he had an idea. Ed Ill be right back

Where are you going Chico? Ed followed him.

I may have a way to get the funds Chico smiled rushing over to the pay phone. Chico dialed a number as Ed looked on.

How on earth are you going to get that kind of money? Ed asked.

Chico turned his back at Ed as he casually glanced back at him. Speaking in Spanish Chico continued his conversation. Hanging up Chico smiled as he walked by Ed.

Looking at Chico confused he stopped him on his tracks. What are you up to Rodriguez?

Looking back at Ed he answered him. Ed. I just spoke to my father. He is sending me his lawyer to help me get custody of Edina. Im sorry Ed , Edina is my daughter and Ill be damned if Im going to lose her.

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Suzanne struggled as she reflected on her memories of Chico and Mando. Looking up at the ceiling She hoped for some sort of answer. Why? God knows I love Mando and Chico. But why this pregnancy?

Suzanne feared what was going to lye ahead in her future. Gripping her hair from her forehead she wished this was a bad dream. Why couldnt this be one of those stupid visions I was having earlier?

Nurses came inside her room to monitor her fluid intake from her IV. Suzanne watched as One injected a needle in her fluid. This will help you and your baby from the discomfort Suzanne.

Suzanne laid back as she wished she could turn back time. I wish I had never been here from the very beginning.

Slowly giving into the medication Suzanne drifted into a relaxed state.

Events from her past had begun to appear before her.

Her arrival in L A - Her knowledge of Chicos absence - Mando comfort from her loss -The shooting.

Suzanne began to flinch at the sound of the gun shot that approached her.

Her children being born from the eyes of her son and daughters..

Relaxed Suzanne seemed at ease till her Children Edina, Francine holding hands began to walk away from her.

Whats going on? Suzanne struggled as she began to toss and turn.

Edina! Suzanne cried in her mind as she continued to watch Francine and her walk hand in hand away from Suzanne.

Her daughters continued to walk further and further away. Suzanne feared the loss of her Daughters.

Rising up Suzanne frantically feared her worst nightmare. Oh dear God help me. Ive lost my daughter Francine.. I understand that.. But why is Edina with her?

Nurses monitoring her vitals stopped to calm her down. Maam, you need to settle down and get your rest. gently grasping upon Suzannes shoulders she guided her back placing her head upon her pillow.

Please! Suzanne said, I have to make a phone call. The nurse continued to monitor Suzanne as she marked down on her charts her current readings.

Stopping her recordings The nurse handed Suzanne the phone closer to her.

Quickly dialing the garage Suzanne waited for an answer.

Ed Browns Garage Ed said

Ed! Im so glad youre here. Can I ask you something? Suzanne tried to get herself together.

Yeah sure whats up? By the way how are you feeling? Ed sat down on his desk.

Fine, I hope to be out of here soon, although Ed . Ive had a very horrible thought come over me though

Oh? What is it Suzanne? Are you in any trouble ? Ed asked

Ed Ive had an unusual dream or in this case one of my visions Like I was having earlier Suzanne feared.

Again? I thought that was a result of Mando and those mushrooms Ed seemed confused.

Well Ed I had this weird dream that my daughters Edina and Francine were together before me holding hands. Then all of a sudden they around and walked away from me.

Ed cringed as he remembered Chico telling him that his fathers attorney was going to represent him.

Ed do you happen to understand why I would be having such a dream or vision like this?

Sighing he just couldnt bear to answer her yet he needed to tell her, Ah Suz, Im afraid I have some bad news regarding Chico. He is seeking his fathers attorney to take you to court for full custody of Edina

Suzanne nervously shook as she rose up sitting on her bed, What! Ed. Chico cant do that Edina belongs to me!

Crying she feared her dream she had was coming true. Ed Chico cant do this to me. Edina is my life! Suzanne covered her eyes as her tears began to fall.

Chico carried Edina as she fell asleep upon her fathers lap, Edina mi mija. Pleasant dreams Chico placed Edina in her bed

A knock appeared upon Chicos door.

Hurrying over Chico rushed to see who was at the door.

Papa! Chico gratefully embraced his father. I am very happy that you got here as soon as you could

Releasing Gilberto concerned sat down on the couch motioning Chico to set next to him, Mi hijo, que es la emergencia que implica Edina ( my son who is the emergency that implies Edina?

Chico emotionally looked at his father as he spoke of her leaving with Suzanne and Mando. Papa Chico leaning over towards Gilberto broke down crying on his fathers shoulder.

Mi hijo Gilberto embraced Chico. Francisco, What ever the problem is we will get through this.. Please tell me what has happened

Chico released from his fathers embrace. Papa, Suzanne is leaving with Reno , I mean Mando so they can start a new life together.

Confused Gilberto looked at Chico, Francisco who is this Reno that Suzanne is with?

I thought as we both have witnessed back in Puerto Rico that she married Mando?

Chico wiped his eyes as he breathed in deeply, Papa, This Reno that I have spoken of is Mando back from the dead..

Back from the dead? Francisco. I dont understand? Gilberto tried to piece it all together.

Sighing Chico began to Gilberto about his physical approach towards Mando regarding Suzanne. Father, I had to teach Mando a lesson regarding what he did towards Suzanne. You see papa, Mando has been giving her a type of drug that has been making her hallucinate thinking she was speaking to a spirit. Well he had given her so much it

Chico couldnt focus as he wiped the tears of his eyes. Papa she almost died for real this time.

Placing his hand on his, Gilberto comforted him, Francisco, why? Why did he do such a horrible act if he was married to her?

Sighing Chico remembered approaching Mando about the drugs.

He claimed that even though they were married he still felt that Suzanne still loved me?

Well mijo does she? Gilberto asked.

Papa, Im sure of it Chico struggled to say

Father, I had to get even with Mando to make him feel like how it was to almost die.

Francisco, getting even like that is not the answer.. Gilberto sighed as he thought of his young adolescent days. although I would probably done the same thing

So this is why you want to get full custody of Edina? Because of what he did to her? GIlberto questioned him.

Si papa, when he apparently woke up after I beat him to a pulp, he was hiding out somewhere since he was a aware that was now free from jail.

How did you find out he was back Francisco? Gilberto asked.

Papa, I was hiding out in Mandos apartment thinking no one was there. I heard so noises in the back bed room and found Mando as Reno making out in bed with Suzanne Chico angrily thought of that moment of seeing them together.

In bed together? I wouldnt think she would be willing to do something like that after Mandos supposed death. Wouldnt you think Francisco? Gilberto couldnt understand her actions.

Well papa Mando wasnt the only one in bed with her since his supposed death. Chico feared his fathers response.

Francisco! You mean you had relations with her? Mi hijo no entiendo?

Papa, I couldnt help it . I was hiding out after I broke out of jail.

Just seeing her again. Knowing that Mando was dead gave me all the intention only to be with her.

So you took advantage of her? Disappointed Gilberto struggled to make this all out.

Papa, you dont understand. I love her.. Chico pleaded.

Thats nonsense mi hijo! Gilberto demanded. What about this Sharon that you have written to me frequently about?

If I know Ed well enough he is not happy about this and that you are pushing his daughter Sharon aside

Papa please! Chico pleaded with his father. I need my daughter. Edina is all I have left if Suzanne plans on staying with Mando.

Gilberto turned facing Chico, Si, tu mija Edina Sitting down on the couch Gilberto thought over. Mijo what is going to happen now if you get custody of Edina?

Chico questioned his father, Whats going to happen? I plan on raising her along with Sharon.

Si Francisco, what if Sharon doesnt want any part of this?

any part of this? Chico asked.

What if she realizes the truth Francisco? That your only intentions to take Suzanne to court for custody of Edina is that you can get back into Suzannes life?

Papa, that is not true! I love Sharon. I..I really do! Chico confessed.

Gilberto stood up embracing Chico, Mijo are you sure? In your heart do you really care for Sharon? Or is it still a yearning for Suzanne and her children?

Chico watched his father try to get him to confess his true feelings for Suzanne. Backing away Chico tried to ignore is fathers approach.

Gilberto watched Chico shy away from him.

Francisco, so it is true. You havent gotten over Suzanne Gilberto confessed.

Please papa my life now is with Sharon. That is, if shell take me back

What makes you think she will Francisco? Gilberto asked.

She has to papa, besides Ed has already threatened me to get us back together.

Gilberto struggled to piece everything together. Mijo what I dont understand throughout this conversation is that why were you in jail?

Papa when I beat the shit out of Mando for harming Suzanne. I slugged him so much he ended up passing out on the side of the road. Chico looked straight at his father.

Gilberto looked back at him sternly, Go on.

Well Papa when I arrived back at the garage I was more relieved now that I taught Mando a lesson. Later that day two cops pulled into the garage wanting to arrest me for Mandos murder

Gilberto stunned sighed as he listened to his sons confession. Francisco, why so much anger in your life all of the sudden. I just cant imagine

I suspect that you are cleared from these charges and released from Jail now that Mando is alive. GIlberto asked.

No papa Im still on the run because Mando is still claiming himself as Reno to protect his own ass

Jesus Christ Chico Gilberto whispered. If the two of you get caught then Suzanne is stuck with two children to raise all by herself

Dreading the thought Chico had to tell his father of her pregnancy,

Papa Suzanne is pregnant again

Again? Gilberto looked stunned at Chico. She needs to be careful about herself along with who she is having relations with.

Feeling guilty about Suzannes pregnancy Chico agreed with his father.

She claims the baby is Renos .. or Mandos. But I beg to differ Papa. I believe that baby could be mine

Gilberto thought it over, Mijo you are going to have quite a mess on your hands with wanting custody of Edina and claiming that this baby Suzanne is now carrying is yours

Chico held his father arm, Por favor papa, dont think any less of me

Sighing Gilberto remembered meeting Chicos daughter for the first time.

I have grown fond of your daughter Edina Louise, Francisco. If it means that much for you to have full custody of Edina then I will assist in helping out. But please let Suzanne and Mando if they

are really meant to be together. Please Chico, for the sake of the children, let Suzanne and Mando continue on with there lives

Together Gilberto and Chico discussed there plans on how to approach Suzanne regarding permanent and full custody of Edina.

Francisco, my lawyer will arrive here tomorrow morning till then we can make arrangements for Edina to spend time with you more without Suzannes knowledge of your custody request.

Do you think there is a chance that this could happen.That I could win this custody battle? Chico pleaded.

Gilberto feared as he remembered Chicos past history as a juvenile delinquent.

Oh dios muy Chico With your past history along with you escaping jail. Just pray that the courts have sympathy over you.

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Awaiting the morning Chico rose up early anticipating his father Lawyer. God, just once let me show the authorities that I am a responsible parent

Chico headed over to the mens room to quickly shower so he wouldnt be late with his meeting.

Pulling inside Gilberto and his attorney met with Chico at his apartment.

Francisco! Gilberto yelled as he and his attorney got of his car.

Finishing his shower Chico opened the finding his father with his attorney. The apartment is open Papa, Ill be right out Chico quickly closed the mens room as he finished getting ready.

Gilberto along with his attorney walked inside Chicos apartment waiting for Chico.

Chico rushed inside dripping wet from his shower, Towel over his head he indicted that he would be right with them.

Francisco! Gilberto eagerly spoke. my attorney has drawn up our plans to take legal action against Suzanne.

Listening in Chico somehow couldnt accept the fact that he was taking her to court. Sighing he opened the drawer to retrieve a good clean shirt for his fathers attorney. Reaching down inside the dresser drawer he stumbled upon the framed pictures of Suzanne and her children together. Oh God Suz.

Looking over the picture Chico lightly brushed his fingers over Suzanne and her daughter Edina. Reflecting back the time they first met, there intimacy in the fields in Puerto Rico. Chico wiped his eyes as his heart ached for her once again. Damnt Suz, why does it have to be like this?

Sighing he placed the framed picture back inside his drawer. Sitting down on his bed he struggled with his feelings again. What am I going to do? Chico rose up off his bed pacing beside it. Sighing Chico kept looking at the dresser drawer where her picture was placed. Becoming bitter Chico rushed over quickly opening the dresser retrieving a framed photo.

Grasping upon the frame tightly Chico enraged spoke of her. Cuero! Angrily Chico took the picture out of the frame ripping Suzanne out of the picture. No esres nada mas que un cuero!

Gilberto stunned over Chicos anger confronted him privately, hijo, por favor, I know your angry with Suzanne. But you must not let your emotions get the best of you when we pursue custody.

Suzanne laid on her bed, struggling to comprehend Chicos desire to take her to court. Please, God let this all be a bad dream Suzanne crouched over towards the bed table as she imagined a life without her daughter.

Hearing the door open beside her bed, Suzanne looked over finding a gentlemen approach her.

Ms. Suzanne? said the gentlemen before her.

Yes? I am Suzanne? fearing the worst.

I am representing Francisco Rodriguez. Im here to serve you papers Chicos attorney handed the papers to her.

Serve me? What is going on? Looking at the his attorney then towards the thick document.

Ms, Suzanne.. Youre former partner whom youve had relations with is taking you to court for full custody of your Daughter Edina Louise Rodriguez.

Crying all Suzanne could do is think of the reality of what Ed had mentioned to her on the phone. Oh My God Suzanne cried. This nightmare has become a reality

Suzanne struggled as she sat there alone. God, why is this happening? Shaking from emotion Suzanne struggled to reason with her battle with Chico.

I had no idea my life would come to this. Coming here to L A on a businesses trip and end up having two adorable children. Looking up Suzanne tried to accept what God has given her. Why is this happening to me? Wiping her eyes she couldnt understand, I love my children Father, cant you realize that?

I never meant to get pregnant again Father, really? I love my children, I know they love me. Sighing Suzanne recalled the day at the cemetery when Francisco spoke of his father. That was a day Ill never forget and now that Franciscos father is alive, we can be a family again.

Suzanne covered her face fearing her court date. Thoughts of Mando as Reno appeared in her mind as she tried to settle down. I wish you were for real Reno, we could take my children and start a new life.

If it wasnt for this damn court case of Chicos and me being in the hospital we, if you were really Reno instead of Mando . We could of gone on with our lives

Suzannes door opened as Mando walked in quietly. Looking up happily to see him, Suzanne began to speak. Mando, God Chicos taking me to court for full custody of Edina.

Saddened Mando embraced her. Suz, Im so sorry. I over heard your conversation as I was about to enter in your room. Suzanne tightly embraced him not wanting to let go. Why Mando , why is he doing this?

Feeling her embrace Mando struggled also. Suz, I dont know what all brought this on.

Mando kept looking over his shoulder, Suz, Im sorry I have to lay low for a while. If the cops find me and catch me I may never get any chance for parole. Mando tearfully looked at her, Suz, Ive been away to long from our Son. If I get caught and end up in prison. I dont think I could bear with the thought of never seeing our son again

Suzanne cried on Mandos shoulder, Oh God Mando, seeing you in jail was bad enough. Sighing Suzanne released looking up at Mando. Where are you going to go?

Gently kissing her forehead, Mando thought it over. Im going back to Tijuana Suz. I was able to make good money the last time I was there. I contacted some people I have made connections with to see about some work. Gently rubbing her back Mando seemed to calm Suzanne down. When I make enough money Ill send you some whenever I can. To help support our son and your baby coming

Suzanne embraced Mando as she held her head upon his chest. Mando. When are you leaving?

Kissing her he released as he emotionally spoke. Suz, Ill be leaving tonight as soon as it gets dark.

Mando please You have to find a different way out of this Suzanne cried.

Please get me out of here. I want to take my Children and go with you

But Suz, your already in trouble with Chico regarding your daughter

I dont care, Hell have to chase me Suzanne cried.

Suz, please. If the cops find you missing with your children and realize you were hiding with me. You will have your children taken away from you.

Crying Suzanne feared the loss of her children. Mando please, Help me out of here. If I cant be with you, then I will take my children back home with me where Im from.

Mando held her looking straight at her. Suz, your not thinking straight. Besides we will be too far away from each other, as well as Ed and Chico.

Suzanne determined looked at Mando, Come with me then. We can start all over at my hometown,

Mando embraced her gently relaxing her. Thinking it over he made a decision. Are you sure this is what you want? To go back to your hometown?

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Mando thought about Suzannes idea. Merrida, if she goes she will be safe from all the stress around her. If I go , I could start a new life for sure. The cops will notice us missing and consider me a fugitive. Looking over towards Suzanne Mando watched on as she finally fell asleep. Leaning over the bed rail Mando kissed her as he struggled with his decision. Chico will never forgive me for this up and leaving with Suzanne along with her kids. Especially Edina, his very own daughter

Why does this have to happen? Mando struggled as he brushed the hair away from her eyes. Suz, mi deseos del corazon

I know how badly you love your children Suzanne but why do you think running away with your children is going to help?

Turning her head as she heard Mando speak Suzanne slowly opened her eyes. Mando smiled as he noticed she was alert. Mi tamal caliente Mando grinned as she smiled towards him. Mando, I know that greeting.

Smiling Mando blushed as he knew her response. Leaning over Mando kissed her passionately as She embraced him. Suz the Doctors are indicating that you are going home.

Suzanne smiled upon the news of her departure of the hospital. Looking back at the window on the door Mando looked out for any unusual company. Suz, please understand I have to split for a while till this blows over

Sighing Suzanne struggled to accept his leavening again. Are you still planning to go to TJ?

Embracing her he dreaded to respond. Yeah Suz, I plan to be back soon. Im hoping if the cops corner Chico that he will at least tell them the truth and we both could get a lesser charge instead of a long jail sentence.

Suzanne rested her head upon Mandos shoulder as she began to cry. Why does it have to be like this Mando?

Gently rubbing her back Mando comforted her. Shh, Suz, This is not good for your baby. Regardless who the father is Suzanne. I want you to have a safe pregnancy.

Mando gently released his embrace from her looking into her eyes.

Always remember I love you Suz, regardless what happens to me

Suzanne extended her hand as he held hers. Adios mi tamal caliente Mando looked over the window of her door carefully easing his way out.

As the door to her room slowly closed Suzanne watched Mando walk out of her life once again. Hoping just once that he will make it through this till the cops ease up on him and Chico. Mi deseos del corazon Suzanne whispered.

A few minutes later a nurse came wheeling a chair for Suzanne. Well Mss Suzanne, You are free to go. Let me help you up and get you ready for you dismissal

Suzanne rose out of bed as she was then lead to the adjoining room to freshen up.

Will you be driven home by someone maam? asked the nurse assisting her.

No maam I will be needing a cab. Suzanne responded as she finished getting ready.

The nurse called a local cab company and gave directions to the hospital for Suzanne.

Suzanne was then taken to the admissions desk to sign her release papers.

Arriving at the lobby a man was there asking for her. Miss Suzanne?

Suzanne looked up as she was then helped out of her chair. I have instructions to take to your residence maam

Suzanne then followed the driver to the cab. Where to miss?

Giving directions to the cab driver Suzanne headed back to Mandos apartment.

The cab made an abrupt stop quickly arriving towards Mandos apartment.

Thanks! Suzanne smiled as she gave the driver his fare.

Smiling Suzanne was glad to be in a familiar place. Walking over towards Mandos door found a note stating that her children were over at Eds.

Sighing Suzanne breathed a sigh of relief knowing her children where in good hands. Ed has been so good to Edina and Francisco.

Suzanne grabbed her keys as she quietly opened the door. Noticing the familiar surroundings of Mandos apartment Suzanne felt at eased now that she was home.

Sitting down on the couch Suzanne remembered how much Chico and Mando were taking care of her during her reactions to the illegal drugs that were given to her. Why is this coming back to me?

Suzanne rubbed her eyes struggling to make sense of her flash back. Releasing Suzanne forgave both Mando and Chico. For there past encounters towards each other and towards her. I know all of this madness was meant for a reason Thinking it over Suzanne looked over the hall way noticing a silhouette.

Fearing someone was in the apartment Suzanne frantically hurried over to the kitchenette grabbing a heavy object and headed over towards the silhouette. Carefully Suzanne walked over to see what was the figure before her.

Fearing the worst Suzanne prepared to aim at the figure incase it struck first.

Suddenly the figure moved forward as Suzanne was ready to hit her target until she was held back by the figure holding her wrist.

Ahh Suzanne screamed as she was then muffled by the hand that kept her from defending herself.

Shhh, Keep it down. I dont want anyone knowing Im here Said the voice.

Chico? Suzanne frightened shook with fear yet started to calm knowing who was here. What are you doing here?

Shh, Suzanne. I dont want anyone to know Im here Chico tightly cover Suzannes mouth as she squirmed around.

Suzanne tired to look up at Chico as he still had a tight grip on her.

Suddenly the apartment door quickly opened up finding Mando angrily looking at Chico, Get your hands off her!

What? Chico looked over towards the opened door finding Mando approach him.

Suzanne looked at Mando at the corner of her eye. Gasping she was surprised and glad to see him. Mando!

Suz, Im so sorry I just couldnt leave without you. Mando rushed over embracing her. Chico stood there watching as she continued to embrace Mando.

Kissing her Mando sighed as he smelled her fragrance from her hair.

Emotionally Mando confessed to her. Suz, I hate being on the run like this.

Crying Suzanne agreed along with him, I know Mando. What are we going to do?

Were leaving! Chico said.

Embracing Suzanne , Mando looked over towards Chico, What?

You ,Suzanne and me are going to split! Chico confronted.

Where are we all going? Suzanne asked.

Suzanne your heading back home and were going with you

Looking up at Chico Suzanne gave him her response, Chico once my family finds out that I have two kids by you two prior to my marriage to Mando. Theyll never want any part of me!

You mean they have no idea that you have kids?

Chico hurried over to his apartment gathering Edina and her belongings as well as clothing and necessities for himself.

Getting ready to leave he quickly grabbed a piece of paper writing Ed a note.

Dear Ed, Im sorry for leaving in such short notice but Mando, Suzanne, her children and I feel it is best if we lay low for a while. If you must know Ed. We are heading towards Suzannes family out east. I will keep in touch with you . Please remember I, as well as Suzanne, Mando and her children love you dearly.

Love,
Chico

Placing the note on Eds office door Chico carefully turned around facing the very spot that Ed first confronted him when was a young kid looking for work. Im sorry old man, but it is for our own good

Sighing Chico looked up over towards Eds residence. Emotionally Chico said good bye. Good bye old man. I hope to see you once again

chapter 15

The door to Eds residence swung open as Ed Casually made his way down stairs. Sighing he thought about another day of work ahead of him.

Approaching the bottom steps Ed noticed how quiet the garage was. hmm, he must of overslept this morning? Ed casually headed over towards the work bench gathering his tools.

Still noticing the quietness of the garage Ed began to wonder what Chico was up too. I better go wake that kid up.

Ed walked over towards Chicos apartment. Come on Chico your late for work!!

Ed stopped knocking on the door waiting a response from Chico.

Curiously Ed leaned against the door to Chicos apartment trying to hear if Chicos was inside.

Chico! Ah, whats the use! Ed grumpily headed over towards his office. Kids these days.. There driving me incognito

Grabbing the door knob to his office Ed step on a envelope underneath the door.

Whats this all about? Ed grumpily picked up the sealed enveloped and began to open it.

Dear Ed, Im sorry for leaving in such short notice but Mando, Suzanne and her children and I feel it is best if we lay low for a while. If you must know Ed. We are heading towards Suzannes family out east. I will keep in touch you . Please remember I, as well as Suzanne, Mando and her children love you dearly.

Love,
Chico

Oh dear God he left! Disappointed Ed sighed wondering what kind of trouble Chico, Suzanne and Mando were getting themselves into.

Looking up Ed pleaded to God. Hey ah.. God, keep those kids safe ok. At least For the sake of Edina Louise and Francisco. Keep Chico, Mando and Suzanne away from any trouble out there

Mando helped gather Edina and Francisco as Suzanne and Chico finished packing the car.

Where are we going Uncle Mando? Edina ask.

Smiling Francisco looked over towards Edina who was being fastened in her car seat. Daddy! Mando looked over towards Francisco shocked to hear him speak. Smiling Mando adjusted His seat covering him up.

Coming up from behind Mando Suzanne placed a few toys for the children inside the car for the long ride.

Noticing Mando quiet and watching his son Suzanne became concerned.

Putting her arm around him Suzanne embraced him. Mando are you ok?

Smiling Mando hugged her, Hearing our son speak suzanne is such a blessing

Emotionally Suzanne embraced him, Mando He spoke of you for the first time at the cemetery when I thought you died. I thought it was so emotional because I was saddened that you would never hear him speak or grow up to be a hombre guapo such as yourself.

Mando released from her as he wiped his eyes.

Chico closed the trunk of the car. Well were all set. Lets go!

Suzanne sat in the back with her children while Mando and Chico were in front.

Well, Since it is still dusk out well have a good chance of getting out of here with out making a scene.

Suzanne looked back near the neighborhood where the garage was located as they drove by. Oh God Chico, Are you sure this is what you want to do? Tears ran her face as well did Chicos. Sighing he made his decision for good. Yes Suzanne, it is for own good.

Suzanne leaned forward getting Chico and Mandos attention. Ed is going to be crushed. Shouldnt we at least say good bye to him?

Leaning her head down upon the drivers seat Suzanne cried upon leaving Ed out her life. Chico looked at his rearview mirror as he witness Suzannes sadness over missing Ed. Placing his hand upon her head he gave in and pulled inside the alley.

Come on! If we hurry we can at least get outta here before the morning traffic picks up

Suzanne carried Francisco as Chico helped Edina out of the car. Mando quietly lead everyone into the garage.

One by one they quietly walked in noticing Ed still standing at the very spot where he first encountered Chico.

Ed Suzanne cried as she anxiously rushed to embrace him. Ed, Im so sorry.

Ed sadly embraced her. Suz, you dont know how glad I am to be able to at least say good bye to you and your children

Releasing from Suzanne Ed lowered to hug Edina and Francisco.

Good Bye Edina, Youre a chip off your fathers block. Listen little lady. Due me a favor

Edina looked up at Ed. What is it Papa Ed?

Ed smiled and embraced her, Dont start hot wiring anything till your at least your fathers age. Ok? Smiling Ed gently brushed the top of her head as he winked at her.

Edina smiled, You got it Papa Ed

Sighing Ed released from Edina then Said good bye to Francisco. You however young man. Stay the way you are! Unique and just like your old man

Francisco looked at Ed smiling, Bu-bye Papa Ed!

Ed smiled hearing him speak. Thats my boy!

Ed sadly gathered everyone near him. I hope to see you all once again real soon

Chico leaned his head against Eds shoulder. Damnt Ed. Im sorry, but it has to be this way.

Just stay safe and be careful. Ill manage without you. I did it before you came here. I can do it again. Ed tearfully said.

Chico continued to embrace Ed as Mando reluctantly approached them. Please forgive me Ed, Chico. But It is best we get a move on before the police start to question us again.

With those words Chico released from Ed as he wiped the tears from his eyes. Good Bye Ed Chico barely spoke embracing Eds arm. Quietly Chico released then quickly went inside Mandos car.

Turning his back looking through the rearview window Chico sadly looked at Ed as Mando drove out of the garage entrance heading out of the alley. Trust me Ed. Ill be back again some day. I love you to much to ever leave you.

Slowly backing out of the garage. Ed watched as Chico, Mando, Suzanne and her children left the garage possibly for good.

Ed sighed as he still watched Mandos car go further and further away from the garage. Walking back inside Ed wandered slowly stopping by the mail box. Retrieving his mail He carelessly ripped them up tossing them on the ground.

Smiling Louie walked carrying a garbage can. Morning Ed!

Ignoring Louie Ed waved him off as he walked into his office.

Why Ed, whats the matter? The day not miserable enough for you?

Miserable? Ed said. Why Louie I should be happy. Chico Suzanne and Mando decided to all split!

You mean they left? Where did they go Ed? Louie shook his in disbelief.

Ed leaned over closer to Louise quietly speaking. There heading over to Suzannes family out east.

Why Ed that is terrible! What if you never see them again. Louie was in tears.

Ah Louie who needs them. Chico was always in my hair any ways

Louie looked at Ed as he took off the hat on Eds head. Yeah and What Ive seen you have very little of it.

Mando continued on there journey towards Suzannes hometown. Pulling over to the shoulder Mando gently nudged Chico, Hey amigo, Why dont you and Suzanne switch places so you can stretch out in the back seat with the kids

Chico yawned as he stretched his arms out. Looking at the rearview mirror indicated to Mando that was a good idea.

Suzanne and Chico quickly switch places without disturbing her children who sound a sleep.

Chico who sat opposite of Francisco gently leaned back while his daughter leaned over resting upon her father.

Smiling Suzanne quietly adjusted Franciscos blanket and covered Edina. They all look so peaceful together Suzanne quietly said to Mando.

Looking around her surroundings Suzanne tried to recognize where she was. Where are we Mando. We seem to have been driving forever?

Mando looked at his map . Well Suz, we should be there tomorrow night if keep on going without stopping.

Suzanne overlooking her side view mirror side hoping her family would accept her back.

Sighing she feared her families reaction.

Whats the matter Suz? Mando checked over wondering why she seemed distant.

Mando, my family doesnt know what is going on in my life Suzanne replied.

Doesnt know whats going on Suz? Mando concerned asked her.

Suzanne feared to tell Mando the news. Mando they dont know about my children or my relationships with you and Chico.

What? Oh Suz Mando became concerned then distant. Pulling over towards the shoulder of the road Mando shut off the engine of the car.

Mando what are you doing? Suzanne asked.

Tell me something Suz, Are you ashamed that you are married to me? Or have children by me and Chico? Mando embraced her hand.

No Mando. I love you. You know that. I admit I was saddened in the chapel in the island. Ive accepted my decision to be with you whole heartedly. Mando I was struggling between two men that I love so dearly back then.

then what is the problem? Mando concerned embraced her.

Mando my family will not accept me for having two children by two different fathers Suzanne cried.

Please Suzanne. Dont worry. We will think of a way to break it to them gently. Mando leaned over closer towards her comforting her.

Feeling his embrace Suzanne calmed down as Mando continued to hold her.

Stirring Chico quietly woke up noticing that Mando had pulled over. is everything ok? Chico waited for a response as he then felt uncomfortable watching them embrace together. Sighing he tried to accept there feelings for each other. Once we get to our destination, I will find a new trade and a new girl to call my own Chico closed his eyes as Mando and Suzanne continued there embrace noticing it was leading to more then what he wasnt hoping for.

Chapter 16

Driving along the highway Chico noticed the on ramp sign indicating there destination. We made it! Mando said quietly. Looking over his rearview mirror Suzanne began to stir upon hearing Chicos voice. Where are we? Looking around Suzanne began to fear as she recognized her old surroundings. Oh dear God Help me get through this.

Leaning over Suzanne suggested that they stay at a near by hotel to rest up and decide how to handle her families reaction.

Pulling inside the parking lot Suzanne and Mando gathered her children as Chico hurried to the lobby to find a room to accommodate all of them. Hurry back Chico smiled, They have a room available come on!

One by one Everyone followed Chico to there reserved him. Chico opened the door as Edina and Francisco ran inside. Dropping there luggage Mando and Chico carelessly flopped on two beds relaxing.

Suzanne turned on the TV to find a local station. Well it is time for the local news. Maybe we can see what is happening around here. Listening in they all carelessly listened to the local news as they barely kept there eyes open.

and an update on the missing Wauwatosa women. Police still have no clues on the where abouts of the 22 year old social worker from Wauwatosa. The camera then showed a picture of the missing women.

Oh My God! Suzanne said as she feared her families response now. They think Im missing

Mando woke up as well as Chico. Whats going on?

Looking over towards Chico and Mando Suzanne pointed to the TV set as she confessed to them. Ive been reported missing

reported missing? Chico asked.

Suzanne sighed as she tried to keep from crying in front of her children. Please dont be mad at me. Suzanne held Mandos and Chicos hand.

Suzanne what is there to be mad at you about?

Crying Suzanne shyly looked down before them. Ive been rebelling against my parents and had enough of it.

Yeah so all kids do that with there parents Suzanne Chico replied.

Chico I ran away from home. Once they find out Im back in town with two children. Theyll want to disown me

Saddened Chico and Mando Embraced her. Suz, Im so sorry to have you go through with this.

Suzanne cried as she then began to feel ill. Leaning over Suzanne held on to her stomach. Oh God no

Frightened Mando quickly embraced her trying to comfort her. Suz, are you ok?

Crying Suzanne looked at him, Mando I think its the baby!

Chico began to pace nervously wondering where they could go.

There cant be a doctors office open this late at night. Stopping he insisted to take her to the nearest hospital. Come on Suzanne lets go have you checked out

Mando carefully helped her up as he waved to Edina and Francisco to follow him. Come on kids where taking your mom to the hospital Suzanne mentioned to Mando of the nearest hospital close by as Chico escorted everyone out of there hotel room.

Speeding over towards the nearest hospital. Chico rushed over towards the emergency room entrance. Quickly getting out of the car Chico helped Mando assist Suzanne out. Reaching over Chico then gathered Edina and Francisco as Mando carefully escorted Suzanne to the entrance inside of the hospital.

Suzanne stopped her footing. Mando, Im scared! Embracing her Mando reassured her that everything would be alright. Please Suz think of our baby. Dont let your emotions involving your parents get to you.

Suzanne sighed as she took in a deep breath. Ok Mando, Ill do my best.

Gently comforting her Mando indicated to her to go ahead to the front desk.

May I help you? asked the receptionist.

My wife is pregnant and is not feeling well. She needs to be checked out. Mando anxiously said.

Mss please fill out these forms and a doctor will be with you as soon as possible

The receptionist handed Suzanne a chart then left her station. Suzanne and Mando filled out her paper work just as Chico walked in.

Suzanne, how soon can you see a doctor? Chico asked.

As soon as there is one available sir Over hearing there conversation a nurse retrieving a file answered Chico.

Chico looked over towards the voice that spoke to him. Sharon?

Sharon looked up finding Chico. What are you doing here?

Chico smiled leaned forward on the front desk, I was about to ask you the same question

Sighing, Sharon confessed, Chico, you upset me when you made another attempt to be with Suzanne. I cant handle your womanizing ways so I split. You not only upset me but my father as well

Chico cornered her, Sharon, I swear I had no intentions to hurt you or Ed.

Laying on his Latin Charm Chico tried to capture Sharons heart again, Come on honey, lets go get some coffee so we can catch up on old times.

Whats the matter Chico. Did Suzanne dump you again? Sharon avoided his approach to her.

Sharon, Ive accepted that fact that Mando and Suzanne are now meant to be together for good.

Sharon shook her head at Chico, I dont believe that Chico. Your just going through a pity phase right now.

Chico grabbed her arm. Does this look like a pity phase? Chico held her chin kissing her deeply.

Sharon released as she sighed gazing in his eyes. Come with me to the cafeteria We can get some coffee and talk

Mando sat with Suzanne impatiently waiting her turn to see the doctor. Man, I wish they would hurry up. What if something is seriously wrong with the baby!

Suzanne her head against Mandos shoulder. Looking over towards the entrance Suzanne spotted police man and a older gentlemen. Oh dear God!

Mando rose his head in concern for her reaction, What Suz, is it the baby? Mando sat up looking desperately for some assistance till Suzanne stopped him.

Mando the police are here asking questions. Suzanne began to get nervous.

Relax Suz, They could asking about anyone! Let me ease my way over there to see what I can find Mando carefully walked over towards the desk.

Excuse me maam Mando asked the nurse. Mando waited till she was done with the police. Leaning forward Mando got a good look at the picture that the police were showing the nurse. Oh Shit! Mando thought. Mando quietly leaned back to Suzanne waving at her to make a quick exit.

Sir, sir ask the police officer. Oh crap! Mando thought, Not only am I still on the run but they may have recognize Suzanne

Nervously Mando answered the police officer. Si

We are looking for a young women. The officer showed Mando a picture of Suzanne, Have you seen this women?

Mando got a good look at Suzannes picture. No, no sir. I have not

The officer grabbed his note book starting to write down information. Sir, what is your name?

Mando cringed. My name is Reno, Reno Styles.

Officer writing down the information asked for some sort of ID. can I see any type of Identification Mr. Styles

Mando nervously dug in his wallet. God, I hope I still have that other ID as Reno Digging through his wallet , Mando finally came across his other ID ,here sir

Looking over the ID the officer looked over the information then handed it back to Mando.

Is there anything I can be of assistance to sir? Mando asked.

Well Reno, This Suzanne who has been missing for quite some time was reported to be with a Latino by the name of Francisco Rodriguez

The officer listened in as he heard a report come on his radio. Do you happen to know of him?

no Sir Mando replied. What did this Rodriguez do?

He was in jail for attempted murder of Mando. Then when Mando came back from the Dead. We now cant find either one of them

Mando began to panic, where was this crime taken place?

In Los Angeles, East Los Angeles to be précis said the officer.

You guys are looking for him here? Mando questioned.

Mr. Styles, his face and Mandos is plastered all over the country for attempted murder and breaking out of jail

Mando panicked. I, I gotta go. I am needed in the visitors area Mando quickly left to go find Chico.

Chico! Mando quietly whispered. Finding Mando Chico waved him over. Listen essai, we are fucked if the cops find us. Our faces are plastered all over this fricken country. Thanks to the attempted murder and jail bailing

Chico couldnt believe it, Are you sure?

yeah hermano, I was questioned and thank God was not recognized. I gave the officer my other name I was using

You mean Reno? Chico asked.

yeah, so if we get cornered together just call me Reno Ok? Mando reassured him.

Looking around Chico tried to find Suzanne, I wonder where she is?

Mando looked around also, Ill go find her and let her know what is going on.

Mando, there is something you should know Chico said quietly. Sharon relocated here after finding me back with Suzanne

You mean she is here. Here working in this hospital? Mando asked.

Chico sighed as he thought about Sharon. Yeah, I hope I can at least try to get her back into my life.

Chico and Mando looked around the hallways carefully looking for Suzanne. There she is Rushing over they spotted Suzanne. Are you ok? Mando asked as he rushed to embrace her.

yeah, they say everything is ok with the baby. Mando I mentioned to them about the drugs in the past that you slipped on me. They thought that might have caused any harm.

Mando scared embraced her fearing he had harmed her or the baby.

Oh God Suz, please forgive me..

Suzanne held his hand. I have forgiven you Mando, the baby is in good hands. There is no harm to our daughter.

Mando relaxed as he heard the reassuring words. Our daughter? Suzanne

Yeah Mando according the to ultrasound It looks like a girl Suzanne smiling cried in relief as she embraced him in his arms. Chico walked in after hearing of Suzannes voice. is everything alright?

Mando still embracing Suzanne was relieved to tell Chico the good news. Suzannes ultrasound as indicated a girl Chico!

Smiling Chico embraced her. Suzanne that is great news!

Embracing Chico Suzanne smiled. the baby is ok. I can leave now

Chico approached Mando and Suzanne. Sharons here working in the hospital.

Your kidding. Really? Mando and Suzanne said together.

Hey listen Chico, Mando. I dont want to be a pain in the ass. But I would really like to get out of this hospital and this state for that matter

Chico agreed yet felt the need to be with Sharon. Suzanne noticed Chicos edginess. Chico Im sorry. Having to drive all the way here. I know how you feel about Sharon and everything. I just feel uncomfortable here and I miss Ed dearly Suzanne placed her hand upon Chicos.

The door opened up as Sharon walked in. Hello Suzanne.

Sharon Suzanne Smiled. it is a nice surprise to see you again especially here

I hear congratulations are in order. You marrying Mando and being pregnant again

Thank you Sharon Suzanne smiled.

Chico smiled as he had an idea. Come on Sharon, Come back to East L A with us.

Sharon shyly shrugged . I dont know Chico

I will be great again Sharon. Im sure Ed misses you dearly and we can start all over again. I promise to be the perfect gentlemen. I dont want to put Ed down

Chico I dont know. Sharon said shyly.

Please Sharon. Lets really start a life together Chico knelt beside her looking up.

Are you asking me to marry you? Sharon asked.

Yes! Chico smiled. Marry me. I want to make Eds life miserable by being his son-in-law

Sharon laughed. Ok Chico. Ill take you up on your offer

Chapter 17

Chico and Sharon helped Suzanne get discharged from the hospital. Deciding now that with Suzannes family realizing that she was missing along with Mandos and Chicos troubles with the law. They all thought it was best to head back to East LA.

I cant wait to see Dads expression when he really knows that we are getting married this time Sharon smiled.

Yeah I can just see Eds face when he really realizes Im going to be his son in-law

Mando gathered Edina and Francisco as Chico and Sharon sat in the back seat. Edina sitting between Sharon and Chico napped against her father. Suzanne placed Francisco between her and Mando getting him settled in.

Well were all set. Mando smiled. If we all take turns driving we could get there sooner

Chico agreed. That sounds great!

Driving out of the parking lot Mando headed towards the freeway heading back to California.

Days passed as they approached there destination. Hey wake up. Wake up Mando said nudging Chico. Stretching his arms Chico yawned as Edina squirmed around near her father. Whats up essai?

Were in LA man. I thought wed never get here. Here pull over. I want to call Ed. We should at least let him know we are back in town.

Mando pulled over as Chico quickly jumped out of the car heading over to the corner telephone booth. Chico covering his other ear waited patiently for Ed to answer. Pacing back and forth Chico began to look at his watch. Looking over towards Mando he indicated that there was no answer as he shrugged his shoulders.

Either he is out, or avoiding his calls. Chico said as he leaned against Sharons opened window.

Sharon seemed concerned. Thats not like my father to not answer the phone. Maybe he is with Louie.

Chico opened the car door climbing back inside the car. Come here you. Chico picked up Edina placing her on his lap.

Well then it will be a nice surprise to have Old Folks see us when he returns from Louies. Mando smiled as he turned to the corner heading over to Eds old Garage.

Well it still looks the same. Old folks still kept up the business while we were gone. Mando smiled.

Yeah it looks like the same as did when we left. Chico kidded .

Stopping the car. Chico opened his door hurrying over to open the other car doors for Suzanne and her children.

Ed! Ed! Hey old man were back! Chico happily shouted rushing inside the garage.

Slowly Mando followed Chico holding Franciscos hand. Where is old folks anyways Looking around spotted no sign of life of Ed.

Ah hes probably with Louie. Chico wondered as he opened his apartment door.

Everyone congregated to Chicos apartment just as Louie wandered inside the garage.

Hey Chico! Louie walked in smiling. Glad you came back home son!

Chico confused looked over towards Louie. Louie what are you doing here? I thought you were with Ed?

No son, I havent seen or heard from Ed since this morning. We were supposed to meet an half hour ago. And he never showed up so I thought Id meet him here instead.

Chico and Louie looked up towards Eds residence. Ah hes probably sleeping. Ill go wake him up Louie eagerly walked up the stairs to Eds residence.

Knock. Knock, knock. Louie banged on Eds door. Come on Ed. its me Louie! I got a surprise for ya! Smiling Louie looked over towards to Chico at the end of the stairs .

Louie bobbed back and forth patiently waiting for Ed to open the door.

Chico walked up the stairs wondering why was taking Ed so long.

Leaning beside the door Chico tried to listen in. I hear his TV set going. Knocking on the door. Chico tried to get Eds attention. hmm, that is not like Ed. Grasping upon the door Chico noticed it was unlocked. hey Louie what can it hurt. He probably dozed off any way.

Opening the door Chico walked inside the apartment noticing Ed still in his pajamas. Hes sound a sleep. Chico walked over towards the television set shutting it off. Carefully reaching for the covers so Chico could pull them off Eds shoulders, Chico then began to realize something unusual. Ed?

Chico got a closer look at him. Ed? Concerned Chico nudged him. An uncomfortable feeling approached Chico as he began to fear the unthinkable. Oh God. Oh God no. Come on Ed wake up! Chico said fearingly. Please God, this cant be happeningCome on Ed stop kidding around!

Tears ran down his face as Chico then headed out the door frantically ran passed Louie heading out of the apartment running quickly down the stairs towards Eds office.

Louie concerned watched Chico run passed him heading quickly down the stairs. Whats that matter son? Louie asked as he quickly followed Chico.

Mando and Suzanne looked on as they noticed Chicos concern.

Whats the matter Chico?

Following Chico into the office they heard Chico dial quickly for emergency. Chico in tears tried to speak. I need an ambulance at Ed Browns Garage quickly.

Sharon rushed towards Chico after hearing Chico crying as he spoke, whats going on Chico? Whats wrong with my father?

Chico hung up the phone as he tearfully looked at everyone surrounding him in Eds office. I found Ed still in his bed Chico upset broken down. He Hes dead

Dead? Suzanne asked. Oh my God. Are you sure? Breathing heavy Suzanne began to cry.

Mando concerned embraced Suzanne crying along with her. Ed was the only one that never judged me through out my struggles here

Upset Suzanne embraced upon Mando crying as Edina looked on. Momma where is Papa Ed?

Suzanne looked down towards Edina as Chico crouched down towards her. Honey, Papa Ed, has gone away to Heaven to be with your sister Francine

Is that why everyone is so sad daddy? Edina asked. Chico saddened embraced Edina crying along with her. Looking up noticing Louie upset heading back towards Eds apartment.

Leaning against Eds opened door Louie cried as he looked over towards Ed in his bed. God be with you Ed Louie stricken on the sudden loss of Ed sat down at the top of steps covering his head crying.

Chico released from Edina rushing over towards Louie. Embracing him Louie and Chico cried together over the loss of there dear friend Ed.

Ed was so kind enough to give me a job here. Wiping his eyes Chico began to feel guilty. Its all my fault. Its all my fault. If I havent messed up my life being in jail and then on the run. This never would of happened.

Chico placed his hands over his chin to rest as he looked up.

Damn it Ed. Im so sorry. I should of realized your old heart couldnt take my stupid actions that lead you to such misery.

Louie upset put his arm around him. Son its not your fault.

Chico upset looked at Louie. Sure it is. We were about to tell Ed that Sharon and I were actually going through with it. We were going to tell Ed that we are seriously getting married

That alone would of killed him for sure. Chico upset looked over at the apartment. I was beginning to believe Ed was thinking I have become a failure

Chico stood up as he heard the sirens coming closer towards the garage.

Running down the stairs Chico met with the paramedics. Hes in the apartment upstairs. Im afraid we are all to late.

The paramedics hustled upstairs towards Eds residence.

Running inside the garage Della wondered what all the commotion was all about. I heard sirens coming in the alley, what happened? Is everything all right?

Everyone gathered over towards Della to embrace her. Oh this does not look good. Della concerned looked at everyone.

Where is Ed? Della asked.

Chico rested his head upon Dellas shoulder. Della ,Ed passed away

What? You mean that Ed is ? Della saddened leaned against Chicos shoulder. I thought that old coot was too stubborn to die

The paramedics carried Eds body down the stairs as Louie followed behind them crying. Im gonna miss ya Ed Louie saddened shook his head in disbelief.

Suzanne saddened to see Louie in such condition embraced him. Louie I am so sorry. I know I have to be apart of this. What caused Eds health to go so rapidly.

Louie released from her, Listen Suz, no is to blame you or anyone else for his death.

Chico listened to Louie. God Louie Suzannes right! If I had just left things alone. None of this never would of ever happened.

Chico nervously began to pace near by the edge of the stairs leading to Eds apartment. if I only could of left you and Mando alone. I wouldnt We all wouldnt be in this situation right now and Ed would still be with us

Suzanne stopped Chico as he looked up over towards Eds residence. Please Chico stop blaming yourself. If it is any ones fault its mine. Ever since Ive been here all Ive done is caused havoc with everyones lives .

Mando concerned with all the blaming going on sighed, No you two need to stop this. If I had just left you two alone..

Mando cried as he thought about all that has happened with them involving Ed. I realize Ed was disappointed when he had his business shut down during the shooting and the trial. He never admitted it. But I know he was very disappointed.

Della came between Chico and Mando, You two have to stop this. Blaming yourselves will not bring Ed back. Della looked up trying to keep from crying. No one. Not no one is to blame from Eds death.

Feeling edgy Chico disagreed, Damnt I know I had something to do with this. Pulling away from Della Chico upset ran out of the garage.

Concerned Suzanne wanted to follow him till Mando stopped her, Please Suz, let him walk it off. All of us are very upset over Eds passing right now.

Chico ran out of the garage heading towards the alley. Upset he couldnt accept that his dear friend and boss, Ed passed away. Stopping to catch his breath. Chico looked up at the evening sky. Im so sorry Ed

Ed I will never forget you. I love you! Leaning against an abandon building, Chico upset slid down to the ground crying. Memories of Ed and Chicos first meeting reflected upon him. Thank you Ed. Thank you Ed for everything

Hours passed while Chico hid in the alley. Steps were heard as passerbys walked down the street adjacent to the alley.

There he is! Mando, Suzanne, and Sharon, pointed as they seen Chicos silhouette from the street lights above.

Hurrying over to Chico they all came over to embrace him. God Chico, We have been worried sick about you Sharon said as she embraced him.

Chico embraced Sharon feeling the comfort he needed. Looking over towards Suzanne and Mando. Chico whispered to them thank you.

Resting his head on Sharons shoulder, he cried over the loss of her father.

Sharon cried along with him as she gently rubbed his back. Please come back to the garage. Since youve been so close to my father these past few years. It is only fair that I insist that you help me with the arrangements.

Sighing Chico embraced her by kissing her cheek. thank you Sharon. I will do my best to give Ed a well deserved memorial service.

Walking back to the garage Chico stopped as he gazed at the entrance of where he first rode in his bicycle. Taking in a deep breath Chico tried to keep in his emotions in front of Sharon knowing she was just as upset walking in also.

Chico looked around the garage somehow waiting for Ed to appear somewhere. Standing in the middle of the garage. Confused Chico eagerly decided to head on over towards the work bench.

Ed wouldnt want it this way! Chico eagerly grabbed tools off there hooks tossing them every where through out the work bench table. Going through the drawers Chico dug around inside them messing it up.

Sighing Chico began to breath heavy as he thought about Ed. Looking around Chico grabbed anything he could disorganizing the garage. God damn it! God damn it Ed! Why! Chico yelled. Dropping to his knees. Chico covered his eyes and cried.

Sharon rushed to Chico, kneeling down embracing him. Crying Sharon tried to calm him down.

Cautiously Suzanne and Mando approached Chico and Sharon. Lightly embracing Chico they consoled him.

I cant believe hes gone! Chico cried. Mando quickly went into the office to call Reverend Bemis. Reverend Bemis, Please come over to the garage. Im afraid I have some bad news. Ed has passed away and Chico is taking it very hard

Reverend Bemis listened in, Oh dear God. Chico must be crushed. I will be there as soon as I can

Mando quickly headed back to Chico as he kept an eye for Reverend Bemis. Chico, please, be strong. For Eds sake.

Mando upset tried to remain calm for Chico. As stubborn as Ed was. Im sure he would want all of us to going on with our lives

The roar of Reverend Bemiss scooter sounded as he pulled into the garage.

Sadly Reverend got off his scooter taking off his helmet, Chico my son

Approaching Chico Reverend Bemis embraced him.

Reverend Bemis. Chico broke down. this is all my fault. Im sure what I have done recently was what lead Ed to die. His heart couldnt take anymore of my stupid foolish behavior.

Chico upset pulled away from Reverend Bemis.

Chico I find that hard to believe. You have been a great help to Ed since you rode in here at the garage

Well Rev, ever since Ive been here all I done is cause so much pain to that Old Man! Chico said angrily. I couldnt leave Suzanne alone and because of that Ed lost a lot of business all because of the shooting and trial

I caused him to lose business when I had my accident Chico angrily cried.

Yes Chico I am aware of that . But Son you dont realize how much he meant to you? Reverend Bemis slowly. Chico he was with you all the time when you were in the hospital.

Chico shrugged away.

Chico, he has considered you a son to him.

Some son Chico angrily replied. I drove that old man to his grave!

Sighing Chico eagerly headed over towards the office. Sitting down Chico felt uncomfortable realizing he was in Eds old chair. Why Ed. Why!

Mando, Sharon, and Suzanne confronted Reverend Bemis regarding Chico and Eds memorial service.

Chico leaned back just as Ed did in his old chair crying. Looking up Chico spotted the mock set of books. Sighing he leaned forward getting out of Eds chair. Looking straight at the mock set of books Chico then decided to get up and reach for them. Pulling one of the mock books out his other hand he caught the bottle of booze hidden inside.

Grasping the bottle Chico stared at the liquor inside. Opening up the bottle Chico raised it up. Well Ed. This is for you! Chico punched a key on the cash requester retrieving Eds old shot glass. Pouring into the glass , Chico then raised the shot glass above in a salute to Ed. Sipping the liquor out of the glass. Chico then swallowed hard the strong liquor he consumed. Sighing Chico felt a slight buzz come over him making feel somewhat relieved. Casually swirling the bottle Chico continued to take another shot then another.

Sharon, Mando, and Suzanne walked in the office seeing Chico consume Eds liquor.

Oh God no Chico, please. Getting drunk over dads death is not the answer. Sharon tried to pull the bottle away from him.

Chico rose up stumbling. No Sharon! Chico tried to fight her keeping her from taking the bottle away from him.

Sharon frightened of Chicos behavior released sending Chico back on the chair barely sitting down.

Sadly Sharon went into Eds old filing cabinet looking for any records that needed to be updated. Stumbling upon a folder, Sharon found an envelope address to Chico.

Chico this is addressed to you from my father Sharon handed Chico the envelope.

What the hell is this all about? Chico mumbled as he squinted at the sealed envelope.

Read it. Dad had it drawn up a few months ago. He said if anything were to happen to him to please give this to you

Chico stared at the sealed envelope wondering what was so important. Opening it up Chico opened up the folded written letter.

Dear Chico,

As an old man that I am, I have grown quite fond of you. I have cherished our partnership these past few years to know that you have grown into a fine young responsible man. I have been so thrilled to see your daughter Edina Louise Rodriguez grow into the cocky little girl just like her old man

Chico as a symbol of my love and friendship between you and Suzanne and her children, Edina Louise and Francisco. I have decided with the aided assistance of my daughter Sharon to hand over the deed to my garage to you Chico. I have witness what a fine mechanic you have been and noticed these past few years how well the business has picked up all because of you.

With Sharon as my witness , I hear by grant you ownership of my Garage Chico. Enclosed are the documents finalizing this agreement. Sharon will need your signature to close the deal.

Sincerely,

Edward Brown

Chico stared at the written letter from Ed. Oh my God. Hes making me owner of his garage?

Sharon smiled as she handed Chico a pen to sign his signature.

Chico kept looking at the pen in Sharons hand. Looking at her he gave her his word. Sharon I promise to do my best running Eds Garage. I will not disappoint him.

Sharon placed the pen on his hand. I know Chico. Dad was very proud of you

Reverend Bemis walked in the office, Chico my son, Ed has always thought very highly of you. He knew with your experience along with Mandos you two could keep the garage going.

Still feeling the effects of Eds booze Chico struggled to get up. You mean you knew about this as well Rev?

Yes Chico. Ed had spoken to me about this shortly after your supposed marriage to Suzanne Reverend Bemis regretfully said.

Rev, Sharon, I am honored to have Ed select me to run his Garage. With Mandos assistance I will keep up the business like Ed did. Although I dont know if I can do it as well as he has? Chico struggled to comprehend Eds decision as he leaned on the desk.

Dont worry Chico Mando smiled. Weve been able to do it before when Ed decided to take the day off

You mean when he was hung over Chico grinning laughed remembering Ed during his many hangovers.

See, fellas Reverend Bemis smiled as Louie walked in. Now all you have to do Chico is be as grumpy as Ed was and it will be like any ordinary day

Chico smiled at Louies remark as he walked over to embrace him, Thank you Louie

Days followed till Eds service was scheduled. Business began to pick up upon word of Ed Browns passing. Throughout the long hours Chico and Mando continued to try to keep on schedule.

Sharon helped with Suzanne take care of her kids as plans for Eds funeral service where about to take place the next day.

Thank you Sharon for helping me out with the kids. Suzanne tiredly said as she flopped on the couch.

Smiling Sharon helped with Suzanne decided on apparel for the service. You know Suzanne, Now that dad is gone. Now I have to figure out what to do with his old clothes and apartment as well.

Suzanne sighed as she agreed. I can imagine Sharon, going through Eds personal items will be rough on you. If you want any help, Please let Mando or myself know.

Sharon embraced Suzanne, Thanks Suz, I would, like to have Chico help out as well, But Im afraid Eds death is taking Chico very hard. He seems distant.

Sharon stopped what she was doing. I mean, he is shutting himself out from everyone. Mando senses the same thing but is leery about approaching him about.

I understand Sharon. When our daughter Francine passed away. Mando was so upset. Losing his only daughter he feared he was going to lose me as well

Suzanne placed her hand on Sharons. I realize Chico is taking this very hard. I just hope he doesnt.. Suzanne backed away. Never mind. Its probably nothing

Sharon thought of Chicos distant behavior. What Suzanne? What are you thinking?

Sighing Suzanne feared to discuss Mandos behavior during there daughters funeral. Sharon, when our daughter Francine passed away. Mando took it very hard to the point that he began to drink heavily. I was worried for him as well as everyone else around him

Sharon became concerned. I know Chico was saddened when he began nipping in dads bottle. I dont think it could lead into anything to be concerned with

Chico and Mando continued to work on the scheduled work orders.

Wiping his brow Chico leaned in further to work on an engine. Man I cant keep this costumer waiting. Chico feeling anxious and edgy kept looking towards the office.

Ill be right back Mando Chico quickly dropped his tools and ran into the office.

Chico ran inside the office breathing quickly his heart raced as he thought of his next move. Staring at the calendar Chico flipped it over as he snuck a look back towards Mando who was still involved in the other vehicle as he reached inside the hole.

Retrieving the bottle Chico quickly opened it as he again looked over towards Mando. Realizing he was safe Chico then took a quick swig out of the bottle. Feeling the alcohol go down his throat Chico squinted over the strong beverage.

Sighing Chico began to relax as the booze from Eds old bottle seemed to settle him down.

Chico! Mando hollered.

Chico consciously woke up. Yeah! Mando Ill be right out! Quickly closing the bottle Chico statched it back behind the calendar.

Running out of the office Chico jogged over towards Mando. Whats up?

I need your assistance while I get this tighten up Mando involved on the costumers engine spoke as Chico leaned over assisting him.

As Chico leaned over closer Mando notice the familiar scent of Eds booze coming from Chicos breath. Sighing he blew it off as he finished what he needed to do.

Thanks Chico Mando said rising his head out of the hood of the costumers car. Closing the engine hood. Mando headed over towards the other car waiting to be repaired.

Thinking Chico was going to see what was need in the work order of the costumers car. Mando was about to ask him something as he looked over watching Chico head back to the office.

Sighing he just shook his head then began to work on the costumers vehicle.

Chico thumbed through the cabinets looking for the required work order needed for his records. Thumbing through the files Chico then stumbled upon a bottle Ed had sometimes hidden through out the garage. Eds good bourbon! Chico saddened to see the bottle sighed as he reflected upon Ed.

Sighing he reluctantly opened the bottle smelling the bourbon. A comforting feeling came over Chico as the aroma reminded him of Ed.

Tears swelled up as he remembered giving Ed a taste of his home made brew.

Smelling the bourbon Chico then placed the bottle upon his lips taking a swig till the bottle was pulled away from him.

Chico we need to talk Mando reluctantly said. Grasping upon the bottle Mando then motioned him to sit down.

Curiously gazing over Mando Chico sat down. Whats up?

Mando sat on Eds old desk, Chico Im concerned over your sorrow regarding Eds death

I am very grateful that Ed has asked me to assist with you keeping the business going and everything Mando stood up deciding to close the office door.

I appreciate all your help amigo Chico said as Mando then sat down on the old desk.

Chico, Im concerned that your drinking has become more excessive. Mando sighed waiting for his reaction.

Yeah so. I need to relax a bit with the work schedule being grueling lately Chico said as he casually eyed the wall calendar.

I understand Chico and believe me, I dont want to be a pain in the ass. Seeing we are very close friends. But lately I have been doing most of the work and have been noticing something else

Like what! Denying the fact Chico angrily answered.

Chico, you have been in the office most of the time nipping into Eds booze continually Mando crossed his arms standing before him remained in control.

Listen Mando, Im in this damn office most of the day doing paper work! Chico stood up pointing at the filing cabinet then towards the desk.

Maybe so Chico. But every time you come back from the office your smelling of Eds Bourbon

Bullshit! Chico replied.

Mando quickly approached the mock set of books. Opening it up retrieving two empty bottles. Well then Chico, What is this all about then?

Thats been there since Eds last trip to the liquor store Chico argued.

Mando disagreed. Chico I know for a fact that they were not there since I last seen Ed. Besides Ed usually hides his empty bottles in the storage area. You know that!

Chico cringed, How did you know that Mando?

Man Chico, I found that out when you were in the hospital Mando disappointed confronted him, Ed was such a wreck after your accident. He was concerned you were not coming back and unable to work here at the garage.

Chico shocked sat down on the chair. See Mando, I was always causing more trouble to that old man. I know damn well I am partly to blame for his health going straight to hell!

Chico, your not being reasonable. It was not your fault! Mando replied.

Yes It was Mando! Chico said through his tears. Ed loved me Mando like I was his own son. And what did I do in return? Chico angrily grabbed a bottle throwing it against the wall smashing against it. I drove that man to his grave!

Grabbing his arm Mando tried to reason with Chico. Stumbling across the office Mando put up a fight to keep Chico from swinging at him.

Now listen to me hermano! Mando came from behind locking his arms. We have been through so much together. I hate to see you let yourself go over this.

Chico struggled to loosen from Mandos grip. Yeah I know. You took my girl away from me . You knew I loved her. I lost Suzanne and now Ive lost Ed!

Mando struggled to continue his tight hold against Chico. You mean to tell me your still bitter over Suzannes choice over me?

Suzannes choice! Ha! Chico staggered as he struggled to move.

You tricked her!

So your telling me that you have no desire for Sharon at all? Mando asked.

Chico struggled to answer as he looked at him, Mando when I seen you two embrace when we pulled over. I made a decision to find another girl and move on

Yeah so what does that have to do with Suzanne? Mando asked.

When I seen Sharon at the hospital while we were in Wauwatosa. It just reminded me of her and Suzanne when I was recovering at the hospital. My wanting Sharon only wanted Suzanne more Chico confessed.

Chico, I know for a fact that Suzanne loves me. I know it! Mando replied

But she is carrying my child! Chico emotionally said. Loosening up leaning forward.

Listen Chico. I know that baby is mine. There is no denying it! Mando said.

Oh whats the use. She is quite the little whore any way Chico mumbled.

Mando angrily released Chico shoving him towards the desk.

Stumbling over the desk, Chico quickly turned around facing him as Mando grabbed Chico by his collar. Damn it Chico, I respected the fact that you two WERE a couple, but now that is over. She is a part of my life now

Well that is ok with me Mando. I prefer fresh meat anyway . Chico said as he stared at Mando who still had a grip on him.

Mando angrily released Chico pushing him back down on the chair, What the hell are you saying Chico?

Looking up at Mando Chico snarled back at him Suzanne is a slut Mando! Why would she have so many kids if she wasnt?

Slowly the door opened as Suzanne walked into the office. Am I disturbing you two from anything?

Chico looked at Suzanne as she walked over towards Mando. Well well, look who just showed up. Where the hell were you? Out walking the streets again?

Suzanne looked at Chico noticing his drunken behavior. What?

Where were you!? Angrily Chico said stumbling as he stood up. Who were you whoring around with?

Looking at Chico Suzanne was in tears as she then looked at Mando. Why are you calling me that kind of thing Chico?

Listen to me Suzanne. You have two kids by the both of us and who knows who that damn kid that your carrying belongs too Chico angrily said slurring.

Approaching Suzanne Chico grabbed her arms pinning her to the wall. Suz,. Come on! Smelling of Bourbon Chico breathing closely to her began to kiss her.

Suzanne tried to fight against Chicos embrace. Kissing her hard Chico wouldnt let go.

Concerned Mando moved in between them to pull Chico away from her. Stop it ChicoYour hurting her!

Chico releasing his hand off Suzanne pushing Mando aside while he still kissed her. Releasing from his hard kiss Chico shouted back at him Back off Mando. Let me have her for the hour

Regaining his footing Mando forcefully pulled Chico apart from her.

Suzanne caught her breath as she wiped the alcohol off her lips from Chicos deep kiss. Crying she confessed to him I have moved on Chico. Its time you do that too

Hearing her response Chico quickly approached Suzanne embracing her. Come on bebe, lets get it on! Chico held her close moving his body in an indication of his wanting her.

Struggling to let go Suzanne cried. Please. My life is with Mando. I- I cant

Bebe, why cant you? Chico whispered in her ear.

Emotionally Suzanne couldnt take much more as she clasped in his arms. Please Chico. I have to move on with my life. I am happily married to Mando.

Chico continued to whisper in her ear as Suzanne struggled to let go. Come on bebe, lets relive our passionate times together

Suzannes feelings stirred as Chicos voice whispered in her ear.

Crying Suzanne desperately tried to control her emotions that were stirring up again for Chico. Please Chico.. Trying to pull away Suzanne looked at Mando.

Facing Chico Suzanne tried to let go. Chico its over. I made a vow of marriage to Mando and plan on sticking to it. Sharon is your one true love. She is and always will be. Sharon told me that you were together before you and I even met

Chico still had a tight grip on her as he jerked upon remembering his relationship with Sharon. Still dazed over the bourbon Chico continued to beg for her Come on Suz. Come on!

Mando carefully stood behind Chico as he got ready to grab Chico away from Suzanne.

Thats enough now noticing Chico settle down Mando grabbed his shoulder pulling Chico away from Suzanne.

Mando continued to pull him away from Suzanne as Chico looked at her quietly singing to her in whispery voice

Here's my story, sad but true.

It's about a girl that I once knew.

She took my love then ran around

With every single guy in town.

Ah, I should have known it from the very start

This girl will leave me with a broken heart.

Now listen people what I'm telling you

A-keep away from-a Runaround Sue

Mando let go of him as Chico flopped back on the chair. Passing out Chico leaned his head forward.

Suzanne looked at Chico then towards Mando, What was that all about?

Mando looked Chico over gently smacking his face trying to wake him up, Suz, hes just drunk and finally passed out. Pay no attention to him.

As Chicos sarcastic singing stuck into her mind, Suzanne thought about all that Chico sang to her.

Upset Suzanne came to a conclusion. Maybe he is right Mando. Ed wasnt to fond of me telling him I was pregnant again. Neither is Chico. I just have to accept there judgment.

Curious Mando looked back at her as he still checked on Chico, Judgment Suzanne?

Crying Suzanne turned her back away from Chico and Mando. Face it Mando. I am a whore. A worthless one!

Letting go of Chico, immediately Mando approached Suzanne pulling her towards him, Listen Suzanne. I guarantee you are not a whore!

Mando then remembered his confrontation with Chico stating that Suzanne was very sexually experienced. Sighing Mando still gave his word. Suz there is no need to worry. I do not believe you are that kind of person.

Suzanne embraced Mando upset. Thank you Mando, Thank you for believing in me

Mando leaned over towards Chico trying to get him off the chair and into bed. Here Suz, Mando dug the keys out of Chicos pocket, Well put him to bed and let him sleep it off.

Mando followed Suzanne as he carefully dragged Chico back to his apartment.

Where are we going? Chico barely awake laughed as he spoke.

Its time to take a break Chico, youve worked hard all day. Ill cover you while you rest up a bit amigo. Mando said as he struggled to walk Chico to his apartment. Chicos excessive weight was beginning to wear Mando down as Chico kept leaning on him for support.

Suzanne left the office upset over Chicos accusations towards her.

Sadly Suzanne began to head up stairs as someone walked in the garage asking for her.

Suzanne said the Man approaching her. Here are you current documents regarding the custody court date involving your daughter Edina Louise Rodriguez

Suzanne stared at the man handing her the documents. I cant believe Gilberto still allowed this to happen

Looking at the documents Suzanne realized the date set for court. God why does it have to be right after Eds funeral?

Glancing over towards Chicos apartment Suzanne saddened became angry as she cried. Why, why is this happening all at once?

Angrily walking over towards Chicos apartment Suzanne slammed her hand against the door in spite of Chico. I never thought youd actually go through with this Chico!

Mando rushed out of the office seeing Suzanne angry beat against Chicos door.

Pulling her away from the door Mando quietly spoke to Suzanne. Hey! Hey Take it easy! Hes sleeping it off! Mando feared waking up Chico.

Mando you dont understand. I just received my court date notice regarding Chicos custody for Edina

Suzannes back was turned away from Chicos door when it opened up.

Squinting from the bright light Chico barely stood still as he wondered who pounded on the door. What the hell do you want! Shouted Chico. Rubbing his head Chico tried to fight the pounding feeling accruing in his head.

Chico, how could you? Cried Suzanne as she showed him the documents.

Fiercely taking the papers off her hands Chico looked at the documents. Well Missy, my father has gotten in touch with his lawyer and we are officially taking your trampy ass to court!

Suzanne stood before him in shock of his actions against her. Chico you know I have always allowed you to see our daughter!

Chico tiredly walked away from the door heading over towards the work bench. Well I dont feel it is necessary to have a slut like you as a mother!

Mando overhearing Chicos arguing rushed over towards the two of them.

Damn it Suzanne that child is mine and I will not have Edina raised by you, a dirty little slut! Chico grasped her shoulders angrily spoke to her.

Crying all Suzanne could think about was her baby she was now carrying. Oh God Chico, you act as though you never loved me

Well maybe there should a time that you now realize that I dont love you at all, and feel that this baby and MY daughter need to be raised by someone who really loves them. Not by a slut like yourself!

Suzanne listened to Chicos accusations. Crying so hard she held her stomach.

Oh what the hell is the matter now! Chico sighed leaning against the work bench.

Concerned Mando approached her embracing Suzanne. Suz, whats wrong?

Suzanne held on to Mando as her pain continued. Mando!

Are you in labor? Mando feared as he gently rubbed her back trying to relax her.

Suzanne slowly looked up at Mando with tears in her eyes.

Oh Come on Suz ! Mando said, We need to take you to the hospital! Embracing her Mando guided her out of the garage till Chico stopped her.

Oh no you dont! Chico argued. Ill take her!

Suzanne feared Chicos anger as her pains continued. Oh God Im afraid its too late for that!

What, your not in labor? Chico questioned.

Yes! I am in labor ! Im afraid Ill never make it to the hospital. Suzanne worried.

You mean your going to have the baby right here right now? Mando questioned.

Suzanne in pain nodded yes to Mando.

Looking all around Mando pointed to the seat in the van. In there!

Chico call an ambulance! They can assist in the labor! Chico ran to the office calling the paramedics.

Mando carefully guided Suzanne in the van assisting her laying down. Suz, its going to be alright. I promise

Suzanne held on to Mandos hand. Oh God Mando the baby is coming!

Mando held her hand trying to reassure her. But the paramedics arent here yet! Mando worriedly looked over the entrance.

AHHH Suzanne screamed as Mando hurried behind her fearing the impossible.

Oh God Suz, I see the babys head! Mando assisted as he helped her. Come on Suz, Push!

Suzanne crouched forward pushing as hard as she could. Ahh, Mando I cant!

Mando assisting her pleaded for her help. Come on Suz, The baby is almost here!

Mando concerned smiled at Suzanne. Come on mi tamal caliente. One more push then our child will be officially born!

Suzanne leaned forward pushing as hard as she could as the sound of the ambulance pulled in the garage.

Suz! In tears Mando smiled placing there tiny baby in his hands. Our son is born.

Paramedics rushed over checking on Suzanne and there baby. Is everything alright!

Looking over Suzanne smiled. Her baby came sooner then expected!

Paramedics checked on Suzannes baby as Mando cautiously looked on, Maam your son is fine and healthy.

Mando hurried over towards Suzanne to embrace her. He is ok, Suzanne our son is fine Mando kissed her as he was relieved to hear the news.

Paramedics cleaned there baby then handed her over to her Suzanne.

Suzanne smiled in relief of her new born Son, Ramón Cortez , you are so precious.

Mando leaned over looking at his son, Ramone! Mando kissed his forehead touched with emotion.

Tiredly Suzanne looked up at Mando who was overjoyed by there son.

Yes Mando you have been so loving and supportive to me and to our baby. I wanted to name him Ramon Cortez. Seeing youve conquered my heart

Chico rushed over to see how Suzanne was doing. Watching Suzanne embrace her new born son. Chico quickly pulled Mando away from her. Keep your hands off my son! Chico squinted still smelling of bourbon.

Mando looked straight at Chico. No Chico You stay away from her . You are in no condition to be near her. Ramon is our son . he is not yours.

Chico was pulled away from Suzanne as he tried to take a closer look at Ramon. Why are you taking me away from my son! Chico emotionally said as he pointed towards Ramon.

Mando took hold of Chicos arm, Listen amigo, Ramon is my flesh and blood? Remember you had mentioned that you and Sharon are an item now and wanted nothing to do with Suzanne

Chico struggled to remember as he scratched his head,

hmm ,yeah I remember now Chico sarcastically said, Suzannes quite the little baby maker isnt she. Thats all she is good for now a days is poppin out kids left and right..

Chapters 18-20

Suzanne and Mando arrived quickly at the emergency entrance at the hospital. Paramedics assisted Suzanne and Ramón as she was wheeled inside while Mando followed. Concerned Mando question the attendent looking over there newly born son. “is there any cause for concern?’

Checking on there son the attendant answered Mando,: “No sir, just precautionary examinations required for new infants. I’m sure as soon as your wife and son are thoroughly checked over you will be released”

Suzanne and Ramon were wheeled into the examination room,

Mando followed till he was pulled away. “What’s going on? Why can’t I go inside?” Two Doctors as well as two business men quickly approached Mando “ We need to take care of some personal business Sir”. Mando concerned for Suzanne health and there new born son couldn’t understand why he was being pushed away from Suzanne and there son Ramon, “Personal business?”

As the men continued to drag Mando away from Suzanne they began to explain there situation. “We have instructions from Gilberto Rodriguez to keep Ramon till the trial is over. Then he can be placed in the proper home environment involving his father Francisco Rodriguez”.

“Francisco? You mean Chico?” Stunned Mando questioned. “Chico is taking my son away from me?” Mando struggled to make sense of what was going then it hit him. Sudden flash backs accord in his mind the night he kidnapped Edina Louise Rodriguez. “This can’t be happening” Mando paced by the front door of Suzanne’s room. ”I have to tell her what has happened before she finds out” Quickly Mando rushed in to see her as Suzanne anxiously awaited for her son. “Have you heard anything about our son Mando?” Suzanne anxiously fidigted, “The last thing I heard was that they were going to check up on him and then I was going to spend time with him”

Sadly Mando with tears in his eyes placed his hand on hers. “Suz, two gentlemen that work for Gilberto came over to the hospital a few moments ago…” Suzanne wondered why members of Gilberto’s staff was at the hospital. “Oh?’

Leaning over embracing Suzanne Mando tearfully told her the bad news, “They are taking our Son away from us” Holding on to Mando’s embrace Suzanne cried, “ taking our son? Why?”

Mando tried so desperately to calm her and himself down as he began to speak, “They are taking him away from us and keeping him till the trial is over on account that Chico believes that Ramón is his very own son” Mando emotionally embraced her, ”Now I know what you and Chico went through when I kidnapped Edina” Sadly Suzanne embraced Mando, “You mean I can’t see him? At all?”

Mando continued to embrace her emotionally answering her with his tears.

Ramón was carried out of the hospital by two of Gilberto’s business. Two body guards followed behind them. A black stretch limo quickly spun up at the entrance. As the limo door was opened the Ramone with the business men and body guards climbed inside. Reaching for a car phone numbers were quickly dialed.

“He is with us” Said the man holding on to Ramon

“Great!” said the man on the other end. “Take her to my hotel suite. I’ll have me staff take care of her till all of this blows over” Said the voice on the other end of the receiver

Mando ran out of the elevator hoping to catch up with Gilberto‘s men. “Where are they?” Fearing the worst Mando began to panic over what could become of his son. Looking around Mando spotted a limo parked further back near the entrance. Noticing the engine still running he began to approach the parked Limo. Getting a closer look Mando desperately tried to see who was inside. “I have a feeling this belongs to Gilberto” Knocking on the window Mando tried to get there attention. Frustrated by no response Mando spoke hoping someone would hear him, ”Gilberto. Are you in there?”

Mando waited for an answer as the limo suddenly spun out quickly. He then realized his answer, “What the hell is going on?” Stunned Mando eyed the limo as it made its way out of the hospital grounds Sadly Mando stood there watching his son being taken away before him. Looking up he pleaded for an answer.

“Why? What is going on?”

“ I just can’t understand….. I never thought this would be happening” Realizing his son was in trouble, Mando sadly walked back to Suzanne’s room. Arriving to the elevator Mando just couldn’t bare the thought of telling her.

“Give me strength Dear God to get through this. I’ve understood my past actions in the past and have asked for forgiveness”. Sighing Mando arrived at Suzanne’s floor. “ I know Chico is struggling over Ed’s death, but what has that have to do with my son Ramón

Mando quietly approached Suzanne’s room dreading to tell her the news that her son was taken away as he witnessed it from his own eyes. “Suz,” Mando said as he slowly approached her, “I’m afraid Ramone is gone”. Upset Mando gripped upon the side railing on the bed becoming upset. “Suz, I’m so sorry. I realize now what you and Chico had went through when I took Edina Louise away from both of you” Leaning forward Suzanne embraced him crying. “Mando I don’t know how, but we will somehow get our daughter back”. Mando struggled to accept her reply as he released from her embrace, “Some how Suz. It seems like I am being punished for my own actions” Gripping the railing Mando tried to keep his emotions under control in front of Suzanne. “Some how Chico has it in his mind to get even with me” The Limo quickly arrive at it’s destination. Meeting Gilberto’s body guards along with a lady came to pick up Ramón. “ I’ll take him from here. Let Giberto know that Ramón is taken care of” Carrying Ramón she quickly headed up to Gilberto’s suite The elevator rose as it’s destination came closer upon the arrival of there floor. Knocking on the penthouse door there arrival was witnessed by Gilberto and another women. “My baby!’ Cried the women, “ She is back where she belongs” Gilberto approached the women holding Ramón. “As soon as the courts award Ramón to my son Francisco. You my dear Roxanne will be together with my son and my grandson”.

“Do you think we can pull this off?” Roxanne asked as she checked on Ramón”

“Yes Roxanne, You and your sister are very much a like. All we need now is to have you sweet talk my son into your life or Suzanne’s life for that matter and then you two can go on with your lives. As if nothing happened”

Holding his daughter Edina Chico reflected on his life with Suzanne. Thoughts of Sharon entered his mind as he calmly reminisced of there past relationship.

“Suzanne’s Son Ramón has to be. I’m sure of it” Sitting up Chico tried to get his thoughts together for the custody court date coming soon. Sighing he tried to remain positive regarding the whole court issue. Chico woke up from his daydreaming as the phone rang by his side. “Hello, Ed Browns Garage” Chico said tiredly. “Listen Chico…” Roxanne said on the other line. “Suzanne?” Chico became alert at the sound of her voice was heard on the receiver. “Answer him!” Gilberto quietly said as he listened in.

“Yeah, yeah, Chico it’s me Suzanne” Roxanne nervous tried to remain calm. “listen Chico, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and I believe you are right that Amanda is your own daughter.” Chico listened in , “Really! I can’t believe it! I mean you really think so?”

Chico eagerly had a good feeling about this call. “Can I see her? I mean. if that is ok?” Chico asked. Silence filled the other line as Roxanne covered the receiver, “He wants to see Ramone!” Gilberto leaned away from the receiver thinking it over. Nodding his head he indicated her ok. “Sure, sure Chico.” Roxanne replied. “Come on over in an hour. I’ll shower and change . You can meet me here at the garage.” Chico replied.

Gilberto listening in shook his head no.

“Chico how about we meet at the park near the cemetery?” Roxanne asked. “Sure I guess we can do that.” Chico agreed. “Ok Chico I’ll meet you on the park bench by the Moslem in an hour ok?” Roxanne replied. Chico wrote down the information. “ok See you then Suz.” Roxanne hung up the phone. “He’s meeting me in an hour at the cemetery”.

“Good Roxanne that will give you enough time to prepare yourself as your sister Suzanne”.

Chico anxiously hurried taking a shower and changing his clothes. “I can’t believe it ! Seeing Suzanne again and Ramon. My daughter!” Chico smiled, looking in the mirror. Looking all over the mirror at himself he then notice the pictures of Sharon. “ Sharon, don’t worry I’m just trying to get my daughter back in my life”

Roxanne rode along with Gilberto to the cemetery grounds. “Relax Roxanne, the sooner you get to meet Chico the better the both of us will be.”

“But I don’t understand Gilberto, Why are you trying to get Suzanne and Chico together?” Roxanne fidgeted as she nervously checked on Suzanne’s son Ramone

“Listen Roxanne. The more you visit Chico the more chance I get to see my Grandchildren. Besides with what Chico has written to me lately about Suzanne. It’s best that her children, Edina, Francisco and Ramone get taken away from her.” Roxanne feared bumping into her sister. “I don’t know Gilberto. If Suzanne even realizes that I’m in town or at least seen in the area. She will freak out”. Gilberto rest his hand upon hers, “Yes I understand, Roxanne. Suzanne has no idea doesn’t she?” Sighing Roxanne remembered the whole incident when they were younger. “Gilberto, Suzanne still thinks I’m dead. How was I supposed to know that I was going to survive the accident and end up in a foster home”. Gilberto reassured her. “Roxanne you and Suzanne both have been through some trying times. You both are survivors in your own game of life”.

Arriving at the cemetery Roxanne got out of the car reaching over in the back getting Amanda. Closing the door Roxanne headed over the cemetery grounds carrying Suzanne’s Son Ramone . Chico patiently waited for his meeting with Suzanne . Looking over the grounds He spotted Roxanne carrying Ramone. “Suzanne!” Chico smiled as he waved her over towards his direction. Sighing Roxanne took in a deep breath as she prepared herself as her twin Sister Suzanne. “Come on Roxanne, If you pull this off who knows what better life you will have as Gilbertos daughter -n-law” Chico quickly jogged over towards Roxanne baby Ramon. “Hey Suz, thanks for letting me see my son”

Chico leaned over taking a closer look at him. “Well Chico I have been thinking. I don’t want you to think I’m being a bad mother towards her. So I only thought it was best to at least have her own father get the chance to see him once in a while”. Smiling Chico took hold of Ramon and held her. “ I’m surprised that Mando even allowed you to have him see me?”

Roxanne confused wonder what he meant by his remark. “Mando?”

‘Yeah. I mean, with me blowing up at you calling you what I thought about you. I just imagined he wouldn’t allow this meeting to take place?” Chico eyed Ramon. Roxanne struggled to answer Chico not knowing anything about Mando. “Well….Chico. Mando has no idea that I am here ”. Curiously Chico looked at Roxanne, “ Oh I see Suz,” Smiling handed Ramon back to her. “Are your feelings for me coming back now that Ramon is my very own son?” Eagerly smiling Chico winked at herSighing Roxanne smiled as she looked into Chico‘s dark eyes, “Well I hated to admit to it Chico.. But yes” Chico leaned over closer as Roxanne held Ramone. “I’m surprised Suz, I thought you and Mando were really a couple. I accepted it a while back and tried to move on with Ed’s daughter. But somewhere in my heart Suz, I still have a desire for you”. Roxanne felt more relaxed now that Chico had now accepted the fact she was her sister Suzanne. “Chico you know I could never get over you”.

Extending his hand out towards hers Chico accepted Roxanne’s hand as they walked over towards the other side of the cemetery. “Suzanne, are you sure you want to do this?” Excited over the possibility of getting back together Chico seemed concerned. Roxanne looked up at Chico, “ Who am I kidding Chico. You’ve been all I think about lately now that Ramone is born. I mean”.Roxanne placed Ramone in his infant seat as she sat next to Chico on the park bench. Chico looked deeply at Roxanne. “ Do you think that there is a chance Suzanne?” “A chance for what Chico? Getting back together?” Roxanne leaned forward towards Chico giving him his answer with a kiss . Roxanne released smiling at Chico. Chico held the back of her neck as he leaned forward to kiss her again. “Let’s make this last this time, ok Suz?” Roxanne gave into Chico’sinvitation as she accepted his embrace. “ There’s no need to worry” Roxanne thought. “I’ll be able to fulfill Gilberto’s request without any difficulty”.

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Mando struggled with Ramone’ s situation. “ I just can’t understand. What would Gilberto want with my son Ramone?” Fighting his feelings he then felt the loss of his daughter Francine. “I hope nothing tragic will happen to you Ramone like your sister Francine”. Feeling discouraged Mando decided to take a walk and visit his daughter Francine’s grave site. Mando casually walked over towards the cemetery. Finding Francine’s burial plot that was next to the his supposed grave Suzanne had for him when she thought he had passed away. Stopping by he silently prayed for his daughter Francine as well as the recovery and welfare of his son Ramone. Looking up as he sighed he tried to accept what was happening in his life around him. “Come on man. I’m trying to change my ways to keep from getting into trouble again and then this happens”. Mando emotionally spoke.Mando continued to think of his daughters when he heard some laughter ahead of him. Raising his head Mando recognized there voices. “Huh, Chico and Suzanne are near by” Curiously Mando left Francine’s grave site then headed over towards Chico and Roxanne. Quietly walking over towards Chico and Roxanne, Mando caught them making out . “What is going on here Suzanne?” Chico and Roxanne nervously looked back at Mando. Roxanne fidgeted around as Chico stood. “ Now, Now Mando. There is no need to get angry here”. “What the hell do you mean there is no need!” Mando angrily spoke as he looked at Chico and Roxanne. Roxanne backed away heading towards Ramone. Mando angrily stopped her. “ Now I’m beginning to believe what Chico said about you all along Suzanne!” Roxanne looked at Mando confused, “What?” Mando angrily gripped Roxanne’s arm, “ About you being a slut Suzanne!” Looking at Chico, Roxanne couldn’t believe he called her that, or at least to her sister. Angrily Mando released his gripped off of her. Noticing that Ramone was next to him. “ Oh dear God, Suz. Chico has had our son all this time?”Chico looked at Mando confused. “What, I have not had Ramone all this time Mando. Suzanne agreed to see me here on account she thinks Ramone is mine”.“What?“ Mando couldn‘t believe what he was hearing. “ This is ridiculous! I’m leaving and damn’t Suzanne. If you really love me you will come home with me”Mando waited for her response as Roxanne stood there holding there Son Ramone. “I‘ve had it with you Suzanne! I’m going back to the apartment”. Mando angrily left heading back home. Walking back to the garage Mando couldn’t believe that Suzanne had decided to leave him with there newborn daughter for Chico.

Opening the door to the garage Mando headed up stairs to there apartment.Slamming the door open Mando then flopped on the couch discouraged over what occurred at the cemetery. Shaking his head in disagreement Mando angry threw a pillow over knocking something off the end table. Sighing he let the mess lay there as he laid his head back on the couch.“I just can’t understand Suz, Why did you have our daughter taken away and want to be with Chico?” Mando stared at the ceiling desperately trying to figure Suzanne out. “After I defended you in front of Chico of all people . You turn around and do this on me?”

Angrily Mando thought about what all happened at the cemetery as he began to doze off. A few minutes later Suzanne walked in the door carrying Francisco and Edina.Mando woke up at the sound of the door opening. Angrily he rose facing Suzanne and her children. “What the hell is going on with you Suzanne?”Suzanne confused released her son Francisco off of her. “ Mando, I don’t understand. What do you mean?”Approaching her closely Mando confronted her. “ You know what I mean. What are you and Chico up too?”Suzanne couldn’t make Mando out. “ Mando I don’t know what your talking about?”“Your full of it Suz, and I want some answers!” Mando angrily held her arm guiding her to the couch.Frightened Suzanne became nervous over Mando’s anger. “Mando I don’t know what your talking about?”

“Let me remind you then Suzanne” Mando angrily said. “ What were you doing hanging out with Chico?”

“Chico? Mando I have been with our son and Edina and not with Chico. You know how he treated me at the garage” Suzanne sat her children down. “Yes I know Suz, I’m beginning to believe it too.” Mando angrily paced around edgy.

“Believe it ? Believe what Mando?” Curiously Suzanne followed his every move.

“That you Suzanne, are a slut!” Mando stopped his footing and pointed at her.“Mando how could you say such a thing. You even told me at the garage that you wouldn’t think such a thing about me!” Suzanne cried.

“Well that was before I caught you and Chico making out on the cemetery grounds of all places” Mando angrily said.

“ Making out? Mando I was no where near the cemetery! You have to believe me!” Suzanne cried.

“I’m Sorry Suz, But Chico was with you and acted like it was no big deal! Seems like you two had this all planned out!”

“Chico? You spoke to Chico about me being with him? I don’t see how either one of you could say anything like that when I wasn’t there at all!” Suzanne tried to explain.

Mando stood there shaking his head as he listened to her. “That’s it! It’s over

Suzanne! You go back to Chico. You are his kind of girl away”

Suzanne upset looked at Mando. “kind of girl?”

“Yeah, Suz, free and easy! You and possibly Sharon can be his flavor of the month!” Mando spoke directly in front of her.

Suzanne upset listened to Mando as she took in his decision to split up. “ Mando. Please!”

"Just get the hell out and take Edina with you!” Mando angrily said.

“Edina? Why just Edina?” Suzanne said through her tears.

“Francisco is my son whether you like it or not Suzanne. He is not Chico’s. Ramone is my son also. There is no denying that!” Mando eagerly pulled Suzanne away from there two children.

“ I will not have my children be raised by a slut such as you!”

Suzanne watched as Mando carefully pulled there children away from her.

“Mando please…” Suzanne cried. “Don’t take my children away from me”

Holding on to there children Mando angrily pointed to Suzanne towards the Door indicating her to leave.

Suzanne upset rushed over towards there bedroom grabbing a small suit case .

Putting clothes for her and her daughter Edina. Suzanne hurried out with her daughter going to the Garage.

Crying so hard Suzanne struggled to see as she held on to Edina walking back to the garage. “Edina,” Suzanne quietly said, “We are going to live with your father. That is if he takes us in”

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Suzanne couldn‘t understand why Mando had claimed she was with Chico. “Why am I being accused of something I didn’t do?” Crying Suzanne sat down on a stack of old tires next to the entrance of the garage. Wiping her eyes she wished Ed were here to calm her down. “ God Ed, Why is this happening with me?” Struggling to accept her judgment from Chico,

Suzanne tried to remain calm. “Edina, I’m so sorry. I am a bad mother. Maybe I should give you up to Social services and leave this fricken town”

Edina looked at her mommy. “ Momma!” Edina reached her arms up wanting Suzanne.

The door opened as Chico headed out side to get the morning paper.Edina looked at her father. “Daddy!” Edina ran up to Chico as he embraced her. “ How’s is my little girl Edina!”Edina looked up at Chico, “ Looking Good !”

Chico smiled as he gave her a big hug. “what brings you here little lady?”“Uncle Mando kicked Momma out!” Edina said.

Chico looked over towards Suzanne, “Why because he caught us together at the cemetery?”

Suzanne confused questioned Chico, “ Chico I was never with you at the cemetery.

“Sure you, remember? We made arrangements about meeting with each other and you mentioned that Amanda could be my very own daughter” Chico embraced Suzanne lightly brushing her back.

Suzanne released as Chico still held her hands, “Chico, I’m sorry I don’t know what your talking about?”

“I must of put you in some sort of Rodriguez trance then Suz, you kissed me and everything.” Chico smiled and winked at her.Still embracing Chico, Suzanne couldn’t make Chico out now that he was saying that she was with him. “Maybe this is all a weird dream” Suzanne thought.“Chico if you don’t mind can we stay with you for a while till I figure out what to do with my life now?” Suzanne looked up at Chico’s eyes crying.“Sure Suz, stay as long as you need too. You can stay at Ed’s old apartment if that is ok. Sharon has heard about us supposedly getting together and has split. She may come back soon. I hate to see her come back and find you here in our apartment”. Chico embraced her taking her luggage from her hands.“Ok Chico I understand perfectly and appreciate that your letting us stay here” Suzanne picked up Edina headed upstairs to Ed‘s apartment.Chico watched Suzanne head upstairs with Edina, “ God I hope she is ok. I want so desperately to help her but Sharon will find out and all hell with break loose”.Suzanne walked into Ed’s old apartment sitting down on Ed‘s old couch. Crying she thought about all that happened. “ I just can’t understand why this is happening?” Suzanne covered her eyes and cried heavily. earing Suzanne cry from Ed’s apartment Chico decided to check on her. Feeling compassion over Suzanne Chico knelt beside her hugging her for support. “Hey Suz, let’s not worry about it right now. Your safe here now ok”. Roxannecalled Gilberto. “Mando kicked her out of his apartment”

“Splendid, splendid Roxanne.” Gilberto said

Sighing Roxanne remained quiet.

“What’s wrong Roxanne?” Gilberto asked.

“ nothing , nothing at all Gilberto” Roxanne replied.

“Come on now Roxy, what’s the matter?” Gilberto said softly

“it back fired. I was supposed to break Mando and Suzanne like you wanted. But Gilberto, I have fallen in love with Chico”

“Yes I know. Roxanne the situation is to have Suzanne to be an unfit mother so Chico takes full custody of her kids” Gilberto explained.“Yeah Gilberto I understand all that, but what does this all have to do with me?” Roxanne said as she looked around her hoping no one would notice her.“Don’t worry Roxy, my dear future daughter-in-law. Once you sweet talk Chico back into his life. I’ll arrange a meeting with you to come to my homeland. It will be like it was when Chico asked your sister to marry him right in front of me” Gilberto said angrily.“Suzanne will still be here and want to try to reconcile her marriage with Mando.” Gilberto said.“Once Chico marries you and takes full custody of Suzanne’s kids. Then all of you can go on with your lives!” Gilberto explained.“Are you up to this Roxanne? I mean I hate to have to turn you in”. “Roxanne listened to Gilberto’s threatening words. “ Yes sir. Yes Gilberto. You have nothing to worry about. I swear!” Roxanne struggled with her fear of Gilberto’s threatening words against her . “ He can’t turn me in. He just can‘t!” Roxanne prepared herself as her sister as she made plans on visiting Chico.

Suzanne opened Ed’s door as she slowly walked downs stairs with Edina. “come on Edina”.

Chico watched the two of them head slowly down the stairs. “What do you ladies have planned today ?”Edina smiled as she waved at her daddy. “I am going for a walk in the park Chico . Could you watch Edina for me… Unless you would like to take a break and then all of us could go out together”Chico looked at his work schedule as he smiled at his daughter Edina, “hmm, Well maybe next time kiddo, I’m running late as it is. I‘ll keep an eye on her if you like. Suz”Smiling Edina looked up at her daddy as her mother looked at her daughter. “bu Bye!”Laughing Suzanne received her answer. “ok young lady, you be good to your father while I’m gone for a bit. Suzanne walked out of the garage as Edina waved bye to her.Chico waved back at Suzanne as well.A half hour later Chico continued to fix the scheduled cars as Roxanne walked inside. “Hello Chico” Roxanne smiled leaning inside the hood of Chico’s car.“Hey your back already? That was quick” Chico smiled as he looked around for Edina. “Where’s Edina, Where is she hiding now?”Chico looked around as he called for her. “Edina, come here you little squirt!”Roxanne looked confused all around the garage following Chico. “Edina?”“Yeah, Edina” Chico laughed. “ long black curly hair, dimples, cute kinda like me” Chico kidded as he leaned over kissing RoxanneRoxanne panicked.” She’s , she’s right there!” Roxanne pointed behind Chico.Edina, hid behind Chico.“What’s with you little lady?” Chico looked behind him finding Edina keep away from Roxanne. Edina continued to be frightened from Roxanne. Smiling Roxanne crouched down reaching out her arms towards Edina, “ Come to momma sweetheart” dina kept her distance as she hid behind her father, “Come on Edina” Chico squirmed his legs trying to let loose of her. Looking down at Edina Chico pointed to Roxanne, “Your mother is calling you Edina!” Burring her head between his legs Edina wouldn’t let go. Chico struggled to move as he became frustrated with Edina, “Edina, don’t make me get angry now!” Wiping his hands Chico then pulled Edina’s hands off of him. Taking a hold of her hand Chico lead Edina towards Roxanne. “Edina Louise , you need to listen to your mother .” Edina whimpered as Chico dragged her towards Roxanne. Roxanne smiled as she embraced her. “that’s my girl.” Roxanne quietly said, “There’s no need to be afraid, your mother is here” Smiling Roxanne looked up at Chico, “Why are you in such a hurry to get all this work done?” Sighing Chico stopped what he was doing, “Ed’s funeral is tomorrow remember?”Wiping his hands Chico stopped to look over at the very spot where Ed first spotted him riding his bicycle. Roxanne rose as she watched Chico gaze over the very spot where Ed first had seen him, “ Oh Chico, I’m so sorry.. I never realized how much he meant to you”. Approaching Chico, Roxanne embraced him as Chico silently wept over the loss of Ed.

Releasing from Roxanne’s embrace Chico then walked over towards the garage entrance. Closing the garage door the flipped the sign on the door indicating he was closing for the remainder of the day and the day of Ed’s funeral.“I just need the time to be with someone right now. The work schedule can wait till after Ed’s funeral”. Chico said as he locked the doors to the entrance and garage. Roxanne gently placed her hand on his, “ I agree Chico, this has to be hard on you seeing your boss has passed away” Saddened Chico looked at Roxanne, “ he was more than just a boss to me Suzanne, You know that.. He was like a father to me. Even more then my very own father .”

Chico embraced Roxanne as she comforted him. “Let’s go to the apartment and relax. I’m sure we all could use the quiet time till Ed’s funeral tomorrow”.

Chico held Roxanne’s hand then lead her to his apartment. Sitting quietly inside Chico and Roxanne along with Edina. Chico began to reflect on the memories of Ed. “ You know Suz, Ed had been so kind to us after all we’ve been through”Roxanne smiled. “Yeah, He was, wasn’t he.” Roxanne remembered everything that Gilberto had drilled on about her sister Suzanne.Quietly Roxanne leaned against Chico’s shoulder as they both dozed off on each other.After a nice long walk Suzanne decided to head back to the garage. Turning the corner she noticed the garage was closed along with a sign on the front entrance door. Knocking Suzanne tried to get Chico’s attention. Glancing on the window Suzanne noticed the garage was all dark inside. “Chico’s gone.. Oh great and I have no key!!!” Strong winds began to pick up as Suzanne began to get chilled. Sighing Suzanne wondered as she waited to see if Chico would come back soon at the garage.Feeling discouraged Suzanne wondered if she should try heading back to Mando’s old apartment. “ Oh what’s the use. Hopefully Mando will have the heart to take me back”Suzanne left the garage heading over towards Mando’s apartment. “Please let Mando have some understanding about all of this and take me back.” Suzanne sighed, “I miss him terribly” Sighing Suzanne spotted Mando’s apartment up ahead. Climbing the steps towards the front door Suzanne hoped that Mando was home. Knocking on the door Suzanne waited for any response. Hearing foot steps Suzanne felt relieved knowing that he was home. The door opened finding Mando holding there Son Ramone. “Mando, may I please come in… We need to talk”. Sighing Mando agreed as he opened the door further, “I spoke with Chico and he claims that I was with him at the cemetery. I have to tell you Mando.. It never happened”.Mando struggled to accept her answer… “Suz, please I have to ask you something… Are you wanting to go back to Chico?” “Mando I love you completely. I don’t understand what you and Chico have been saying about me being with him in times when I wasn’t there”. Suzanne emotionally said. “ Maybe this is all in regards to Ed’s death. With his funeral tomorrow it is probably effecting everyone in one way or another”” Mando hugged her as he sighed. “ I guess your right Suz. Stay here, be with me and the children. Together we can all go to the chapel tomorrow and attend Ed‘s funeral’

Suzanne walked into Mando’s old apartment. Reflecting on her memories here

Suzanne began to relax a bit. “ Mando I have had quite a handful of memories here in this apartment. Some good , some kind of frightening” Mando leaned over to embrace Suzanne realizing what she was talking about. “Suz, I’m so sorry to have cause trouble earlier with you and Edina. You just have to realize then that I believed that Edina was my own daughter” Suzanne embraced Mando as she accepted his apology. “Mando, I know it had to be hard on you back then. Yet I’m glad I have Francisco and Ramón as your very own children”Mando looked over Francisco and Ramón while they fell fast asleep. “ C’mon Suz, let’s call it a day and prepare ourselves to say good bye to Ed”. Mando stood up as he extended his hand to hers. Leading her the bedroom Mando gratefully smiled to be once a family again with Suzanne. Pulling the sheets back Suzanne climbed into bed as Mando followed. Reaching over Suzanne embraced Mando. “Thank you Mando,” Kissing him she gave Mando an indication of wanting him as he rolled over accepting her invitation.

Chico struggled with the acceptance of Ed’s funeral. Sighing he sat on the edge of the bed fidgeting. Roxanne leaned over as she lay beside him. “Chico, are you ok?”Turning over Chico leaned down towards Roxanne, “Suz, with Ed gone, I’m doing the best I can right now. I’m so glad you here with me it has made it much easier to get through this”. Chico leaned further closer towards Roxanne. “I love you Suzanne. I never want to let you go”

Deseos Del Corazon 21

Waking from the sounds of sirens Chico quickly rose up off his bed, rubbing his eyes he reflected upon the day he found Ed dead. Leaning over Chico quietly prayed for strength as he prepared himself for Ed’s funeral today.“Ed, old man. I can’t believe this is going to be good bye.” Sighing Chico leaned over stepping upon the cool floor with his bare feet. Roxanne rolled over wanting to embrace Chico, Realizing he wasn’t there she opened her eyes. “Chico?”Looking over towards Roxanne, Chico walked over sitting on the edge of the bed curiously leaning over towards her. “Morning Suzanne” Gently rubbing his back Roxanne smiled at Chico as she rose up leaning on his back. “Morning Chico” Roxanne gently kissed Chico’s back as she gently played with Chico‘s hair.Chico sighed at Roxanne’s affection. “Please Suzanne, I’m just not in the mood right now” Chico tried so hard to fight against Roxanne seduction. Kissing Chico behind his ear Roxanne continued as she responded to Chico’s remark, “I understand Chico. I realize that you are hurting and I don’t want to make it any worse for you right now” Leaning his head down Chico gave into Roxanne’s invitation as he rose his head back leaning over to kiss Roxanne. “Thank you Suzanne for being here for me.” Chico embraced her as he guided her gently back on the bed. Kissing her he then expressed his love for her. Chico embraced Roxanne as he kissed her. Realizing his sadness over Ed he was grateful Roxanne was here to comfort him. Chico positioned himself upon her as he now felt comfortable to make love to her. Roxanne accepted Chico as she followed his every move. There bodies moved upon the pleasure each of them gave. Silently Chico released upon Roxanne as he fulfilled his desire for her. “ Oh Suzanne!” Chico moaned. Releasing Chico rolled over catching his breath. Roxanne leaned beside Chico gently kissing him. “Chico that was incredible! Nothing like I’ve ever felt before” Roxanne smiled as she gently brushed his hair back.

“Yeah Suz, just like old times huh’ Chico smiled. “I’m surprised though Suzanne”

“Surprised?” Roxanne said.

“Yeah Suz, I mean with you still with Mando. I don’t ever recall what we had just done in bed, we had done before?” Chico smiled as he kissed her forehead. Roxanne shyly smiled. “Either you have been holding out on me all this time. Or Mando sure taught you a thing or two while you were with him” Chico grinned. Roxanne smiled as she leaned on Chico, “Well Chico it helps to have such great lovers like you and Mando around, you know”Chico smiled at Roxanne as he leaned closer to embrace her. “Suz, I would love to continue making love to you all day long but we have to get ready for Ed’s funeral.”Roxanne disappointedly looked at Chico, “Well we’ll just have to finish what we started after the service is over”

Chico kissed Roxanne’s forehead. “Gracias mi Suzanne querido” Chico rose up out of bed preparing himself to say good bye to Ed.

Picking up Edina Chico helped her get dressed while Roxanne finished getting ready. “Ok Little lady I want you to be good with your mother while I finish getting dressed.

Edina tightly held on to Chico, “Where are we going daddy?”

Sadly Chico looked at Edina, “honey we are going to the chapel to say goodbye to Papa Ed”

Edina looked around the garage, “Isn’t he in the room where he plays with the money box?”

Chico confused looked at Edina, “ Money Box? You mean cash register?”

Picking up Edina Chico then decided to walk over towards Ed’s office. “No Edina, Papa Ed is in heaven with your step sister Francine”.

Opening the door Chico notice the peace and quiet of the office. Walking towards the cash register, Edina leaned forward as she held on to her father with one hand.

“Edina, what are you doing?” Struggling to hold on to Edina Chico questioned her.

Edina reached down and pressed a button as the cash drawer opened up. Leaning down farther. Edina reached inside as Chico struggled to keep a hold of her.

“Papa Ed” Edina smiled as she handed Chico his old shot glass.

Chico took hold of Ed’s shot glass in Edina’s hand. Sighing he held on to the shot glass. Tears swelled up in his eyes. “ Yes my dear Edina, This is Papa Ed’s shot glass. It is an honor to have named you after Papa Ed”

Chico and Edina left the office meeting Roxanne coming out of the apartment. Grasping a hold of her hand Chico walked out the garage as he carried Edina. Sadly they walked towards the chapel were Ed’s service was being held. Looking back at the garage Chico couldn’t keep his emotions inside any longer in front of Edina. Crying Chico glanced at the old beat up sign at the entrance of the garage. Chills were felt through out his body as he again realized Ed was no longer with him. “Damn it Ed. I am so sorry.”

Chico reflected on his memories with Ed. The loan they applied together, There first meeting when he rode his bike in the garage. Ed’s accepting him as Ed covered for him giving his alibi to the cops regarding all the robberies. “You’ve covered my ass so many times Ed. This is what I do to you in return. God Ed, I’m so sorry”.

Sighing he wiped his eyes as Edina stirred while wanting down. “ I miss Papa Ed”

Shaking his head Chico then realized they were running late as he glanced at his watch. “Come on Edina, Suzanne. Ed’s service is going to start soon. We better not be late” Roxanne held on to Chico‘s arm as they walked quickly to the chapel.

Gathering her children Suzanne finished getting Francisco dressed as Mando was getting dressed also. Coming out of the bed room Mando then helped with Ramón . As Suzanne adjusted her son’s suit she glanced at Mando walking out carrying her son.

Smiling she was glad to see her children together. Mando smiled as he sat down beside Suzanne. “Are you going to be ok Suz?” Mando asked as he gently embraced her hand.

Sighing Suzanne smiled. “Yes Mando. Thank you for your concern.” Gently combing his hair back with her hand Suzanne smiled . “ it’s great that we are together Mando.. but I miss my daughter Edina terribly”

Mando lifted her hand as he gently kissing it. “I understand. Mi tamal caliente. Maybe we can see if Chico could arrange some time with you and your daughter Edina some time soon”

Suzanne embraced Mando. “That would be so great if that could happen Mando.” Sighing Suzanne continued to embrace him. “ I miss Ed so much Mando. He has been so good to us both”

Mando released from her embrace. “ Suz we better get going to the chapel or we will be late. Together Suzanne, Mando, Francisco and Ramón rode in Mando’s car heading to the chapel.

Chico Roxanne and Edina arrived at the Chapel. Looking for Reverend Bemis Chico looked through out the chapel lobby.

“Chico, my son!” Reverend Bemis approached him from behind.

“Reverend” Chico smiled as he embraced him. Patting him on that back.

Releasing Reverend Bemis consoled Chico, “ Chico, the congregation has been so supportive of Ed’s funeral. They have given a donation to the church in Ed’s name”.

Smiling Chico wiped his eyes. “Rev, was very thoughtful. I will send my gratitude towards the congregation on Sunday”

Reverend Bemis embraced his arm. “Chico, my son, how are you doing? I know Ed’s death has really effected you. I was so frightened Chico that your sudden heavy drinking was going to lead you into trouble”.

Sighing Chico agreed. “ Yeah I know Rev, But with Suzanne here with me and hopefully back into my life again. I won’t hitting the bottle anymore”,

Chico along with Roxanne and Edina walked up towards Ed’s casket. Chico approached closer towards Ed as he silently prayed paying his respects. Sighing he nodded as he then walked away beside the casket for Roxanne’s turn.

Roxanne stood there motionless till Chico spoke to her, “Suzanne?’ Chico waved at Roxanne to come forward.

Roxanne took in a deep breath as she approached the casket. “Sir. Who ever you are I have you in my prayers”. Roxanne pretended to wipe her eyes as she then turned around facing Chico.

Extending his arm Chico guided her to there seats.

Mando , Suzanne and her children headed inside the chapel lobby. Each taking a bulletin for the service They were about to enter the chapel till they were approached. “ Suzanne?”

Looking back Suzanne was greeted by Reverend Bemis.

“Reverend Bemis ” Suzanne embraced him.

Reverend Bemis released and then shook Mando’s hand. “Suzanne didn’t I just see you walk in with Chico?”

Suzanne looked curiously at Mando then at Reverend Bemis. “ No Rev, we just walked in. Barely making in time for Ed’s service.

Reverend Bemis scratched his head, “huh, I must be suffering from old age or something I could of sworn I seen you walk in with Chico and Edina?”

Suzanne curiously looked over towards the chapel . Trying to find Chico. “ I see him but I can’t see who he is with?”

Mando glanced over trying to notice. “I can’t tell who he is with either. Let’s go on ahead and pay our respects we’ll find out ok Suz?”

Suzanne nodded in agreement.

Mando holding Ramón motioned to Suzanne to go pay there respects to Ed.

Walking inside the chapel. Suzanne holding Francisco’s hand walked in first as Mando followed.

Suzanne, Mando and her children approached Ed’s casket. “Ed, I can’t believe this is goodbye” Stepping aside Suzanne silently wept as Mando approached Ed’s casket. “ Hey old folks… Ed. Thanks for believing in me and never judging me during my troubled past. Take it easy in heaven old man.” Mando sadly wiped his eyes, “ Say hello to our daughter Francine for me” Mando silently nodded and then took a hold of Suzanne’s arm,.

Turning around Mando and Suzanne were about to head to there seats when Suzanne had an odd feeling come to her.

“what’s wrong Suz?” Mando asked.

“Mando, I have a unusual feeling about something” Walking down the aisle Shrugging it off Suzanne motioned to Mando to go find a seat.

Sitting towards the back Suzanne, her children and Mando sat down.

The service began as Reverend Bemis approached the pulpit“Dearly beloved we are gathered here for the memorial service of Edward Brown.” Reverend Bemis began to speak till Chico began to weep with emotion.

Leaning forward Chico wept over the loss of Ed. Roxanne leaned over trying to comfort Chico as she lightly rubbed his back. Upset Chico sat up then embraced Roxanne, “Suzanne, I can’t believe he is gone” Chico cried.

Chico continued to cry as he leaned over crouching his head. Roxanne comforted Chico, “Chico, Ed is in a better place right now. He wouldn’t want you to be so upset”. Rubbing his back Roxanne tried to calm him down.

Reverend Bemis continued the service leading into his sermon.

Lost in emotion Chico couldn’t bear the loss of Ed.

Mando and Suzanne watched on as they witnessed Chico’s heartache over the loss of Ed.

“Do you think we should comfort him?” Suzanne asked. “I feel so bad for him right now.”

Mando looked over leaning to his other side. Waving her to his direction. Mando indicated to quietly approach Chico.

As the service continued Mando, Suzanne and her children quietly walked over towards the front of the parlor where Chico and Roxanne where sitting.

Mando carefully looked over first seeing Chico leaning forward sobbing. Noticing a girl on his other side comforting him. Suzanne quietly followed Mando taking a hold of her children.

“Shh” Mando said. “ Chico is very upset, someone is with him consoling him. But I can’t make her out?”

Suzanne tried to look over as she began to walk over towards Chico. Mando and her children followed.

Chico embracing Roxanne crying on her shoulder as he was approached by Suzanne and Mando. Roxanne’s back was facing them as Chico wept on her shoulder.

Suzanne placed her hand upon Chico’s shoulder as she leaned down to console him, “ Chico, I’m so sorry if there is anything I can do. Please let me know.”

Chico raised his head as he then looked up towards Suzanne. His eyes red from crying tried to focus on the figure before him.

“Suzanne?” Chico confused questioned her

“ Yes, Yes Chico it’s me Suzanne, Mando is here with my children”. Suzanne consoled.

Looking at Suzanne then at Roxanne he then questioned her. “ Suzanne, if your there…” Chico released from his embrace. “ Then who the hell are you?”

Roxanne rose up looking at Chico. “ Chico , I’m Suzanne”

Mando stood there speechless. “ Oh dios Muy! Why you two look so much alike!”

Suzanne stood there in a state of Shock. “ Roxanne?”

“Roxanne? Who is Roxanne?” Chico questioned struggling to make sense of what was going on.”

“Wait a minute! Which one of you is really Suzanne?” Chico asked as he carefully looked at both of them.

Mando sat down on Roxanne’s chair looking at the both of them struggling to make it out as well.

Looking at Roxanne and Suzanne Mando couldn’t believe the resemblance. “How long have you been here?”

Roxanne feared to answer Mando’s question.

“Well? How long?” Chico also asked as he looked at Roxanne .

“Chico, Mando please… Now is not the time!” Roxanne pleaded.

Chico stood up facing Roxanne as Suzanne tried to even remember her.

“I’ve been here for quite a while?” Roxanne answered. “Gilberto helped me find my sister”

Chico rubbed his eyes as he constantly looked over Suzanne and Roxanne. “You mean all this time you have been pretending to be Suzanne?”

Chico lowered his head, “all this time I thought Suzanne and I were actually getting back together.”

Chico angrily rose his head looking at Roxanne. “I made love to you thinking you were Suzanne!” Chico wept from anger

Shocked Suzanne and Mando looked at Roxanne. “You’ve been with Chico? Why are you pretending to be me?”

Chico angrily grabbed Roxanne’s arm guiding her out of the parlor. Leading her towards the hallway he confronted her. Mando and Suzanne her children also followed.

Roxanne squinted from Chico’s firm grip as he dragged her father from the parlor. Stopping Chico confronted her as Mando and Suzanne caught up with them. “ Why were you pretending to be Suzanne? You have no idea how much Suzanne means to me!”

Roxanne tried to look away till Chico grabbed her chin and had her face him. “Who put you up to this?”

Roxanne angrily looked at Chico. “I can’t tell you…”

“Why!” Chico said.

“He’ll have me put away If I reveal his identity”. Roxanne said. “Damn it Gilberto” Roxanne whispered.

“Gilberto!” asked Chico curiously. “ My father put you through this?” Why?”

Chico angrily spoke to her. “What does my father have to do with you?” Grasping her shoulders Chico tried to control his anger as Reverend Bemis approached him. “Chico my son, What is going on?”

Chico saddened that he interrupted Ed’s service tried to keep from getting upset in front of Reverend Bemis. “This women has claimed to be Suzanne” Chico pointed to Roxanne.

Reverend Bemis looked at Chico and Roxanne confused. ‘ My son, this is Suzanne….”

Suzanne came up from behind Reverend Bemis, “Reverend, I’m Suzanne, she is my twin Sister Roxanne.”

Roxanne upset backed away leaned against the hallway. Mando walked over towards them holding her children.

“You believe me don’t you?” Roxanne asked Mando.

“Believe what?” Mando questioned her tiredly.

“That I’m Suzanne” Roxanne asked.

Mando looked at Roxanne then at Suzanne. “Oh Great! Now I see two women looking exactly alike. I don’t know what or who to believe any more!”

“Whoever you are miss. I love Suzanne.. . If you are really Suzanne, you would of realized that. If your not her then, it’s best that you understand now and move on with your life.” Mando said as he rocked Ramone in his arms.

Roxanne looked at Ramone as she was about to rub his back.

“No! Please keep your hands off my son. Until I realize who is really his mother then I suggest you back off”

Roxanne cried as she watched Mando rock Ramone in his arms. “My baby!” Roxanne wanted to embrace him yet backed away.

Mando continued to rock Ramón as he watched Roxanne cry over Ramón

Feeling compassion over her Mando sighed as he was about to speak. “Can’t you understand what I’m going through now?” Mando upset looked disappointed. “With you and Suzanne here. You are confusing my son

and myself”

“What are you really trying to prove to your sister and to Chico?” Mando asked.

Roxanne nervously answered. “Prove?”

“Yes Prove. What is your real motive showing up in her life right now?” Mando asked. So distraught over the death of Ed and now witnessing Suzanne‘s twin sister Roxanne, Mando found a chair and sat down. Looking up to Roxanne he pleaded with her. “Suzanne and I are meant to be together Roxanne. I don’t understand your motive to try to pretend to be Suzanne and make Chico feel as though he has her back in his life again?”

Roxanne sat next to Mando listening to the emotion in his voice

“Listen Miss Roxanne, there was a time that I would do anything and everything to have Suzanne in my life when she was involved with Chico”. Mando thought about his past involvement with Chico and Suzanne as he tried so hard to get her into his life.

“Now that she gratefully is now apart of it, It just breaks my heart to see you portraying Suzanne now and try to seduce yourself towards Chico?” Mando tried to piece it all together.

Roxanne sadly looked at Mando then at Chico, “ Gee Mando I had no idea it was going to be like this?”

Mando looked over at Chico upset over Ed’s death and realizing Suzanne wasn’t her but her sister Roxanne. “God Roxanne, you have no idea how badly I hate seeing Chico hurt like this. He is practically a brother to me.”

Sighing Mando became concerned over what could become of him ”I just hope her recovers from this…’ Mando said.

“Recovers?” Roxanne asked.

“Roxanne, Chico was so upset over Ed’s death that he started drinking and drinking heavily.”

Roxanne gasped.

“He was also accusing Suzanne of being a slut! I know damn well Miss Roxanne, Suzanne is NOT a slut!” Mando angrily said.

“I still don’t understand what this has to do with Gilberto? I thought he loved Suzanne?” Mando asked.

“Gilberto wanted me to try to seduce Chico back into my life or in her case Suzanne’s, so that there wouldn‘t be an ugly custody battle regarding Edina” Roxanne said. “ Gilberto couldn’t understand the fact that Suzanne was pregnant again with whom we all now know as Ramón”

Mando rubbed the back of his neck as he listened to Roxanne. Remembering Chico’s drinking binge he also feared the worse. “ God I hope he doesn’t see Sharon about this”

Now that Roxanne was now known as herself and not her sister. Mando struggled to accept either one of them. “ Please, Miss Roxanne, Suzanne, I have to spend some time alone.” Grasping his Son Ramone , Mando held him as he took hold of his son Francisco.

“Where are you Going Mando?” Suzanne asked.

Mando stopped his footing as he turned around facing both Roxanne and Suzanne. So confused from all the days events Mando struggled to speak. “Please…. Who ever you are. I love my son’s my wife Suzanne. I will do all in my power to keep my Sons and my wife with me. No matter what kind of power Gilberto has. I’ll be damned if he gets his hands on my own flesh and blood ever again”. Mando gently kissed Ramone on his forehead as he walked away from Suzanne and Roxanne.

Suzanne wiped her eyes as she watched Mando walked out of her life this time with her son Ramón.

Turning around Suzanne confronted Roxanne

“Oh My God! How could you!” Suzanne cried as she faced Roxanne. “What on God’s green earth possessed you to try to break us up!”

Roxanne sadly placed her hand on Suzanne’s arm. Pulling away Suzanne asked again. “ Damn it Roxanne How could you do such a thing?”

“Listen Suz,” Roxanne answered, “ Gilberto somehow did a missing persons search on me when he stumbled on my papers”

“Papers?” asked Suzanne.

“I applied for work at Gilberto’s orchard and he couldn‘t believe the resemblance. He thought I was you trying to look for his son Francisco” Roxanne said.

“He told me that he was disappointed upon hearing the news of you being pregnant again. He is trying to use me to get his son to be married to me having him think that I am you. But really with me.”

“What?” Suzanne asked. “ I don’t understand?”

“Gilberto thinks that you are what he calls in his homeland as a puta?”

Suzanne gasped upon hearing what Gilberto thought about her. Looking over towards Chico weeping. Suzanne carefully walked over towards him, “Chico, please forgive me. I have to ask you something”

Upset Chico looked up at Suzanne, “What.”

“Chico, Roxanne tells me your father is referring to me as a puta?” Suzanne said between her tears.

Shaking his head Chico agreed. “ Well I see word gets around easily. There in my father’s homeland”.

“Chico please….” Placing her hand upon him she tried to reason with him.

“You know Suz, I vaguely remember this, but Mando reminded me of my drunken behavior as I sung to you.” Chico angrily spoke.

Remembering Chico’s sarcasm in Ed’s office. Suzanne tried to forget his drunken song he sang to her. “Please Chico…now it not the time or the place to be discussing this”

Silently Chico angrily disagreed. “You know something Suzanne, my father was right from the very start!”

Suzanne sadly looked confused at Chico.

Chico stood up angrily speaking. “Listen Suzanne, I’m getting in touch with my father and taking Edina with me back to Puerto Rico”

Suzanne nervously rose facing Chico, “Please Chico, no!”

“You can‘t take my daughter away from me. Edina, I love her!” Suzanne cried.

Mando came between them trying to calm Chico and Suzanne down. “Please. This whole scene will all blow over after Ed’s service is over”. Mando held Suzanne, “ Shh, Chico is just upset over Ed’s death. Don’t pay any attention to him.”

Releasing Mando approached Chico, “Chico, hermano. This has been stressful for all of us. Please let’s all return to Ed’s service and say our good byes to him”

Chico calmed down upon Mando’s embrace. “Gracias hermano,” Sighing Chico released as he and everyone walked back to the parlor.

Reverend Bemis made his closing prayer as he witnessed Chico and Suzanne walk back inside.

“By the Grace of God, May our Brother Edward rest upon our Father’s care. Amen“

Reverend Bemis motioned Chico along with Mando, Roxanne, and Suzanne to first approach Ed’s casket to say good bye .

Chico approached Ed’s casket first, “Oh God Ed, I can’t accept that fact that you will no longer be with me.” Chico broke down covering his face as he wept over the death of his dear friend Ed.

“Now I that your gone all I have left is my daughter Edina.” Sadly Chico wiped his eyes. “ Ed I am going to go away for a while…..” Wiping his eyes Chico tried to see through his tears. “When I come back old man. I’ll manage the garage the way you’ve always wanted it. I swear to God as I am standing here Ed I will not let you down”

Deseos Del Corazon 22

Arriving back to the garage Chico and Edina quietly walked in to his apartment.

Holding Edina Chico sighed as he sat Edina down on the couch. Kneeling on the floor beside her Chico embraced her. “ I love you so much Edina. Your all I have right now that is in my life”.

An idea came to Chico as he spoke to Edina,

“Edina, how you like to go on an adventure with your Daddy?’

“Where are we going Daddy? Is mommy coming with us?” Edina asked.

Sighing Chico was afraid to answer Edina fearing how upset she would be. “No honey this will be a fun adventure with just the two of us”

“Will I get to see Mommy again?” Edina asked.

“Yes Edina, someday you will see your mother. Trust me”. Chico embraced Edina, “ I just need to get away after all that has been happening lately with Papa Ed and everything else . Ok?”

Chico released as he then began to start packing for there trip to Puerto Rico.

Closing up his suit case that included his and Edina‘s clothes. Chico then gathered a few pictures to take along in his trip. Tears swelled up as Chico looked at the particular picture with him and Ed. “I’ll be back Ed. I promise”

Sighing Chico was ready to head out to the airport. “Let’s go little lady we have some traveling to do” Grasping Edina’s hand they headed out of the garage going towards the street.

Spotting a cab Chico whistled over getting there attention. Pulling over the cab driver spoke to Chico as he opened the door for Edina “Where to buddy!” asked the driver.

“Los Angeles airport and hurry. We don’t want to miss our flight!” Chico said as he settled Edina in her seat.

The cab rushed out towards the freeway heading towards Los Angeles international Airport.

Chico nervously rubbed his knees in eagerness to get to his flight. Edina looked out her window as the cab sped further and further.

Finally there destination approached as the cab quickly stopped. “ Here is the baggage area. I’ll drop you off there”

“Great Thanks!” Chico paid the cab fare as he eagerly unbuckled Edina’s belt. Grabbing his luggage He hurried over to Edina’s door letting her out.

“Come little lady let’s go about our adventure” Chico smiled as he winked to her.

Chico tightly held on to Edina’s hand as they made there way to the check in counter. Receiving there tickets Chico anxiously picked up Edina carrying her to there assigned gate.

Chico heard the boarding call for there flight as he and Edina waited for there turn to turn in there tickets.

“Seats 7a and 7B Sir. Welcome aboard and enjoy your trip to Puerto Rico” said the stewardess.

Chico climbed upon the aircraft looking for his seat. Finding his seat Chico eagerly placed Edina beside him.

Edina looked over her father trying to see out the window. “Wait little lady till they say it is ok to unbuckle your seat”.

Edina sat back fidgeting as the flight captain indicated they were taking off.

Pulling back against the force of the plane Edina leaned back as the plane began it’s approach to the sky.

Chico settled Edina down as she began to become frightened from the feeling inside her.

“It’s ok Edina I can unbuckle your belt now” Chico smiled. “Very soon we will be at our destination.”

Edina smiled. “Is Uncle Mando going to be there and Francisco?”

Chico shook his head, “No honey we are going to visit Papa Gilberto and make some special arrangements”

Edina smiled as she tried so desperately to stay awake. Leaning her head upon her daddy, Edina fast fell asleep. Chico began to doze off as well.

Hearing the voice of the stewardess Chico realized they were getting ready to land. “Edina, wake up! Wake up” Chico nudged Edina.

Groggily Edina moved around as she sighed.

“We’re here! It’s time to leave the plane” Chico smiled as he looked over the familiar territory. Smiling as he gazed over the window Chico wished that this time in Puerto Rico his trip here will be a pleasant one.

Grasping Edina’s tiny hand Chico escorted her out of the plane. Passing by the stewardesses Chico smiled as he winked at them wishing the passengers well.

Edina looked around the crowds of people waiting for the other passengers. “Where’s Papa Gilberto?” Edina asked.

Chico stopped as he knelt down beside her.

“Honey, Papa Gilberto doesn’t know we are here. It is a surprise. Hopefully a pleasant one”

Chico rose as he held Edina’s hand. “Come on kiddo, Let’s fetch us a cab and head on over towards the Orchards.

Hurrying quickly towards the exit of the airport Chico witnessed several cabs waiting for service.

Eagerly Chico whistled for ones attention. Rushing over a driver quickly assisted Chico with his baggage.

“Where too sir!” Asked the cab driver.

“Gilberto’s Orchards” Chico said as he assisted Edina in her seat. No sooner did Chico closed his door, his cab rushed out of the parking structure of the airport.

Eagerly Chico tapped his knees anxiously waiting to arrive at his fathers compound.

Familiar surroundings approached them as the sea of orchards approached there destination.

Edina eagerly looked over her window smiling.

Quickly Chico’s cab arrived at the front entrance. “Here we are sir!”

Chico eagerly paid his cab fare then assisted Edina out of the cab. Picking her up Chico grabbed his bag then headed over towards the main building looking for his father.

Looking over the surroundings Chico noticed how well the area improved especially after the bad storm that effected the areas since his last trip here.

Holding on to Edina Chico arrived at the main building. Edina whimpered as her father lowered to the ground releasing her. “Shh Edina, Remember this is a surprise for your abulo Gilberto” Chico looked down at Edina motioning with his finger to keep quiet.

Quietly Chico opened the door finding his fathers back turned heavily conversed on the phone. “Yes… as long as things go as planned. I will keep her in my care…..”

Gilberto turned around finding Chico and Edina standing before him. Stunned Gilberto quickly hung up his phone.

“Chico?! What are you doing here?” Gilberto nervously said trying to keep calm.

“Father, Edina and I decided to take a trip and visit you.” Concerned with his fathers reaction Chico nervously smiled. “Are you not happy to see us sir?” Chico questioned.

“Si!Si Mi hijo! Of course I am happy to see you!” Gilberto eagerly approached Chico embracing him. Kneeling down Gilberto embraced Edina. “cómo es mi nieta preferida Edina?”

Edina smiled looking at her daddy. Chico knelt down beside her whispering to her what to say. “Muy bien. Papa Gilberto” Edina said slowly.

Smiling Gilberto gently rubbed her back, “espléndido mi granddaughter querido”

Rising up Gilberto looked around for Roxanne. “Where is Suzanne?”

Chico sighed. “Papa I’m aware that you have gotten in touch of Suzanne’s twin Sister Roxanne.”

“Please father what is this all about?” Chico asked.

Concerned Gilberto question, “Mijo I will explain later but please tell me . Is this what this trip is all about?”

“No father really.” Chico emotionally closed his eyes trying desperately to keep in his emotions. “After Ed’s death….” Chico quietly broke down.

“Oh mijo. I’m so sorry . I was not aware of his passing. Please know that you have my sympathy.” Gilberto rest his hand on Chico’s arm.

“Everything seemed to go to hell after his death. I mean. I started to drink heavily”

"Drink heavily?" Gilberto questioned, "I was aware from Ed that you never touched alcohol"

Sadly Chico spoke, “Now with Suzanne’s Son being born and realizing the father is Mando’s…..” Chico chocked with emotion sadly wiped his eyes.

“Wait a minute! That damn kid is not yours! Why isn’t Roxanne with you anyways!” Gilberto asked.

“Papa I don’t understand…” Chico asked.

“Listen Francisco, I need you to become married to your daughter’s Mother!” Gilberto said sternly.

Chico sighed as he wished for such an event to happen because of his love for her . “Papa she is happily married to Mando from what I understand” Chico sighed, “ I have accepted that!”

“Gilberto sat down on his chair then motioned Chico to do also. “Please Francisco please sit down”

“Francisco I need you to marry Suzanne, Edina’s mother in order for you to inherit this property” Gilberto said sadly,

“Inherit this property? Why Father. I don’t understand. After all, Ed has given me the deed to the garage upon his sudden death”

Sadly Chico lowered his head thinking of Ed. Rising his head he spoke, “ I’m sorry Papa, I just can’t let Ed down like this”

“Mijo, can’t you give the deed to the garage to Mando? I would like this orchard to Stay in the family”

“Why all of the sudden papa? Are you in bad health?” Chico asked.

“Mijo, if I don’t pass this orchard on to you. It will be sold to the government turning it into land development for tourism housing”.

Disappointed Gilberto shook his head. “ This business has been in my family for generations Francisco”.

“So is that why you sent Roxanne to seduce me?” Chico asked.

Gilberto sadly looked at his son, knowing he had hurt him, “Mijo, I knew Suzanne and Mando were meant to be together. I was needing an heir so the land could still be passed down to the family instead of the government.”

Confused Chico questioned him, “Papa, when Suzanne or in this case Roxanne approached me at the cemetery I actually thought we could start all over again”

Concerned for Chico’s feelings Gilberto looked towards Chico. “I’m so sorry Francisco….”

Chico angrily looked at him, “ No Papa you are not sorry!” Chico cried. “I can still picture Mando’s anger towards Roxanne when he spotted us making out!”

“Making out?” Gilberto asked.

Chico wiped his eyes, “Papa, Mando and I have regained our friendship and loyalty since Suzanne was back into our lives . He was crushed to see me. ME make out with who we all thought was his wife Suzanne!

“Father. Mando, nor Suzanne knows that I am here.” Chico said.

“How long do you plan to stay here mijo?” Gilberto asked.

Sighing Chico thought about his future. “Papa… I’m not planning to ever to go back Los Angeles now”

Chapter 23

Suzanne began to worry now that Roxanne was in town. Fearing her lack of response from Chico she decided to contact him. Dialing the garage Suzanne patiently waited for an answer.

Mando sat down beside her as he notice Suzanne began to worry. “Mi tamal caliente, what’s wrong ?”

Hanging up Suzanne became concerned when no one answered. “Mando, I dialed the garage Chico doesn’t seem to answer?”

“Mando I miss Edina terribly.” Suzanne leaned over embracing Mando for comfort.

Gently rubbing her back Mando tried to comfort her, “Suz, I’m sure everything is alright.” Releasing from his embrace, Suzanne worried. “Mando, it’s not like Chico to let the phone ring constantly ring like this”

Sighing Mando agreed. “ Let’s take a drive over there Maybe we can find some answers to help settle your nerves Ok?”

Relived Suzanne hugged Mando, “ Thank you:

Mando, Suzanne and there children left to go to the garage.

Pulling in near the entrance Mando noticed it was closed. “Huh.

There seems to be no sign of life at the garage. Wait here Suz, I‘m going to look around” Mando walked all around the building for any sign of life. Coming around back to Suzanne Mando shrugged indicating no sign of Chico.

“He’s not home?” Suzanne hurried over to see. Jiggling the door knob Suzanne struggled to open the door. “it’s not like him to leave without any message on the door”

Mando dug into his pocket retrieving his old key. “ Here Suz, Maybe he’ll be back soon. We can wait here inside the garage until he returns”

Opening the door Mando escorted Suzanne and there children inside. Walking further inside, Mando began to call for him, “ Yo Chico!”

Silence filled the air as Suzanne and Mando wondered what happened to Chico.

“Mando the office door is slightly open, Maybe he is in there?” Suzanne asked.

Mando hurried over fearing Chico had been drinking again. “Here Suz, let me go on in first to be certain, Walking up the step Mando opened the door further into Ed’s old office, “it’s a mess in here.” Looking all around Mando tried to find any indication to what Chico had been doing.

Suzanne walked in the office slowly holding her children’s hands. “He’s not here either. I wonder where he is?”

Mando searched around the office for any clue of Chico‘s whereabouts. Stumbling upon a receipt Mando couldn’t believe what he was reading. “Uh Oh….”

After reading the receipt Mando sadly looked at Suzanne. “Suz….”

“What is it Mando?” Suzanne asked.

“Suz, I think Chico has left with Edina to Puerto Rico” Mando replied.

“Your kidding?” Shocked Suzanne looked over the paper. “Chico took Edina with him!” Suzanne sighed fearing she’d never see her daughter again.

“Mando we have to do something.. Please” Suzanne became upset. Mando looked in the cabinet drawer wondering if Chico ever knew of one of Ed’s several secret stashes of cash he had throughout the garage.

“Hold on Suz, just cross your fingers and hope I can recover any hidden cash somewhere here in Ed’s office”

“You think Ed would do that? Especially here?” Suzanne replied as she looked around Ed’s office.

Mando eagerly looked around finding a stack of bills under the bottom of the cabinet. “AH HAH!” Mando Smiled as he held a handful of bills “Thanks old folks! I owe you one! And yes old man. I will pay you back!”

Eagerly Mando opened the door escorting Suzanne and her kids out. “Come on Suz, let’s get packed and head to Puerto Rico” Mando helped Suzanne and her children back into his car.

Driving back towards his apartment Mando suddenly realized something as he took a different way home.

Suzanne wondered where they were going as night began to fall. Looking at the back seat Suzanne noticed her children fast asleep. Sitting back in her seat Suzanne noticed Mando had driven up towards the hills where she once remembered when they first rode together.

Mando slowly drove till he came to a sudden stop. Shifting his gear he set the car in park,

Suzanne curiously yet quietly began to speak, “Mando, what is going on?”

Mando sighed as he turned to face her, “ Suz, please forgive me for asking…..”

Suzanne’s soft hand graced upon Mando’s hand that was still grasping the stirring wheel, “Asking what Mando?”

“Do you think this is some kind of trap that Chico is putting you in?” Mando asked.

“Trap? Mando please understand that all I’m concerned is for my daughter Edina‘s safety. He has taken her far away from me.”

“Yes I am aware of that Suz, but what if Chico and his father try to break us apart when we are there?”

Suzanne struggled to comprehend what Mando was saying to her as visions of her past trip to Puerto Rico came back to her.

Working in the fields…

Escaping the dorms late at night to be with Chico out in the fields….

Gilberto catching them in the act….

Her marriage to Mando….

Then her sudden illness.

“Oh God Mando are you in any way trying to scare me out of going to see my own daughter ?” Suzanne feared as she began to think about Mando‘s past.

Concerned that he may have hurt her feelings Mando embraced her, “ No Suzanne, Please don’t think of such a thing. I know Gilberto was very angry with me when he found out I was marrying you, instead of you marrying Chico ”.

Suzanne looked at Mando as she tried so hard to keep from crying as she thought about what all happened there. “ Your afraid I’m going to leave you and go back to Chico ….aren‘t you?”

Embracing Suzanne Mando gently held her hair, “Suz, I said this to you when I was told by the doctor of your dying inside the cave in Puerto Rico and I’m going to tell this to you personally….. Suzanne, I just can’t bare the thought of you leaving me”

Suzanne listened to Mando’s words as she felt it whispered in her ear.

Worried now that Mando feared he was going to lose her, Suzanne’s feelings stirred again stronger for Mando as she leaned over closer to him. ’Mando all I want from Chico is my daughter back”

Relieved to hear those words from Suzanne as Mando began to kiss her.

Suzanne embraced Mando feeling a sense of comfort as he gently touched her. Feelings began to arouse as she gave into Mando’s invitation.

Looking into Mando’s eyes Suzanne accepted him with a kiss. “I know we are meant to be together Mando. Yet I have to be emotionally strong when I confront Chico about my daughter”

Giving into his affection Suzanne relaxed as Mando guided her down towards the car seat. Gently easing himself on top of her. Mando continued to kiss her as he entered into her.

Suzanne moaned as she gasped from her pleasure. Looking over carefully Mando gently covered Suzanne’s mouth to keep her from waking there kids. “Shhh, mi tamal caliente”

Suzanne smiled as she remembered how much she enjoyed Mando’s speaking Spanish to her.

Kissing her Mando quieted Suzanne down. Gently Mando’s car rocked as there bodies moved in a combined rhythm. Feeling her hands throughout his hair Mando gripped upon Suzanne tighter as they felt both felt the rush of there love flow upon them.

There heated passion along with the night air increased there ecstasy while there bodies sweat with emotion moved to the beat of there hearts aching for each others desire.

Cries of love were heard as both Mando and Suzanne achieved there desire. Releasing Mando gently kissed her. “Oh God Suz.. I fear that our love for each other will be ending soon. If Chico sees you again in Puerto Rico. I’m sure he will try anything to get you back.” Mando embraced her not wanting to let go. “Please Suzanne. Please tell me you will never leave me”.

Hearing Mando’s plea only made it harder for Suzanne. “Mando…My daughter may be in danger over there…..If I can get her back we can all be a once family again.”

Suzanne kissed Mando as she embraced him. Releasing she whispered in his ear her promise. “ Mi compañero del alma nunca que dejaré.”

Chico left his father’s office burdened with emotional struggle with his decision now regarding his own father and Ed. Looking over the fruitful land before him Chico wondered what Ed would think of him if he took his father’s offer. Covering his eyes Chico wrestled with his emotions “No I can’t Papa. I just can’t let Ed down like this. That old man is trusting me to run his business not yours.” Sighing Chico reflected on his happier memories here as he began to smell the familiar sent of hazelnut in the air.

Walking upward Chico noticed the fields were he and Suzanne met the day they decided to get married. Emotionally Chico walked further into the fields stepping onto the fallen nuts on the ground. “Oh God what am I going to do?” Chico upset lowered himself to the ground picking up several hazelnuts. Reflections of there past encounters here flashed before him. “Oh God…” Chico cried. “ I can’t do this…” Chico rose as he wiped his eyes. Taking each step back towards the main office Chico feared his fathers reaction of his decision he had to make.

Arriving to the main office Chico slowly opened the door to Gilberto’s quarters,. Looking up Gilberto smiled. “ So mijo, you’ve arrived early. Here let me gather all the paper work for your signatures”.

Rising off his chair Gilberto quickly went to the file cabinet to retrieve the documents. Handing them over to Chico with pen in hand Gilberto smiled upon the transaction deal about to be made.

Chico held the documents as he read each and every line.

Thoughts of Sharon handing him the envelope appeared before him….

Ed’s personal letter to Chico…..

The deed to the garage…..

Frustrated with his decision Chico messed with his hair. “ Papa, I can’t. I just can’t go through with this!” Setting the documents and pen down on the desk Chico rose off his seat.

“ What?” Gilberto angrily rose up off his chair. “ Why must you be so stubborn Francisco?” Gilberto asked.

Chico tried to contain his composer in front of his father, “ Papa please…. Let me explain…”

Gilberto’s office door opened slowly. Chico distracted turned around to see who was coming in.

Shock and disbelief shown in Chico’s eyes.

“Suzanne?” Chico rose up dropping his documents and pen on the floor. Embracing her Chico smiled. “I just can’t believe you’re here… ?”

Concerned Gilberto looked over nodded his head in agreement.

“Chico I am so sorry to be causing so much stress between you and Edina. Your father especially”

Embracing Chico she looked over at Gilberto indicating his approval towards her as he whispered to her. “ Very good Roxanne. Very Good”

Chico released still holding on to her waist. “Suz, I just can’t believe you’re here.” Smiling Chico welcomed her with a kiss on her cheek.

Roxanne looked into Chico’s dark eyes.

“Chico Gilberto wrote to me privately regarding his troubles with the estate.” Roxanne looked into Chico’s dark eyes. “I’m sorry Chico I just had to see what I could do after he graciously accepted me into the family. Unfortunately though until we found out it was all a hoax from Mando”

Chico remembered all what happen at the chapel as he looked at Roxanne feeling disappointed . “ Yes Suzanne. I was so happy for us until I found out from Mando our wedding was a hoax” Sadden Chico emotionally spoke.

“Suzanne what happened with you and Mando?” Chico concerned held Roxanne’s hand.

Roxanne looked over towards Gilberto then sadly looked at Chico. “Chico I left him…. He has the kids…. He means nothing to me anymore Chico. To actually think I could live without you Chico. I was living a lie”

Chico smiled then kissed her. “ I am so happy Suzanne. To be a family again with you and our daughter Edina Louise”

Roxanne sighed as she embraced him. Smelling his scent her feelings became stronger for him. “ Once I complete what Gilberto desires for his son and his orchard, I can be free from his strict rules here and get on with my life”

Chico released holding Roxanne’s hand, “Come on Suzanne, let’s take a walk” Chico guided Roxanne out of the office heading towards the Hazelnut trees.

Gilberto kept on eye on Edina as he then looked out his window. Chico and Roxanne walked further away hand in hand. “That’s my girl Roxy. Soon we will all be complete”.

Chico and Roxanne continued to walk further into the hazelnut forest as the breeze indicated there scent of there direction. “Remember this very spot Suz?”

Roxanne smiled as she embraced him. Looking into Chico’s eyes she smiled. “How could I ever forget such a spot as this Chico”

Kissing her Chico began to lower Roxanne to the field, Wild flowers grew all around the area of the hazelnut trees. “ Hopefully Suz, this time my father will not have a fit if he catches us making out again”

Roxanne smiled as she answered him with a kiss. “There’s no turning back Suz. From here now and forever it’s you and me for good”

Mando listened to Suzanne’s promise to him, “ Mi compañero del alma nunca que dejaré.” Struggling to accept it. Mando swallowed his pride as he kissed her, “ Ok mi tamal caliente,” Kissing her lightly Mando indicated it was time to get going to the airport. “ We better get going Suz, So we don’t miss our flight”,

Rising up Mando and Suzanne quickly settled back to there seats, Looking back to her children Suzanne noticed how sound asleep her children were as Mando started to pull out of the hills heading towards the airport.

Driving down the free way Mando looked over towards Suzanne, placing his hand on hers he reassured her that everything will be ok.

Mando arrived to the check in terminal. Suzanne quickly gathered Edina and Francisco’s belongings while Mando retrieved there luggage. “ If we hurry we’ll just make our flight” Mando said as he carried Francisco his side.

“Papa, we go bu bye?” Francisco asked.

“Yes mijo, we are going to visit your half sister who is far away” Mando smiled as he adjusted him.

Suzanne hurried as she was able to be first in line to the check in counter. “ We have ticket for Puerto Rico”

Handing them to the attendant. Suzanne waited for her and Mando’s confirmation…. “Ma’am your seats are all set”

Smiling Suzanne and Mando received there tickets .

Mando, Suzanne and there children quietly settled in then dozed off as there plane desended to Puerto Rico. Suzanne layed there stirring as she thought of what Chico was doing with her daughter Edina. “God Edina, please be ok.”

Desending to Puerto Rico There plane landed as Mando quietly nudged Suzanne indicating there arrival.

“come on Suz” Mando quietly whispered the we have arrived ….”
Suzanne woke up stretching as she looked out her window. Reminisces of the familiar surroundings came to her as she looked all around the airport.

Heading out of the plane Mando quickly rented a car to head over to there hotel.

Suzanne holding on to Ramone slowly walked as she held on to Franciso’s hand. Looking up Francisco spoke. “Are we going to Edina?”

Suzanne stopped as she bent down embracing her son, “yes mijo we are going to find your big sister and see her”.

Releasing Suzanne then rose up as Mando approached her with there rental car keys. “Would you like to drive Suz?”

Suzanne remembered where she hid her car the last time she was here without Gilberto’s warning. “Sure Mando. Hopefully that area is still secluded. It was a nice spot to hide my loaner”.

Handing over the keys Suzanne began to reminisce about her first trip here. “come on Suz, You’re here for one thing and one thing only.. To get your daughter back”

Mando concerned embraced her, “ We’ll get through this Suz, We will get Edina back” Hearing those words from Mando Suzanne began to settle down. Smiling she indicated her next move. “Come on Francisco let’s go find your sister”.

Starting the car Suzanne began to pull out of the Airport heading over towards Gilberto‘s Orchards.

Trees and orchards of bountiful crops began to come to view as Suzanne drove further and further into the country.

Spotting a sign Mando pointed to the direction of the Rodriguez compound.

Reflecting back to there previous trip Mando began to daydream…

His pleading to Suzanne his love for her …

His appearance inside the chapel when Suzanne was with the Priest…

There marriage in the chapel after there destiny was declared by the Priest…

Sighing Mando began to worry wondering what was going to happen to between the two of them and towards Chico.

Fearing his thoughts Mando began to pray silently…

Oh God, Please let nothing happen to Suzanne, Myself or our….. her children…. Por favor father, I have tried and am succeeding in my changed ways with Suzanne and Chico. All I ask is for guidance, strength and courage while we try to locate Little Edina and get her back to her mother”

Closing his eyes mando silently ended his prayer.. “ Thank you father.. Amen”

Suzanne located the brush area that was used to secluded her vehicle before.
“Well here we are. We are not to far from the main entrance.” Suzanne looked around. “You know what I was thinking I don’t care what Gilberto thinks. I’m, heading there right now and demand that I get my daughter back!”

Opening her car door Suzanne was about to get out till Mando stopped her. “Hold on Suz. I know you want her but you have to be careful. God only knows what Gilberto or his men are capable of doing to either one of us if we get in there way”.

Disappointed Suzanne looked at Mando, “ I can’t take it anymore Mando.. What if Chico, or his father has messed with Edina’s head thinking that I don’t love her anymore or worse yet have told her that I am dead?”

Chapter 24

Gilberto sent one of his messengers to Roxanne’s dorm room. Knocking on the door he waited for a response. Quietly her door opened as Roxanne snuck a look through the opening of the door.

“Hello?” Roxanne asked.

A massager handedher an envelope while Roxanne looked confused yet relieved. “ So I’m free. Free to get on with my life?” Roxanne wondered as she carefully opened the envelope. Reading the contents Roxanne felt a weight lift off her shoulders yet still yearned for a need to stay with Chico.

“My Dearest Roxanne,

My mission has become complete now that you and Chico have gotten so close. I have received word of Suzanne’s presence here in the island . If all goes well. My dear Roxie, Suzanne and Chico will be together once again a family as planned for my property to stay in the family. I thank you whole heartily my dear Roxanne for your cooperation involved in this matter. Here are your tickets and resources to get you back on your feet where you belong”
Sincerely, Gilberto”

Roxanne opened up another envelope inside the letter containing plane tickets and several hundred dollar bills so she could start her life all over again as planned.

“Oh my God” Roxanne said as she counted each and every bill in her hand. “I mean I am grateful that Gilberto has let me go but … Chico, God this is going to be hard on him if Suzanne really doesn’t know what she is in for”

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Mando embraced Suzanne, “ Please Suzanne you must have faith… God is watching over Edina Louise.. Nothing will go wrong I promise”.

Suzanne struggled to accept Mando’s encouragement yet felt a sense of relief realizing Mando was showing his sincerity. “I just have a bad feeling Mando something horrible is going to happen”.

Mando released.. “ Suz, let’s go to our Hotel. Settle in and then I’ll check things out regarding Edina. I just don’t think it is safe for you to be approaching them so soon. What if they know you are here”

Suzanne sighed, “Alright Mando.. I guess that is a good idea…”

Embracing her Mando held her for along time. “Please Suzanne, don’t let Gilberto or Chico get to you. We have to accept why this is happening. Somehow things like this happen for a reason”

With those words Suzanne released from his embrace kissing him. ”please be careful Mando. I can’t bare the thought of something bad happening to you”

Mando opened the hotel door then looked back at Suzanne and there children, “ I will return very soon Suz… I promise”

Suzanne watched Mando closed the door as he left there hotel room. “Hurry Back Mando…Without you, Chico and Ed gone… I just don’t know what I would do”

Suzanne turned on the TV as her children laid on there adjoining bed… Minutes turned into hours as Suzanne dozed off laying on the bed,.. Flashes from the Television screen shown on them as night began to fall.

Suzanne began to stir as the dawn of the following day approached her face. The glare was unbearable as Suzanne squinted from the bright sunlight.. “Oh God!” panic rose as she rose off the bed looking out the hotel window “Where are you Mando?” Fearing the worse Suzanne looked out the hotel window checking the hotel grounds for any sign of him.

Getting dressed Suzanne gathered her children. “Come Edina, Francisco, We are going to go find your father” Suzanne gathered her children heading for her rental car.

Driving through out the country Suzanne desperately looked for any sign of Mando. Sighing Suzanne fidgeted as she tried to think of places where he could be..

Gilbertos Orchards were just up ahead up ahead when it started to rain heading direction, “ Great!” Suzanne thought, “It has been raining here too much lately” Suzanne said angrily, as she realized her car was stuck in the muddy road she drove on.

Sighing Suzanne then stopped her car. “What the hell am I going to do now. I’m stuck in the middle of a muddy road, I’m too far away to go back to the hotel, and too far away to Gilberto’s Orchards!”

Looking in her rear a view mirror Suzanne checked her children out. “Are you two ok back there?”

Edina leaned forward towards her mother as did Francisco, “Looking Good Momma!” Francisco happily said. Edina making a face to her brother looked out his window. “What is that Momma?”

Suzanne looked over towards Edina‘s window. “ Edina that is a carriage the horse has with him…..” Smiling Suzanne had an Idea.

Suzanne opened her car door and leaped out of the muddy spot her car was in. Walking over towards the horse and buggy Suzanne checked it out. “Well what do you know!” Suzanne petted the horse making it feel comfortable with her there. Looking around she spotted no sign of it’s owner. “Were you sent to help us out?” Smiling Suzanne laughed.

Looking back at her children, Suzanne decided to gather her children and use the horse and buggy to get around the area here. “Hey Kids let’s go on a ride in this buggy!”

“YAY!” Edina said as she hurried over along with her little brother. Suzanne carefully place Edina then Francisco in the carriage. Climbing each sat in the back of the carriage. Suzanne raised her foot leaping the drivers seat. Grabbing the reigns Suzanne shook them enough stirring the horse to move. Moving steadily they began to cover the area as Suzanne continued to look for any sign of Mando.

Rain began to fall again.

Looking around Suzanne struggled to get her horse’s grip as she continued her search for her husband. “I can’t imagine where the hell he is?” Edina looked around also. “Edina honey if you see your uncle Mando let me know”

Edina looked around as well as Suzanne when she spotted someone.

“Daddy!”

“What?” Suzanne looked at Edina pointing. “hmm, maybe I can find out what has happened with Ramón as well

Suzanne swished her reins trying to catch up with Chico. “CHICO!” Suzanne hollowed.

Looking to her direction, Chico was surprised to see her with her kids. “Suzanne?”

Stopping her horse Suzanne pulled beside Chico, “Yeah, Chico”

“Suzanne, when did you get your kids back?” Chico asked, “I mean I thought you left them with Mando when you split?”

Confused Suzanne answered Chico, “ Split? I never left him Chico.”

Leaping out of the carriage Suzanne questioned Chico, “By the way have you seen him? Mando that is?”

Concerned Chico looked over Suzanne and her kids, “No Suz, I haven’t”

Suzanne became upset, “Chico I think something terribly wrong has happened to him”

Chico embraced her, “Are you sure?”

“Chico he has been gone since early last evening. He went to see if he can find any where a bouts regarding Ramone That was the last I saw him” Suzanne broke down crying.

Chico embraced her, “Hey there. We’ll find him, ok. I’m sure there is nothing to worry about.”

Chico helped Suzanne back into the carriage, “Let me drive Suz, I know my way around here”. Smiling Suzanne accepted his offer as she sat beside him in the carriage.

Rain continued to fall as they searched the area looking for Mando.

“Chico I just can’t imagine where he is? God, I hope he is ok” Suzanne spoke as the rain began to downpour.

Discouraged Chico became concerned, “Suz, we need to find cover till this storm blows over. I’m afraid the rain is effecting the horse as well as the road”

Sighing in disappointment Suzanne accepted Chico’s decision as the rain began to turn into a heavy down pour.

Noticing her disappointment Chico tried to speak to her through the heavy rain. “Listen Suz, I know this difficult for you right now. There is cover up ahead. We can stay in one of the caves till the rain lets up”

Rushing towards the caves Chico rode till they reached cover. “Here Suz, we’ll take cover in here till the heavy rain stops”

Helping Suzanne and her children out of the buggy Chico lead them inside the cave. “It shouldn’t be too much longer Suz. This will also be good for the horse. He seems beat from struggling through the muddy road.”

Suzanne released Edina and Francisco off her then looked around for something place to sit down.

“Geesh it is dreary in here” Suzanne said quietly. Chico over hearing her approached her. “Suzanne are you ok?”

Suzanne embraced Chico feeling a sense of comfort, “Yeah, Chico. I’m just having memories here. Mando and I were in the caves when that bad storm hit the area”

Listening to Suzanne and the falling rain Chico remembered finding them in the caves together.

A chill came over Suzanne as she decided to find some shrubbery to place on the ground. Looking all over Suzanne, stumbled on her footing when she discovered something.

Bending down Suzanne moved twigs and shrubbery away from her path when she discovered her greatest fear.

“Mando? Oh God no!”

Suzanne leaned towards the cave wall finding Mando passed out and bound together.

Gently embracing Mando Suzanne hoped for kind of respond.. “Please mi corazon. Please!” Crying Suzanne feared he was dead.

Chico leaned down towards Mando to check his pulse. “Suz, I feel a pulse.” Chico gently smacked his face to wake up Mando. “ Come on Mando wake up!”

Rising up Suzanne cried over what had happened to Mando. “What the hell is going on?”

Suzanne struggled to realize what was happening here with Mando.

Hearing her plea Chico approached her. “Suz, he is breathing. He’s just passed out”.

Suzanne turned around crying on Chico‘s shoulder as he embraced her. “I don’t understand what is going on? Why is he passed out and chained up?”

Gently embracing her Chico tried to comfort her.

Hearing voices coming from the outside of the cave Chico quietly spoke. “Suz, we need to hide.. Someone is coming inside”

Chico quietly grasped Edina and Francisco leading them and Suzanne further back into the cave so no one could see them.

Sounds of foot steps approached closer as two men came to check on Mando.

Bending down one man placed something towards Mando to wake him up. “¡Despierte! ¡Despierte!”

Mando slowly moved as his body stiffly went forward. “¿Qué usted desea de mí? “

One man leaned down to grasp a hold of Mando’s weakened body. Squinting from the sunlight that approached the cave entrance Mando focused on the man that spoke to him. “ Mr. Rodriguez wants you out of the island now that his son Francisco and Suzanne are together.”

Confused Mando swallowed hard his throat dry from lack of water.

“Together?”

“Suzanne? She has left me for Chico?” Mando confused looked up at the two man, then passed out from exhaustion and hunger.

“What the hell are we going to do with him now?” asked the man leaning down to check on Mando.

“Let him be. Gilberto doesn’t feel he is a threat anymore now to his son and Granddaughter”

Suzanne carefully watched in tears as the men leaving the cave walked out.

Rushing towards Mando, Suzanne cried as she embraced him. “Mando, I can’t stand to see you suffer like this!” Touching his face she noticed he was swollen and warm. “Oh God what have they done to you?”

Looking at Chico her tears told of her sadness, “How could Gilberto do this to him, to me?”.

Chico sighed as he realized his fathers actions against Mando and toward her “Suzanne, my father requests that you remain in my care with my daughter Edina. If not he will then he will lose his orchard”

Suzanne stunned looked at Chico, “ You mean I have to give up my love for Mando to be with you? So Gilberto can keep his land or risk losing it?”

Suzanne rose standing before Chico, “The hell with your father Chico, I will leave this damn Island with Mando my husband and my daughter Edina. You can count on that!”

Struggling to move Mando, consciously tried to communicate, “Suz, I didn’t think I’d see you again”

Suzanne turned towards Mando approaching him till Chico stopped her, “Suz, don’t you love me enough to help my father?”

“Help your father?” Upset Suzanne, looked towards Mando then to Chico. “Can’t you see what he has done to Mando. Your father Chico, never cared for me. He is what you said, refers me to as a puta!”

Crying all Suzanne could do is collapse to the ground. “ I believed at one time destiny had once brought us together Chico, but I know that it could not be possible with your father interfering all because I was not his type of women”

Chico held her close towards him, “the hell with my father Suzanne. I love you!”

Suzanne looked up towards Chico, “If you love me Chico, You would let me go on with my life”

Chico held her closer, “ Damn it Suz, You have no idea what position I am in right now. I have my father and his damn business to think about!” In tears Chico raised his head, “ I vowed to Ed that I would take care of his garage. When I found out he gave me the deed to his property”.

Looking into her eyes, Chico spoke to her, “ I am torn over by so many people who actually care about me. If I leave this island and go back to east LA. Father will lose his property along with all of his personal possessions. If I stay here. Then I have let Ed down and his garage will no longer be in business”

Chico looked at Mando, “Suzanne if you leave me and go back to Mando. I have no choice but to go through with the legal action against you to achieve full custody of Edina”

Deseos del corazon 25

Looking around the cave noticing the quiet stillness of the night, Mando struggled to move as he hands and feet that were bound together. “What does Suzanne want with Chico?” Sadden Mando leaned his weary head against the cave wall.

“Was she behind all this?” reflecting on there drive to the airport Mando recalled asking her if she was considering going back to Chico.

Visions of her response appeared in his mind,

“ No Mando, all I want from Chico is my daughter back”

his head Mando feared again another flash back,

“ kidnapping Edina Louise, then kidnapping Suzanne”.

Mando fiercely looked up as he pleaded. “Why can’t anyone accept the fact that I am sorry for my past actions!”

Carelessly slapping his chained wrists against the rocky cave Mando decided to give up on his survival. “ Just remember Suz, I love you, your daughter Edina, and our children Francisco and Ramón with all my heart” Mando closed his eyes unconsciously drifting away.

Carrying Ramone Suzanne slowly walked to her dorm room with her children and Chico. “Chico, I just can’t believe that you and your father are actually threatening me with a lawsuit against our daughter Edina”

Edina, Francisco, ran inside to sit down. “Please Chico, I have to go back and see him, I am scared something horrible may happen to him”.

Sighing Chico agreed, “Go ahead Suz, I’ll watch your kids. Just please be careful out there.”

Embracing Chico Suzanne thanked him, “I promise to return as soon as I can Chico”

Rushing out of Chico’s dorm, Suzanne hurried over towards the cave that held Mando captive. Running as fast as she could Suzanne hurried over towards the cave hoping Gilberto wouldn’t find out. “Please be alright Mando, for the sake of our children”.

Arriving at the cave, Suzanne looked all around before she went inside to see if she was being followed. Carefully walking inside Suzanne slowly looked all around her for any suspicious activity.

Suzanne gasped as she noticed Mando slumped over, “Oh Mando no!” Crying She tilted his head up. Her warm hands felt the chill on Mando’s face. “Please let this be just the night air and not a sign of death dear God”

Gently rubbing Mando’s chin, Suzanne cried as she began to feel warmth on his face. “Please Mando, I need you….Our Children need you”

Consciously Mando slowly rose his head, looking at Suzanne he barely spoke a whisper “What are you doing here. Go back to where you belong.”

Embracing Mando Suzanne questioned him, “Mando I belong with you. We are soul mates. Remember?”

Anger showed on Mando’s face as he loosened Suzanne from her embrace, “Listen Suzanne. I realize that my former actions against you and Chico are haunting me now.”

“ Haunting you, Mando, what are you talking about?” Suzanne asked,

“Don’t you get it Suzanne? I kidnapped Chico’s daughter Edina. Then my own Son Ramon gets kidnapped. I kidnapped you to be married in Vegas. I believe I am being held captive and left here to die so you and Chico can get married”.

Grasping Mando’s weakened body Suzanne looked into his eyes. “Mando, your not thinking straight. Chico does not want to be married to me…..” Covering her eyes Suzanne lowered her head as she realized something. “Oh God Mando, the reason Gilberto is doing this, is that I have to marry Chico again so he can keep his property”

“So you are leaving me to save Chico’s father property?” Mando asked.

“No Mando. I am not, and Chico knows that. However because I am not going to abide to Gilberto‘s request. Chico is going full throttle regarding the custody battle on Edina”

Mando took hold of Suzanne’s arm, “ I hope your telling me the truth Suz, after all I’ve done for you to have you in my life.”

Placing her hand over Mando’s grip upon her, Suzanne gently released his hand off of her. “We have come so far Mando. I have accepted your endless love for me.” Placing her arms around his neck Suzanne began to kiss him.

Embracing each other Mando and Suzanne shared there love for one another, till they began to hear foot steps approaching them quickly, “There over here!” Shouted a voice. Suddenly a gaze of light appeared before them as Chico, Gilberto, and several of his men appeared before them with torches.

“What is going on?” Suzanne asked as she turned over witnessing Chico and Gilberto before them.

Leaning down to rise Suzanne on her feet Gilberto confronted her, “ This is not how this was planned, Miss Suzanne”.

Pulling Suzanne away from Mando, Gilberto lead her towards his son Chico. “You are going to marry my son Francisco Miss Suzanne. So I can keep my property”.

Suzanne pulled away from Gilbertos firm grip, “get your filthy hands off me!” Looking over towards Chico Suzanne with fear in her eyes pleaded for his release .

Chico stood and watched as Suzanne was continually taken away from Mando. “So this is your decision Chico? Your turning down Ed so you can be with your greedy father?” Suzanne struggled to fight away from Gilberto’s hold against her.

Walking over towards Suzanne, sadly Chico answered her with a kiss. Crying Suzanne couldn’t believe it, “Chico how could you? How could you betray Ed like this?”

Chico held her arm as Suzanne struggled to go back towards Mando, “Why are you doing this Chico. What has Gilberto done to you to make you betray everyone you love?”

Struggling Chico continued with his fight with Suzanne as he dragged her out of the cave. “How could you do this Chico? How could you?”

Facing his back towards her Chico turned to answer, “How could I do what Suzanne?”

“Hide my heart felt feelings?” Chico replied.

Suzanne looked over towards Mando’s tattered body, “ Heart felt feelings Chico? I can’t bare to see Mando like this. This is inhumane

Mando’s head hung forward as he tired to fight the hunger that he was feeling. Looking over towards Chico and Suzanne. Anger fueled inside him. “I’ve got to get out of here and stop whatever Chico is planning on doing with her.

With every once of his strength he had left Mando jerked the chains away from the cave. “God if I could only bust out of these damn chains.”

Forcefully Mando kept on yanking on the chains. “come on, come on” Mando quietly said.

Continually Mando began to pull against the chains till he began to feel movement as the rock cave began to let lose of the Chains holding against the rocky surface. “Oh!” Mando gasped quietly. Realizing his freedom Mando pulled his chains away from the cave surface then quietly held on to them.

Suzanne stopped Chico while they headed back to the compound. “Please Chico, If I confess my love for you, will you at least let me respectfully say good bye to Mando?”

Chico looked at Suzanne, “ So what your saying is true? That you have fallen in love with me again?”

Suzanne looked at Chico, “ I have always loved you Chico. Please let me at least say my good byes to Mando and let me go on with my life”

Sighing Chico hugged her, “ Ok Suz, I’ll meet you back at the dorms.

Suzanne released from Chico’s embracing then left to go back into the cave.

Walking inside Suzanne noticed how helpless Mando looked. “oh God who am I kidding?” Crying helplessly Suzanne quietly approached Mando.

Kneeling before him Suzanne embraced him “Mando I’m so sorry. If I don’t do what Chico and Gilberto request of me….” Tears from Suzanne fell upon Mando’s helpless body. “ I am afraid I may never see my children again”

Mando quietly turned his head toward Suzanne’s direction. Squinting his eyes He barely could see, “Do what is best for you Suzanne, if not for our children” Mando quietly said.

With those words Suzanne sadly placed her head upon her hands crying of her possible departure from Mando.

Wiping her eyes she sadly looked at Mando, “No I can’t… I won’t!”

Curiously looking at Suzanne Mando wondered what she was up too as she stood up.

Grabbing the chains from Mando, Suzanne struggled to pull them towards her.

“What are you doing?” Mando asked.

Still struggling Suzanne cried as she continued to yank the old chains from the cave wall. “Mando these chains are so old that if I can manage to yank them out, you can be free”

Mando looked all around realizing her idea. “Here Suz” Mando motioned towards a pile of rocks. “Pound those rocks against the cave wall maybe that will loosen them up for you”

Suzanne eagerly took a few rocks slamming them against the cave wall that was holding the end of the chains that held Mando captive.

“Come on! Come on!” Suzanne angrily said as she continued to pound against the cave wall.

Mando felt the chains loosen up as they began to drop down towards him. “Keep it up Suz, I can feel it loosening up”

Tears were falling as Suzanne continued to beat against the wall. “Mando it‘s no use. There not breaking….”

Amazement was shown in both there faces as the chains fell down to the ground. “Suz, you did it!”

Dropping to her knees Suzanne embraced Mando, “Your free Mando!” Embracing her Mando kissed her cheek. “Suz we have to find a way out of here and fast”.

Suzanne continued to hold Mando as she wouldn’t let go of him. “Please Mando just hold me for a little while. I was so afraid I was going to lose you”

Sighing Mando agreed as he embraced Suzanne holding her tight. “ I was afraid I was never going to see you again”

Together Suzanne and Mando embraced as there hearts closely together began to beat as one.

A flash of light appeared before them. “ oh dear God what now!” Suzanne thought.

Releasing Mando looked up finding Chico shine a light towards them.

“Come quickly!” Chico quietly said, “Before we get caught” Chico helped Mando and Suzanne up as he guided them carefully out of the cave. “Listen, I’ m leaving with Edina and your children tonight. I have two more tickets with your names on it. If we hurry quickly we can make it out of the island just after sundown”.

Chico took hold of Mando’s arm placing it over his shoulder, “Mando, I was a fool to listen to my father… Please forgive me.”

Weakened Mando looked up at him, “ Chico all is forgiven brother. what about your fathers business here?”

Chico stopped his footing, “Mando as far as I am concerned Ed is my father. Paternal or not. Ed was more of a father then Gilberto could ever be”

“So you are still running the garage then huh.” Mando smiled.

“Yeah amigo” Chico smiled. “That is if you will insist on co owning it with me”

“co-owning it with you? You mean partners?” Mando smiled,

“Yeah Mando, you me. Fifty fifty” Chico helped Mando Suzanne and her children into the wagon.

“Chico I don’t know what to say?” Mando said as he thought about what had happened to him. “ Listen bro, we have been through a lot together, I regretfully have to say that my past actions have suddenly seem to haunt me”

Chico began to stir up the horses till Mando stopped him. “ I can’t imagine anyone wanting to remain friends after what we both have put each other though Since Suzanne and her children have entered our lives”.

Chico dropped the reigns towards the floor board of the wagon. “I know Mando, She has made such an impact in both of our lives”

“Mando, I’ve contact Sharon.. She is still willing to marry me” Chico smiled.

Suzanne over heard Chico’s remark, “ She is?” leaning over to Chico Suzanne embraced him, “Congratulations Chico, she is a lucky girl to have you as a husband. I know Ed would have been proud to have you as his son-in-law”

Smiling Chico felt relieved to hear her words. “Thank you Suz, that means a lot to me.”

Suzanne embraced Chico, “ if there is anything Mando and I can do.. Please let us know”

Chico placed his hand on hers. “Thank you Suz, Sharon and I will appreciate that”

Grabbing the reigns Chico headed back towards the dorms as night began to fall. “Suzanne, as soon as we arrive at your dorm start packing and I’ll somehow figure out away to place everything we are taking with back in your rental car.”

Smiling he looked over towards her children. “Suz, I know we can do it! As much as I am fathers son. I know he can not keep us here”.

Rising up Mando looked over the horizon, “ Listen Chico, I’ll do what ever it takes to help us get out of this island and back home where we belong”.

Quickly turning towards the entrance Suzanne pointed to Chico where her rental car was. “I can’t believe it is still there.” Chico had an idea, “Here Suz, take the reigns and head back.. I’m going to see if Mando and I can get it out of the ditch”

Suzanne looked over Chico, “ Oh please be careful.. Mando, Chico… “

Grasping the reigns Suzanne held on tight as she struggled to get the horses under her control. Looking over her shoulder she watched as Chico and Mando get behind her car pushing it out of the ditch.

Carefully Mando and Chico struggled to get Suzanne’s car out. Rocking continuously Chico in back of the car pushed as Mando shifted gears. A roar from the engine soared as Suzannes car rushed up and out of the ditch.

Looking over Suzanne noticed Mando and Chico approaching her. “Come on Suz, I know a way to the airport that will save us a lot of time.” Suzanne smiled as She gathered her children. Assisting Chico and Mando placed Edina, Francisco and Amanda in the back seat.

Chico gunned the engine and then headed over towards the airport. Looking back at his rearview mirror Chico quietly spoke. “I’m sorry Gilberto, I have to follow my heart” With those words Chico concentrated on his way to airport.

Trees of Gilberto’s orchards line the roads as they drove further and further away. Mando turned towards the back seat overlooking this children, “Man, it’s great to be alive. My wife and children are with me.” Smiling Mando shook his head in agreement. “ It will be an honor to work with Chico at the garage.” relieved of happier times ahead. Mando leaned back his head relaxing till they arrived at the airport.

Dusk began to appear as lights from the city began to appear. Chico slowed down as traffic picked as they approached closer to the city.

Frustrated Chico blew his horn indicating his eagerness to get going. “Come on. Come on man. Were going to be late for our flight!”

Suzanne looked over Chico’s shoulder, “Is everything alright?”

Mando smiled, “Suz, the traffic is backup. We’ll get to the airport as soon as we can”.

Passerby’s scurried around the street and then towards cars on the road.

Chico dreaded as people came by approaching cars, “Once we get passed this street we will ok”.

Suzanne began to fear as Several people began knocking on there window.

Two men pointed to there car then quickly approached there vehicle. “ Are you Chico Rodriguez?” ask one man.

Chico began to roll down his window, till Mando stopped him. “Be careful amigo, there not to fond of foreigners around here.” Mando leaned over whispering to him.

Chico looked at the passerby as he gratefully waved to Mando,

“Are you Chico Rodriguez?” asked the stranger,

“Si!” Chico nodded

" You may not remember me chico, I worked with you when your father put you to work in the fields at his estate".

Chico looked at him closer, Curious Chico tried to remember him, " I' m sorry ".

Two other guys hurried over at the other side of there car Opening up the back door towards Edina and Francisco. "Oh Dear God!" Suzanne feared.

Unbuckling there safely belts They each picked up Edina and Francisco placing them on there laps. "Drive back to the estate!" One shouted.

Chico looked back towards the man holding Edina, " What the hell. Get your hands off my daughter!"

One other guy leaned forward holding a knife towards Chico, "Head on back to Mr. Rodriguez's estate or I harm your daughter".

Angrily Chico shifted his gear. Suzanne frightened prayed nothing was going to happen to Edina or anyone else on the ride back to Gilberto's.

Driving back towards Gilberto's orchard. Chico wondered what his father wanted from him..... Realizing what the possibilities Chico angrily stepped on the gas heading back to the fields.

Gripping on the stirring wheel Chico continued his way back to the estate. "What the hell does he want with me now!"

Dusk appeared as they drove up towards the opening gate of Gilberto's property. Pulling over to the side of the road Chico shut off the engine. Mando concerned looked over. "Are you ok Chico?"

Sighing Chico leaned back against the seat. Gilberto's men looked. "Let's get this over with."

Eagerly Gilberto's men stepped out of there car and quicly opened Chico's door. Motioning to Chico to get out of the car. Chico opened his door stepping out. Leaning back inside he looked over towards Mando and Suzanne. "Stay here with her Mando. I don't want anything to happen to her our her children"

As Chico stepped back away from there car Suzanne's door was open as well as Mando's. " Your coming along too."

Angrily Chico stepped in stopping Gilberto‘s men from opening there doors further . "Leave them out of this..." Chico tried to shut there doors but was forced away by Gilberto's men.

"Mr. Rodriguez wants to see all of you now!" Said one of Gilberto's men as the other quickly took hold of mando, Suzanne and her children out of there car.

"What is going on?" Suzanne feared as she watched in horror as Gilberto's men took her children away from her. Edina sadly looked back at her mother and father, Ramone reached back wanting his father. Grasping a hold of Ramone Suzanne cried. "Oh God!" Suzanne struggled. "Please I'll do what ever he wants me too. Just give my children back to me"

Crying Suzanne covered her eyes fearing she'd never see her children again. Gripping her arm Suzanne was guided towards Gilberto's office as Chico and Mando followed.

Crying Suzanne feared what her children were going through... Leading them inside Gilberto's men escorted Chico, Mando and Suzanne towards Gilberto's office. Anger showed on Chico's face as he watched in horror as they dragged Suzanne forward.

"Hey Take it easy!" Chico said as he blocked there pace.

Pushing Chico back they confronted him. "Your turn is next Rodriguez" gripping Chico's arms they pushed him forward as Gilberto noticed there arrival. "Well, well Francisco"

Anger showed in his eyes as Chico responded." I want nothing to do with you father. What the hell do want from me?"

Gilberto rose off his seat," Francisco. Why must you be so stubborn, for God’s sake, I am your father, your own flesh and blood"

"Damn it father, Ed was more of father then you'll ever be" Standing before his own father Gilberto, Chico thought about how much he missed Ed.

Shaking his head in disgust Gilberto silently looked at Chico, Suzanne, then Mando..."It's nice to see all of you here together. Especially you Suzanne.”

Smiling at Suzanne Gilberto then looked at Mando

“Mando, I have a special visitor for you from Tijuana"

Curious Mando looked at Gilberto." Tijuana"

Quietly Gilberto's door opened as a beautiful young women walked inside smiling at Mando. "Hello Ramone"

Mando looked over to the women walking towards him. "Oh Jesus" Mando whispered , "how did Gilberto know about her. How did she find me?"

"I've missed you Ramone" Quickly the women embraced Mando .

Lost for words, Mando stood before her shocked unable to embrace her.

Suzanne looked at Chico as he did to her. “Chico, do you know anything about this? Who is this women calling my husband Ramone?"

In disbelief Suzanne sadly looked over towards Mando. “So Mando..... is this your reason why you always headed to Tiuanna so suddenly all those times?"

Sadly Mando looked at her barely unable to speak "Suz, I'm so sorry"

Crying Suzanne nervously fidgeted leaving Gilberto's office. Chico looked back at Gilberto then disappointment towards Mando. " I don't know what you are up too father, but I don't want anything to do with you or anything you are involved in. So be it"

Upset Suzanne ran as fast as she could. Crying so hard her vision kept her from seeing in front of her. Hearing foot steps behind her Suzanne looked back as she ran. Wiping her eyes, Suzanne noticed Chico trying to catch up with her..."SUZANNE.! WAIT UP!"

Suzanne’s upset and disappoint increased as she kept running away from Chico.

Suddenly Suzanne felt herself fall to the ground. "Leave me alone!" She cried. Struggling Suzanne fought against Chico's hold against her to get away from him..

"Come on Suz. We need to talk about this" Chico held her trying to calm her down.

"I never knew Mando was involved with another women" Suzanne held her head upon Chico's shoulder crying.

Chico’s strong grip upon her arms held her as he spoke.. "Suz, I'm afraid I've known since I was sent to my fathers orchard a while back"

Suzanne looked up at Chico, " You mean you've known about this all this time and never told me?"

Crying Suzanne confessed, "I can't believe I bore children by the two of you... I still even wonder if Ramone is really Mando's child after all?"

Sadly Suzanne lowered her head, "Oh God Chico, what if all this time I've been carrying your own son?" Standing up Suzanne brushed herself off. "I bet your father thinks I am really a whore like you did after Ed died"

Standing up before Suzanne Chico looked at her trying to remember, "Suz, I don't recall anything about me calling you a whore. I just remember finding Ed dead and being very upset"

"You were very drunk Chico and you accused me of being a whore after finding Ed dead in his apartment!" Suzanne upset cried as she stepped back away. "I was very hurt by your actions Chico. We were all very upset over Ed's sudden death"

Chico concerned over Suzanne's feelings felt sorry for her, "Suz, I'm so sorry.. I really never meant anything I said or did that day Ed had died"

"I was so hurt by Ed's death. It came so suddenly. I wasn't expecting him to find him dead when we came back from Wisconsin"

Suzanne cried as she covered her face to hide her tears.. Walking back a ways Suzanne began to slip and fall down an incline. Screaming of fear Suzanne slid down the incline till she was stopped by the cliff side shrubbery at the edge.

Frightened Chico hurried closer towards her. Chico looked over noticing Suzanne holding on to several dead tree limbs at the edge of the cliff. "Oh Jesus!"

"Suzanne hold on!" Chico yelled to her

"Chico, help me!" Suzanne cried as the held on to the branches for dear life. Panic began to show in Chico's face as he tried to lower himself closer towards Suzanne for her grip.

"Hold on Suzanne!" Chico panicked as he struggled to quickly think.

Carefully working his footing down towards Suzanne. Chico carefully laid on the incline upon his stomach.

"Take My hand!" Chico reached down as far as he could. Frightened Suzanne yelled back. "I can't Chico. I just can't"

"Come on Suz, Please. take a hold of my hand." Reaching down as far as he could Chico's fingers barely touched Suzanne’s.

Looking down below her Suzanne panicked. "It's no use Chico. I can't!"

Determined Chico feared the worst as he tried to reach for her.

“Suz, come on! You can't leave me like this! Your children need you

.... I need you"

Suzanne reached up as far as she could. Her fingers began to over lap Chico's.

"Come On Suz try to reach for my hand" Chico said as he struggled to scoot himself closer trying to pull her up.

Grasping up the branches Suzanne tried to assist herself up as Chico began to pull her up and over the edge of the cliff.

"Chico. I thank God you are with me" Suzanne breathed through her tears as Chico embraced her.

"Nothing Suz, Nothing is going to take me away from you ever again" Kissing her Chico indicated his feelings for her.

Suzanne laid her head against Chico's shoulder. " I thought Mando loved me.. I honestly thought he loved me"

Chico concerned held Suzanne’s chin then kissed her.

Suzanne released from her kiss looking into Chico's eyes." I love you Chico" Embracing Suzanne Chico held her reassuring her everything was alright.

"Suz, You know I love you. I admit there was never a time I didn‘t " Chico confessed.

Embracing Chico Suzanne realized that her life was different now with Mando. " So does this mean that my marriage to Mando was never real?"

Looking in Chico's eyes she realized what her future was holding, "I mean, I am married to Mando am I? If Mando is married to this other women from Mexico. Am I still married to Mando....Legally?"

Chapter 25

Stunned Mando shook his head in disbelief, “What in the hell are you doing here?” Barely realizing her presence here before him.

“Ramone…..”

“Stop it… My name is Mando” He stressed.

“But Ramone…” Isabel spoke,

“Listen Isabel. If Gilberto speaks of what we had together back in Mexico to Chico. He will be pissed off beyond imagine not only because it was behind Suzanne’s back but because you are Chico’s sister”

Sighing Isabel thought of Chico, “Mando, he hardly knows me. Chico never knew that my father Gilberto was involved with another women the night before Chico‘s mother and Gilberto were to marry.”

“If Chico finds out that he has a sister and by a field worker of Gilberto’s . I know he will use it as blackmail against my father.”

“Blackmail, why?” Mando asked.

“If word leaks out that I am Gilberto’s daughter. Father will lose his business. That is why Gilberto wants Edina and from what I understand his grandson Ramón”

Mando sat down fearing Gilberto and Chico‘s actions against him. “Chico will never trust me now”. Placing his hands over his face Mando sighed as he knew he disappointed Suzanne and now Chico.

“What does Suzanne’s children have to do with this Isabel?” Mando asked.

“Gilberto needs her children as an heir if Chico’s declines in the offer of his, our father‘s property. That will at least buy Gilberto some time till they are of legal age so they can inherit the property”

“Still what does this have to do with me?” Mando concerned asked.

“Listen Mando, Chico nor Gilberto know that I am his sister. I have documented proof and if word leaks out that I am his daughter, his first born. Gilberto will lose everything. All because He had sex with one of the field workers the night before his marriage to Chico’s mother”

“Jesus, Isabel. I had no idea Gilberto had it in him” Mando questioned her.

“Yeah Mando, I couldn’t believe it either after I found out, and from what I have heard Chico has been just like him. Going out with every women he lays his eyes on”

Mando disagreed, “No Isabel, Chico may have had his share of women, but when it came down to Suzanne. He was very devoted to her and to her children”

Suzanne embraced Chico wondering how her children were doing. “God I hope they are ok” Suzanne thought. “Chico, I need to speak with your father. I must see my children. I can’t stand a moment not knowing if they are ok”

Concerned Chico thought it over agreeing with her, “Suz, I understand.”

Chico and Suzanne headed back to the dorms at Gilberto’s orchards as the sun began to set. “it’s getting late Suz. You can stay here with me tonight, tomorrow we are going to speak to my father regarding Edina, Francisco and Ramón”

Quietly Suzanne agreed as Chico opened the door leading inside to the living quarters inside. “oh God Chico this brings back memories”

Holding the door opened Chico responded, “I know Suz,”

“Chico I am sorry to have been so stubborn the last time we were here. I really thought Mando loved me and that he was my destiny” Sighing Suzanne pleaded, “God, please forgive me. If that was true” Suzanne thought, “Somehow I feel Chico is and always will be my true desire”

Noticing Suzanne’s distant look Chico concerned comforted her, “Are you going to be ok?” Suzanne looked into Chico’s eyes, “yes Chico, now that you are here. I feel more sure of myself that things will be a lot better”

Embracing her Chico gently caressed her. Breathing in her fragrant hair Chico’s emotions began to stir as he gently lifted her chin to kiss her. Sighing from Chico’s kiss Suzanne released all her emotions as she responded.

Suzanne’s hands gently brushed upon Chico’s body as her desire for him increased.

Releasing from her kiss Chico whispered. “Suz, are you sure you want to do this?”

Between her kisses Suzanne answered, “Yes. Chico”

Chico passionately kissed Suzanne as he guided her to the couch, emotions ran deep as each Chico and Suzanne’s heart began to race.

Suddenly Chico pulled back, “This is wrong.”

Shocked Suzanne questioned Chico, “Don’t you love me Chico?”

“yes Suz, more then life it’s self.”

Gently rubbing his arm Suzanne became concerned.

“Suzanne. I love you and everything. I want us to be emotionally in love with each other and not just physically.”

“Chico I do love you…” Suzanne replied.

“Yes Suz I know .” Holding her hand Chico confessed, “ I love you but I want to prove, I want both us to prove not only to ourselves but in spirit with Ed”.

As much as it is going to drive us crazy. Let’s hold off on our sexual feelings till we are married’

“Are you asking me to marry you Chico?” Suzanne smiled.

Chico answered her with a smile “yes”

Embracing Suzanne, Chico then kissed her. Releasing Chico held her, “If it is true about Mando’s marriage to Isabel, then legally you and Mando were never married at all”

Suzanne listened to Chico as he spoke of her marriage to Mando.

Sighing Suzanne rest her head upon Chico’s chest for comfort. Holding on to Chico tightly he became concerned.

“Are you ok Suz?”

Looking up towards Chico Suzanne answered him with her tears.

Emotions set in as she answered him, “oh God I just don’t know what to do anymore”

Suzanne released from his embrace upset. “I have to think about what has happened to me Chico.”

“My children have been taken away from me…… Mando has had an affair with another women, your father wants us together or I lose my children while he gains his damn property”.

Silently Suzanne sadly looked at him, “I’m so confused Chico. I mean, I love you and some where in my heart it yearns for Mando”.

“Think about us Suz” Chico replied, “We can be a family now if this marriage of yours to Mando is now not legal”.

Distressed over her emotions Suzanne decided to leave

“Where are you going?” Chico asked.

“Please Chico, I need some time alone” Suzanne sadly opened the door heading out of the dorms

An eerie thought came over Chico, “Oh God she’s leaving me”.

“Suzanne is in no shape to be alone right now“ Chico quietly thought as he watched her head outside towards the fields.. Locating her direction Chico decided to follow her.

Quietly Suzanne walked through the fields troubled her heart ached over Chico and Mando.

Looking up to the night sky Suzanne reminisced over her memories of her lovers. “My heart loves you Chico but my spirit loves Mando as well”.

“God what am I going to do?” Suzanne quietly spoke as she covered her eyes crying.

Kneeling down Suzanne felt the fresh earth as she placed her hands upon the ground.

“Follow your heart” a voice quietly spoke.

Looking over her shoulder Suzanne noticed a shadow beside her.

“Chico” Surprised Suzanne turned around as he stood by.

Dropping to his knees Chico held her, “I love you Suzanne” he whispered.

Chico’s voice echoed in her ear as Suzanne emotionally cried to him , “I love you too Chico.”

Gently embracing her Chico ran his hands through her hair. Remembering how much he loved her Chico began to kiss her as he gently guiding her towards the ground.

Chico began to show his love for her. “Suz, I can’t wait till we are married to show my love for you……

“Please forgive me”

Accepting his plea of forgiveness kissing Chico, Suzanne began to unbutton his shirt.

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Mando began to pace the floor. “I‘m going to get to the bottom of this Isabel. We may have had a thing back then, but now my life is with Suzanne”

Isabel disagreed, “I wouldn’t be so sure Ramone”

“What makes you so sure?” Mando asked.

“Well Mando. Suzanne was so upset with the news about us. I’m sure by now she is with Chico. Knowing his love for her. I wouldn’t be surprised if Chico has already made love to her by now”.

Angrily Mando held Isabel. “Was Chico apart of this damn scheme that you and Gilberto have been planning?” Gripping her arms tightly Mando stood close to her,

Curiously Isabel smiled as she looked at Mando. “Is this an invitation?”

Mando curiously looked at Isabel, “Invitation? For what?” Mando asked.

“For Sex. Are you forgetting how rough we both liked it?” Isabel said.

“Jesus Isabel”. Mando replied, “I’ve got to go find Suzanne before Chico gets the chance to fuck her”

Approaching the door Mando was about to leave till Isabel stopped him.

Lightly brushing his neck Isabel began to relax Mando, “Ramone, it’s late. If Chico has had any intentions to make love to her, then by now he has already completed his desire.”

Looking into Mando’s eyes Isabel smiled. “Come on Ramone let‘s relive our time together” Whispering in his ear, Isabel loosened Mando’s holding back towards her.

“Please Ramon.” Taking his hand Isabel smiled as she guided Mando to the bed room. “This time I’ll let you pin me down”.

Leading to the bedroom Isabel and Mando made love. Making his move on her Mando increased his desire towards Isabel.

“I remember exactly how you like it“. Ripping the bed sheets Mando smiled as he began to bind Isabel to the bed posts.

Kissing Isabel Mando began to make love to her, “Your still the same conniving little bitch aren’t you Isabel”

“Oh I am, am I?” Isabel responded. “Am I a bad girl?”

“Yes” Mando said through his heavy breathing. Releasing from his entrance to her. Mando rolled over getting out of the bed.

Taking his clothes off the bed Mando began to put them on as Isabel lye still on the bed tied up.

“What are you doing Ramone?” Isabel asked as she lay naked on the bed.

Placing a blanket over her Mando covered up Isabel . “I’m going to find Suzanne. I need to tell her I love her and that I need to be with her”

Sitting beside Isabel on the bed, Mando leaned down to kiss her, “Was it good for you as it was for me?”

Rising up off the bed Mando loosened the tightness of the rope releasing them off of Isabel‘s wrists.

“Wait a minute Ramone. What about my ankles. I can’t move” Isabel eagerly tried to move her feet.

“Don’t worry Isabel, They’ll loosen up if you try hard enough” Mando smiled. “I want a good head start to get to Suzanne before you or Chico try to mess up our relationship”

Frustrated Isabel eagerly tried to loosen the bound by her ankles as Mando left to go find Suzanne.

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Looking into each others eyes Chico and Suzanne expressed there love for each other.

Feeling the cool night air against his chest Chico felt the release of his shirt fall from him. Suzanne’s hands gently embraced around his waist as she began to feel Chico’s hands upon her. There lips never parted as each other’s clothing fell to the ground.

Each of there knees touched the ground as they continued there love for each other. “Chico” Gasped Suzanne as she breathed in a sigh of air. Chico smiled as he laid on top of her. Entering in he began to thrust himself upon her.

“Oh God Chico” Suzanne whispered as she lay her head back feeling the rhythm of Chico’s movements. Kissing Suzanne Chico continued rocking as he felt himself being wrapped around by Suzanne. Closing his eyes Chico controlled his rhythm as he then released his emotions.

Exhausted from his achievement Chico relaxed upon Suzanne’s body dripping with sweat.

Suzanne lightly brushed Chico’s hair back as she kissed his forehead. “That was incredible Chico”

Lying together Chico and Suzanne relaxed upon each other’s embrace.

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Desperate to find Chico and Suzanne Mando headed towards the fields as he remembered catching the two of them there once before.

Deeper and deeper Mando continued to walk through the fields. “God I hope I’m not to late…..”

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Sighing Chico leaned his head upon hers, “Suz that was beautiful. I know now deep down your love for me is real”

Embracing Chico Suzanne relaxed as she felt Chico’s heart beat against her ear. Feeling his embrace Suzanne began to feel Chico’s desire towards her again. Smiling she gave Chico an indication of wanting him.

Carefully Chico got on his feet as Suzanne laid beside him.

Chico looked down at Suzanne, holding her head as Suzanne looked up at him. Breathing heavy in his desire Chico guided Suzanne, “tu chupas mi”

Without any hesitation Suzanne got on her knees. Feeling the pleasure of his desire, Chico then relaxed as he felt Suzanne upon him.

Leaning his head back Chico placed his hands upon Suzanne’s head. Chico’s fingers felt her hair while Gently rocking Suzanne held on to Chico’s back side for support.

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Mando continued scooping the country side in search for Chico and Suzanne. Locating the general area of there last encounter together, Mando increased his pace as he had a feeling Suzanne and Chico were there.

Moving shrubbery around him, Mando discovered the area as Hazelnut trees appeared. Quietly Mando walked further noticing a male leaning against the trees.

Shock and disbelief appeared as Mando witnessed Suzanne and Chico together half dressed embracing each other.

Stunned to see them together, Mando nudged Chico who’s eyes were closed from behind. “e voy a comer el bistec”

Mando pushed Suzanne away from him, Chico then quickly adjusted himself.

Looking over Chico‘s side Suzanne looked up towards him as Chico helped her up.

“I can’t believe this Suzanne. You don’t trust me? “ Mando angrily spoke

“Trust you? Mando, what makes you think I don‘t trust you?” Suzanne asked. “You’re the one who’s been doing God knows what behind my back”

“Yes, I know Suzanne and I apologized for that. I regret that I was involved with Isabel early in our relationship. Still what does that have to do with you giving head to Chico?”

Sighing Suzanne cringed at the thought of Mando watching her perform oral sex upon Chico.

Chico came between Mando and Suzanne, “What’s the matter Mando, are you jealous?”

“Chingate” Mando pushed Chico away from him and Suzanne.

“If you came to interrupt us Mando. Your too late” Chico adjusted his shirt collar smiling to Mando.

“He’s right Mando. When you caught me going down on Chico it was my way of thanking him for his incredible love making” Sighing Suzanne smiled as she looked up at Chico.

In disbelief Mando disagreed. “Oh hell no “ Mando angrily said, “You are coming with me.” Reaching for Suzanne’s arm Mando picked Suzanne up off her knees. “How could you betray me like this Suz.”

“Betray you? You betrayed me by Isabel.” Suzanne buttoned up her blouse as she recalled Isabel’s visit in Gilberto’s office. “How in the hell could you do this to me Mando?” After all this time I spent with you. Baring you children. Come to find out that you left me for another women in Mexico.”

Anger and sadness set as Suzanne came to a conclusion;

“I want a divorce” Holding on to Mando’s arm Suzanne demanded . “Our Children are staying with me”.

“Suzanne what has gotten into you?” Mando followed her every move “I love you. I‘ve done everything for you”

Suddenly a voice came up from behind Mando, “Well Ramón, It looks like we will be together after all”.

Mando turned around noticing Isabel walking towards everyone.

Chico looked on getting a closer view of Isabel noticing a resemblance of his very own, “Oh my God, so it is true.”

Angrily grasping Isabel’s arms Chico confronted her, “Why did my father not speak of you?”

Keeping her composure Isabel spoke

“Chico, my mother was with your father the night before he was to marry your mom” Frightened Isabel spoke.

“That’s bullshit Missy” Angry Chico gripped her arms.

Isabel looked directly at Chico “Our father was much of a womanizer as you are Chico”

Enraged over Isabel’s remark Chico slapped her face. “My father may have been stubborn, but he never slept with another women other then my mother”

Suzanne stepped in between Isabel and Chico. “Didn’t Mando tell you he was married to me?”

Isabel shook her head no.

Disappointed set inside Suzanne as she sighed, “I just can’t understand, especially after Chico‘s accident. He would run off and do this behind my back”

Mando interrupted, “Suz, I had to split and find any kind of work incase the cops were to find out where I was hiding”

“So basically you not only ran away from your troubles . You ran to Isabel for comfort”. Suzanne cried as she then made a decision. “Chico, please tell you father I will cooperate any way I can now. If there is away to get a quick divorce through him. I will agree to anything he requests”

Mando held Suzanne back, “ No, please, Suzanne. I can’t not bare the fact that you leave me”

Upset Suzanne pulled away, “it’s over Mando. I’m taking our kids.”

Stopping her from leaving him Mando angrily held her, “I’ll fight back Suzanne, you will regret this. I will make this an ugly court fight. Trust me”

“What can you do Mando to make it impossible for her to have the kids?” Chico questioned,

“Remember when we were in Wisconsin, Chico and I mentioned that the cops were looking for Suzanne?” Mando sternly said.

“Yes I remember how nervous you were about it” Chico answered, “But what does this have to do with Suzanne?” Chico walked Mando away from Suzanne so she wouldn’t hear them speak.

“I can easily have her family sent up here so that they can testify about her history of running away and how she betrayed her family’s reputation by marrying each of us with our back grounds”

Shocked Chico listened to Mando. “Go on”

“Her family has a history of being very valuable in there community Chico. Once they find out about her involvement with us and her children….” Mando said sternly

Chico interrupted

“Your saying if her family finds out where she actually lives and who with, her family’s reputation will be ruined and her children will all be taken away to some foster home?”

Nodding his head Mando regretfully agreed.

“I can’t believe you would go as far as having Suzanne’s children taken away from her” Chico argued

“I did some research with the authorities in Wisconsin Chico, If the press find out about her personal history regarding us and her children. They will have a field day destroying the reputation of Suzanne and her family back east”

Over hearing the conversation Suzanne approached them, “Mando why are doing this?”

“Is this some form of blackmail against me and Chico?”

Smiling Mando nodded his answer,

“Oh God Mando, what has happened to you. I thought you changed”

Suzanne cried. Chico agreed “Yeah Mando what the hell is up with you?”

Mando carefully thought it over, ”Listen Suzanne, Chico. I will not be screwed over all because of Isabel and my past”.

“Suzanne, If you leave me for Chico I will go forth with the details I just described to you. If you stay with me I will drop all of this and have us go on with our lives as if we are still married”

Shocked Suzanne looked at Mando, “Why Mando” Saddened Suzanne held Chico, “Oh God Chico, he is trapping me into staying with him”

Chico released his embrace as he looked directly to her, ”Suz, what is so important that your family’s reputation will be at stake if you stay with me?”

Suzanne’s mind race as she looked into Chico’s eyes, “How can I tell Chico that my father’s business will soon be taking over Gilberto’s”

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Sighing Suzanne struggled on how she was going to confess to Chico.

Noticing her behavior Chico embraced her. Feeling the silkiness of her hair Chico quietly ran his hands through her hair.

Leaning forward Chico smelled her fragrant hair. Holding her close Chico was still for quite some time.

“Suzanne, I really am fearing what action Mando is planning against you”

Struggling with her emotions Suzanne had to ask why, “How can you be so sure Chico?”

“ I just have that feeling” Chico replied

“Come with me then, find out for yourself” Suzanne motioned to Chico

“I don’t think it is necessary Suz, he is just playing games with you again.”

Suzanne confronted Chico “Then why am I here Chico and not with Mando?

Listening to Suzanne’s remark Chico began to wonder. Realizing a feeling from her he had to find out something. “Suz, are you really in love with me?”

While thinking of her relationship with Mando Suzanne sighed fearing to answer ”Yes Chico. Yes I am. I have always loved you ”

A feeling struck in Chico’s gut as he listened to her, some how he didn’t believe her. “Suz, come on now. I need to know. Not only for my sake but for Edina’s, and Ramon’s ”

Standing before her Chico held her close, “Are you sure? Deep down inside your heart is your love for me as strong as it was at the beginning of our relationship?”

CHAPTER 26

Rising up Suzanne struggled with her emotions as she thought about Mando. “I’ve got to move on. Mando is not apart of my life like I had always hoped.”

Hearing the silent breaths of Chico Suzanne leaned over embracing him. “Thank you Chico” Suzanne whispered as Chico quietly slept.

Suzanne leaned over kissing him as he began to stir. Wiping his eyes, Chico smiled. “This is almost like a dream” reaching out towards Suzanne he embraced her. “God Suz I love you so much.”

Feeling his reassurance Suzanne smiled, “I love you too Chico”

Rising up Chico sat on the bed. “You know if you would like us to be a family again. I will see my father and drop the court preceding against you regarding Edina”.

Suzanne’s hands felt Chico‘s hair as she embraced him. “What will your father think Chico? Should I meet with your father personally. So he doesn’t think I’m doing anything against you or father’s back?”

Chico thought it over.. “You know Suz, that’s not a bad idea. If you would like I can make arrangements and meet with him as soon as possible”

Suzanne smiled agreeing with Chico.

Rising up Chico sat up on the bed. “I’ll call his office and see about scheduling a meeting with him” Resting upon Chico Suzanne kissed him. “I’ll wake up, the children and get them ready incase you can get an early appointment with him”

Turning over Suzanne stretched as she sat up on the bed. Rising out of bed Suzanne anxiously began to gather items she felt were needed for there meeting till she felt uncomfortable.

“I know this is the right thing to do”. Suzanne thought as she began to recall her affection towards Mando.

Sighing Suzanne struggled with her feelings with Chico and Mando. “I love Chico, I know I do.”

Sighing she began think of Gilberto and his thoughts about her

Chico walked in noticing Suzanne still and silent.

“Suz, is everything alright?”

Realizing her feelings for Mando still. Suzanne concentrated on her organizing again. “Yes, Yes Chico. I’m just concerned about your fathers feelings for me”

Embracing her Chico reassured her, “Suz, My father will be pleased to know that you are with me now. Trust me”

Sighing Suzanne had trouble believing Gilberto.

“I love you Chico,” Suzanne wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him,

Noticing some hesitation Chico felt concerned for her, “Suz are you sure your ok?”

“Chico, forgive me for my lack of faith on your part but I am worried how your father will really think about me?” Embracing Chico Suzanne rest her head on his chest, “ What if he thinks that I am not worth it.”

“Not worth it?” Chico questioned. “My father loves you. He enjoyed our time together when we were at the chapel. Suzanne he adores you”

Sadly Suzanne looked up at Chico, “ Yes Chico, I remember. But that was before the baby was born. “I still think Ramón is your son . But what if your father thinks differently?”

Embracing Suzanne Chico reassured her.. “Suzanne, let my father handle this.. He has a lot of connections. He is also looking into seeing if Mando and Isabel are still legally married”

Sadly Suzanne leaned her head upon Chico, “ If that is true. I can not believe I wasted all this time with him when we could of started a life together legally along time ago”

Sighing Chico agreed,” I know Suz. I know” Kissing her Chico felt his love for her increase, “ I know all of this will work out and we can be as one” Embracing her Chico held her. “We will get through this Suz”

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Gilberto and his lawyers went through documents for Suzanne. “ As long as this is legal gentlemen. Francisco and Suzanne can be reunited as husband and wife ”

“What about Suzanne’s Son Francisco?” ask one of the lawyers, “Is he staying with Mando or is she claiming rights to him as well”.

Gilberto thought it over, “Suzanne’s children whether they are Mando’s or Francisco’s will all be hers and my son‘s . I have grown quite fond of little Francisco that he will be in my son’s care as well.”

“Once Suzanne signs the papers for her divorce from Mando, I will ask for a paternity test to confirm Ramón’s father.”

“Do you think he is your son’s baby?” asked the lawyer.

“I believe so. I can see a bit of Francisco in Ramón already”

As Gilberto and his lawyers finished there paper work. A knock was heard upon the office door,

“Gilberto, Your son Francisco and Suzanne are here for there appointment.” Adjusting his paper work Gilberto rose off his chair ready for his meeting. “ Please, please. Send them in”

Gilberto’s secretary left his office as Chico and Suzanne walked inside.

“Buenos Dias, Francisco, Suzanne” Smiling Gilberto extended his hand towards Chico to greet him.

“Father” Chico answered as he shook his hand. Gilberto leaned over his desk to embrace Suzanne. “Mr. Rodriguez”

“Please have a seat” Gilberto assisted Suzanne to a chair as Chico sat down

“ Suzanne. I must inform you that Edina, and Francisco are in good spirits and are excited to be reunited with you as soon as this meeting is over”

Feeling relieved Suzanne embraced Chico’s hand. Gilberto handed over the documents to her, “All you need to do is sign this agreement that allows us to go forward with the divorce proceedings”

Reading the documents Suzanne read the paragraphs that were in front of her,

This here by agrees that Suzanne has requested divorce proceedings in the island of Puerto Rico to which she was married to Ramon “Mando” Ramirez . Further more granting our attorneys to follow suit in the separation and divorce of Mr. Ramon Mando” Ramirez and Suzanne Ramirez.

Shocked Suzanne questioned Giberto, “How did you know of Mando’s real name as Ramon Ramirez?’

“Suzanne When Francisco informed me of his actions against Isabel he used that name. We did some investigating and found out that Ramon Ramirez is Mando’s actual given birth name. Mando is a nickname he used in the streets of East Los Angeles according to his homeboys as you and Chico call them”

“I’m sorry Mr. Rodriguez, I was never even aware of this. I only knew him as Mando. Even when Mando and I were married in Vegas he used that name on the marriage certificate . I was not aware of any other name he had until Isabel arrived in our lives”.

Signing the agreement Suzanne hesitated then handed over the document to Chico for his signature as a witness. “Are you ok Suzanne?” embracing her hand Gilberto consoled. “I’m sorry Mr. Rodriguez, I was just thinking of Mando’s threats against me if I were to follow suit against him”.

“Do not be concerned Suzanne we’ll have it under our control” Gilberto said, Suzanne listened to Gilberto’s words of comfort till she felt uncomfortable. “Your not going to harm him are you”

Gilberto carefully looked at Suzanne then to his business men. “Ramón Ramirez’s situation will be in our hands Suzanne. Trust me”

Holding Chico’s hand Suzanne felt an uneasy feeling inside her as well as did Chico regarding Mando’s well being. Trying to change the subject Chico questioned his father, “ I just can not believe that Isabel is my sister, papa”

“Yes mijo, she is your sister. She is a decent women even though she got caught up in Mando’s seduction.”

Signing his name on the document Chico became concerned over Isabel, “I hope she has a good head on her shoulders and doesn’t fall into any Mando’s sweet talk”

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Dialing the phone Mando began impatiently tapping on the table. “Come on answer the phone…. Yes , am looking for a phone number in Wauwatosa, Wisconsin”

Dialing the number Mando patiently waited for an answer. “Hello, ah yes, My name is Ramón Ramirez. I have information regarding the missing daughter of the president of your company”

“Yes. Hold on. I will put you through…..”

“Hello, who is this speaking” said the voice over the phone, “ I understand you have information regarding my daughter Suzanne?”

“Yes sir, I have the exact location to where she is at the present time. She is with her children at Gilberto Rodriguez’s Orchards in Puerto Rico.” Mando said.

“Who are you in reference to my daughter?”

“My name is Ramón. Ramón Ramirez I am well known to her as Mando”

“Ah yes Ramón, I recall the letter you sent to me about Suzanne having three children. I just never thought she would up and leave us like this and on top of it have three children. Suzanne seems to have been rebelling which is why I stopped her trust funds from being wired from one account to another”

“Yes I know she was very upset over that” Mando said, “You know that Suzanne and I are married sir?”

“Yes Ramón. I received the news and was outraged. Suzanne never spoke of you or this Francisco Rodriguez person that she was once married to as well. Her mother was upset that she was married and had children, never was told”

“Well sir if your offer still stands I will be a part of your organization and work for you under cover”. Mando quietly spoke.

“That is wonderful news Ramon. You will be a vital source as we attempt to take over Gilberto’s Orchards. Gilberto is only aware of possible land development there, but once he finds out that Suzanne’s family is going to take over Gilberto’s business he will be unable to be president of his own company.”

Mando smiled at what he heard over the phone.

“I trust that you and Suzanne are still married?”

Silence filled the air as Mando feared to answer him, “Yes sir that is correct; although I am sorry to say she wants a divorce. She was aware of a past encounter during our relationship and she wants nothing to do with me anymore”

“I see…. Well Ramón If you can help me out with this business proposition. You will get Suzanne back into your life while Gilberto and Francisco possibly spend the rest of there lives in Prison”

chapter 27

Leaving Gilberto’s office, Suzanne and Chico were escorted to the dorms, “Your children are in good health and good Spirits” Smiling Suzanne hurried along with Chico to see her children.

Opening the door Suzanne looked around, “Mamma,” Edina shouted, “Oh Edina!” Suzanne whispered as she was once again reunited with her daughter. Chico leaned down to embrace her, “hey kiddo” Smiling Chico began to become emotional as he began to feel like a family with Suzanne and there children again.

Sighing Chico began to think about Ed. Sadly Chico wished Ed was here to see how well Edina was growing up.

“You know Edina, with the summer coming to a close we are going to have to requester you to Kindergarten".

Smiling Suzanne agreed. “Yes Edina it is almost that time of year, My little girl is growing up before my eyes.” embracing Edina Suzanne quietly held her. “Once we get back to East LA we’ll register you for morning kindergarten”

Sadly Chico placed his hand on Suzanne’s shoulder, “Suz, I’m not planning on going back to East LA”

Shock felt Suzanne’s embrace upon Chico’s grip as he listened to his words. “But Why Chico?”

Tears began to fall as she looked into Chico’s sad eyes, “You’ve made a promise to Ed and Sharon” Chico knelt towards Edina, “ I feel I need to help my father,….”

“Your father?” Suzanne questioned Chico, “ I have already agreed to cooperate with your father so he can give me a quick divorce from Mando, or Ramón or whatever the hell he is calling himself now” Upset Suzanne pulled herself away from Chico.

“What are you doing? What’s wrong Suzanne?”

Suzanne turned facing Chico, “I’ve grown to love Ed and those close to him in LA.” “I’ve betrayed Ed enough with my disloyalty to, him”

“What?” Chico questioned. “How?”

“If I had been more careful, Ed would have had more respect for me” Suzanne wiped her eyes. “With you agreeing with Ed on the documents, I know we can be a family in LA and you can continue with his business.”

Chico felt discouraged as he remembered Sharon giving him the documents to sign for ownership, “But Suz, my father needs me here. Besides, if I help out in any way you may get your divorce quicker from Mando”

Suzanne struggled with Chico’s confession, looking up she responded, “Chico, if that is what you wish to do then I have to accept it. I just hope that you have not disappointed Sharon especially after your agreement with her.”

Embracing Suzanne., Chico agreed, “Hon, this will be for the best for both of us, trust me”. Feeling his embrace Suzanne tried to remain calm in Chico’s arms. “God Chico I miss everyone in LA” Chico sighed as he kissed her, “Suz, if it will make you feel better would you like to fly back with your kids and I’ll fly back as soon as I am done with my father’s affairs here”

“It would give me enough time to register Edina for kindergarten” Smiling Suzanne kissed him. Chico embraced her lightly rubbing her back, “Suz, go ahead and head back to L A with the kids”. Suzanne kissed Chico, “Are you sure Chico? I don’t want to disappoint your father in thinking I’m backing out of what he needs of me and Edina”.

“Suz, my father has what he needs right now. If he is in need of your assistance I will call you ok?”

Chico helped Suzanne pack her suit case as Edina helped her father when a knock on there door was heard. Smiling Chico whistled over to see who was at the door.

A stranger appeared before Chico at the entrance to there dorm.

“Is she here?” asked the stranger

Curious Chico replied, “Is who here?” holding the door half way shut

“My Daughter” Curiously the man tried to lean inside there dorm room to look inside, “Where is she? I was told she was staying in the rooming house here”.

Shock came across Suzanne as she overheard the conversation. she witnessed someone from her past, “oh my God, how did he find me”

“Dad?,”

“ how did you know I was here?”

“Never mind that Suzanne,“ walking inside there dorm her father was concerned about Chico “Who is this man in your dorm room?”

Eagerly Suzanne’s father tried to approach her as Chico held him back, “Wait a minute sir.”

“My name is Francisco Rodriguez, but you can call me Chico. I am the father of Suzanne’s daughter Edina Louise Rodriguez”

Angrily. Suzanne’s father approached him, “Your Gilberto’s son?”

“Si, I mean yes sir, I am” Chico replied carefully.

Disappointed Suzanne’s father looked at her, “ To think Suzanne, you would be on the other side of the competition”

“Competition?” Chico question,

Suzanne feared the worst as she backed away. “Oh God, the truth is finally coming out”

“what’s coming out Suzanne” Chico curiously looked at her then to her father.

“Chico… I can’t …” Suzanne started to cry.

“What the hell is going on?” Chico angrily questioned,

“Francisco, I’m about to take control of your family’s business. Apparently, your girl friend, who happens to be my daughter, has known for quite some time that I have had plans on taking over your family’s business”

Shock flooded over Chico as he carefully turned towards Suzanne. “what the hell?’ Distressed Chico paced around listening to her father,

“Suzanne, why? After all I’ve done for you. You betray me and my father?”

Approaching Chico Suzanne embraced him. Pushing her away Chico tried to remain calm in front of her father, “Jesus, I can’t believe this…”

“Chico please.. Let me explain” Crying Suzanne angrily looked at her father as she tried to embrace Chico.

“No, Suzanne.” Chico turned his back on her.

“Father, how could you?” Suzanne cried, covering her tears in front of her daughter Edina.

“You know I have been trying to take control over Rodriguez’s business for years Suzanne. The question is. How long have you been with Gilberto‘s son ”

Chico stopped as he heard her father speak, “ How long has this been going on. That you have been wanting control over my father’s business?”

“Well Francisco, after I took control over your father’s other company…”

Leaning back angrily Chico slammed his fist against the wall, “Other company, What do you mean?”

“Francisco, I have purchased stock and taken control of your father’s fishing business”

Shocked Chico grabbed Suzanne’s father, “ Why are you trying to ruin my father’s businesses and his life?”

Grabbing Chico’s hands Suzanne’s father confessed, “because, young man, Many years ago your father Gilberto slept with my wife . They unfortunately produced a daughter together”

Chico’s heart sank as he listened to his words. “My father. Had an affair, with Suzanne’s mother”. He whispered.

Suzanne approached her father, “ You mean, Mom had an affair with Gilberto. Gilberto Rodriguez?”

“Isabelle is my half sister” Suzanne couldn’t believe it. Suzanne’s memory flashed back when she discovered that her twin Sister Roxanne was alive”

“I am also aware that Roxanne who I thought was dead is alive now dad.” Suzanne confessed.

Suddenly Suzanne’s father showed her a news report. “Here Suzanne, I believe you should read this article in the paper,”

Suzanne took the article from her father’s hands. Reading the article she couldn’t continue reading

“Missing Wauwatosa native found dead in boating accident near Puerto Rico”

“Oh God, how did this happen?” Suzanne feared to finish reading the rest of the article,

“It has something to do with her leaving Puerto Rico and reporting to the authorities about poor living conditions at Rodriguez’s Orchards ”

Chico disagreed, “Are you saying that my father murdered Roxanne?”

“No Francisco, They are saying that you also took part in the murder of her…

Moments later, Chico heard there door slam open as FBI agents eagerly approached Chico.

Grasping Chico, agents handcuffed him as Chico tried to put up a fight. Anger showed on Chico’s face as he struggled to fight against the officers hand cuffing him.

Suzanne sadly looked on as the FBI agents dragged Chico out of there dorm and outside to an awaiting squad car .

Following the agents Suzanne’s father watched as Chico was placed into the awaiting car.

“No need to put a fight Francisco. You and your father will be in prison for a life time”.

Chapter 28

Mando grabbed his keys as he opened the old rickety door. Grasping a nail and hammer he then pounded a sign adjacent to the entrance.

“That aught a do the trick.”

Smiling Mando patiently waiting for the phone to ring. “This will be a nice investment and possibly enough cash to do some more in the future” Mando thought as he leaned back on his chair. Dreams of a new life ahead frequently appeared in Mando’s mind while he was suddenly kicked out of Suzanne’s life again.

Drifting into sleep Mando’s daydreaming made him sleepy till the phone began to ring. Mando awoke dazed as he then tried to answer the phone leaving the phone alone the answering machine picked up the message, “This is Della Rodgers, I understand the property that was owned by Ed Brown is up for sale. I would like to get together with Chico Rodriguez or Mando to discuss a possible sale……”

Mando’s eyes light up, “Oh shit,” Mando quickly rose up and picked up the phone. “ Hello this is Mando, when would you like to get together?”

“Anytime Mando, I had leased the building while Ed was alive. I understand that you and Chico are co owners though”

Mando began to panic “ Yes that is true Della”

“Did Chico agree with the selling of the garage? I understand he has been out of town for quite some time now”

Mando quickly spoke as he remained calm and not nervous to answer, “Yes , Ms Rodgers. Chico has given me availability to accept a reasonable offer”

“Fine, fine . Let’s get together tomorrow and set up a proposal then”

Hanging up the phone Mando smiled over the possible business transaction. “ This will be my finest hour seeing the garage come to a close .I could get a lot of money from this old garage” Mando thought.

Suzanne could not believe what happened. Chico was taken away from her before her very eyes by her father.

“Suzanne” Called her father.

Dazed from seeing Chico be taken away Suzanne consciously woke up upon hearing her name, “What is it dad”

Standing before her he asked her again, “You heard me young lady, how long have you been with Francisco?”

“Quite a while, dad, we have two children together” Suzanne said,

“Two Children by this hoodlum?”

“He is not a hoodlum dad, Chico is a decent man. Decent enough to even accept Mando’s son Francisco as his very own”

“Mando? Oh right you mean Ramón. Yes, yes, Well Mando as you know him has taken good care of little Ramón”

“No dad I mean Francisco, my son from Mando” fearing her father’s reaction.

“Good lord Suzanne, I did not raise you to be like this”

“Like what dad? I am not what you think I am. Chico loves me and my, our children. Yet you have the nerve to throw him in Jail? Why?”

“I love him”

“Suzanne I raised you to be successful in life long goals. That is why I have you as my business partner not a welfare mother”

“Welfare mother?” What makes you think I am living on welfare?” Suzanne angrily looked at her father. “Chico makes decent money as a mechanic and I had a decent job with the local homeless shelter until the accident”

“Accident? What accident. What the hell happened?’ concerned her father asked

“Chico was trying to keep a gun away from him that Mando was pointing at. They were wrestling and some how the gun went off and as I was coming out of the garage the gun was aimed at my direction and I was shot”

“Jesus Suzanne, How can you get involved in such a thing like that?’

“Like what dad?”

“Going as far as dating a member of some street gang”

“Street gang. Mando was no part of a street gang”

Suzanne’s father couldn’t understand, “Chico is not saint either Suzanne”

“Yes I know Dad, Chico was in a street gang before he was working with Ed. Ed was kind enough to take him in and give him a job”.

“What I don’t understand is. How do you expect to raise a family in Chico’s penance of a salary”

“Dad you are not being fair, we are doing fine, we have a roof over our heads, and neighbors who care about people and not there wallets”

Suzanne’s father looked at the documents that Mando sent him. “ I can see with the conditions of this building you two are in \you both are barely surviving”

“We were doing fine dad till my accounts suddenly froze on me” Suzanne angrily said.

“No hoodlum that is involved with my daughter is going to be supported by the means of your trust fund young lady.”

“Can’t you understand dad, that I am happy with Chico? We were meant to be together”

“Meant to be together?” Suzanne’s father disagreed, “ Somehow I just can’t imagine Gilberto accepting you into his family?”

“He didn’t at first dad, He had no idea what back ground I came from. But Gilberto has grown to love now and I love him also”

“And Gilberto never suspected anything Suzanne?” Her father asked

“Dad, I never tried to do any harm against Gilberto nor Chico. I love Chico too much. I couldn’t have the heart to inform them of your scheming little plan”

“God I feel I have let everyone down” Suzanne sadly looked up,

“Somehow I am thankful that Ed is not hear to see this happening to Chico. This would of really put him in a grave for sure”

Chapters 29

Sirens were heard as the police car carrying Chico pulled up the front entrance. Detective Hernandez got out of the car opening Chico’s door.

“Lower your head Rodriguez as you get out of the car” Assisting Chico Detective Hernandez helped Chico out of the car.

Disgusted Chico snarled at the detective, “I am innocent. I didn’t murdered Roxanne”

Putting up a struggle Chico fought with Detective Hernandez, “I’ve been set up I tell you”

Detective Hernandez assisted Chico inside the booking room, “Stand here Rodriguez we need to update your mug shot”

Carelessly officers and Detective Hernandez guided Chico by the wall indicating his height. “Come on, Smile to the photographer Chico. We’ve checked your records, you’ve had your share of photo opts taken I see”

“So that automatically makes me a criminal, huh?” Chico said as they guided him away”

“You are all alike Rodriguez” Said Detective Hernandez,

“You know I am entitled to a phone call, correct?’ Chico replied.

“Yes, but who are you going to call?” asked Detective Hernandez. “ From our understanding, A Mister Edward Brown who was your guardian is now deceased.”

“I want to call. My father, Gilberto, Gilberto Rodriguez”

“I am afraid you are too late for that Francisco”

“Too late? Why am I too late? What has happened to him? What harm has been done to my father?” Concerned Chico responded,

“No harm has been done Francisco, We have him as your cell mate”

“Cell Mate? You have him in jail?” Stunned Chico couldn’t believe what was happening, “Come on Rodriguez, let’s go”

Two guards came from behind Chico dragging him into his awaiting cell as he thought about Suzanne, “I thought I could trust her”

Two other guards approached Chico’s jail cell, Opening the door Chico was pushed inside the small quarters

Gilberto sat on his cot bent down rubbing the back of his head, tiredly wiping his eyes he looked up from hearing the cell door open,

“Oh Jesus, they got my son” quietly speaking Gilberto sadly looked at Chico.

Carelessly they released Chico from there handcuffs, “welcome home Chico” The guards sarcastically said upon his release of the cuffs, “You will find your stay here a living hell” said one of the guards as they exited out of the cell locking it up.

Angrily Chico rose up grasping upon the steal bars, “ I didn’t murder anyone. I am innocent” Sadly watching the guards continue walking away Chico turned around and leaned against the steel gate locking him in.

“It’s no use Chico, I’m afraid he has won this long feud,”

Turning around Chico feared to see who was behind him, “ father?”

Chico hurried over to see him, “Who did this to you?” Concerned Chico looked at the bruises that appeared on Gilberto’s forehead,

“Dean did it, he had his men come over and give the news of Dean’s take over”

“Take over.”

“Suzanne’s father has taken over the property” Chico questioned

Leaning his head down Gilberto responded, “Si”

“But I’ve already signed the papers. With me assisting in Edina’s inheritance of the property. I thought no one was able to take over unless it was agreed too.”

“You are correct mijo,

“What If I can arrange a meeting with Dean. Maybe he can now see clearer with the actual proof of Edina’s inheritance of the business….”

“Edina is a mere child Francisco. Besides she can’t inherit the business till she is of age,”

“Yes I know. I am aware of that Papa , I signed it also as her legal guardian so I should have some say into this.

“How did Dean find out about this anyways.” Chico questioned.

“Well Francisco, when my shipping business was sold to Dean’s men, I was informed the sources were of a Ramón Ramirez. Whom we all know as..”

“Mando?“ Angrily Chico rose pacing there cell

“God damn it” Chico yelled, “All this is because Suzanne wanted a divorce from him”

“I know Francisco, Mando is a very manipulative man. A very jealous man. Suzanne apparently showed you more love then she did to Mando and he snapped”.

“God only knows what Mando is capable of.” Gilberto sighed as he worried over his life, his future.

“They are saying you had a part in Roxanne’s murder, Dad, can you tell me is that true?”

“No Francisco, I admit I used her to get you back with Suzanne but I did not murder her”

“Who could of murdered her?” Chico questioned, “I know she pissed me off pretending to be Suzanne.”

Gilberto looked up at Chico, “ I know your stubbornness and anger Chico. But I believe you wouldn’t of harmed her”

“I know, I know papa, Still what happened to her anyways?” Chico asked,

“When I thought my mission was complete upon reuniting you and Suzanne together. I sent her release papers and funds to get her back on her feet.”

“You have not heard from her since?”

“No Chico, all I know that since she helped me out I returned the gesture by paying for her trip back to the United States”

“I am only aware that she had been chartered on a commercial boat that is used for tourism to go home”

“Oh Shit” Chico sadly looked at his father, “Papa, there is something you should know”

Concerned Gilberto questioned, “que pasa mijo”

“I am afraid Roxanne was found dead from a boating accident”

Shocked Gilberto sadly leaned his head back against the cell wall.

“Oh dear God. How!” Gilberto asked

“I don’t know papa but I believe it is all apart of a set up. Some how the blame for her accident is on the both of us”

“Both of us, How? I gave her a decent living and she had the nerve to complain about poor living conditions but that Chico does not make me a murderer”

“I’m sorry Chico, If my using her caused you more pain after Ed died. If I had known that Ed was in poor health I would of backed off”

Chico leaned his head back, “ Papa, neither of us knew of Ed’s poor health. Mando, Suzanne and myself all blamed ourselves for Ed’s death”

“I was too foolish enough to be a pain in Ed’s ass” Chico emotionally said.

“Now Chico, Ed cared for you very much you can not put the blame for that old man’s death. Neither could Ed himself try to blame his own death on you”

Chico struggled to piece everything together, “Is he telling me the truth?” Could he behind Roxanne’s murder?” Chico tried to recall the morning of Ed’s funeral. Shock and disbelief overcame him as he remembered seeing both Roxanne and Suzanne in the same room. “I remember your embrace as you comforted me from my loss of Ed.” Chico smirked with a smile.

A vision of another memory appeared in Chico’s mind, angrily Chico covered his eyes. Visions of him involved with Roxanne making out with her reminded him of his anger towards her, “You tricked me into thinking you were Suzanne. I thought we had a thing together back then. Finding the truth about you and your sister during Ed’s funeral upset me ”. Chico forcefully tried to fight the rage that was building inside him. “Your were a bad seed back then Roxanne and now Mando is going to pay for it.

Night fell as the jail cell began to light from the above window.

Chico looked up at the glare coming from the bars above the window. Rising up Chico carefully examined the window without waking up his father who fell asleep. “I’ve just got to get out of here” Chico thought as he wished for such an event.

Smacking his hand from anger Chico kept banging against the bars on the window.

Chico quickly moved away from the window when he heard guards approaching there cell. “He’s in here”

Turning his head Chico was shocked to see this visitor,

“Chico, Please. I need to speak with you”

Grasping upon the bars Chico felt reluctant, “Speak with me? What more do you have to tell me that you have kept from me Suzanne”

Chico’s door was released as guards came in to handcuff Chico. Angrily putting up a fight Chico’s hands were free from the guards until they reached for her.

“Chico” frightened Suzanne tried to loosen Chico’s grip. “What are you doing?”

Suzanne felt the tight grip of Chico’s arm around her as her voice became muffled with his hand.

“I’m getting out of here Suzanne and your coming with me” Chico whispered to her.

“But my father, he will not approve of this.” Suzanne cried as she struggled through Chico’s grip

“Oh the hell with your father Suz. You and I are going back to my father’s orchards. We along with our daughter are taking back my father’s business”

“You can’t be serious, Chico, my father will harm you if you get in his way.”

Guards approached Chico. Angrily he shouted, “Don’t come closer or I’ll harm her”.

Backing away Chico continued to cover Suzanne as he made his way out of the jail.

Fearing Chico’s anger Suzanne tried to breath through his tight grip on her.

“Just relax Suzanne, then you won’t get hurt” Chico lead Suzanne out of the building. Releasing his grip on her Chico grabbed her arm. “Where are we going?”

“Suz, we’re going to the orchards. We can get our things together, and take our kids back to East LA.”

“East L A. What about your father’s business?” Suzanne questioned

“Suz, I’ve told you many times that Ed was more of a father towards me then my own and I believe in my heart towards you too. If we can hurry we can get out of the island before your father and mine realize we’ve left the island”

“Aren’t you the least concern what my father will do to Gilberto?”

“Regardless if your father takes over the orchard My father will bounce back. He has done it before. My mother’s side of the family rejected him and he is still the strong successful man he is today”

Chico and Suzanne gathered there belongings and her children as midnight quickly approached.

Driving slowly out of the compound Chico exited his way out with the lights dimmed.

“Do you think we can actually do this? Get out of here without any trouble?” Suzanne asked quietly as her kids fell asleep in the back seat.

Chico kept his eye on the road ahead of him as he thought of there last attempt. “I hope so Suz, Just hope and pray we don’t come across my father’s men again.”

CHAPTER 30

Mando walked through the garage as a customer drove up inside.

Stopping the engine the customer got out his car in search for someone, “Hello is Chico Rodriguez here?”

Mando approached the customer, “I’m sorry Chico is no longer here and has the garage up for sale”

“For sale? I’m surprised he would do that. After all he was pretty well known for his excellent service here”

Mando agreed with the costumer, “ I agree sir, but after Ed Brown passed away he didn’t care anymore, and decided he didn’t want to run the business.”

“That doesn’t sound like Chico. What brought all that on?” asked the customer.

“He blames himself for Ed’s death and now that he is no longer running the garage, he gave me full control to put the garage up for sale”

“That’s too bad. I didn’t think Chico would turn against Ed like that. When you think you know a person. They seem to be a different kind when there life goes a different direction”.

“Yes it is a sad situation isn’t it” Mando said, “are you looking into investing into this property?”

Walking throughout the garage the customer replied, “You know that is not a bad idea Mister…. What is your name?”

“My name is Ramón, Ramón Ramirez”

“Thank you Ramón we will be in touch”

Mando shook hands with the customer smiling in relieve of his current plan.

Chico drove towards the airport as he kept his eye on the road behind him. ”Suz, wake them up were almost at the airport.”

“Chico” Suzanne replied. “This is scary, that we have come this far and no one has detected that we have left”

“Yeah I have had the same thoughts Suz”. Relieved Chico pulled into the Airport check in area. Getting out Suzanne, there children, and Chico all headed towards there airline check in area.

“Wait here. I’ll get our tickets” Chico replied, Suzanne held on to Ramón as Edina and Francisco clung close to there mother.

Smiling Chico came back with there tickets, “Were all set”

“Were are we going daddy” replied Francisco,

Kneeling down Chico spoke to him, “Son, we are going back home where we belong”.

Suzanne rubbed Francisco’s back, “Francisco, your daddy. Is not with us, Your Uncle Chico is taking care of you and mommy now”.

“That’s ok Suz, if he feels like calling me his daddy, I’m ok with it. Are you?”

Sighing Suzanne thought about what Mando had done to her, “ I believe Francisco is better off with his siblings Chico. If he is comfortable with calling you daddy, I am too”

Carrying Ramón Chico carried an over night bag as Suzanne held on to Edina and Francisco. Arriving to there gate they waited for there announced seating to come in the plane.

Smiling Chico looked at Suzanne and her children, “I feel good about this Suz”

Embracing Chico Suzanne agreed, “I agree Chico, I have always felt at home in East LA. It will be nice to see the garage again”

Chico guided Edina and Francisco to the entrance going to the plane. Finding there seats. Suzanne and Chico settled in Edina, Francisico, as Chico and Suzanne sat beside them. Leaning back on his seat Chico reflected on his memories at the garage. “This is a new beginning Ed. I know without you it will never be the same. Still with you giving me the ability to be your owner . I will run your garage the best of my knowledge. I will not let you down”

Suzanne guided her children to there seats as Chico held on to Ramón .

Settling in Chico moved his seat back as he thought about east la .

Closing his eyes Chico reflected on the first time he arrived into Ed Brown’s Garage. Ed’s grouchy behavior made Chico smile as he reminisced of memories of ed as he began to fall asleep.

Waking up Chico realized that the plane began it’s preperation for landing. Smiling chico looked forward to head back to work at the garage, ‘hey, hey’ chico said ‘where here.’ stirring Suzanne turned smiling, ‘were back home.” Unbuckling there belts Suzanne and Chico helped with there children

Chico stretched as he impatiently waited to get out of the plane. Smiling he embraced Suzanne as she stood closely next to him. Looking into his eyes Suzanne smiled at Chico. Smiling back Chico embraced her as he thought how happy he was to be back in LA with Suzanne again.

Stepping out of the plane Chico eagerly Edina, Francisco and Ramón out of the airplane.

Heading out of the airport chico eagerly called a cab over as he whistled,

Grabbing there bags Chico and Suzanne handed over to the cab driver.

Suzanne climbed inside the cab as there children followed. Chico gave directions to the cab driver and headed back to the garage.

Quickly the cab sped out of the airport heading towards east Los Angeles.

Chico smiled as he noticed the familiar area. With Edina on his lap he pointed out the window showing Edina how close they were to the garage.

“See Edina, just off the freeway is Papa Ed’s garage.” Edina smiled along with her mother.

Arriving towards the alley Chico to have the cab pull in by the side door. “This will be fine. Thanks.” eagerly Chico gave the driver the cab fare as Suzanne helped there children out of the cab.

Grabbing there belongings Chico lead them all to the side door, till he noticed something odd, “ Hmm this is unusual, I don’t recall pad locking this door”

Chico jiggled with the lock as Suzanne became concerned, “Is there something wrong Chico?”

Giving up the fight of the lock Chico grabbed his bags. “I just don’t recall locking that side door is all. Let’s all go to the front entrance instead. I have my key in my coat pocket can you get it out for me?” Chico held on to Ramón as he struggled to carry the luggage in his other hand.

Reaching inside his coat pocket Suzanne found his keys, “Got them, here you go Chico”

Turning the corner Chico and Suzanne approached the front entrance, “What the hell?” Chico questioned.

“What’s wrong Chico?” Suzanne asked as she then discovered what he seen.

“For sale? Why is the garage up for sale?” Suzanne asked. Chico concerned went closer towards front of the building “ I have no idea” Frustrated Chico dropped there bags near the front entrance as a customer pulled up near the garage.

“ Why are you betraying Ed Brown, Rodriguez?”

Chico turned around seeing an irate customer,

Chico approached the customer, “What makes you think I am betraying Ed?”

Getting out of his car, the customer replied, “it is all over the neighborhood Chico, about you not wanting to run the garage anymore.”

Chico tried to remain calm as he questioned, “ Not wanting to run the garage? This garage is my life. I’d give anything to keep this old run down garage from closing”

“That is not what I’ve been hearing Chico.”

“What the hell have you been hearing?” Chico asked,

“I heard since Ed’s untimely death you didn’t care anymore and gave Mando the right to sell the garage”

Shocked Chico questioned, “Didn’t care anymore? What would make Mando put the garage up for sale?”

Chico quickly went to Suzanne and her kids, “Come with me we are going over to Della’s and straighten this out”

Anxiously Chico and Suzanne holding there children headed over towards Della’s Delicatessen.

Pounding on the door Chico impatiently waited for Della to open the door.

Della’s front door quickly opened. “Sorry we are closed for the evening……”

“Chico? What brings you here? I was told that you were out of town and not coming back?”

“Is that why the garage is up for sale Della?” Chico said sternly

“Listen Chico, I was informed by Mando that you were so upset about Ed’s death that you gave him the sole right to sell the garage.”

“That is what I have been hearing from all over the neighborhood Della and that is a lie”

“I don’t have any intensions to put this old piece of shit up for sale”

Chico angrily kicked the door rail.

“Well Chico, I have an offer for this piece of shit property as you call it. A mighty nice one I might add” Della said.

“Your not going to accept this offer are you? If you do We’ll end up on the streets homeless. Some hot shot will probably buy this place and replace me.

They’ll won’t want to have me as an mechanic I know it”

“Ed was the only decent man on this damn block. If he was here, he would defend me on that!”

“Chico now don’t make me look like I’m the bad person on this situation” Della handed Chico the papers that were signed by Mando. “This is what Mando wrote as he indication that he had proof of his co-ownership”.

Chico sighed as he looked at the documents, “Della nothing was written in paper. We basically shook on it” Della struggled to believe him, “Chico I have written proof from Ed stating that if he died, the garage would be inherited to you and Mando.” Della pointed to the bottom of the paper. “Here are yours and Mando’s signatures”

Holding the document, shock overcame Chico as he witnessed the signatures of his and Mando’s hand writing.

Backing away Chico became angry. “So you are going ahead with this guys offer Della?”

“Chico, I told the guy I’d give him till the weekend to give him an answer. You should know me by now that I am not a mean person.” Della went into her pocket getting a set of keys, “ You still have the right to live here till any offer is accepted.”

Opening the main door Della gave Chico the keys to the garage. “Who knows Chico that fella may not want this old run down building, if you know what I mean” Winking Della headed back to her store.

Grasping the keys Chico held them tightly. “ I promised Sharon and Ed that I would run this garage the best to my ability and I still intend to do so

Chapter 31-33
Opening the garage door Chico began his day as he always did by getting the morning paper and coffee from the corner Deli.

Opening the folded newspaper Chico looked at the headlines “Well known business man Gilberto Rodriguez freed”

Sighing from relieve Chico wondered how his father made bail. “Well I hope you can bounce back like you’ve always have father. God knows I could use your help”

Sweeping up, Chico cleaned up all around the garage.

“Morning Chico” Della walked inside as Chico continued to sweep up.

“Morning Della” Chico swept the mess of dirt and dust out of the garage then threw the broom across the garage.

“What was that all about Chico?” Della asked.

“Oh I am just waiting to hear you tell me the bad news is all” Chico quietly said.

Sighing Della agreed, “I’m sorry Chico but there has been an accepted offer for the garage”

Chico’s heart sank as he stopped to hear what Della said, “You just had to accept the buyers offer did you”

Chico sadly turned away from Della, “Not only does this prove that I have let Ed down but we’ll have no place to live when the new owner moves in”

“Well Chico that will up to you and the new owner. He wants to meet with you tonight”

“Tonight? Oh that’s just great Della. He will want us out by tomorrow morning I bet”

Della approached Chico, “Don’t be so hard on yourself Chico, maybe you can work something out with the new owner”

“Whatever” Chico sadly left to go inside there apartment.

Suzanne with her children noticed Chico’s expression as he walked into the apartment, “Are you ok. You look as though you received some bad news”

Sadly Chico sat down on the couch then motioned Suzanne to sit beside him. Sighing Chico tried to keep himself from tearing up in front of her. “Suz, Della came over to tell me that there has been an accepted offer for the garage”

“Oh Chico” Sadly Suzanne held Chico’s hand. “ I can’t believe Mando’s idea of selling the garage actually fell through”

“I know Suz.”

“I thought Della was going to try to avoid any possible accepted offer though?” Embracing Chico Suzanne comforted him. “What could of changed her mind?”

Chico laid his head on Suzanne’s shoulder, “I don’t know why she did either. I was very upset with her when we spoke”

Suzanne feared Chico’s anger as she thought what words were exchanged between Chico and Della.

“Suz, the new owner is coming over tonight to meet with me?”

“Tonight? Oh God Chico what if he wants us out of the property by tomorrow morning?”

“ I know Suz, let’s just pray together that the new owner has the decency to let us stay till we can find a new place to live”

CHAPTER 32

Chico tightly held on to Suzanne’s hand as they both began to pray.

“God whatever you have planned for us we will accept your decision.

If it is your will for us to leave, we will follow what have planned for us.

If it is your desire for us to stay here then we will accept your decision and

continue to move on as we go about our days with the new owner of this building.

Help me be strong willed and have enough wisdom to deal with the new owner.

I am afraid God, that he will not accept me and have me leave the garage.

Please help me God to continue to have faith in you.

I take this in your hands Lord.

In Jesus name amen”

Silently Chico and Suzanne embraced feeling the reassurance of one another.

Silent tears began to fall as Chico began to feel the reality of losing the garage.

A knock was heard on there apartment door.

“Oh God” Chico whispered, “It’s the new owner”

“Please Chico. Please be strong. Let God help you through this” embracing Chico Suzanne quietly spoke.

Chico quietly walked to the door. Fearing to open the door Chico carefully grasped a hold of the door knob. Taking a deep breath Chico began to open the door,

“Good evening Sir….”

Shock flooded Chico as he quietly stood there seeing the new owner,

“Can I come in Chico?” asked the new owner.

“What are you doing here? I, I can’t believe it?” surprised Chico replied.

Suzanne looked over as the new owner walked in there apartment.

“Gilberto. You’re the new owner? I had no idea” Suzanne stood up embracing him.

Gilberto sat down on the couch, “Francisco, after I was freed from that horrible jail in Puerto Rico. I made some contacts with my former employees. Shortly after you told me of what happened with Ed, Chico. I knew there would be a hefty financial battle coming soon, especially with Mando trying to sell the property.”

“How did you know of the garage up for sale father?” Chico asked.

“Mijo, I have been receiving your local newspaper in regards to invest in

property and noticed Mando’s add in the paper”.

Chico messed with his hair as he smiled still struggling to believe what was happening.

“After Dean tried to take over my orchard that I had successfully ran over the course of 30 years. I had to find some sort activity to get involved in. The Orchard is still there Chico, but I fear not for much longer”

Suzanne listened to Gilberto’s remarks about her father’s take over. Feeling ashamed and embarrassed Suzanne began to cry as she left to lay down on the bed. “I am so sorry Gilberto” Suzanne cried, “My father is a very greedy man”

Chico along with Gilberto watched Suzanne lay down on the bed crying.

Gilberto filled with compassion walked over towards Suzanne.

“My dear child, don’t be sad over your father’s actions” Gilberto gently placed his hand upon hers. “I know you had nothing to do with what your father has done”.

Rising up Suzanne continued to cry as she rest her head on Gilberto’s shoulder, “besides Suzanne. I am working on a way to get my orchard back to my family where it belongs”

“How Father?” Chico asked as he lightly brushed Suzanne

“Yes Mister Rodriguez how?” Suzanne asked

“That has to cost a lot of money papa. If you have purchased the property for this garage, How are you going to get the funds to buy it back from Dean?

“Mijo, I am buying back the shares of my property. Along with a few associates of mine. When we have reached enough if not more then we will be able to take control back of the orchard.”

Gilberto looked to Suzanne, “ Suzanne I need your full cooperation to not tell a single soul about this. Is that understood?”

Suzanne looked at Gilberto, sadly sighing she feared her fathers reaction to Gilberto’s attempt to get his orchard back,

Chico held her looking into her eyes, “Suz, are you with him on this?”

A concerned look on Chico’s face frightened Suzanne as she thought about her father, “Can this really go through? What will my father do to me if he finds out I am still on Gilberto’s side?”

Chapter 33

Chico began repairing parts of the garage now that Gilberto gave him a loan to purchase the building. Smiling at his accomplishment Chico wiped the sweat off his forehead.

Heading towards the men’s room Chico washed his hands. His hands rough from all the repairs Chico thought of all the work he needed to finish up to be on schedule.

“Can’t keep the customers waiting Rodriguez, It won’t make for good business” Rushing out of the men’s room Chico then headed over towards the office to see what he had planned on getting done today.

Checking his schedule Chico smiled, “If all goes well, I’ll be ahead of schedule today”

Working on the engine Chico leaned inside.

A van drove up towards the garage entrance . A delivery man approached Chico.

“Are you Chico Rodriguez?” asked the driver

“Si, yes. Can I help you with something?” Chico turned around to see a man with several boxes.

“I have a delivery for you.. If you could sign here”

“A delivery?” Concerned Chico looked at the invoiced indicating what was delivered.

Confused Chico gave back the invoice, “I did not order any of this equipment”

Agreeing the driver showed Chico the signature, “ Yes, I know. A Gilberto Rodriguez ordered all this”

Shocked Chico looked at the signature , “Gilberto Rodriguez?”

“Please sign here. It is all taken care of” as he handed Chico the pen.

Chico couldn’t believe the amount of equipment and amount that it was purchased for, “Are you sure this is already paid for?” as Chico signed his name by the x on the bottom of the page.

“Yes sir,”

Chico placed the invoice on the back ledge of the truck as the driver began unloading it.

Box after box was unloaded off the delivery truck.

Stunned Chico could not understand why his father order so much equipment.

Closing the back door the delivery men then drove out of the garage.

Standing before Chico were several boxes marked for the garage. Looking them over Chico noticed a sealed envelope taped over one of them.

“What’s this” Chico wondered. Opening the envelope Chico.

“ This Francisco will help you increase in sales at the

Garage.

Signed, Gilberto”

Chico sighed as he closed the letter from his father, “Thank you father, But I was just fine with what I had here”

Chico looked around the garage scratching his head wondering, “Where am I going to put half of this stuff”

Honking her horn Suzanne drove up the entrance suddenly stopping. Opening the door she helped her kids out of the car.

“Good Lord Chico, what are all these boxes doing all over the garage?”

Chico turned around as he looked at her confused, “Beats the hell out of me?”

“Who are they from?” Suzanne gazed at all the equipment.

“They’re from my father” Chico showed her the invoice

“Your father?” Suzanne read the invoice showing the amount on the bill.

“Oh my God” Suzanne’s eyes blinked at the prices of the equipment.

“God only knows how I am going to pay this back Suz” Chico tossed the bill on the work bench. “I better call father and tell them that they have arrived”

The phone rang on the payphone Chico hurried over to answer it. “Ed Brown’s Garage”

“Francisco,”

“Papa, We need to talk” Chico replied

“No need to thank me son, I’m am honored to help out”

“Help out?” Chico’s pleasant voice suddenly became irritated. “What makes you think I needed your help?”

“Now Francisco, I helped you bail you out of your Garage troubles”

“ Garage troubles? I never said I was in trouble?” Chico replied, “just strapped for cash“.

“Well Chico I saved your garage from demolition and from another owner” Gilberto responded

“So that automatically makes you want to bail me out. Every time you have the chance Gilberto Rodriguez to prove I am unworthy, you run for the chance”

“What?” replied Gilberto

“Must I remind you about you sending me to Puetro Rico all because some shit started by Mando?”

“You said I was a disgrace to the family!” Chico angrily hung up slamming the phone.

Chico angrily walked away as Suzanne stopped him, “Chico, why must you be so hard on your father?”

Chico looked at her angry.

“You should be grateful that your father has the decency to care about you?”

“Care about me? He doesn’t give a damn about me Suzanne” Chico got out of Suzanne’s way.

Quickly Suzanne grabbed his arm before he got away from her, “What makes you so sure Chico”

“My father tried to make a fool out of me in Puerto Rico by having me work in the orchards Suzanne and I succeeded. This is just another attempt to show me that he can make me a fool by him owning the garage and having all this shit happen around me”

Suzanne looked all around her, “Chico all I can see are new equipment that can help you improve in your business?”

“Chico please give your father a chance and see what you can make out of what he has generously given you”

“Don’t you get it Suzanne. I was fine with out my father” making his point across Chico showed her around, “ If it wasn’t for me. Ed wouldn’t have so many customers”.

“Yes I know that Chico, but why are you not accepting your father’s help?”

“Suz, I have been on my own since I was very young. I have been able to handle crisis’s on my own. Not like you, who ran to your father and his money whenever you needed a buck”

“A Buck!” Suzanne angrily shouted, “Listen Chico, I am sorry that I came from a family that was very well off”

Chico disagreed

“Your not sorry Suz,” Chico sarcastically said,

Upset Suzanne pushed Chico, “Are you jealous of me for some reason?”

“No” Chico said

“Then why all this bitterness?”

“Because I want to be my own boss and run it the way I feel it should”

“Chico, You still can. Like you have been doing since Ed passed away“.

Sadly Chico sighed as he thought about Ed, “I just don’t want to let Ed down Suzanne”

Feeling his pain Suzanne embraced Chico, “We must move on Chico. Things are finally coming around for us.” Lightly brushing his hair, Suzanne began to kiss him.

Feeling his embrace Suzanne and Chico began to kiss.

Releasing from there kiss Chico had an idea, “ Get up here” Chico quietly said.

Suzanne grabbed a stray shirt of Chico’s and placed in on the work bench. Helping her up Chico then kissed her as he began to touch her.

Gasps of air from Suzanne were heard as Chico began to arouse her. Eagerly Suzanne began to unbutton Chico’s shirt feeling his strong chest as each button became loose.

With no hesitation Chico began to adjust Suzanne to enter in her.

Leaning back on the table Suzanne held on to Chico as he got on his rhythm.

Suddenly a voice was heard behind Chico,

“I hate to interrupt you on your coffee break Chico”

Turning his head Chico felt embarrassed to see his father standing there. “oh dios muy”

Chico quickly covered Suzanne as he motioned to her.

“What are you doing here father” Chico asked as Suzanne buttoned her shirt behind Chico.

“Chico I came by to see if you received the new inventory I sent to you.”

Gilberto walked closer to Chico noticing all the delivered boxes.” From the looks of everything Chico. Everything seems to be in order”

“In Order?” Chico replied, “What makes you think that this garage is not in order?’

Suzanne held Chico back who tried to approach his father, “Chico please”

“Stay out of this Suzanne..” Chico went between Gilberto and Suzanne, “I’m tired of the two of you trying to play sympathy on me. I can handle this on my own”

“Now Chico, Since I am now the owner of this building I feel I should assist at all possible”

“I have the deed to this garage father, I still have a say in all of this”

Gilberto sighed, “Your right Mijo,” Placing his hand upon Chico, “Please forgive me.”

Chico listened to his father’s plea of forgiveness, “I forgive you, please allow adequate time to pay you back for your generosity”

“No need to repay me Chico, Your knowledge and continued expertise has fulfilled me in more ways you can imagine. I only wish Mr. Brown was here to see how you have run this garage on your own”

“Thank you Mr. Rodriguez you are a wonderful man”. Embracing him Suzanne then embraced Chico, “I’m going over to Della’s Chico. I’ll be right back”

Smiling Chico waved at her, “ When you get back. we’ll be ready for our story telling with the kids”

Suzanne smiled blew a kiss back to Chico then walked out the garage.

Walking towards Della’s Suzanne noticed she was being followed by a group of kids. Feeling uneasy Suzanne looked around noticing a cab come her way.

“Over here!” Suzanne nervously waved as she shouted towards the cab.

Pulling over Suzanne quickly leaped inside the cab, “ to the Hope house and hurry!”

Quickly the cab spun away towards the direction of the Hope house.

Driving down the main street suddenly two cars drove up towards the cab guiding them to pull over.

“What’s going on? Suzanne frightened looked behind her seeing a car block them from behind.

Two men quickly came out of one of the blocked cars

“Your coming with us”

Confused Suzanne was pulled out of the cab from the other man.

“Get inside” Said a man leading Suzanne into there car.

Suzanne was pushed inside the back seat of the car. Shocked Suzanne noticed someone who sat across from her, “What are you doing here?”

Silence lead them out of the busy street.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Suzanne asked again

“I was informed by Dad that your not going to cooperate”

“I tried David I really tried….” Suzanne pleaded

“But as usual you fell in love with someone involved in the family didn’t you?”

Suzanne broke down crying.

“Jesus, Suz. I’ve always told you to not to get involved with anyone” David replied reaching for the car phone, dialing a number he then began to speak, “She’s with us”

“How did you find me David?” Suzanne wiped her eyes fearing what was going to happen to her . Remembering her brother’s temper she feared he would harm her permanently.

“I suppose father told you where I was residing, huh?”

“No Suz, I got your address from a very reliable source” David replied

“Who? Who told you where I live?” Nervously Suzanne spoke

Opening the privacy window between the driver and passenger seats David viewed there source

Moving closer Suzanne struggled to make out who it was till he turned his head to her view.

“Oh my God” Suzanne cried as she began to fear for her life. “God please keep Chico and my children safe. I fear I will never see them again”

Chapter 31-33

Opening the garage door Chico began his day as he always did by getting the morning paper and coffee from the corner Deli.

Opening the folded newspaper Chico looked at the headlines “Well known business man Gilberto Rodriguez freed”

Sighing from relieve Chico wondered how his father made bail. “Well I hope you can bounce back like you’ve always have father. God knows I could use your help”

Sweeping up, Chico cleaned up all around the garage.

“Morning Chico” Della walked inside as Chico continued to sweep up.

“Morning Della” Chico swept the mess of dirt and dust out of the garage then threw the broom across the garage.

“What was that all about Chico?” Della asked.

“Oh I am just waiting to hear you tell me the bad news is all” Chico quietly said.

Sighing Della agreed, “I’m sorry Chico but there has been an accepted offer for the garage”

Chico’s heart sank as he stopped to hear what Della said, “You just had to accept the buyers offer did you”

Chico sadly turned away from Della, “Not only does this prove that I have let Ed down but we’ll have no place to live when the new owner moves in”

“Well Chico that will up to you and the new owner. He wants to meet with you tonight”

“Tonight? Oh that’s just great Della. He will want us out by tomorrow morning I bet”

Della approached Chico, “Don’t be so hard on yourself Chico, maybe you can work something out with the new owner”

“Whatever” Chico sadly left to go inside there apartment.

Suzanne with her children noticed Chico’s expression as he walked into the apartment, “Are you ok. You look as though you received some bad news”

Sadly Chico sat down on the couch then motioned Suzanne to sit beside him. Sighing Chico tried to keep himself from tearing up in front of her. “Suz, Della came over to tell me that there has been an accepted offer for the garage”

“Oh Chico” Sadly Suzanne held Chico’s hand. “ I can’t believe Mando’s idea of selling the garage actually fell through”

“I know Suz.”

“I thought Della was going to try to avoid any possible accepted offer though?” Embracing Chico Suzanne comforted him. “What could of changed her mind?”

Chico laid his head on Suzanne’s shoulder, “I don’t know why she did either. I was very upset with her when we spoke”

Suzanne feared Chico’s anger as she thought what words were exchanged between Chico and Della.

“Suz, the new owner is coming over tonight to meet with me?”

“Tonight? Oh God Chico what if he wants us out of the property by tomorrow morning?”

“ I know Suz, let’s just pray together that the new owner has the decency to let us stay till we can find a new place to live”

CHAPTER 32

Chico tightly held on to Suzanne’s hand as they both began to pray.

“God whatever you have planned for us we will accept your decision.

If it is your will for us to leave, we will follow what have planned for us.

If it is your desire for us to stay here then we will accept your decision and

continue to move on as we go about our days with the new owner of this building.

Help me be strong willed and have enough wisdom to deal with the new owner.

I am afraid God, that he will not accept me and have me leave the garage.

Please help me God to continue to have faith in you.

I take this in your hands Lord.

In Jesus name amen”

Silently Chico and Suzanne embraced feeling the reassurance of one another.

Silent tears began to fall as Chico began to feel the reality of losing the garage.

A knock was heard on there apartment door.

“Oh God” Chico whispered, “It’s the new owner”

“Please Chico. Please be strong. Let God help you through this” embracing Chico Suzanne quietly spoke.

Chico quietly walked to the door. Fearing to open the door Chico carefully grasped a hold of the door knob. Taking a deep breath Chico began to open the door,

“Good evening Sir….”

Shock flooded Chico as he quietly stood there seeing the new owner,

“Can I come in Chico?” asked the new owner.

“What are you doing here? I, I can’t believe it?” surprised Chico replied.

Suzanne looked over as the new owner walked in there apartment.

“Gilberto. You’re the new owner? I had no idea” Suzanne stood up embracing him.

Gilberto sat down on the couch, “Francisco, after I was freed from that horrible jail in Puerto Rico. I made some contacts with my former employees. Shortly after you told me of what happened with Ed, Chico. I knew there would be a hefty financial battle coming soon, especially with Mando trying to sell the property.”

“How did you know of the garage up for sale father?” Chico asked.

“Mijo, I have been receiving your local newspaper in regards to invest in

property and noticed Mando’s add in the paper”.

Chico messed with his hair as he smiled still struggling to believe what was happening.

“After Dean tried to take over my orchard that I had successfully ran over the course of 30 years. I had to find some sort activity to get involved in. The Orchard is still there Chico, but I fear not for much longer”

Suzanne listened to Gilberto’s remarks about her father’s take over. Feeling ashamed and embarrassed Suzanne began to cry as she left to lay down on the bed. “I am so sorry Gilberto” Suzanne cried, “My father is a very greedy man”

Chico along with Gilberto watched Suzanne lay down on the bed crying.

Gilberto filled with compassion walked over towards Suzanne.

“My dear child, don’t be sad over your father’s actions” Gilberto gently placed his hand upon hers. “I know you had nothing to do with what your father has done”.

Rising up Suzanne continued to cry as she rest her head on Gilberto’s shoulder, “besides Suzanne. I am working on a way to get my orchard back to my family where it belongs”

“How Father?” Chico asked as he lightly brushed Suzanne

“Yes Mister Rodriguez how?” Suzanne asked

“That has to cost a lot of money papa. If you have purchased the property for this garage, How are you going to get the funds to buy it back from Dean?

“Mijo, I am buying back the shares of my property. Along with a few associates of mine. When we have reached enough if not more then we will be able to take control back of the orchard.”

Gilberto looked to Suzanne, “ Suzanne I need your full cooperation to not tell a single soul about this. Is that understood?”

Suzanne looked at Gilberto, sadly sighing she feared her fathers reaction to Gilberto’s attempt to get his orchard back,

Chico held her looking into her eyes, “Suz, are you with him on this?”

A concerned look on Chico’s face frightened Suzanne as she thought about her father, “Can this really go through? What will my father do to me if he finds out I am still on Gilberto’s side?”

Chapter 33

Chico began repairing parts of the garage now that Gilberto gave him a loan to purchase the building. Smiling at his accomplishment Chico wiped the sweat off his forehead.

Heading towards the men’s room Chico washed his hands. His hands rough from all the repairs Chico thought of all the work he needed to finish up to be on schedule.

“Can’t keep the customers waiting Rodriguez, It won’t make for good business” Rushing out of the men’s room Chico then headed over towards the office to see what he had planned on getting done today.

Checking his schedule Chico smiled, “If all goes well, I’ll be ahead of schedule today”

Working on the engine Chico leaned inside.

A van drove up towards the garage entrance . A delivery man approached Chico.

“Are you Chico Rodriguez?” asked the driver

“Si, yes. Can I help you with something?” Chico turned around to see a man with several boxes.

“I have a delivery for you.. If you could sign here”

“A delivery?” Concerned Chico looked at the invoiced indicating what was delivered.

Confused Chico gave back the invoice, “I did not order any of this equipment”

Agreeing the driver showed Chico the signature, “ Yes, I know. A Gilberto Rodriguez ordered all this”

Shocked Chico looked at the signature , “Gilberto Rodriguez?”

“Please sign here. It is all taken care of” as he handed Chico the pen.

Chico couldn’t believe the amount of equipment and amount that it was purchased for, “Are you sure this is already paid for?” as Chico signed his name by the x on the bottom of the page.

“Yes sir,”

Chico placed the invoice on the back ledge of the truck as the driver began unloading it.

Box after box was unloaded off the delivery truck.

Stunned Chico could not understand why his father order so much equipment.

Closing the back door the delivery men then drove out of the garage.

Standing before Chico were several boxes marked for the garage. Looking them over Chico noticed a sealed envelope taped over one of them.

“What’s this” Chico wondered. Opening the envelope Chico.

“ This Francisco will help you increase in sales at the

Garage.

Signed, Gilberto”

Chico sighed as he closed the letter from his father, “Thank you father, But I was just fine with what I had here”

Chico looked around the garage scratching his head wondering, “Where am I going to put half of this stuff”

Honking her horn Suzanne drove up the entrance suddenly stopping. Opening the door she helped her kids out of the car.

“Good Lord Chico, what are all these boxes doing all over the garage?”

Chico turned around as he looked at her confused, “Beats the hell out of me?”

“Who are they from?” Suzanne gazed at all the equipment.

“They’re from my father” Chico showed her the invoice

“Your father?” Suzanne read the invoice showing the amount on the bill.

“Oh my God” Suzanne’s eyes blinked at the prices of the equipment.

“God only knows how I am going to pay this back Suz” Chico tossed the bill on the work bench. “I better call father and tell them that they have arrived”

The phone rang on the payphone Chico hurried over to answer it. “Ed Brown’s Garage”

“Francisco,”

“Papa, We need to talk” Chico replied

“No need to thank me son, I’m am honored to help out”

“Help out?” Chico’s pleasant voice suddenly became irritated. “What makes you think I needed your help?”

“Now Francisco, I helped you bail you out of your Garage troubles”

“ Garage troubles? I never said I was in trouble?” Chico replied, “just strapped for cash“.

“Well Chico I saved your garage from demolition and from another owner” Gilberto responded

“So that automatically makes you want to bail me out. Every time you have the chance Gilberto Rodriguez to prove I am unworthy, you run for the chance”

“What?” replied Gilberto

“Must I remind you about you sending me to Puetro Rico all because some shit started by Mando?”

“You said I was a disgrace to the family!” Chico angrily hung up slamming the phone.

Chico angrily walked away as Suzanne stopped him, “Chico, why must you be so hard on your father?”

Chico looked at her angry.

“You should be grateful that your father has the decency to care about you?”

“Care about me? He doesn’t give a damn about me Suzanne” Chico got out of Suzanne’s way.

Quickly Suzanne grabbed his arm before he got away from her, “What makes you so sure Chico”

“My father tried to make a fool out of me in Puerto Rico by having me work in the orchards Suzanne and I succeeded. This is just another attempt to show me that he can make me a fool by him owning the garage and having all this shit happen around me”

Suzanne looked all around her, “Chico all I can see are new equipment that can help you improve in your business?”

“Chico please give your father a chance and see what you can make out of what he has generously given you”

“Don’t you get it Suzanne. I was fine with out my father” making his point across Chico showed her around, “ If it wasn’t for me. Ed wouldn’t have so many customers”.

“Yes I know that Chico, but why are you not accepting your father’s help?”

“Suz, I have been on my own since I was very young. I have been able to handle crisis’s on my own. Not like you, who ran to your father and his money whenever you needed a buck”

“A Buck!” Suzanne angrily shouted, “Listen Chico, I am sorry that I came from a family that was very well off”

Chico disagreed

“Your not sorry Suz,” Chico sarcastically said,

Upset Suzanne pushed Chico, “Are you jealous of me for some reason?”

“No” Chico said

“Then why all this bitterness?”

“Because I want to be my own boss and run it the way I feel it should”

“Chico, You still can. Like you have been doing since Ed passed away“.

Sadly Chico sighed as he thought about Ed, “I just don’t want to let Ed down Suzanne”

Feeling his pain Suzanne embraced Chico, “We must move on Chico. Things are finally coming around for us.” Lightly brushing his hair, Suzanne began to kiss him.

Feeling his embrace Suzanne and Chico began to kiss.

Releasing from there kiss Chico had an idea, “ Get up here” Chico quietly said.

Suzanne grabbed a stray shirt of Chico’s and placed in on the work bench. Helping her up Chico then kissed her as he began to touch her.

Gasps of air from Suzanne were heard as Chico began to arouse her. Eagerly Suzanne began to unbutton Chico’s shirt feeling his strong chest as each button became loose.

With no hesitation Chico began to adjust Suzanne to enter in her.

Leaning back on the table Suzanne held on to Chico as he got on his rhythm.

Suddenly a voice was heard behind Chico,

“I hate to interrupt you on your coffee break Chico”

Turning his head Chico felt embarrassed to see his father standing there. “oh dios muy”

Chico quickly covered Suzanne as he motioned to her.

“What are you doing here father” Chico asked as Suzanne buttoned her shirt behind Chico.

“Chico I came by to see if you received the new inventory I sent to you.”

Gilberto walked closer to Chico noticing all the delivered boxes.” From the looks of everything Chico. Everything seems to be in order”

“In Order?” Chico replied, “What makes you think that this garage is not in order?’

Suzanne held Chico back who tried to approach his father, “Chico please”

“Stay out of this Suzanne..” Chico went between Gilberto and Suzanne, “I’m tired of the two of you trying to play sympathy on me. I can handle this on my own”

“Now Chico, Since I am now the owner of this building I feel I should assist at all possible”

“I have the deed to this garage father, I still have a say in all of this”

Gilberto sighed, “Your right Mijo,” Placing his hand upon Chico, “Please forgive me.”

Chico listened to his father’s plea of forgiveness, “I forgive you, please allow adequate time to pay you back for your generosity”

“No need to repay me Chico, Your knowledge and continued expertise has fulfilled me in more ways you can imagine. I only wish Mr. Brown was here to see how you have run this garage on your own”

“Thank you Mr. Rodriguez you are a wonderful man”. Embracing him Suzanne then embraced Chico, “I’m going over to Della’s Chico. I’ll be right back”

Smiling Chico waved at her, “ When you get back. we’ll be ready for our story telling with the kids”

Suzanne smiled blew a kiss back to Chico then walked out the garage.

Walking towards Della’s Suzanne noticed she was being followed by a group of kids. Feeling uneasy Suzanne looked around noticing a cab come her way.

“Over here!” Suzanne nervously waved as she shouted towards the cab.

Pulling over Suzanne quickly leaped inside the cab, “ to the Hope house and hurry!”

Quickly the cab spun away towards the direction of the Hope house.

Driving down the main street suddenly two cars drove up towards the cab guiding them to pull over.

“What’s going on? Suzanne frightened looked behind her seeing a car block them from behind.

Two men quickly came out of one of the blocked cars

“Your coming with us”

Confused Suzanne was pulled out of the cab from the other man.

“Get inside” Said a man leading Suzanne into there car.

Suzanne was pushed inside the back seat of the car. Shocked Suzanne noticed someone who sat across from her, “What are you doing here?”

Silence lead them out of the busy street.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Suzanne asked again

“I was informed by Dad that your not going to cooperate”

“I tried David I really tried….” Suzanne pleaded

“But as usual you fell in love with someone involved in the family didn’t you?”

Suzanne broke down crying.

“Jesus, Suz. I’ve always told you to not to get involved with anyone” David replied reaching for the car phone, dialing a number he then began to speak, “She’s with us”

“How did you find me David?” Suzanne wiped her eyes fearing what was going to happen to her . Remembering her brother’s temper she feared he would harm her permanently.

“I suppose father told you where I was residing, huh?”

“No Suz, I got your address from a very reliable source” David replied

“Who? Who told you where I live?” Nervously Suzanne spoke

Opening the privacy window between the driver and passenger seats David viewed there source

Moving closer Suzanne struggled to make out who it was till he turned his head to her view.

“Oh my God” Suzanne cried as she began to fear for her life. “God please keep Chico and my children safe. I fear I will never see them again”